Vikroon's pov;

Every man in this world expect things they want and they accept things they need... Life is also filled with unexpected happenings. Ans that circumstantial incident is happening with me right now!!

the unexpected kiss... night breeze... and now JANVI...her real name? then who is Amirdha? and Janvi.... this name feels familiar I have heard it somewhere but where I feel like this name seems to be more close to my heart....

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Some hours before;

The moment Amirdha initiated the kiss this time I was not able to control myself as I just kissed her back.... she was not a great kisser but still I loved her the way her self was responding for me. After coming from the bar... I made her lie down on her bed silently by carrying her bridal style , I made her lie and stood up straight..I was about to move away when she she held my hand..

"Vikroon ji.." I turned to look at her when her eyes was looking directly into me...

"I MISSED YOU" she said when a drop of tear slided side her eyes and the next second I was pulled which made me fall directly on her lips. She started kissing me pulling towards her ... after all even I am common man and I cant control more as I gave up enjoying the moment....

She released my lips as she moved her face up a bit and kissed my forehead...

I gently pushed her and stood up straight..I was about to move away when she she held my hand...

"Amirtha..." I pleaded her in a whispering tune in the state where I am blindly asking her take time and think... I never really have the decency to look at her but I heard a huge sigh and then a voice uttering..

" Janvi.."

I turned back to see her smiling at me...

"My Real Name Is JANVI...." she said and slowly she again dozed offffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Amirtha..." I pleaded her in a whispering tune in the state where I am blindly asking her take time and think... I never really have the decency to look at her but I heard a huge sigh and then a voice uttering..

" Janvi.."

I turned back to see her smiling at me...

"My Real Name Is JANVI...." she said and slowly closed her eyes making mine open up in wide....What is happening now? What does it mean? . Am I dreaming or what?
She is blurting out something that is irrelevant due to her intake of alcohol
...
I quickly had a unrecognizable feeling from the bottom of my stomach. Is this is something natural to hear someone's original name and feel like this ....and this name...
"Janvi..." I spelled it out loud as if I am familiar with that name ...

After clearing my mind and taking a breathe giving her one last look I just made my stubborn legs move because standing here another moment will definitely make me stumble upon my own reflection... That much confused I am... no no Vikroon its the the right time to think about it...

I tried my best to keep that aside as I walked out of the room and turned back to look at the woman I kissed not even more than two hours ago.

I returned my way to the room and decided to take a cold shower after such a dilemmatic day I had today.

A Proposal?

An accidental KISS?

Natasha?

Amirtha??/...no its Janvi..... Janvi...Janvi...

Just the thought of her makes me shiver ..

'I definitely need a cold shower.... right now!' I said to myself as I undressed my shirt, pant and inners as i let myself cool down under the water droplets 6what the fuck have I done to a woman who is staying at my home , under my secured circle.... did I just crossed my limit... I was behaving like a playboy today ...... I am just ashamed about myself and I hate the concept of looking into her eyes the very next time I am going to face her face... eventhough the people out there look at me like that because of my dating activities but I am not like that one...

What if she thinks of me like a playboy, using girls or like that one kind of sex driven man?

Oh fuck what I was portrayed like lusty man who just used the opportunity of a drunken woman...
Damn...
As the water droplets was cascading my brows as down my face cooling me down I closed my eyes as I tried to be mindful and concentrate on what I am gonna do next...but suddenly my mind rewinds back the things that I was doing few moments ago ..
The way I kissed that woman... The way she responded in-between my arms and her way of which her head moved to coordinate with my lips...
That's was .... Heaven...
"Fuck...what they damn am I thinking about .... Why am I bouncing back to that again... She is my guest for God's sake... how could I steep so low..."
Unconsciously my hand collided the bathroom wall 😣
I came out of the bathroom and dressed in my night clothes and laid on my bed...
Even after lying down I I couldn't forget what happened today I really can't explain whether it was a good thing or bad because I feel bad because I think I took advantage of a innocent girl who was completely in an unconscious state f*** it's really irritating one side but on the other I feel good if I think I need to be true to myself I really felt good I don't know whether I kissed a girl after a long time because I got myself into an accident and I know I completely forgot what happened for particular period of time before my accident... Maybe I had a completely different lifestyle who knows I may also had an secret affair with woman..

