Janvi pov,

Despite his irritating and mixed emotions ... He is always there for me and cares for me alot... The following days was really smooth we shared a number of happy moments like how we used to be when we were before our love confession...
Those are very very memorable one which can be cherished even now...
As my internship will be started from Monday I was in completely at home ...
After the very long day valedictory function sitting and
Watch watching TV in the living room is always a great relieve....
Maa was talking with Ramu bhaiya about provisions ....when me watching "Ishqbaaz" in star plus...
Oof I already etch hindi serials now after my marriage I started seeing only that.. This man not only changed my life but me too....
Ow as lost in my thoughts... When I heard footsteps coming down and Vikroon's angry voice ... taking a sudden motion I switched off the TV and stood up .. I was about to move away when I saw Vikroon walking towards me with his angry tone .... speaking in phone..
"Fuck that... Damn... Why did that happen when I have you fucking propel to take care of it...." He shouted making me jerk in fear and walk some where to hide myself..
I was slowly taking steps to move forward when I saw Vikroon eyes red in anger and his eye balls are completely moving all around the house
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Okay he is really looking terror now....and approaching me like a beast.... My breathe is at high rate now....
We both were walking opposite to each other and only one step to cross him .. I took next step making myself prepare mentally and physically to run away the moment I get past him... As planned I took the following step and took a deep inhale , before I could release the carbon dioxide out a sudden hard grip was placed on my right wrist .... I held my breathe and turned to see to understand the present situation where I realised Vikroon was the one who is holding my hand ... He has his cellphone in his left hand near to his ear and his right on my right wrist...... I twisted my hand which only resulted in making him holding it tight....
"See I don't want any fucking convincing tactics to convince me..." He shouted again and held my hand more tightly .... I TURNED back so that he can't see my face now which is giving this paining expression....
Oh god it's paining very badly........
" Just do the respective procedures to uphold my pride and restaurant's rating.... And I want all the details regarding the contract....yeah " he continued ...
I don't know when he held up the call because I was a step ahead of him facing the opposite side.... I understood he is talking to me when I heard him calling my name...
"Amirtha?" ... I blinked back my tears and turned back to face him....
" Where are you going?" He asked...
"Are you crying?" He asked instantly when he saw my eyes...
"Nah... I mean no...." I said... quickly...
"Then why are your eyes wet?" He asked...
Arrogant idiot....
"Actually...." I shrugged....when my lifesaver voice peeped in....
"Because you are holding her wrist this tightly...." It's none other than Maa voice
"What ?" Vikroon aksed confused when Maa wriggled her eyebrows and indicated his hand that was holding mine...
"If you hold her like this ... Tightly...what will be her reaction other than being like this? " She asked... Casually to Vikroon but I can sense the smirk behind her voice...
" Oh... " Vikroon let out a sigh...
" Cheeku ... You can feel for her afterwards but now you are still holding her hand...." Maa said and let out a laugh... Which made Vikroon realise h is till holding me despite saying him he is holding me tight....
He quickly let my hand go and traced his same hand along his hair .... With his eyes on me.... Shit those eyes...
"What happened Vikroon ?" Maa asked ....out of trance we looked her....
"Nothing Maa... It's the restuarant business problems... Those f...." He stopped inbetween to control his tongue infront of Maa... It was same thing he'll do when I warn him. No bad words ... I smiled a bit and took my hand to lock my hair behind my ear when I hissed suddenly ... It's due to the pain in the right hand which he held me minutes ago...
"Are you okay...?" Vikroon's voice came inbetween....
"Yeah..." I uttered and turned to mob essay as he can speak freely to his Maa...
"What happened beta...?" Maa continued... I slowly went near the dinning table chair and sat down ...I an still hear Maa voice to Vikroon
"I planned of extending the restuarant but some bank documents are just killing it off..."... He huffed...
Hd Vikroon is angry at the same time this sweet holding up words for me...I would just go and hugged him to make him calm ... Before I could come out of dream Vikroon came forward and hugged Maa ....
Oh sweet.....
" I feel like very inferior Maa" he whispered....
This man.... Know how to make me worry for him...
"Acha... Did you eat...?" Maa asked
"No Maa .."
" That's why .. my son will speak rubbish Whenever he is hungry...." Maa said and laughed.. making Vikroon give a hard kiss to her forehead....
Both laughed aloud when Maa turned and asked me to bring the breakfast for him in a plate....
I brought him the breakfast which is aloo paratha and badam kheer....
I handovered it to Vikroon for which he smiled cutely at me... He took the plate from me and gave to Maa...
Maa took the plate confusedly from him ...when Vikroon smirked seeing us... He winked his eye and opened his mouth asking Maa to feed him....so sweetly.... We both laughed and she started feeding him when Vikroon took his phone and was immersed in it....

