Vikroon's pov.,
Why the fuck I feel like seduced when it comes to her....I don't know what magic she is doing to me. .... I really crossed my limit to kiss her.... And that eyes.... Which was staring back at me like asking me to go further.....

I think I need a support..... I hope I am feeling this way because of me being free and jobless... Should start over my fitness freaking workout ....
Or ... Maybe even... Should start dating too...
My thoughts were interuppted by the phone call...
"... Hello... " I said...
"Hey handsome... Tomorrow contract meeting at 11am followed by brunch ..." She said ...
"Okay sweety... Catch you... I'll be punctual..." I said and hung up...
Thank you god I am occupied with something tomorrow....
I showered and stood with a robe in front of the mirror .... I stared at muddled long and
"You should date Vikroon.... Come on man..... Behave " I talked to myself seeing my reflection on the mirror... "Search for a woman to date, hug and kiss... Nearing 30 ...... Oh god Vikroon ,the popular star , young handsome cricketer and Indian team captain... Still single and virgin.... Arghhhh" I yelled at myself...
I walked towards my bed not before cursing myself more and then laid down on my bed...
" What a life am I living... ?? A machinery life.... I feel like wanting a family of mine like how my bhai and dhidhi has....
A wife with my surname , children of mine and a long long life with them...oof...." Thinking about it always make me yawn because I always feel about it on the end of a day...
I yawned and stretched myself out loud and dosed off...
######

"Vikroon ji..... Vikroon ji....".....
( Vikroon stirring constantly in his sleep hearing voices....)
"What are you doing....?"...
" Preparing coffee for my love..." My voice boomed....
""I am here to make my wife happy and creating memories for her to cherish when I am on my work tour...." ....
A girly figure in my front ... The person I adore. ...who spoke in her feminine voice...
"I am extremely sorry.... What can I do... I love coffee
If you prepare such a tasty aroma coffee.....my mouth whenever feels the touch of your coffee I Love ... I am not in my sense at all......" As soon I took a step and hugged her.....

"I love you J##" .... " Say you love me too...."... I asked

" I love you more .... Not just more.... but more than anyone or anything in this world ..." she said and I pulled her into my arms and kissed her lips....

I was kissing and hugging her madly like she is my only one....I felt warm very warm....

" Don't leave .... I love you...." I uttered and sucked her lips when she started moving away... I leaned again but she did the same.... I was continuously moving and leaning when I heard a sound....
* Phone alarm rings*
When I opened my eyes I realised my head is floating in air with my lips pouting to kiss but only to see no one in front of me but still me kissing the moisturized air....
Shit ... What a fucking dream it is...? I kicked my blanket and sat down quickly
..
" A very damn irritating life with erotic dreams
... Damn harmones...." I cursed and took up my morning duties and went down to living room...

I was about to enter the kitchen when I heard Maa speaking...
" Achoo... What a girl you are... Just for coffee you are stubborn like this...?" Maa continued
" I have never seen a girl this much in need for coffee!" Maa said and laughed when I heard a giggling sound of a girl... That is Amirtha..
" I don't know why Maa.... What this coffee really makes my day good ..when he was near me ... He usually makes me coffee every morning , and whenever I ask... Even whenever we fight he used to cool me down with coffee.. that's when I understood I loved him more than coffee....so my need for coffee grew as it was from him..." She said....
Quickly my dream of this morning flashed my eyes... Eventhough I don't the girl in my dream I know it was me who was there and we where fighting over coffee.... This is not new to me... I am getting nightmare' and dreams often after my accident and trauma...so I got used to this kinda things .. sometimes I remember all my nightmares the next day or sometimes it's all like a flash of dust... This time I know my dram well because it was very loving and I really felt like I was the one who was kissing or being kissed....and the mention of coffee it's really very dramatically to say but I was sure I had dream of coffee too....oh god I am really getting mad out of curiosity ....
I croaked my voice before I entered the kitchen....

I went straight to my mom's arms crossing Amritha...

"Good morning Maa..." I said and hugged her ...
" Good morning..." ...
"Beta don't forget to take your lunch with you ..." Maa said ... I definitely know it's not for me but for her....

"Okay Maa " she said...
I slowly released Maa when she walked away leaving me with her.... With a more awkward silence.... Slowly my last night events and our crazy times together flashed my eyes...

Even though it is so I don't want to show like me bit anxious I just causally and cautiously spoke....

" First day for work....?" I asked ...
When she hummed...
Women are very stubborn normally but when they come to know men are trying to flirt or take a step with them...they become more stubborn ...