"Damn what I'm even thinking ok obviously if I had an affair definitely that girl would have come running into my arms now"
I said put loud lifting my arms up looking at the ceiling...
"Yup . . definitely she won't be sitting back silently what are the same time, historically I feel like I had a good time with someone before because and contraceptive pill connected and I miss someone because people who are connected with me are are beside me now who am I even missing and today what happened is completely making me lose myself again I really loved it I couldn't I couldn't control myself and I just saw your lips oh my God never been tempted to such thing before."
After giving a lot of thought to it I decided to just divert myself from incident which I can't even label whether it's a bitterest thing or sweetest.
I took up the phone which was lying on top of the table beside my bed when message inbox clinging with Natasha message .
"Hey Vikroon ...
thank you for such a wonderful day in my life having a date with such a great cricketer our nation's pride at the same time man ever . Thank you for accepting our proposal for being a brand ambassador for our organisation.. and unofficially thanks for being a patient man to hear my feelings out .
I hope it is not a a memorable day for me but I hope it will be our memorable day in our life hoping for a good response from you
Yours friendly Natasha
P.S... consider about my proposal as a woman personally..
Good night"

Oh God... I completely forgot what happened in the morning after this incident....
What should I reply back ...
" It's great you had a good time.. good night.."
That's all I could say
I can say..

****$*
" VIKROON JI IS MY HUSBAND... I don't need anyone's advice to make him fall for me or to seduce him... I no need to seduce him because our relationship is more than that...
I know how to deal with my husband and I respect him alot... And what did you say about Vikroon ji's character... let me say .. I respect him alot and I will understand his flaws and try to accept it and also ready to sacrifice my happiness for his ...
Even if he is dominantes me ... Because that will only my be for my goodness..And moreover I don't care about his past because PRESENT , NOW , TODAY HE IS MINE...AND FOR FUTURE TOO. And I think I should thank you for giving me a wonderful life and precious Husband to me "

" Did she say me as her husband?... Am I married?..
Husband
Husband
Husband?
Happiness....?
Me
A woman
Mine?"

***

"Who is that...who is that ..?" Suddenly air is completely choked out of my system and I couldn't breathe anymore...
I just woke up feeling tensed that's why I realise I just open my eyes now.
"Oh f*** it's just another nightmare I am going to do and it just saw in my dream who is that person who is completely completely out of my sight but I couldn't recognise what did she say .....
did I a dream about that same woman again... Oh damn...
What's going on with me!
Cursing at my unreasonable dream I got up as my bladder was about to to lose control. After using washroom I checked the time it was nearly 7 in the morning some days my nightmare make me feel that I have slept really less and lived long..

I Took up my gears to go for a long run... After wearing my pants ,shoes a hoody and taking my face mask in my hands...
The moment I opened the door and my eyes fell on Janvi's door...
Janvi... Did I mention her we Janvi... Then who is Amirtha.?
..
Involuntary my legs moved towards her door... Which I was not prepared for ..
I slowly opened the door and saw that she was fast asleep snoring.
I had to held back my laugh which was not in my control
When I went near her.. I saw her dupatta laying down on the floor. I slowly stoop down to pick her cloth from the floor. When I was about to deposit in the near by laundry container I smelled it instinctly that Made me realise the truth... her clothing reeked of vodka
She drank a string liquor of vodka.
Damn how come she be so innocent and lame.
I came downstairs and without disturbances ..and started preparing my energy drink that I usually carry for morning jogs. when I was searching for my sipper I realised that even Amirtha will be in hang over when she opens her eyes. so I opened the fridge and took a lemon and squeezed it for making it a juice. and then I went upstairs and kept the glass near the table beside her bed.

" Drink me " I stuck that sticky note above the glass and left that room and home for a jog ..
"

Nasha tera dil ko lagaa
Dena nahi mujhko dagaa
Main teri aadat ka maara
Hai kya meri khataa

Tere bin naamumkin
Apna guzaara hai
Har duaa mein maine
Tujhko hi maanga hai

Tera jaana jaise koi baddua
Door jaaoge jo tum
Mar jaayenge hum
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam..

Tumhe dekhte hi aakhen ho jaati nam
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam o..
Sanam teri kasam.."
As this song was booming my ears .... My legs moved faster down the lonely street as my sweat rolls down my ears into my sweats...as my mind wanders all way long my lingering and lostmemories down the lane of my life history...

as my legs reached my mansion's gate. My present day with previous night memories flashed my eyes .