I was about to leave when there came Ramu bhaiya...
"Maa ji ... I need your help for making the necessary arrangements for sweets!" He told...when Maa opened her mouth ... I thought she is going to ask him leave so that after she feeds Vikroon she may help him., but to my dismay she just smiled seeing me and nodded her head towards Ramu bhai and stood up... handing over the plate to me... In a move I too took up the plate as a instant....after giving it to me...
"Yes Ramu I am coming....." She said and Smiled at me and walked off....
"Maa.... Maa...." I called but she never turned back.... Meanwhile when I saw Vikroon he was still immersed in his damn phone with his mouth open asking food....
I was constantly seeing back and forth eying him and Maa... Till I heard my mind voice
"
So...he asks me to feed him....I was new to feed him or take care of him... But now... As being a guest too he expects that from me...... One side it angers me and the very next side I don't what to miss this beautiful opportunity ....I took the Partha with masala and brought it near his mouth ....he opened his mouth and took it in one full swig...he is eating form my hands .
He didn't look me bit this act of me doing this really made me stand in cloud nine....

I was secretly flirting with him...when the spoon was continuously scratching the plate... When I looked the plate to find it empty.....I mentally slapped myself for being such a idiot blindly flirting my husband.... He still opened his mouth and waited for the spoon when I want to kiss him badly for being such a kid....
" Can I bring some more. .. paratha..." I asked making him look up at the standing me...
He blinked a minute and nodded no....he was looking at me like he was seeing me for the first time....his eyes were shining...
"No., Actually .... Why you are... I mean you" he shrugged...

"Actually... Maa... Gave.... She ...." I was unable to frame sentence when again he spoke...
" Did you eat...?" ...for which I nodded no...
" Oh okay.... You eat.....I am fill...." He said and nodding towards me..... He stared at me for a minute and stood up... I was only seeing his eyes when he raised his hand and placed on my cheek . ..he lightly caressed my cheeks and leaned forward when his phone which started ringing disturbi g our hypnotic period of time... He quickly made distance inbetween us...and took up the ringing phone...
With his eye still on me with a warm smile changed quickly into a huge anger...
"What the fuck you mean we can't do it today... Is this a joke...?" He roared making me jerk in fear again ... I quickly took three steps back seeing Vikroon's white skin turn into pinkish due to anger..."shut the call ... Now..." He roared again and hung the call ... He was continuously cursing and scolding within his mouth and sat down on the sofa......
I don't what makes him so angry ...it is not good for his now unstable mental health...
"What happened Vikroon.... ?" Maa asked in worry due to his voice...
"Maa... Please... Leave this to me... I want to handle this in my own way..." He said... Maa turned and looked me....
"Did he eat?" Maa asked and I nodded...
"Did he take his medicine....?" She asked again to me...
" No Maa..." I said to which Vikroon looked me with that small danger look..
"Go beta... Go and take up his medicines form his room ..." Maa exclaim and I nodded....
I went upstairs to his room ..I opened the door and went inside directly to the right drawer near his bed... I opened it to take his medicine bag when I found his medicine which is to be taken after food... After taking it is kept the bag in the drawer and turned to leave when something in the drawer fell in my eyes... It also looked like a medicine bottle with pills but outside the bag.... In a curiousty I took the bottle in my hands. I was reading it's name when I found its not some vitamin tablets for his health improvement but sleeping pills... No.. I di that think it would be suggested. . This is ridiculous I should talk about this to him. I should make him understand about the unnecessity for this kind of pills ... He is not such kind of person who take pills for sleep , pain ,etc., He scoulds me whenever I take pills for severe cold saying I shouldn't then why he is doing this.. I was constantly thinking when the previous event days back flashed my eyes... This will definitely lead into problems if I initiate this with a matter of advice... Saying myself this is not the right time to talk about this... I went down taking the medicines and keeping the pills box on the same place ....
I reached down giving the medicines to Maa and water bottle.
When Maa gave that to Vikroon he rejected once "oh god this medicine.. I hate myself and my life fur taking these irritating pills....." He said .. Maa didn't even waited a moment ...she just moved her hand in such a way asking him to take the pills from her .... But again Vikroon rejected it... This made Maa angry and shout at him...