" Best wishes...for your career...." I wished as I prepared green tea for me...
"Thank you...." She said...
" How are you going to go..? Shall I ask one of my drivers to pick you up....a.." before I could complete she indulged inbetween....
"No ...thank you... My friend Aarav would pick me up...thank you " she said and turned to leave ..
"Is it him?"" Those words slipped my tongue even before either could analyse it....
"What?" She asked instantly......
I didn't even think again to question my curiosity so I asked her..

" That 'he' who prepared coffee for you..? That 'he ' who confess his apologies by giving you coffees .... And that 'he' who made your need for coffee less compared to the love of him?" I asked every thing in just seconds... When my eyes land on her ... I could see her eyes widened I. Surprise as she blinked once ,twice and thrice...then she looked me normally...
" Is it a must question?" She asked her eyes reflected some sort of blank feel ...
"What.?" I asked as a whisper confused....
" I mean... Is it a compulsory question for me to answer ... because I thought it's something personal...." She shrugged ... I really felt ashamed of myself to get involved in such a conversation and receive a damn outcome from a girl....
" Sorry to interuppt ...but I have to leave now...." She just left upright....

" Stubborn woman ... No not even one woman ever spoke to me like that ..." I yelled as I walked back to workout to get ready to meet the partner...

*****

Janvi point of view,

How dare he ask me such a question early in morning ... that to after nearly kissing me last night....?

Such a dumb and idiot...
But I found some sort of jealousy in his voice it sounded like my husband.... I mentally laughed as I walked out to catch the cab I booked...
I just said I am going with Aarav to get his attention.... I don't know whether my approach to him atleast change him a bit reminding down if our memories together....before he moves on with his life...

I reached my centre and started my interning there....

Days moved like hours in clinical centre and it moved like years
Near Vikroon .... In these days I came to know about others ,the problem around me and their life than mine... I found Vikroon very joyous and helpful as bachelor more than a married man ... Ahana and Aarav relationship getting strong day by day....they both share a beautiful bond... I started my clinical work along with being with him ..as this passed a month. ...
Shreya is settled in Kerala and Atharva is in Punjab working out for pursuing his job ....
Coming to Smiley ...ooff I forgot to say this....two days back once I was searching for Smiley to handover the reports we were working out... She went in break but it's nearly thirty minutes yet she haven't come yet.... Searching her I went to every nook and corner for her still I wasn't able to get her. . Half heartedly I came out of the clinic trying to call her when I heard the sound of her phone ringing .. following her .. I saw her standing on the side pavement outside the building... I just saw her face and can recognise she is talking to someone. ... As it was evening time it was pitch dark outside... I can see Smiley talking to someone but can't recognise whom she is talking to...from they way of interacting I an say they are little harsh with each other but I can't hear their voices...

I walked towards her... I can't see that person but still with the shadow and body structure I can say it was a man...
But stopped when I see her picking her ringing phone and completely ignoring it and continuing to the person she was already interacting with....
.I heard voices of smiley like
" just move on... We can't be like this always ... not 'we' ...it's just me .. I don't like to carry on that nameless relationship in between friends and lovers with you...when I am head over heels love with you and have strong feelings just for you. " She said when I completely stopped at my place when I heard her saying it as well when I heard the reply from the other person confirming who that shadowing figure exactly was...

" You know how I am feeling for you ... I really don't know what I should do more to make you understand how much.... I...." He shrugged...
" Come on Mr Abhishek Mehra... say.... What about.... you...what I should understand about you ...?" Smiley shouted ...
So now I am hundred percent sure who the person is....it's Abhishek bhai... They both can't see me because of the eco-friendly green gardens we have.... and due to the darkness..

" You don't have words right...!!" Smiley said as if she was about to cry...
"You a very hypothetical man.... Abhi... You made me feel for you this much but still you didn't even tried to confess atleast what the fuck you feel...?" She said raising her voice a bit....
" Please leave me if you can't even try to reciprocate your damn feelings.... Atleast I'll move on and find a man who adores me ...." She stopped inbetween and took a huge sigh smirking
" Yes .. atleast I'll have a man who respects my feels and loved me truely..." She said and turned when Abhishek took hold of her hand ...after that I saw something that took me to shock ...
Abhishek held her hand and pushed her into the wall and held her against him and kiss.... kissed her .... I turned myself facing the other side to avoid those intimate of other couple actions... And it was a shock for me to look at Abhishek behaving like this... I was about to walk away when I heard smiley speaking...
"What.
.. what are you doing.....?" She shrugged .... the
" Confessing my feelings in the way I know.... I love you...I love you so much so please don't think of moving on me and about being with some other guy ..." He said and kissed her forehead....and walked passed her...

