HM: yeh lo apnay ghao par laga lo aaram milay ga tumhain. Mei nay dekha hai tum raat bhar sakoon say Soo nahi paey ho.

AS: iski zaroorat nahi hai..

HM: tum nay mujhe medicines di thi mujhe bhi zarorat nahi thi par mei nay li na? Jab k mei Tum say behad nafrat karti hun.

AS: janta hun par mujhe sach mei zaroorat nahi hai. Mei prithvi say keh k medicine lagwa lunga.

HM: kyun tumhain Kiya lagta hai mei itni buri hun k is mei medicine ki jagha namak mila diya hoga?

AS: nahi aaisi baat nahi hai haseena.. woh baat yeh hai k mera hath ghao tak nahi pohnch rha hai. Isi liay mei prithvi say help lay lunga. Or waisay bhi mera uniform bhi wahen hai toh mei jatay huay wahen say tyar ho jaun ga.

HM: jaisi tumhari marzi..

AS: or ha aaj say apka roza hai , toh tumhain samay say ghar aana hoga, agar tum bura na mano toh mei tumhain pick karnay aa jaya karun?

First she forbids but later on agree..

HM: theek hai. Par sirf ek mahinay k liay or tum koi khushfehmiyan mat pal layna.

AS: nahi mei isi mei Khush hun. or sunno next month tumharay exams hain magar ek problem hai tumhain training k liey dosray shehar Jana hoga.

HM: mujhe koi problem nahi hai is mei, acha hai isi bahanay tum say meri jan chootay gi.

AS: toh phir mei tumhain form or baqi details sham tak la k day dunga.

HM: nahi uski zaroorat nahi hai mei khud Kar lungi. Thanks mujhe batanay k liay..

AS: yeh mera farz tha.. Chalo mei chalta hun bye...

She says nothing...

One month passed. They rarely talk with each other.. in these days she developed a little bit soft corner for him. She allowed him to share bed with her but warned him too that don't cross limits.. he agreed... Still they are avoiding each other as much as they can.. between these days aashi and Anubhav's bond growing stronger. She tells him about her aapi's favourite things, likes and dislikes, he is much interest to know about her more and more. At the end of Ramadan he goes for shopping with aashi and buy all her favorite accessories for Eid festival. Aashi chose everything best for her sister. She now believes he is not a bad person. He loves her sister alot and promise herself that she tries to erase all distance between them.. they look perfect together. She also knows It will be much difficult for her. But she can do anything for her sister happiness...

AS: are you sure? Yeh haseena ko pasand aaey ga??

Aashi: ha bhaiya yeh aapi ko zaroor pasand aaey ga.. or aap ko pata hai aapi ki khawahish thi k Eid par unhain bhar bhar hath kanch ki chuddiyan pehnain , unhain PayPal buhat pasand hai. Par phopho k janay k bad aapi ki har khawahish khawahish hi reh gae.. par ab lagta hai koi aa gaya hai Jo aapi hi khawahish poori karay ga us k har naaz nakhray uthaey ga..

AS: ha mei har naaz nakhray uthana chahta hun, par woh mujhe mooqa hi nahi dayti.. shaid hum dono k beech kabhi kuch theek nahi hoga..

Aashi: bhai ap hosla kyun haar rhy hain mei hun na mei aapi k dil say ap k liay sari nafrat dour kar dungi.. dekheay ga ek din aaey ga jab woh apko pagalon ki tarha pyar Karen gi..

AS: mujhe unka pyar nahi chaheay bus woh mere Sath ya baighar jaisay bhi ho bus khush rahen. Hamesha...

Aashi: ap buhat achay ho bhai.. kaash mujhe bhi ap jaisa hi pyar karnay wala husband milay.. aapi kitni lucky hain k ap unki life partner ho.

AS: woh lucky nahi lucky mei hun jisay us say pyar karnay ka sobhagiya mila hai. Chalo mei tumhain ghar drop kar dayta hun warna tumharay Ammi Abu naraz ho jaen gay.