"Thum paagal Hun... Paagal ladka...( Are you out of your mind... Mad boy..)... I don't want your aggressiveness inside my home... Be still and listen to me otherwise I have to take up the charge...and push these pills inside your mouth... I am your mother and you ahsv to listen to me... ' Maa shouted literally which is the first time I am seeing her this angry... I didn't even think she might get this angry.. .and I found form where Vikroon got his angry approach.... More than Vikroon and Maa it's me who is dumbstruck ...
"Amirtha ..." Maa called... Sternly..
"Ah ... Maa..." I stuttered ...
"Here..." She said and handovered the medicines to my hand including the water bottle....
"Say him to take this and do whatever he wants. " She said and left from there.. my eyes landed on Vikroon where I found him with red eyes and hevay breathing... I was really afraid to even approach thai infuriating lion when Vikroon stood up abruptly from the sofa and came towards me he took the medicine from me in to his mouth, opened the water bottle swallowing the pills
"Say her...I took the medicine and..m" he said .. looking into my eyes...
"Calm her down....she should not get tensed but I ....made her... Take care of her... please" he said and took my right hand in his...and gave a gentle squeeze...after I nodded he left....
I then went to Maa room and convinced her...
"He is a arrogant fellow Janvi ...he doesn't know how to behave when he is angry...." Maa huffed...
I smiled
" What are you smiling?" She asked me
"Both of you love and understand each other very well..." I exclaimed to which even she smiked and nodded...

We both slept after our lunch speaking common things...
It was. Nearly 6 when Abhishek came home.... Maa left us alone in living room as he want to speak to me...
"What happened Abhi bhai.... Is everything okay?" I asked seeing his tensed face...
"Actually Janvi ji... Vikroon sir is planning to extend the restuarant so we are running for the licence clearance for it...." He said. .
" Yeah even morning he spoke about it....that's what I come the problem in doing it .. I definitely know money is not at all will be a problem...." I said to which he nodded

"Yes ... Money is not at all a problem...the ultimate problem is the signature..."
"What ... I can't get you?" ...I asked him confused
"Because the restaurant is in you name... The first owner of teh restaurant is Janvi Vikroon Kohli" he said ...making me take time to realise those words...
"What....?"
"Yes Janvi... He made like you have the 70% share in the restuarant business but it happened just some months before his accident .... this restaurant work planning and design started two years before as now he lost his memories suffering from amnesia and he still thinks he owns the share ... Unaware of this he becomes very angry whenever we lie to him that the approval is not ready..." He said ...
"We just found that he made you have the majority of share after our paper were rejected by the authority and after we spoke to legal adviser....." ...
He said with a huge sigh...
"Oh god .. I don't even know about it... How come he do this without my acknowledgement....?" I asked dining the forehead ..
" Did you sign any parts he asked you ..?" Abhishek asked
"I don't know... No .. he had given me a credit card and cheque book but even once and me to sign anything Except for the Marriage registration we did together after the rituals from Kohli mansion" I said. . When some event stringed my brain...
"Once he have me some blank
Papers asking me to sign ... When I asked him for what he said that is for some insurance policy for me and for bank use." I said when Abhishek smirked...
"Janvi ji.. does any bank ask to sign in blank bond papers for insurance ?" He asked...making me understand Vikroon did this on purpose
" Oh my god... Then he did this...." I cursed when Abhishek said..
"He knows that you won't accept to chief's deal that's why he adapted his own way...." He exclaimed
" Okay now .. what should I do...yeah transfer my shares to his name..." I said to which he nodded...
" Yes I came here to initiate this planning... I'll bring the corrected documents night by 12 or 12.30 pm... you just need to sign them" .he said..
" Okay... Sorry I ands you got these stress ....I am extremely sorry" I said...
" Till now the restaurant manager Arjit and me are the ones getting severe scoldings from him.. because we know the situation to handle we ands Vikroon sir stay away from direct contact form lawyer and authority. ...it's then we found the hidden share holding process and moreover we both respect Vikroon sir... He had done many things for us...so we an bare anything for him." He said and smiled proudly
"As this should be done without chief's knowledge I'll call you by late night ...you come out sign the papers sobtaht I can finish off the deal tomorrow morning"
He said
And I nodded.....