I came out and stood so taht they can see me... When both their eyes stared at me... I looked at them and Abhi saw me and shrugged...when Smiley came towards me too and stood near Abhishek....

" Janvi ..." Smiley shrugged like Abhi ...this is the first time I am sensing Smiley silence ....
" I know that this is your personal .
.so don't worry about my presence...before I could analyse taht and move from here I happen to see all this..." I said and gave the reports to smiley... I smiled a bit and walked away....

After sometime Smiley came in she was acting very awkward because vo if me but I didn't show anything up in my face....
After work I bid bye and turned to leave ... I went outside when I saw Abhishek standing

" Janvi ji ..." He called...
I went near him and he was really feeling awkward to even approach him...
"Why are you still here bhai?" I asked...
" Come Janvi ...I'll drop you..." He said and say on his bike...
" You have time for me now?" I asked smirking when I see him flush....
I laughed...
" Go pick her up.... Smiley would be waiting for you ..." I teased when I heard a voice all of a sudden ....it's Smiley's...
" I don't need a man to pick up and drop ... Just a man who never leaves my hand in whatever circumstances may come....so go with him..." I turned when I saw her standing...we both smiled and she looked at Abhishek ...
" I love this idiot Hulk who is standing at the back of you Janvi... But he made it difficult for me ....sorry for not saying this before. ." she shrugged. Avoiding my eye contact....
" I know da.... Do you think your friend is not a understanding ?" I asked and she stood still ... I went and hugged her.... ...
She hugged me back...
"Thank you Janvi...." She said ...
We both bid bye...but still she insisted me to go with Abhishek as I know

I just got in his back as he drive us to my home... It's was literally a long journey as we both were silent.... After we reached home ...I got down ... Silently....
I turned to look at Abhishek's puppy dog face which was little nervous and crazy.... I smiled a bit
"Come on bhai.... Be free enough.. I am your sister first than Mrs Janvi Vikroon kohli... " I said when heaved a big sigh

" Actually you both deserve one and another...and I know something Is going in between you both.... So no wonder this happens" I said and he
smiled..." Oh what should I call Smiley after your marriage...oh god she becomes my Bhabhi . ... Di I have to call her like that bhaiya" I asked childishly the last word....Ii
He didn't even think because of this situation...he climbed down the bike and came running towards me ... He hugged me tightly and he lifted me in one go as he swirled me around like a kid...
"Thank you ..." He said when he made me stand by myself
"It's life Abhi... You have to live for yourself...." I said smiling when he hugged me...
" I was confused...and very anxious whether this is love or my feelings for her is stable?
I even thought whether I can love the way Chief love you..m adore you and take care of you...?" He continued saying things when I stopped him inbetween
"That man... Who loved me , adored me and took care of me...is not even going to look back at me... And I am not in his life anymore ... I am tired of trying again and again and I give up now so don't take our life as an example so create a life and love of your own...." I said and a lonely tear slipped my eyes...which was wiped by Abhishek....
"Janvi.... I have been with chief for nearly 6years...and I have seen him head over heels for a girl thinking only about her... but he did for only one girl that's Miss Anupama ..he loved her and respected her so much that he even skipped many get together and parties with friends and co players just to be with her ... I had been wondering many of his habits would be like for a common man... He used to disguised himself with covering jerkins and coolers for shopping and while eating bhav bhaji in road side vendors... Such a respectable and a gentle man in my life ... He was very stable even after his break-up with his love after she not even caring to respect him okay not respect bit never seem to even acknowledge him just for teh sake of her career...he is a return gentleman to ." He said and took a deep breath
I was sighing with nodding my head accepting the fact he loved Anupama and as a well a gentle man ever....

" But that kind man...." He continued unexpectedly when I thought he finished his talk for his chief
" What?" I asked confused
He let out a laugh and he continued...
" Such a kind man... Was drooling to save a woman whom I thought he haven't even seen her..." He said winking