Amirtha's drunken state....me lifting her up the Amirtha and walking through the steps adjusting to her naughtiness. her blabbering and crazy stuff..
Then... The kisss.....
I mentally pushed thatt thought away thinking of how bad my personality was when I came in contact with the thought of having a intimate time with a woman to intimate actions of mine with a guest...
With my guest
The person who now resides in my home for protection and care
Fuck... I had a disgusting personality 😠
I cursed myself ..
" Hereafter I should be completely way from Janvi... Janvi .. yes! Even I don't know her name and I took advantage of her "

After long debate of fighting with myself I went inside waiting for the unexpected reality....

*****
I WENT INSIDE . Nothing unusual happened as my home as silent as how it will be.
I went straight inside my room and was preparing myself for a shower when my phone rang..
It's Natasha
" Hello"
" Hello.. Mr.Kohli ... This is Natasha"..she said
"Ahm... Actually I have called you to let you know about something" she continues
" Yes... Natasha.. actually..." I was struck with words as her proposal came to my mind...

"Ahmmm... Actually I called you to speak about something which is professional.. and a happy news!"

"Oh... That's great...what's up?" I asked as searching what to wear in the cupboard
"Congratulations... Captain.. you have been assigned as a senior ambassador of group of companies and your promotion shootings begin in three days "
"Wow...." Damn...
"It's such a good news to hear that ..."
I exclaimed
There are many procedures to even sign a contract and merge with a company...but this happened very soon .
"Yes... And guess what?" She said , her voice filled with enthusiasm
"What?"
"You are having your shoot in Berlin and we are departing there tonight!" She said shouting...
" What ..? Tonight? Germany? I didn't make any arrangements..? And what about the flight? " I panicked ..
" Yes man... Don't worry about the flights... We are leaving in our private plane and there won't be any issues in transportation!... You are fine with these dates right .. it will definitely take a week or ten days..". She said
"Actually I'm not .. I had plans for a new change in restaurant...but it's fine..."
"Oh..sorry Mr. Vikroon...I made this schedule based on what Mr.Abhishek said"she said with disappointment in her voice...
" No no... It's completely fine... I don't have any issues . moreover this thing ,the idea I had in my mind was just my personal thoughts that I didn't put to display so Abhishek doesn't even know about it.
Don't worry about this .. I can make up.its today right. ?"
" Wow... Thank you , I'm extremely happy for your decision and sorry for the inconvenience caused" she said...
" No issues.. Natasha"
"Meet you at the airport by 10pm!" I said and hang up mentally struggling
Thinking whether this is something called fate trying to make me feel comfortable because I know I couldn't be like that when she is around.

***

Janvi's point of view:

Have you ever felt like a driller machine screwing some sand out of your head...? .yes...that's how I feel now...

"Ahh..." I hissed as I open my eyes after trying a thousand numbers of times..
" Where am I?" Is the cinematic dialogue I felt first...
After analysing my surroundings I can find myself in a room which I am familiar with..
I slowly got up and sat in the bed keeping my back straight.
I couldn't reflect about what happened for the last few hours and how I end up being here...
"Ahhh
.." my head aches...
"Ahhh....ahhh..." My head aches so much... After pulling my hair a bit my eyes fell on the side table which had a glass of lemon water with a sticky note on it...
I smelled it which again instigated my nausea.. but controlling which I tried to take a sip or two...
And then I couldn't near more as I kept it aside and tried to get up.
When my reflection fell on the mirror opposite the bed is when I realised 'how messed up I am!"🙄
"What happened last night?" Was all I could think of...
When flashes of some incidents like me talking about o some stranger.. " who was that?" I closed my eyes to recall more when images that was completely would be only in my dreams flashed my eyes...
It's the feeling of VIKROON kissing me...
The mesmerising feeling where all my tiredness and longing for him is washed away by his lips that sweeps the sorrows of what we were undergoing all this time..

When I opened my eyes is only when I realised. That all this can be only be on my dreams , that can't be true... Not at all.
Washing my face my hands moved down my cheeks to wash the blushnees in my face due to my wanted need as dream. As I brushed against my lips. I was again taken back when few of unhappened moments seems to be so real. Yes I had some scenes replying behind my closed eyes ..