After our conversation Abhishek left ... Vikroon came home by 8.30pm and he went to room directly ... After half and hour he came down are silently and went up...
"Maa... He feels guilty for what happened this morning Maa" I said when Maa smiled..
" I know beta....I know..... But this is teh only way I can make him think of family atleast when he is at home..
See he'll always think of his business work even now but as we had a fight this morning he'll be thinking of me onyly now... atleast in that way... I am make him feel little stress free" she said and went inside her room... On my way back to room I got a message from Abhishek that he'll bring the documents by 12.30 am... I replied him okay ...when my steps altered near Vikroon's room...
If was slightly opened so I pushed induce where I found the room empty with Shower running sound... I used this opportunity to enter his room and took the pills box below the drawer and ran outside the room to my room.

I knew it's so bad to act this way like  stealing the pills before sleep... But I can't just be quiet seeing my husband taking unnesscary pills...
I changed my dress and sat in the bed with this pills box in my hand as I called Dr Sahana ( Aarav's aunt ) who is gonna be my tutor and I am interning from her.
I spoke to her and understood that sleeping will be prescribed for amnesia patients but the one brand I exclaimed is extremely having high dosage ..which should not be taken regularly ... I thanked her and went to Vikroon's room where I found him searching for something....
"Excuse me..." I called when stopped in his hurry burry movement ..... Turned and looked at me...
"Yes" he said and I went in...
"What are you searching for?" I asked to which he smiled suddenly , acting like a cool guy
"Nothing...just nothing....." He stuttered smiling more...
"Nothing ... But I saw you running in search for a important thing..." I asked him and he looked like a thief who is got by the police...
"Actually... actually...." he shrugged...
His eye wavering here and there ..
"After you searching for this?" I asked showing the pills box which was hidden behind my back till now...
The moment his eyes lands on my hand his look totally changed from arguing to satisfaction and again to anger..l
He paced fast towards me. I quickly dodged him and took the bottle behind...
"What the f..." He started gritting his teeth when I stopped him inbetween
Before he completes that word...
"Stop saying that word... I am not your so called beloved one to hear those words..." I shouted. ... Sometimes I need to raise my voice to make Vikroon understand...as I told before .. he is always like a kid to me. . a stubborn kid...yet a well grown man with loving heart .
The moment I raised my voice Vikroon became dumbstruck and slow in his arrogant motion....
He ragged his hands along his hair and closed his eyes relieving a huge sigh.."okay .... Just give it..." He said..like a whisper.
...
" What you need?" I asked like a whisper too which was somehow like a manner of teasing.........In one swift move he held my free hand and pulled me inside locking the door behind and placing me at the back of door and he facing me....

"Look... I need them ..." He shrugged. " What you mean ...?" I asked him before he completes the sentence
Which made him more angry..