"You know... The very first time when your cousin sister came running here to ask for our help ...she was stopped by our secretary and was not allowed in., but as soon Vikroon Sir saw her face through security camera he rushed her in and asked about her existence her ....and when he heard about her sister's kidnap...which was exactly you .. he rushed to save you where I was blank thinking whu he is doing all these stuffs... So inorder to Abide his words and for the sake of knowing you by our accidental meeting in your college cultural I followed our chief's rules..." He said something new for me to hear but still I know that he knew me before my kidnap as the first thing Vikroon did after proposing me was to say our first meet and my unconscious state.
..
" But when he started being very involved in your rescue and when he used all the forest he can to see you ...made me feel you are special to him .... Okay you may ask how could I think such a case of he having feelings for you ..? Then my answer would be like... I know him better than you before and even now because I had been with him in all his good times and bad... And I am sure on it because he is not a that sensitive person to even risk his life by facing guns and bullets to save a woman.....who he didn't even know " he finished...
I let out a smile ...
" How do you say he doesn't know me?" I asked him testing his confidence level...
" Yeah that I was not confident after I found him searching for you madly...." He let out a huge laugh.... making me to retrieve my memories too...
" Janvi. .. you completely changed his life.... Wait... moreover saying you changed I think I could say you completed him...." Abhi said when his words indirectly made my feminine parts squeeze with happiness when his words of expressing me completing my man .
" I saw Vikroon Sir being happy, content , respected , recognised and most of all being loved...." ....

"Janvi ..let me say few new avatars of Chief after you entering his life.... One I have never seen him that nervous when I saw him to the core of nervousness ... but he was to edge of anger and nervousness I never ever thought of being in so in hurry and very pathetic but I even saw him that state when he saw you losing consciousness as soon you saw Vikroon chief after he returned home a day after his dad death anniversary..
Third.," He said a she continued
"Thirdly I haven't seen him reveal something publically very suddenly without discussing his sponsors, well-wishers and me... This may sound a more irritating to you....... But still I am saying this he won't evebt give a comment about his relationships with anyone even if he is dating or even during his time with Miss Anupama he took timee to interact about his personal relationships with media. But he did that when he revealed his marriage with you... He as the urge to do it even without consulting his sponsors and me...." He said something I haven't even thought about before ..
" Thank goodness...it doesn't affect his craze and lead way to gossips but instead it made him high in postion where people started adoring him...for his simplicity and sudden outlet of news even made people' search for him in media more that gradually his fan base " he said and laughed then looked at me...
" You are his need Janvi" Abhi said abruptly making my eyes widen...

" He was scared so much when you were kidnapped and you were just a unknown acquaintance for him...
He was worried so much when you fainted and you were just a accidental wife to him.... He cared so much when he thought of your identity so that he kept his pride and image infront of media to express you as his wife and most importantly....", He continued smiling
"He loved you so much that even his all passwords for his bank account to media accounts and main stable properties are under your name as his first priority and owner" he finished that with a huge sigh and I was dumbstruck then and there...
"Wh...wh ..What...?" I stuttered
"Yes Janvi ... He made my work tough to hide about your identity after his memory when I searched I found something everything around him is just you and only you....
All his media accounts are your date of birth and his bank confidentiality is your name with his pet name of yours as "JAAN" ... everything from his start to end is you....then how can I hide you away from him..."
"He loves you so very much that even in his memory loss he care for you that much that he made me arrange someone to follow your way to clinic for days now...so that you reach safely with Aarav.... He still the same possessive Vikroon kohliy for you...
Oops Mr Vikroon Kohli for you" he said and smiled a bit kicking his slip of tongue by calling him casually
"I can't .... Cantt..." I was stuttering as I spoke because my mind as loads of wavering now
" You can't believe.... ??? About what... His love for you before...or his for you now?" He asked
Oh shit he is Again confusing me
"What..?" I asked again as I found no words to speak more
"Janvi he cares for you now... Can't you see the love for you?" He asked...
"Come on Abhi... Don't confuse me... I was in his life... Not now "
I said and tears started its way out.
" He still ...still loves you... Literally you are an idiot' if you don't find it the way he sees you. ... Okay then answer me one question...." He said and I knitted my eyebrows
" After a month of Chief affected by amnesia you came to see him... In that one month he was unaware of you ,your identity and even the thought of him as married but when he saw you after a month ... I was observing his activities he was seeing you very confused at the same time as he knows you for a long time ... The moment you fell unconscious .., he just ran to you like a kid and held you like a Prince... Again I saw a great love in his eyes when he carried you upstairs directly to his room not even caring to glance back us.. secondly...
He carried you to his room ....
Can't you find a suspicious activity here?.... He didn't even know you so he would have just asked someone else to carry you but he didn't....!
Then why does he carry you to his bed when he crossed all the sofa and Maa room and still carried you ,this chubby girl with all his might to his room...? Can't you see he is emotionally bind to you... He loves you dammit....he still do...." He said with a heavy sigh when I broke down completely... Within a second I am in Abhishek's arms as he hugged me...

"Why this happens to me Abhi...? I can't be away from him....
My love is true....I need to be with him, hug him and say him I love him"
I said crying loudly
"Shhhhh.... Calm down... You will soon .... Just give him some time.... He won't go anywhere not anywhere at all...."
" I hope so...." I uttered he hugged me again and then left me.
" Go in Janvi.... It's late...bubyee..." He said I bid bye and again wished him all the best for his love life and went in not before seeing him get on his bike and speeding up....