Aashi: theek hai par apko apna promise toh yad hai na bhai?

AS: ha yad hai tumhari ice cream mujh par due rahi..

Aashi: thank you bhai is gift k liay.

AS: behain bhi bhala bhaiyun ko thank you kehti hain.. yeh toh mera farz hai apni choti behan k liay..

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AS: haseena yeh Kuch cheezain tumharay liay laya hun Kal Eid hai.. or tum nay apnay liya kuch nahi liya hai..

HM: kiyà faida lay k , Eid k din khushiyan manai jati hai par meri khushiyan toh tum nay sari cheen li hai.. mujhe tumhara diya hua kuch tohfa nahi chaheay... Kyun k jab bhi tumhain dekhti hun mera zakham phir say taza ho Jata hai, mujhe woh sab yad aa Jata hai Jo mei nay tumhari wajah say khoya hai... Mere Mamu jan Mami Megha aaj bhi mujh say dhang say baat nahi karti.. jab bhi un say multi hun toh aaisa lagta hai k gunah mei nay kiyà hai mei mujrim hun.. mujhe kuch nahi chaheay.. yeh sab tum ya toh apnay pass rakh lo ya phir phaink do.. ( she said calmly for the very first time their is no anger, no hate for him in her voice, only sadness and pain of loosing their love one can hears in her voice.

AS: jaisa apko behtar lagay mei yeh cheezain yahan Almirah mei rakh rha hun.. agar jab kabhi apko lagay k apko mujhe maaf kar dayna chaheay , tab pehan lijeay ga.

HM: or agar kabhi maaf na kar Pai toh??

AS: woh meri qismat....

She looks at him noticing his facial features foe every first time.. before she wanted to disfigured his face but now she nor hate him neither love him.. yes but she still blames him for her happiness..

AS: or ha yeh Kuch books bhi hain.. tumharay liay exams  mei aasani rhy gi or agar Kisi bhi cheez ki koi problem ho Tum mujh say help lay sakti ho.. or training buhat zayda tough hoti hai toh tumhain physically or mentally dono tarha say strong rehna hoga.. kabhi bhi khud ko emotionally weak nahi hona  dayna hai tum nay.. warna survive Karna mushkil ho jaey ga
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umhara.

HM: tum kaisay jantay ho sab? Lagtay toh awara ho..

AS: kyun k mei ek minutes....
📱Ha bolian theek hai mei aa rha hun.. ap sab wahan pohnchain.. to haseena mei tum say bad mei baat karta hun.. abhi mujhe Jana hoga..

HM: theek hai..
Na hi aao toh acha hai mere liey..
She mummers under her breath but easily audible to him.

AS (pov): jab jab mujhe lagta hai k hum dono k beech sab theek honay wala hai, tum mujhe maaf kar do gi..phir aachanak say tum kuch aaisa bol dayti ho k lagta hai k shaid woh din kabhi nahi aaey ga.. mujhe bus tumhari Khushi chaheay or kuch nahi bus Tum jahan raho khush raho..

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Hm: Megha yeh larka Kaun hai or tum dono kiyà kar rhy thy?

Megha: Kaun hai say kiyà matlab hai tumhara? Mera boyfriend hai Avinash.. or isay pyar Karna kehtay hain.

HM: Megha tumhain Zara bhi apnay parivar ki izzat ki parwah nahi hai. Tum raat bhar is k Sath thi?

Megha: ha thi mei is k Sath, tumhain is say kiyà hai hassi..tum bhi toh us shaks k Sath ghooma karti thi.. mei nay kuch Kaha? Nahi na it's my life my decision, stay away from this..

HM: nahi Megha mei tumhain yeh ghalti karnay nahi dungi... Yeh sirf tumhara use kar rha hai isay pyar nahi kehtay hain Megha..