He placed his hand on my shoulders and held it hardly....
" Don't play with me... I don't want to shout and make a scene here and disturb my Maa and her sleep... Just handover it...
I need my sleeping pills .." he again said with gritted teeth when I stop him again
"Oh okay.... Now I get it....you need sleeping pill or sleep??? " I asked when his eyeball stopped rotating from anger and was fixed on mine just to realise answer....
"Vikroon ji.... It's paining" I said with a drop of tear from my left eye .... He held me so tightly that I can't even bare speaking.... He soon realised it and reduced his pressure on my arms ...but still holding me...
His finger gently came to my eye and rubbed my tear....
"Why are taking.... sleeping pills...?" I asked and continued
"Why ..... Those high dosage... Are you okay Vikroon ji... " I asked unable to control my emotion...

He blinked twice and then...he opened his mouth
"I don't need need to explain everything to you.. just give me my pills..." He said sand turned facing his back to me.. his words hurt me alot .. I wiped my tears and gained myself
" You don't need to ... answer me.... But you need to answer Maa right....
I'll say her..m" I said and turned to push open the main door when he quickly moved to stop my action...
"Are you mad....? You are not supposed to say anything to Maa..." He said angrily
"Then explain?" I said....
When he released a heavy sigh....
"Okay.. Fine .. " he said taking deep breaths
"I have them because....I feel difficult to sleep..." Vikroon said . .
"I get nightmares at night... That makes me think on it over and over again.... Disturbing my sleep..."
He said ....
"Nightmares?" I asked
"Yes nightmares....I get abnormal nightmares... Where I feel like I have another world...".. he continues
"I can't get you." I exclaimed...
"Oof.... Even I can't get it..." He said...
Oh god he is confusing me...
"I think I have you enough reason.... Now give it and leave ..." He told..

"What you Mean....? You told me enough...no...I didn't even know what is your problem..? You told I am your friend...but you never even want to say your problems to me... ..." I shrugged
"You are just friend...not wife... And it's not a compulsion to say everything to you..." His words hit me hard...and made me angry...
I just want to shout and say...
'you idiotic Husband I am your wife
...'
But that's what I can't do
..
"Yeah ... You are a self centred egoistic man...who doesn't care for family and friends but think only about him..." He opened his mouth to stop me...when I said..
"Stop Vikroon ji... You no need to say anything... You are very selfish thinking only about you... You don't even think of people who love you and take such medicines that effect your health... You are not just important to some people buy the confidence of every Indian in the field when you raise your bat....but here you take unprescribed medicine to affect your own. Health for you....", I said when he looked me differently

" How you know it's not prescriped?" He asked...
" I am a studying psychologist and come on I can see the chemicals at the back of pills and identify it is sleeping pills..." I said...
"Okay...thank you for your advice..." He said
This man will not at all change... I gave him a angry look....and turned to unlock the door and left.....
I went to room and laid on my bed.. thinking about him and caressing the brusies he gave me...I sorry off...

My phone buzzed with AR RAHMAN music when I woke up... It's Abhishek...ready with records near the entrance ... The time it's also 12.30 ... Sharp ...that's why Vikroon likes Abhishek much and he is comfortable with him...and they share a good relationship with eachother.

I went down silently opened the door and went out... We both sat near the lawn and he told me the laces u need to sign and I did.."thank you " I said... When he looked at me...
" Wing I do this to my sister.. " he said and I lightly hugged... him... He pattered my forehead and took his bike ...

I went near and climbed upstairs . When I came near Vikroon's room my heart beated fastly .
Should I check him.... Should I...?...¹