I went in...., Walked straight into the kitchen and poured myself some water.... I informed Maa I would be late so she prepared food for me in hot pack and I hope she is sleeping ... The house was so silent ....I don't even know where Vikroon is ....I just stored the food that was kept for me inthe freezer as I allows towards my room upstairs... I was seeing my phone as I walked when I bumped into someone....
Brushing my hand on my forehead while hissing I looked up to see ... I saw Vikroon standing in his white tees with his specs ....
" Sorry " I uttered quickly averting my gaze seeing down. .. I moved past him when he spoke...
"Who dropped you...?" I didn't turn as answered
" My... My friend..." I said and took another yseo when I hear him say fuck.....
I ignored his cursed word sighing but it's was a wrong move I hope before I could touch the door of my room ....in mere fraction of second I was pulled to face Vikroon by his hand on my arm and my back hitting against my from door..." Vikroon ji...." I hissed by his forced reaction
" Friends? ...damn it.." he said with so much anger....

." Vikroon ji..." I said and tried to push his hand by pushing my fist into his hard chest  as he was holding my hands hardle very hardly... In a fraction of second,
He took my both hands and enclosed it behind me with his both hands so that my front of my body is directly touching his front so that we stood close together even our faces are just a inch away...
" Why are doing like this?" I asked in a hushed tone as I was not able to control myself from my talk with Abhi and now him making me feel completely sick .... sick of all  the game that is played around' me...
"You want an explanation .... You damn woman.... How dare you do this?"
He again spoke through his gritted teeth ..
"Leave me...you idiot...." I said trying to release my hand from his hold when he pushed himself more on me so that I am completely standing with the help of the door  behind me and Vikroon the hard Rock infront of me...
"Idiot....?... You're scolding me..." He said....and this time.. I started to wriggle myself more...
" Leave me... You are hurting me..." I said...
"Then what about you ...you are doing the same to me...?" Vikroon siad and I stopped  blinking my still now avoiding eyes and looked Vikroon's eyes for once this time...
"Wh....what...?" I asked when Vikroon when looked me like he forgot something to say... His reaction again changed to anger as he gritted his teeth....
"Why the fuck you are doing this?" He asked   ..when I shouted...
"Stop using those words to me....you don't have any rights to use those cursing words to me....!" I shouted when he stopped me inbetween
"Then what should I call you when you are staying in my home and flirting with my personal secretary..." He said making my heart break
..
Is he comparing me with Abhi now...
"What the hell is wrong with you....?" I asked with ears ready in my eyes
...
" Wrong with me or you...? Did you know the time now...and when I saw you with Abhishek outside hugging and speaking at this hour ... What would you think I'll think about and what should I refer you on that ..?" He said when I reached the top of my anger and in one big struggle I took out my hands out of his hold and pushed him by keeping my hands in his chest when he stumbled back a little ...
"How dare you talk about my character?"...  I shouted loud when I saw Vikroon looking me amazed
"What do you know about my character. ? How can you speak like this ?" Tears started flooring down my eyes
" Just because I am in your home ... It doesn't mean you can't speak whatever your want.. and how can you compare me with Abhishek...he is  like a elder brother to me...I respect him alot like my own brother...how dare you speak like this...." My voice started to fade and my legs got more weakened making me difficult to stand  ..I saw Vikroon eyes on me this time his eyes was expressing guilt... And sadness...
Teas were flowing down profusely when I started going down to my knees as I can't stand more..my conversation about my love life and Vikroon with Abhishek before and now Vikroon's words gave me more reasons for me to cry ....I was about to flip on my own feet when a pair of string arms held me through my waist ... Without doubt it's Vikroon I placed my closed teary eyes as I placed my head on his chest when he held me like he used to with his warm hands....
"Shhh.... Calm. Down...." He whispered tracing my head and holding like he always do... I didn't think twice when I pushed myself more on him..