His hands on me On my cheek and tried to place it on his shoulder . As I heard a very recognized voice ...

"why do you drink if you cant handle yourself?"

"Vikroon ji..." I stuttered again and again ...

My eyes flash opened as if a bucket full of ice that was poured on me... Because I saw Vikroon standing in front me in those incidents

Damn... What the hell are these thoughts of?
Am I imagining things now!

"Damn... I became mad..." I cursed myself as my own odour smelled like rotten cabbage. ...
Kicking myself for all the attrocities I made as I searched for my toothbrush and paste....
After rinsing my mouth I wiped it off with the hand towel near by.
The moment my lips touched the smooth surface .. there were images again flashing my eyes .. but this time it completely took me off guard.
It was the image of me kissing Vikrron ji. A totally real feeling of my lips joining his actions moreover the exact feeling l depicting our feelings that would be shared whenever we kissed..
" Oh .. what can this be....? Is it the always feeling of us being intimate! isbit truly a dream ?.. if so How can it feel so real?" " and does I drink that make my whole memories of yester washed away.. what kind of an substance is that?" All these questions wanderied in my brain as if they are going to explode!"
Just to run away from this feeling and thoughts... I actually ran away from the restroom to take up the towel so that I could get showered and move forward with the day without thinking much.

As I was tying my hair high up to start with the brushing of teeth and after brushing when I wiped my lips off is when again some scenes flashed my eyes and it seems so damn real...it was ., it was about me placing my fingers on his lips ..
I am extremely confused now..it looks damn real..and I couldn't proceed more... I tried my best to wash myself up with all those confusions and problems. After the bath and head wash, I wore my yellow top and green leggings and started drying my hair as it was getting late for internship. As I climbed the stairs downstairs. Maa was standing near the dining when I approached her...

"Maa. I'm really hungry and its getting to late to work..." I said as I dried my hair with towel when she looked at me. I crossed her and tried to walk past her into the kitchen. when a hand came to hold my hand

"What happened last night Janvi?" She asked and I was flustered with her tone and voice...
" What happened Maa?" I asked with all my voice in fear..
" Sorry to say this beta... I really didn't like the way you staying out for a long time and till late night..I know Aarav is your friend and you people are in the age to celebrate life... I am not strict Janvi.. I just want you to be safe .. your father trusted me that I would take care of you even after Vikroon's memory loss... I can't be irresponsible beta" Maa said as her voice turned from being anger to hoarseness
" Sorry Maa... I am extremely sorry... Yesterday was a mistake that I came home late... Sorry.. I won't repeat that again.."

" come here beta!" she called and I went near her. "sorry maa" I said again

" no beta I am not angry... I am worried... I know you would be safe when Vikroon is around , but was completely in dilemma when you are alone out!" she said and patted my head....

" yes maa I understand"

" okay come and eat!" she said as she served for me and joined with me to eat. " okay beta... how did you come home yesterday? was it Aarav who dropped you?" maa asked

when I was coughed instantly...

' here.. drink water' maa gave me a glass of water...

' yes maa. ' I said even though I clearly don't know what happened yesterday.. I am damn sure I was under the influence of something because I couldn't recall anyone and anything .

" maa what did Vikroon ji told? did he say something of my concern?" I asked eagerly..Maa blinked twice and then she nodded saying "No" ...my smile vanished but still I maintained to be neutral..

Maa kept her hands in mine.." he asked where you are ? and was worried that you were not home when we were having dinner... but after that he didn't say or ask anything!' she said when tears broke don my cheeks...

"I know maa. I cant blame him... its completely my bad luck . " isaid when maa hands came up my shoulders..

"Beta... I know my son more... he might be like closed now.. but he is sure disturbed by you... I can sense the care in his voice yesterday even though he asked for you once... I still feel love between you people by the way he sees you!.... don't leave hope" she said and I nodded my head... " definitely maa.. I wont give up on my life...Vikroon ji is my life" I said and she smiled.

" by the way Maa.. where is he?" I asked .

" Don't know beta.. he might have got for his early morning jogging" she said and my eyes wandered in search of him because I haven't seen him since yesterday morning... and I firmly believe that being away from him is the only time I always get dreams that will be hot sometimes.. I mentally laughed for my naughty thoughts and I walked from table to wash my hands and then took the lunch box that was packed by maa

" thanks maa .. and today I will be on time " I said and hugged her and she kissed my cheek .