With a confused mind I kept my hand in the door and turned the knob... It was dark , I thought he is alseep and was about to close door when I heard his moaning .... He was blabbering something ... As it was dark I can't see anything except hear the sounds... I can't leave it just like that so....I turned in the light and
I was shocked to see it ....
Vikroon is sitting in his beam bag with a glass of alcohol in it. .
The sight nearly take me back.... I know Vikroon drink sometime .... But today.... Why?
..
I was out of thoughts when he spoke..
"Oof... again you ...What are doing ?..." He asked. ..
His eyes was little red but his voice was stern. .. that means. He had just started drinking.
"What are doing?'' I asked....
He stood up little unstable....
"Can't you see.... What exactly I am doing...."...he asked ... Walking towards me..
" I am finding ways to search and seek for a peaceful sleep....a sleep only for me and not for that woman....." He shrugged confusing me...
" Woman...?" I asked...
"Yes....woman.... I think ....she is " he said ... swallowing some words...
," Vikroon ji .... Alcohol with your medicines...may make your helath weak....." Before I finish my sentence....he said..
"Acha.... Again started.... First it was for sleeping dose and now for alcohol..."...he said and turned moving back...
Oh god . He is not at all stable.
He struggled walking ... He fit slipped in Middle when I came forward and held his arm....
He Shaked his arm making me not hold him....
"Don't ..." He said..and poured more alcohol in his glass
"Vikroon ji. What are you blabbering ... I can't get you... " I said .
,
" Nothing .. I have today nothing ...but to you.... I will say..." Vikroon stuttered alot... irreverently ...
Enough is enough. . ....
I went towards him ..
" Vikroon ji stop drinking .... It's not good for your health " I exclaimed
"I know... I know.... But I am drinking because of you....". He said
"What ..me ... because of me...?''
I asked confused .
He nodded taking a sip ..
And dancing in the same place....
" Yes.,it's because of you....it's you who made me think that I shouldn't take sleeping pills but I m not able to sleep without intaking those pills....I tried sleeping but sleep is far away so ......"
He said and smirked seeing me he again took the glass and started drinking again................
This man really know how to make me crazy by his words........but still as a wife I can't leave my husband just like that so I insisted to continue our conversation inorder to get the cause behind his sleeplessness.
"So you are drunk because you are not able to sleep?." I asked
"Stop asking questions about my personal life and go and sleep, I don't know why the heck these commoners like to interfere in celebrite's life ,now mind your own business and get out of my room "... He shouted literally making me angry as him...
"Stop shouting... You may wake up Maa ...." I whispered yeld when he kept a finger on his mouth and let out a "shhhhh" sign.. . He acting like a five year old kid....
"Oh ok... So again I am saying ... Leave... L...E...A...V....E" He spelled each and every word ...
"Vikroon stop this right now...." I said...
"I said shut your fucking mouth and leave...." He shouted again , it really made very angry....the angry Vikroon
..."we commoners are not into you people life....and moreover I don't even care...." I shouted back... Yes I am not even that type of girl then how come I can bare these words... His words are making me feel like I am one such flirty chicks... In the peak angry about thinking about it again and again...
I went forward and took the lying bottle of alcohol and was about to turn and leave with it when he paced towards me angrily and pulled my hand. . he snatched the alcohol bottle from me and pushed me and
... I was hit on the door again... where I hurt my right elbow as it collided with back door severely... before I could analyse the situation...!

This act made me shout ...."arghhhh". And in blink of eye ...he is near me... Holding my hand
"Did I hurt you....,?" He asked inspecting my arm...
"Just leave ... " I said controlling my sobs...
" You hurt me alot
... " I stuttering speaking to the drunk Vikroon...
"I... I ....am sor..." He started
" No... Just stop.... You no need to say anything... You only need space from me..." I said and the sobs are uncontrollably getting harder...I turned to leave when he held my wrist...
I tried pulling it back. .
But he spoke...
" I am sorry.... I extremely sorry..." He spoke...when all my controlling sobs burst out ...
" You want me to leave na... Leave me..." I said. Wriggling my hand form his ..but he didn't leave .. instead he replied..." I'll say you why. ?" He said abruptly..." What?" I asked without turning and facing him......
"I'll ex...explain y..you why you....no ...no ...me.... I mean I did.. didn't ...I mean I explain you why I can't sleep well. " he said when I wiped my eyes and turned towards him...
"I'll explain" he said giving up...his ego...
He turned and walked towards his bed and sat down...he then looked at me...