"Why this happens to me always...." I whispered when he again hushed me...saying calm down as he spoke
" Sorry ....I am extremely sorry Amirtha..it's wrong  what I said was completely wrong...sorry " he whispered...shit I am not Amirtha ..I am your Janvi how can I make you understand that Vikroon ...I love you so very much that it's paining more please Vikroon understand me........
"Sorry....for what me?? Be sorry for you....just think of you.. Frankly it's you who doesn't know anything about your past and not me!... Do you even know what happened to you and your life for the past two years...? " I asked I released my head to look up in him directly with his eyes .
" Do you know what happened in those time you don't remember?...what if someone special there in your past and not even near you now...what if they are near you and you don't remember that individual....? What if you don't recognise them and hurt them badly..." I whispered and I know he Would have heard it as his eyes shined with tears glistening.. his hands came to my cheeks as he wiped my tear that scrolled down...
"Don't cry... Please...I can't.... See you like this... please" he said as if just a second I saw my Vikroon...
"But I can't... It hurts me so much " I stuttered inbetween when he placed his forehead on mine as his breathe on my face. .and mine on him....
"I am sorry.... I was being overdramatic and over protective..." He said
" Why you are like that then..? Why . .?" I asked...
" I don't know ..I really don't know why... But I feel so..." He said like a whisper....
We just stood there in the same position for hours when he released me after  Along time...
He turned abruptly bit uttering a word as he walked towards his room...
Not before  saying
" Be early to  home  tomorrow  onwards ... As you are my responsibility... Good night..." He said...
This man... After comforting me again his arrogance is back...
But this the his words hurt me badly but still he made it very clear that he is possessive of  me...

****
End of my flashback two days ago before
These two days I completely avoided Vikroon and he with me...
We used to bump into ourselves but then just walk away like we ever did so...

It was the  weekend last working day evening,   I entered my  ( we prefer the seniors of our work place as Professor )Professor  Sarah ma'am cabin to get the reports signed when I saw Vikroon sitting there...
"You working here...?" He asked when Ma'am looked us blinking
"You know her...?" She asked...
"Yeah...she is my girlfriend! " He said casually with his black framed nerdy  glass showing professional smirking , oh cute pie don't be so cute......, I thought a brief second when his words strike my mind... And I  widened my eyes... looking at my expression he changed his look...
"I mean ... I mean....she is sister's friend's sister...so friend of mine and she is a girl so I just ..... Girlfriend  right Amirtha???" He asked  I showed my funny annoying face to him when   the reality striked shit he is calling me Amirtha now.. shit ma'am is here...and oh god...

" Amirtha?" Ma'am asked confused  when I stopped her inbetween but my approach was little awkward
"Ma'am it's urgent to submit this ma'am could you please sign this..." I said when  she nodded and went through the papers... Suddenly her phone rang and she excused herself to go out...
"How can you speak to my professor like that?" I also when he spoke
" It just slipped from my tongue...." He said....
"Why are you here....?" I asked when he avoided my eyes as he said ..
" Memories haunting!!" He said simply said...
"What?" I asked when something struck my mind..
" You still have nightmares?" I asked.. he just nodded my head and smiled smirkingly as he said
"I get Only nightmares .. that's why I am here .." he said ....
"It was recommended by my neurologist Mr Rajini... obviously you know him..." He said 
"Yeah... You are at a right place ....my ma'am is very much specialist in this field ...so don't worry..."  I sis when he replied in an instant.
" I am worried so much by your words only...." He said
..
"Ah??" I asked he looked me like you heard the depth of my voice

" Yes your words that night.... What if I forgot someone I know...what I miss taht person more so I get these nightmares... I gonna search my past and get a hold on my self...." He said when I opened my mouth to say him dont get confused but Ma'am entered  speaking....
" Sorry guys I was held on the call....okay Janvi you may leave I'll call later." She said...
Before Vikroon could analyse it I walked cross him nodding my acknowledgement to Ma'am

I came out in a urge but a hour passed still Vikroon didn't came out from the session...
My mind was blowing many questions when I was extremely confused with all hypothetical questions nodding my mind....
I was taken back my a sudden blow of voice behind me... I turned around to see it is  Aarav voice
"Still in your duty.... Not gonna leave...?"  He asked
"Aarav...how come you...here...?" I asked...   "Ahana left half an hour ago and no one is here except me ...and even I am gonna leave now... " I said...
I am staying after my working hours to finish the paperwork...
he looked me smirking a second then the  next second  his eyes showed some difference it's not focussed on mine something behind me.. I tried to turn and look before I could do it....Aarav hugged me...
"What are you....?" He crushed me not making me think of anything else...as he spoke..
" Oh baby...  You look so beautiful today that I want to just take you with me .... Will you come...? " He asked...
'baby.... Is he mad?' I thought to myself
"What do you mean come ...? Do you want me to say this to Ahana" I whispered when he kissed my cheek...making me dumbstruck
" No need  da... Just come with me... I'll show you what pleasure is...?" He said...
" Idiot leave me... Speaking in double meaning words to a married girl who's husband is just a room away " I said and pulled myself from him when I heard a voice...
" Amirtha...." Ooops it's.... it's Vikroon.
I think he is standing at the back of me ...shit...Aarav know la this but he is doing this wantedly ... shit stupid Aarav