" okay beta..."... I was about to move when I heard my phone ringing... and its Ahana

" HELLO" I said managing my handbag, and dupatta

" hi.. jaan .. how are you... ? I mean where are you.. I mean are you still in bed?" she asked with a hint of mocking in her voice...

"Hahaha.. very funny I am about leave my home.. to clinic" I said when I heard her grasp..

" what ? did you leave for clinic?" she asked

" no man... just out of the house now!? I said and even before I complete properly I heard a huge roar of my name in the street calling " JAAN" and there came running Ahana and Aarav came behind her walking...

Ahana came running as she hugged me too close and giggled.. taken back by her sudden approach I took a step back as for balancing our weight when Aarav came forward and took my handbag from my hands.. I was blinking in a acknowledging way when he gave a warm smile...

" hey babe... how was your night? its unforgettable right?" she whispered making me confused when I kept my hand son her shoulders and made her stand straight she giggled winking at me which made me laugh out...

" Ahana ..what happened to you/ you are behaving like a kid?"

" Hey... come on Jaan.. you no need to be shy like this and avoid.. actually you know what?" she said and again came near my ears as she said... " If you have any doubts regarding this... you may ask me.. I can help you with any kind of helps even with precautions.." she was about to continue more when a hand came and pulled her back.. which is Aarav " come on Ahana ..; he said and looked at me as he kept his hands on my both shoulders...

" Janu.. I am truly happy after yesterday... I know I took things in my way but still it worked out well.. and moreover... ' he shrugged and laughed " I never ever in my dreams thought that Vikroon would be a guy who would be so romantic..." He shrugged and let out a laugh...
" Never once thought....he would be so damn hotty romantic..I think that's why women love him" he said and gripped my shoulder
" I am genuinely so happy for you man..." He said and hugged me...
Wait... What's happening around me...

" Aarav.... Ahana...what's going on...? I men what are you people speaking?" I asked confused when Aarav started to ponder on his thoughts as his smile vanished... Where as Ahana jumped...
" Hey...come on.... Don't be like that...
Was it very rough last night? You forgot what happened?" She giggled when Aarav took Ahana hand and made her hug him to stop her from talking

" What's... going on guys...I couldn't understand anything?" I said...
" Janvi are you serious?" Aarav asked when I blinked

"Janvi ? .. what... what..." Aarav stuttered when I cut them off in-between..

" By the way... who dropped me yesterday ?" I asked when they were silent

" actually what the hell did I eat yesterday that made me completely forget that happened yesterday?" I said that's when I noticed Aarav in a confused state and Ahana in her awestruck moment which made me confirm something odd happened yesterday.

" Guys your silence is killing me... what the damn that happened yesterday?"

" Janvi.... Wo....wo..." Ahana shrugged... When Aarav held her hand...
" Can we leave?" Aarav asked  his eyebrows indicating oh my right side...
When I turned I saw Vikroon ji on his tracks jogging toward home...
Not to forget he was handsome in his tracks with sweaty face and blueberry eyes.. he is so very handsome that I could just kiss him. He is always mine🙈.. I was blushing mesmerized by the movements of his lips forming 'OOH' whenever he grasps to take breath .
A quick grasp on my arms made me move involuntarily when I saw Aarav holding my arms motioning me  to his car...
It's just me seeing Vikroon ji and he didn't see me...
Before I could react he signalled me to not react on a very serious note...so I quickly followed.
Afte climbing the car by making sure vikroon didn't look at us...
I raised my question...
" What happened guys.... Why are you people...making things
Different and worse...?" I asked....
"Comeon. Someone please" I asked 
" Janvi...let's speak this out in break" Ahana said and their silence and attitude completely pissed me off..
And so I didn't reply anything...and we drive to the clinic ..
Before the car wa soulled to a Stop...
I opened the door and was about to move when Aarav honked the car...
" Janvi... Get in ... "
" What you mean by that Ahana... Come on...enough of jokes you two made today....!" I said and turned when Smiley ran towards us..
"Jaan.... I requested leave for us... Come leat leave." She said..
"What...why?" I asked...
" We'll say once we reach Aarav's house" Ahana said...
They we drive atriaght to Aarav's home..