Megha: aaj k dour mei isay hi pyar kehtay hain hassi.. woh bhi toh tujh say milnay raaton ko tere ghar aaya karta tha.. aaisay thori na us nay itna bara decision lay liya,, tere hi wajah say toh us nay Teri shadi aashish bhaiya say nahi honay di. Khud Kiya toh kuch nahi or mei karun toh character less..

HM: bakwas band karo Megha.. mei itni neech harkat karnay ka sooch bhi nahi sakti hun. Na aaj na hi pehlay kabhi..
Rooh say pyar hota hai jism say nahi kiyà Jata woh sirf istemal kar rha hai Megha samjh kuch..

Megha: nahi samjhna mujhe kuch pyar pyar hota hai koi rohani ya jismani nahi hota hai... Tu bata tu toh us shaks say pyar nahi karti na, par woh toh karta hai na? Kiyà us nay khud ko abhi tak roka hai tere pass aanay say.. mana shadi say pehlay us nay apni limit cross nahi ki hogi, par shadi k bad  koi sabar nahi karta hassi... Or woh mujh say shadi karay ga us nay Kaha hai mujh say.

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M: Mera Kam tha tujhe samjhana, samjhna ya na samjhna tera kaam hai... Or Tumharay Avinash say lakh gunnah behtar woh shaks hai jis nay kabhi mujh par haq hotay huay bhi apna haq nahi manga mujh say...
Bus Dua hai k tujhe waqt rehtay hi sab kuch samjh aa jaey..

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AS:  aaj yeh parhtay parhtay hi   soo gae. Woh bhi itni jaldi. mujhe lag rha tha mere ghar jaldi aanay par kuch sunnay ko mili gi is say , aray is nay khana bhi nahi khaya.. lagta hai exams ki zayda hi tension lay rhi hai..

He takes the book from her hand, put them on table after closing them..

AS (to himself): itni uncomfortably Soo rhi hai. Hath lagaun ga isay toh gussa karay gi k mujhe hath kaisay lagaya, or itnay sakoon say Soo rhi hai k jaganay ka maan bhi nahi kar rha kiyà karun mei... Isay jaga hi dayta hun.. khana bhi yahen para hai khaya bhi nahi hai is nay..

She is just pretending that she is sleeping.. she wants to know what he will do in this situation..

AS: haseena ji haseena ..... Haseena

But she doesn't response.

AS: ab kiyà karun...
He picks the pen and starts tapping on her shoulder with it ..

HM: kiyà hai kyun disturb kar rhy ho mujhe.. idiot.... Zameen par Soo jao pehlay toh sotay thy na.

AS: ha mei Soo jaun ga par  tum comfortable nahi ho aaram say lait Jao..  or khana bhi para hai tunhara kha lo.

HM: tum kha lo khana... Mujhe bhook nahi hai..

AS: aray aaisay kaisay tumhi nay toh Kaha tha k hum apnay khanay ka apna apna intezam Karen gay? Toh phir.

HM: idiot mujhe tang Karna band karo or sonay do Shanti say.. waisay bhi already tum nay Meri Zindagi ka sakoon toh pehlay hi barbad kar diya tha..

AS: acha theek hai mei tumhain pareshan nahi karun ga.. par please theek say Soo jao warna subha tumhain uthnay mei takleef hogi..

HM: ha ha theek hai...

She gets up...

AS: ap jag kyun gaen?

HM: tum nay meri neend kharab toh Kar hi di hai mujhe khana khanay do or Meri books yahan kiyà kar rhi hain? Tum nay hath lagaya isay mana kiyà tha na tumhain. Kyun touch kiyà.. Gandi kar di Meri kitabain tum nay.

AS ( murmurs): books ko touch Kiya toh Inka yeh haal hai shukar hai inhain hath nahi  lagaya mei nay.. warna toh mujhe zinda nahi chorti..

To be continued......

Upcoming: anuseena's divorce and leap of two years...

Sorry for grammatical mistakes....

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