I struggled myself but still Aarav held me hard ..
" It's Vikroon..." I whispered
" I know... Believe me he is possessive still ...I can sense his eyes burning
I giggled hearing his words... When he said
" Ok baby...next weekend okay... We are gonna go outing " he said and released me as he giving another kiss on my cheeks
"Amirtha" I heard Vikroon calling this time more loudly and harshly... This time I kicked my childishness and moved aside...and turned back he was standing three to four feets away from me.
"Yes Vikroon ji..." I said pushing my free frill hair behind my ear...
" Is your work over... I am going home...you want a lift ...to .." he shrugged and looked Aarav
"To OUR HOME" he said  stressing  'our' more as he looked Aarav
"Yeah..." Before I could finish Aarav spoke...
" Nope.. I can leave where at home..." He said and held my hand... I looked at him and he saw him
.. I shook  my head seeing Aarav warning him not to do that with all my heart which does not absorbed  by Vikroon's eyes...
"It's okay sweet heart... You may live in  his house... But you a grown up and you know what you need to do ...so come on don't be afraid...." Aarav said and looked at Vikroon
" Am I right Mr Captain!" Aarav asked Vikroon, when I saw Vikroon's face it was hard and his mood was extremely on edge... keeping everything of him in mind ,his aarival here , his appointment for his night mares ... Yes I shouldn't make this hard for him...
" Nope... Aarav... I'll go with Vikroon ji.." I said and pushed his hand away looking Vikroon because his eyes was only fixed on our interwined hands
.. I released my hand from his hold but again Aarav held mine...
I looked him surprised...
" Aarav" I whisper helled him
He just showed me his eyes which silently said..." I'll take care..." but he spoke again
"I'll drop you sweet heart" he said smiling when I looked Vikroon again he started walking towards our direction...I quickly Stepped inbetween Vikroon  and Aarav... facing Aarav and showing my back to Vikroon ... I looked directly in Aarav's eyes and pleased him... Frankly he is my soul mate who understands me from my heart's depth. ...
"..it's fine Aarav ... You home is completely opposite from mine... So just leave early so you'll reach early " I said when I heard footsteps behind me saying Vikroon walking towards me so I whispered to Aarav
" Aarav understand ..  he came here for counselling and I don't want to make him stressed more... Please na... Understand.." I completed my words my eyes rotated....
I begged him with my eyes... When Aarav spoke again...this time he took me by surprise
He  held my waist as he caressed my cheek
" It's okay baby... I can afford my time to be with you as I want it to happen" he said ..  when I sensed Vikroon in my back obviously how can't I as it  is my man and I know his odour.. ...
I gripped his hand that is on my waist as I pulled it...
" Aarav ...leave me "  I shouted..I felt Vikroon hand on the top of mine the hand in which I was trying to remove Aarav's hand...
Vikroon held me along with Aarav...and removed my hand and kept his hand on Aarav's...
" Aarav  I said  'No'  " I said gritting my teeth because I can sense something is gonna happen....and it's gonna be bad
Before I could analyse it I am taken back by a strong force ... Vikroon's hand was now on my waist and Aarav is two step away... I don't know how he took his hand and pushed him away but now Vikroon is at the back of me... holding me from behind...
" I think the lady said 'no'" Vikroon voice was harsh near my hear...
His hand on my waist tightened ....
"Come on man... It's not something you never do with your girlfriends..." Aarav hugged making his gold on me right as his breathe fastened behind my back as his heart beats faster...
" How dare you...?" Vikroon started when  I kept my hand on Aarav shoulder...
"Aarav please..." I shouted and came out of Vikroon's hold...
" I'll go with Vikroon" I said when Vikroon spoke...
"  Don't you dare to speak with me like that." Vikroon spoke which made me react in anger... I turned towards Vikroon
" And you ...don't you dare to disrespect my friend.... He is not like the person you think...." I shouted when Vikroon eyes was red in anger for my words...
"I'll come out in ten minutes after spea---speaking with ma'am..."
And I turned to leave to professor's cabin when Vikroon said....
" I am waiting in the car for you ." He said and I acknowledged with a "hmmm"
I walked past these guys to the cabin and Ma'am welcomed me...
I said I am gonna leave when Aarav came inside.
" What are you...." I asked... inbetween when Aarav spoke
"Your husband  is waiting Fri you in the car parking" he said when Ma'am asked
" Your husband??? Janvi are you married?" Ma'am asked when Aarav walked around the table and sat on visitors' chair...
" Yes Chachi...she is married ...to none other than the great Cricketer and the handsome man of India ....the captain of Indian cricket team Vikroon Kohli " with a causal and continuous tone... I just saw my interwined hands as I stood...
"Oh.." was all ma'am could speak...