**
"Here " Aarav said and gave me the cold water bottle ... As we all were seated in the living room.
Facing each other...

'"please ... atleast now explain what happened..." And why did you guys pulled me when Vikroon ji was approaching... The only thing I converse is 'hi 'and 'bye' and you guys even stopped me from doing that"  I said and frabk the water that was given to me...

" Okay.... Let's sort out from last night before today .." Aarav said... ..
"Yeah ...so say .. first of all I couldn't remember anything and I didn't even recall how I reached home last night...
Obiviously I know it would be you people who dropped me ...but still" I shrugged and took another sip...when Smiley said...
" Not but's... We didn't drop you at home last night" she said when I sputtere sputtered the water I just sipped...
"What ..?" I asked wipling my mouth with the tissues...
" Yeah.... It's Mr.Kohli who dropped you!"  Ahana completed Smiley words leaving me completely in shock...
"How..... I mean..how come" I stuttered thinking what could have happened
"Come on guys don't make things complicated I am already I'm already so much flustered" I said...
I was explaining this when Aarav who sat opposite to me stood and came near me with his phone.

" first, make yourself strong before seeing this!" he said and I blinked again

"what do you mean?"

" I hope everything will be for good, we made this work so that you will be happy again... and I still believe we did right!" he said

'" I cant understand" I stuttered.

" watch this!" is all he said and gave his cell phone with a play symbol indicating me to play..

I clicked the button, when the video started to play...

first it just showed me with my back talking with someone, but later I could see another man joining the conversation. he feels so familiar..

I was thinking who could it be is when he held my waist and turned.. first I was shocked , then I was super shocked seeing Vikroon doing that.. as his face appeared. my eyes were glued to the phone and I couldn't concentrate else where

I was dragged out and then the video continued of me sitting in the bench and Vikroon beside me.. I couldn't hear anything, but I could that something serious I was talking by our side face reactions. I really hope I didn't confess anything that hurt him...

I was curious on what's going when I suddenly see myself being kissed by Vikroon when choked the air for breathe and the cellphone fell on my lap.

I was breathing hard when those three idiots are sitting and staring at me....

'" what have you people done?" I asked

" sorry Jaan.."

" stop that Ahana... what is this Aarav ?"

" we planned to make him take home by spiking your drink and everything went as planned like abhishek too helped by making Vikroon come. But what we couldn't understand was why you reacted like nothing happened?"

" what?" I asked confused.. is she blaming me now?

" I mean Janvi let me explain.. actually what happened was.... I made a plan of making you drunk and Vikroon guiding you! we thought of making him be with you so his past experiences can be triggered through his current emotion and experiences...so..." Aarav shrugged

"so?" I asked.

" we spiked your drink and asked someone to call Vikroon and Vikroon came to pick you up.! with the help Abhishek saying Vikroon's schedule we called him up and made sure he come alone without Abhishek . Vikroon called Abhishek to get his help to reach the place but we made him not to attend his calls so Vikroon himself came here all alone.... it went like planned....but we didn't ..expect?"

"expect what?' I asked standing up from the couch confused... everyone were silent...

"the kiss?... we couldn't hear what you people spoke... but Vikroon was the one who initiated the kiss....!" smiley said.

' he picked you up home Janvi... it was complete success I even thought you people shared the night together... ufffff...damn" Smiley said making my eyes wide.

" sorry...! it was just a slip of my tongue..' she said biting her tongue...

" Janvi .. we tried making things easier for you..but we didn't think this will make you angry?" Ahana said and tried hugging me...

" angry?... is this some joke to you people....? and you are my friends, did you ever think what Vikroon would have experienced? and what really went through him... what was his emotions?" I noticed my eyes blinking to block the tears

" oh god...!what have I did!... what did I speak .. what if I mention something bad that would have hurted him... what if I uttered something irrelevant " I said by holding my hands near my heart I broke down with that thought and I sat on the couch as my legs gave up.!

soon everyone were near me kneeling near the couch

"Janvi..no nothing would have happened... believe me" I heard mixed voices and I couldn't even recognise who said what..

"no...no... I think I made a huge mistake coming back to delhi from Chennai after accident... no I should have not came here for studying... so I wouldn't have seen Vikroon .. I made him like that... I am useless" Itarted uttering thing when I heard a huge voice of Aarav

" could you just shut you mouth for a while!... damn these women.. will you always be negative idiot or are you mad..." he shouted standing up making me cry more....