"You come here.... Come...." Vikroon called and I stepped forward walking towards him... When I am near him
He held my hand asked me to kneel down in front of him....I did...he then closed his eyes...as he remained silent closing his cheeks with his hands...and rubbing his nose continuously

"Say na... Please..." I asked moreover like begging.... When he opened his eys...His eyes was just on me... Looking me like he is seeing me anew...
"We are here to
Hear you... I am here to help you....say Vikroon....?" I asked... when he still looked me
He let out a huge sigh closing his eyes and started...
" I get nightmares... Which are very beautiful...." He said looking directly into my eyes...
"Yes I am getting sleep but sometimes I am seeing some images or scenes in a negative printed manner ... I mean in a black an white..." ...he shrugged stuttering inbetween...
"Like?" ..
"Like... A loving dream... It's like ...I am one of the person ...in that but near me..is a girl...a woman... "... He said with a small smile on his face...
Is that some other ...?
Kicking my thoughts I listened to his continuous speech...
"That face is not clear... But I know it's a "she " and ....she makes me happy... To make me feel content and loving ... She makes me feel real LOVE .."... He said.. .and smiled...
He took my hands into his...
"You know... She even made me laugh....but still I don't even know how she is..." He said and smiled...
"These flashes of images make me not sleep well....I used to get up from sleep... And think for it hours... This is making me get severe headache as I keep itn thinking about it..." He said and relieved a sigh
Suddenly saw his eyes watering. ."Why this happens to me....?" He cursed himself...
Suddenly he he held hands... And pulled closers asking me to stuff when he agreed me to sit near him. He made me sit on his right side of bed and I really did....
After I day down he asked me...
"Do you know about my past....? Did I date any girl..? Did I love any woman...? Our marry...?" He asked me....
How can I say that.... Just those nightmares and sleepless nights
Make you like this..
I was looking somewhere else. When Vikroon spoke.. ."look here... And say.. Am I married... Do you know her.... That woman of dreams...." He asked again...
" Vikroon ji how do I know the woman you dreamt of..." I asked when he said.
"Yes. How can you.?... But you know what... She is the one... I can see myself happy with and I can feel like I have lived such life with someone..." He exclaimed .... suddenly I felt his both hands on my cheeks flat ...when he was rubbing my cheeks I understood... That's u was crying till now...

"Don't cry.. ..please.. " he said stuttering . Alcohol is making him feel tired and drowsy more and more..." Why you care for me alot...? Why...?" He asked.... caressing my cheeks

"I don't want anyone to cry for me... Mainly.... You
.." he said the last word stressing and looking directly into my eyes..
I can feel love' in those words...
"Yo ... You're...beau... beautiful.," He said like a whisper..and smirked. And moved his face near me... He was looking at my lips and my eyes... He moved further and I know he wants to kiss me

Definitely I won't push him... I won't say ' no'. ...
I just closed my eyes to feel him...
Even behind the darkeness of closing eyes too I know what Vikroon's movements are .. he was just a inch away from me...when I heard him say....
"Jaan..." In a second I opened my eyes where I found him feeling difficult to even look at me as his eyes are drooling.... The next second he fainted and fell on my left shoulder ...
I ma disappointed but happy atleast he so this close to me...
Here.
Now...only us
Only love.
I hugged him tightly kissed his forehead....I can't just push him aside so I made move to lie down on the bed planning like to move him along with me...
As we both where having our legs floating above ground and now Vikroon's head is on my shoulder... I held as a support and made move to lie down on the bed....and I did it successfully with himself on top of me...I gently turned and transferred him to the bed at side .
I made my elbow arms as stand abd I was seeing my love face. ... He so cute and handsome even when he is asleep....I was gently massaging his hair when he snuggled closer to me..
" Jaan...Jaan..." He blabbers something...atlast I found out that his nightmares are nothing... It's just our past of being 'us'...
In a happiness .. I bent down and gave a kiss which he disappointed before...I thought if just pecking him...i know this man might remember something in morning but I can't control myself ...
Suddenly I felt a palm touching my left abdomen and a pull... When I saw Vikroon, his eyes are still closed but his hand is pulling me to him....