"Is he fine ma'am?...." I asked Ma'am when Aarav laughed as he spoke
" Caring for the man who doesn't even remember you " making me cry....I didn't think twice before I cried infront of them...
I was crying when Aarav was. Near me and Sarah ma'am was near me too
"Shhh... Sorry Janu I didn't ...I didn't said that to make you uncomfortable or to hurt you...." He said with concern when ma'am pushed him aside...
"Out idiot....stupid dumbass didn't even know how to speak..." She said and hugged me....
" Shhhhh.... Janvi... Didn't cry beta... I'll kick his ass now" She said... Comically
" Chachi ...wo" Aarav started ....
" Shut up idiot'" ma'am scolded him making me smile
" Are you fine now...?" She asked and made me sit where Aarav was sitting an Aarav took the seat beside me...
" Ma'am is Vikroon,..?" Before I could finish ma'am stared to speak..
" He is perfectly alright Janvi .. due to his accidental trauma he lost his memories ...and he is suffering from..." she said when I continued....
" Retrograde amnesia...he lost all his memories of particular part in his life  along with the trauma he faced..." I said and tear slipped from my eyes
"Yes...you are right...but now he came to know for his past... I spoke with him  to start the rapport  then I found out... He is here for his nightmares...about some person who he used to refer as a blurred appearance in hai dreams...." She said and smiles ...." Now I got to know hear who he refers that too... Are you the individual who got erased form his brain like memory and haunting his nights" she asked and I nodded...
" Sorry ma'am I was not able to tell my marital status because I never really know if I am rightfully to his his name ...when he is like that...." I said and she patted my shoulder.... coming near me.
"Something difficult to do and live like  that... right?" She said with a concern in her voice...
"Why didn't you approach him after he lost his memories as his wife...?" She asked...
But living as Amirtha... I was surprised when he called you with that name... But now everything comes inorder ...come on answer my question why you didn't approach him?" She asked...
Oh god she really is a very good Psychotherapist...
" Ma'am...the first time he gained his consciousness after his trauma he saw my father and started shouting because he can't identify him
.." I took a deep breath and continued
" That let him to Severe headache and he again went unconscious..  To not make him stressed I didn't make my appearance for a month...
Then last month end I came here and he didn't recognised me but Vikroon's Maa ...I mean my mother in law is firm to make all this to end good so she is stubborn in making me Saturday with Vikroon as I pleased she made me stay with same identity..."
I finished
" Good... We should take everything slowly...but dint worry he is perfectly alright but His  love you  didn't change as his words and nightmares are describing only you..." She said ... comforting me
" That's what I am saying Chachi...I am saying her to make him jealous but she is not at caring my words..." Aarav said when Ma'am pinched his hand
.
" Paagal... Don't hear his word Janvi... Sorry Mrs Vikroon" she said when I said
" No Ma'am..just call me as you do" I said and she smiled...
" But there is a way to gain his memories..." She said when I asked her how...
" Make him relive the moments he dared with you..." She said completely different
" Making the time place and moments with him that you both knew deep down the heart you went through...that's how this works...try and see Mrs Janvi Kohli" she said when Aarav clapped his hands...
" Super Chachi " he said as he ran towards Ma'am and hugged her kissing her cheeks.
" Paagal" she said as she pushed him away... smiling
" But ma'am.." I called  her when  Aarav spoke...
" Before ma'am go and see your husband he is waiting for you in the car..." He said when reality hit me...
" Oh god.. he must be angry by now...." I said...and both laughed

" Go and see him Janvi ... we'll speak about it tomorrow ....  At my home"  Sarah ma'am said and I nodded
" Thank you  Ma'am" I said and walked out when ma'am called me..
" All is fine with love and war... Don't worry beta " she said..

Did I say she is a mid thirties married woman with a five years old kid... But still her words are the motivational
I nodded my head as I went out packed my things and left

I went towards the car and Vikroon was sitting inthe driver seat and I entered the passenger seat he didn't speak to me but he driver in silence
I was afraid by his driving... But My mind kept replaying those words  of  ma'am
" Re-live  the moments you both shared " ... those words that made my heart flutter...
I smiled as I looked  my man's side face...
"Love you Vikroon " I exclaimed to  my man not loudly but heart fully  ....
My Vikroon

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
For the very very very late update...
I was held with all my college and personal issues ...now I am okay with only little amount of work so I updated this chapter

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