" Aarav , its you who is stupid... why are you getting mad... she is just being emotional" Ahana said standing.

"what do you mean by emotional... she uttering some nonsense here!" he said and Ahana and Aarav started fighting...

" shut up you both' smiley said to Aarav and Ahana

after a bit of silence Aarav came near me..and kneeled down

"sorry Janvi.. I didn't mean to... I mean... think man.. just think.. you are worried about he being angry or hurt after seeing the video.. but just think how would a man kiss a girl who hurt him... just understand that he likes you... the way he kissed you... oh fuck... woman just understand me and believe me... as a man I know for sure that the way he sees you and the way he kissed you yesterday its not all men look women that way... and eventhough a pervert or playboy will not touch a woman if they don't like... " Aarav said and held my hand" he loves you.. that's why he couldn't control himself and he ..he kissed you.."

his words soothed me it really made me feel better..

" Sorry Janvi.. we did this without asking you.. but we wanted to make you feel happy... make you struggle for life and loved one a bit easier that's it!" Smiley said and hugged me when Ahana and Aarav together joined...

" sorry for my words.. I become more sensitive when it comes to Vikroon sorry .." I said when everyone smiled...

"no..nothing happened for an apology..." Ahana said..

" okay how did you people filmed this!" I asked ..

" that was the difficult part" Ahana said and everyone laughed... as they started saying everything more in detail....

###############

I reached home soon as we all skipped internship today...

" be strong Janvi... he might be feeling awkward... but trust me.. he still loves you.." Aarav's words were playing in mind as I walked towards the home.

"maa" I shouted as I entered home when I couldn't see here anywhere I went upstairs where I heard voices Vikroon's room. I approached the room without making any sound...

I opened the door slowly and found Maa and Shanthi dhi packing something..

"Maa.." I called and went inside the room.."haan beta..." she said and continued packing Vikroon 's jerkins and I was suspicious...

" what are you doing Maa"

' Vikroon is going out of country beta.. he wants to pack his clothes..."

"oh.... is it regarding practices or match... but maa he is restricted to play atleast for two more months..."

" no beta... he is going for some shooting in today's flight for 10 days maximum...he is now in restaurant taking care of other things as he wouldn't be available for 10 days...you go and fresh up and come down I 'll coffee for you " she said and I nodded.. is he gonna leave like that... for days...

After freshening I came down to see his luggage packed kept..

" here beta.... your coffee.." she said and gave me the cup..

"Vikroon hurry up... its time..."

" yes maa. coming.."

he said and that's when I realise he is home and behind me...

I turned only to meet those eyes that stared back to me...he was dressed in his casuals with his cap on his head.. ready to leave like how he used to receive fights...

he didn't speak anything.. he just looked at me.. and then turned to maa and hugged her..." he was speaking about her medicines and she should take regularly and stuff like that when I was seeing only him... hecan I be without seeing him...

" hi.. hero.. can we leave?" I heard a woman voice when everyone turned back...

" hi Natasha...." Vikroon and I saw him crossing me walking front to hug her.. she is the dame woman who I saw with Vikroon the other day in his restaurant ..

"maa .. this is Natasha .. I being the brand ambassador for her company..."

" oh.. come beta sit down.. I will bring something to drink." she said

" No Aunty, its fine its time for flight we need to leave..."

"yes maa she will come home as soon as we reach India.."

"okay beta.. be safe and healthy" she said when Vikroon again hugged her and kissed her cheek...

he didn't even look at me not even once...

is he avoiding me...? or feeling guilty for kissing me..? I know he would from previous incident...

that's how our relationship started... he kissing me in my unconscious state... but before I don't know.. but now I know he kissed me...

After kissing me he just walked past me.. not even saying good bye...

I waited for him to turn again .. or else I am just gonna call him .. because I cant make him leave like this.. my eyes glittered with tears again as he walked towards the main door.

I was about to call him loud now after calling him thousand times in my heart.. is he gonna leave me like that after kissing yesterday.. with that woman... my tears were brimming to fall down my eyes when he himself turned and called me...with my name,,,

"bye Maa and Bye Janvi.... Take care of my Maa and your ownself Janvi!" he said stressing that word "JANVI"

my name?.... Its my Name...!

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