I don't miss anything of him... Hence I moved closer when he opened his mouth and welcomed my eyes... Despite the alcohol taste his tongue giving... I gave up kissing him...my urge to just see and love him....and now I got this opportunity to atleast be with him.... We kissed like for his when I heard him snoring a bit.. I left his lips and tried moving away when he gripped his hand on my waist...
"Oh.. I can't be here while night.. now he is not consciousness so what happened now he might forget.. what if he woke up Morning and find me on top of him...

I tried getting up but still I can't ...so I gave up thinking I'll wake up early in the morning and leave to his room....
Still his voice for
". My Jaan," ....is beatings inside my heart....

I had a good sleep tonight....
. .

As I Thought before I woke before dawn and removed Vikroon's arm around my waist and sneaked out form bedroom... I was still in dilemma whether he may remember anything or not....
.. I went to my room and took a shower changed my clothes as went down ...

It was nearly 10 am in morning when I saw Vikroon coming down... I was seeing him from kitchen where I found that he is still not showered and still in his black t-shirt and trousers with his now flying hair...
I didn't even gave a look at him making him think I am always after him .
I was in kitchen when he entered....
He cursed his voice to gain my attention but I didn't turn. God he shouldn't remember anything...
"Good morning " he said ... But I didn't reply
"Acha... What are you doing....?" He asked...still I didn't say anything.
.

"Actually ... Amirtha....I .." he spoke...
"Here...." I said and gave the glass of lemon juice to clear his head...
Without turning to look at him..
I was continuing my work when I see him picking up the glass from the stand . After a minute..he spoke...
"Please don't say about me taking sleeping pills to anyone ......." He whispered....
I turned to see him only seeing the ground...
" After you told... I didn't take sleeping pills ...." He said with a puppy dog face...
"Oh... Then what about the bottle in your hand?" I asked...to which he scratched his head...
"Oh actually....it is.... Also a mistake.... "...he continued...
"Oh okay... Fine..." I said and continued my work...
"You won't say Maa right..." He asked. . To which I nodded 'no' not turning...
"I am sorry" ...he said...
"For what...?" I asked .
" For scolding you...." He shrugged...
"I know l was a crazy...bas..." He stopped inbetween...
"Okay ... Apologise me..." ... He said but still I didn't say anything...
"Say na..." He asked again but still I didn't react....
"Did you remember anything....what happened last night..." I asked .. actually Vikroon is not that type of man who remembers everything but still he will have some memories... I know this as this happened when he was drunk when Anupama tried to collapse him saying I will leave him...
"Yeah I remember..." He said... Oh my god .. does he remember my kisses ....
Achoooo in a missing feel I did...
"I remember saying you to leave and you left..." He said...
What ... I left... Oh okay... Now I understand... He thinks I was there when he was searching for pills and when he was drinking alcohol..but he believes that I left...
"What happened do I don't remember anything important.
." He asked...I turned and saw him quickly...
"No......no." I stuttered alot..
..when he looked me confused...
" I mean nope...you were right...." I convinced him and turned... resuming my work
"So you apologise me?" He asked ....and I nodded in the manner of saying yes
"Oh come on Amirdha I know my behaviour yesterday was really crazy... Can't you accept my apology...?" He asked...but I didn't answer..
"Okay then... " He said and I thought he gave up .... But in a unexpected move he held my right wrist and turned me..." I felt that I should apologise you like a common man... But I think it doesn't work out... So now... I am dealing it my way....
As Vikroon Kohli... Right....as me..... Get ready at 7pm today..I am taking you out ...for an apology...and for a dinner...." He said and left my hand and turned to leave...
" I won't" I shouted...
"You will" he said...
"Vikroon ji I have work..." I said but he nodded no ....and walked off.. uttering

"Get ready ....sharp..."
What is happening here... Arrogant fellow

****To be continued...

Atlast I am back...

I don't know how is my chapter...but bare my spelling and grammatical mistakes....

So Vikroon get nightmares and they kissed again....
A kiss is really a magical and strange ....it can be only felt with the person of love....

Special thanks Leela ,my friend who helped me to type this story as I dictate 😘

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