Ch - 95

Sana collided her brows in confusion and says by sitting on the bed, "What? When did you hurt me?" Turning towards her he sit on the bed , move his hand behind for opening the dori and says by drag the dress a bit down, "This, all this. I hurt you."

Sana look at him with unbelievable eyes, she not for a once think that, he is ignoring her for his nonsense overthinking. How can he thinks like that? A sudden anger rushed inside her by thinking of him going away from her without any reason. Grabbing his color she says, "Are you insane sidharth? Who filled this crap in your mind?"

He look at her with wet eyes, the fear of loosing her is so much overpowering him that didn't notice he himself make her away from him. When you loose your love ones once, the fear of loosing them is always be inside you forever. He already loose her once, can't afford again.

Cupping her hands he says, "This is not crap baby, what if i hurt you more and you leave me. I... I can't survive without you catter.piller. And i know, i hurt you that day, but don't to.. So this is best, if you maintain a distance from me."

Sana shakes her head in disbelief and says, "Just shut up sidharth, kya bakwas kiye jaa rha hai." She bring his face closer and says, "Why you always think, that i will leave you? Not only you, i also can't able to breath without you bebu. And you are not hurting me sidharth, its our love."

He nodded in no and says, "No, you lying because you don't want me to feel guilty. I saw how sore you are, so don't lie. Yes, i have a fear that one day you will leave me, maybe because of my past or if anyhow i hurt you. Last time also you leave me like this."

Sana's eyes are also filled with tears, after seeing him like this. Now she feel guilty because till now she failed to assure him that will never leave him. He proves his love in every single minute, but maybe there's is something left to show him her side of love.

But she can't let him fall weak or their love. Need to make him understand that she will never leave him in any circumstances, not even after having some fights. Taking a breath she remove her hands from his face, he lift his wet eye lashes towards her.

"You think i will leave you right." Said sana. She take out his phone and says, "Call that lawyer who make our first marriage contract." He collided his brows in shock and confusion, "What? Why?" She sighs and says, "You think i will leave someday right , so let's make a contract. According to that i can never leave you, nor if i want also and same goes for you."

"I know , fail so badly to make you believe in my love. May be this contract will help you, we start our relationship with a contract. So, let's seal it with a contract also." He give her an impossible reaction and says, "Are you out of your mind?".

She nodded and says, "No you lost your mind somewhere, ulti sidhi baate sochkar. That night which only witness our love you turn it into a regret by your overthinking. I love each and every sides of you, even its my cute abodhro, the kutta side, my flirty sidharth, the romantic shayar, my kabir singh and that passionate one also whom i saw last night."

"And if there is any other side of you that is still hidden from me, i want to explore that also. Don't you think i am saying all this, just to console you. I mean each and every word of mine. If i was hurt, than i will stop you right that moment." He just look downward to he lap. She pulled him close and start unbuttoning his shirt.

He look up in a jerk and says by narrowing his brows, "What are you doing naaz?" She give him an angry look and says, "Kasam se bohot jor se thappad maarna h maine sidharth. Muh band rakh aapna." He look at her with an angry pout which she ignores royally and says after opening his shirt, "What is this?"

She point towards the bite and nail marks on him, he look down and somehow understand what she is trying to say. Sana look at him and says, "Shit sidharth i hurt you, now i need to maintain a distance from you otherwise i will hurt you more."

"I am so sorry for all this, and now if we both want to be away from each other. Then what's the need of living together, let's get separate completely. Tomorrow morning i will go somewhere else, right."

Shaking his head in no, he pulled her into a tight hug and start sobbing near her neck, "I am sorry catterpillar, i call you gadhi na, but main sabse bada wla gadha hoon. I hurt you more with my words. But i....i am scared you know, how much i love you."

Sana caresses his hair and says,"I know you love me more than me, but i swear sidharth yesterday's night was very beautiful for me. Promise me, you never ever think like this again and will love me just the way you want. Wrna iss dafa maine jute maarne hai sidharth."

Sidharth chuckles and says, "No way baby, pagal thodi na hoon. Not interested in your jute. I love you." She kiss on his head and says, "But i am serious about that contract thing, i know it sounds wired but kya pta tera dimaag phir se phir jaye."

He broke the hug and says, "Mera nhi phirega baby." Sana slap him slightly on cheeks and says, "Ahahha, i don't trust your overthinking brain,. And i have a better plan than contract. " He collide his brows and asks, "What?" Sana smiles and says, "Tujhe meri kasam, you never ever think to go away from me or maintaining any kind of distance."

He made a o shape mouth and says, "What is this? Aur agar aisa hai toh, same goes for you. Tujhe bhi meri kasam, you never leave me or maintaining distance from me." Sana smiles and says, "I am not like you, never think all this crap. Dimaag tera hi kharab hai."

He twist his lips and says, "Hun, now come and give me my pending morning kiss." She giggles and says, "No, now it's your punishment mr. Shukla. I am not going to kiss my husband untill he let me keep the fast."

"No way, your pressure is falling and you want to keep fast. No need, i will keep fasting for both of us." Said sidharth. Making an angry pout she push him away from the bed and says, "Kutte bakwas kyu kar rha hai. I am perfectly fine and can keep the fast. Please don't spoil my first karwa chauth."

"Otherwise i will kick you out from the room. And not let you kiss me for.." She count on fingers  and says, " for five months aur hug bhi nhi karna hai." Sidharth open his eyes widely in shock and says, "Are you out of your mind?"
Sana twist her lips and says, "Out of your mind ( she mimics him) , where is this thinking when you plained to make distance with me. Han?"

"I.. i am not in a proper state of mind na baby, now can understand what foolishness i am going do." Said sidharth by scratching his neck. Sana blink her rapidly by looking at him and says with a puppy face, "Kulluu.... idhar dekh."

He nodded in no and says, "Don't make this puppy face of yours." She make a sad pout, fill air on her cheeks and look at him with a balloon face. He shakes his head in disbelief and says by pinching her cheeks, "I hate you,.. Fine keep it."

She smiles brightly and hug him tightly, "Thank you bebu, i love you and i know you not hate me." He smiles and says, "But you have to eat lot's of healthy foods for now." Breaking the hug he peck her lips and call downstairs, "Where's the food?"

He cut the call and says, "See i give you permission but there is some conditions, you take rest whole day and till you are not going to sleep, sara kuch khana hai that i told you to eat." Sana nodded like a baby and asks, "Are you also keeping fast?"

He peck her forehead and says, "Yes meri jaan, it's my first karwa chauth also." She cupped his face and says, "So you also have to eat everything with me." He smiles and hug her.

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