Janvi's point of view.,
This man really confuses me... And I don't know what's it really going to be as a reflection...
I noticed his panic and care the moment he ran towards me after that accident... His way of treating my wound and the way he looked at me when I was writhing in pain... It was all wonderful .. I saw my Vikroon in the way he looked at me....
That was marvelous and incredible
Him carrying me., Me looking him and the best part is when Vikroon took me to his room which was something very different because...
My Vikroon now is completely different from the Vikroon who was before marriage arrogant , high self esteemed and entirely self oriented person who is particular about his things, his belongings and his people... Although I won't say he is not caring and self oriented person now because he is very much possessive after marriage too .. But that was because I am his wife .. ..
And he owned me...
So that was accepted...
This
Now
I am just his sister's friend
And mean Nothing to him...
But still he feels possessive with me.. then isn't this something to think about...
Today he took me to his room .. it's bit something easy to be accepted... Vikroon doesn't take anyone randomly to his own room as I said before he is very confidential and introvert and possessive when it comes to his things and belongings .
Today his act of carrying me there. ..
To his room.., to his bed is not something very easy to think of ....
Come on Janvi he really falling for you like a magic as he fell for you before....

He loves me and I love him ....
I said these words to myself inorder to console myself and treat myself well...
I won't give up Vikroon ji ... Never and ever...
Our relationship is more than world and life...
With that I convinced myself to get away from him and his room so that he will think of my absence and crave for my need....

My night was filled with so much of emotions with those spark I saw in his eyes just hours ago when he saw me with wounds and his proximity of nearly kissing me and atlast he carrying his wife to another room...

Yes so much can happen in one ... So much can change in one day....

I don't know what the remaining days are going to be ...
Whether I will be Amirtha as ever !
Or
I will be Janvi Kohli as ever...!
It's still a question
In my life , my future...
With that I dozed off to sleep...

***
"Hufff hufff hufff"
My mornings are always interfered by the huge sound of Bruno growling that indirectly exclaims Vikroon ji is out in excercise....
But today I can't even get up ...
I am aware of what all happening around me .. I can sense a bright light wavering, the voices of Maa and Ramu bhai (worker) , barking of Bruno was all heard and I could even feel the cold was from the atmosphere in my skin but I couldn't move...
With a great struggling I opened my eyes... I couldn't even move my hands to wipe my eyes to have a clearer vision..
I think those tablets I took for the bruised wounds are now reflecting my senses... After a great struggling I sat up on the bed...
I tried stretching my left hand and after some trials I did when I unconsciously lifted my right hand when my shoulder gave a immense pain in the region where I got injured shit... After groaning a bit I came up and stood.. ... When my phone rang
, The display flashed the name "Aarav"
I picked the call...
"Hey jaanu.... Got up ? Hey get ready and be at Sarah aunt home by 12pm lunch?" He said with a bit a glow in his voice ...
"Actually ....." I started to explain my situation here.... When he spoke
" No "actually " and " Buts " okay... Be there on time...." He said and I heard a giggling sound ...
"Hey hear me first idiot... I met with a light accident and I think I need time to... Again before either could complete he started questioning me about my condition and what happened...
After explain all of what happened and how I am now ... He said
" Janvi , this stupid husband of yore is behaving like a vampire after this memory loss even is attitude is hard like stone... He is becoming very very annoying... Wait I'll be there on few minutes you just pack your luggage I'll take you with me .." he said in a one blow when I thought to calm him down I heard rustling sound behind and suddenly Ahana voice boomed...
" Jaanu ..you are fine right" she asked worry filled her voice
"Hey I am okay Da... You know first calm him down... " I said...
"He hears you Janvi we have your call on speaker" she said
"Aarav , speak na?" I said
" What the fuck you expect me to speak.... Even yesterday he behaves like a rogue with me... I sensed it in a way of jealousy and I kept quiet but this attitude is very wrong " Aarav said...
" He is not such a man Aarav... It's my bad luck I lost the man who loved me .." I said when he hissed
" Okay back to the topic... I would be there before 1pm because I think I need some time to get ready and ..." Again before me completing my words he spoke ... " Leave it... We can see her some other time..." He said when I spoke
" No Aarav she wants to meet me and I need to... She gave some hope for my life I need to see her but ...." I struggled when he spoke
" okay then ...I am going to be there at you in law home to pick you up .. so be ready when you feel you are comfortable otherwise leave we can push our meeting" he said when I objected
"No Da... I am alright .. I want to see her... This is gonna be another chance of mine in life .. I want to use it..."
"Okay... It's your choice do what you want . But let me pick you up so be ready..." He said as I hummed and and ended the call...

Damn... How could I forget that I have an appointment with Sarah ma'am she said she needs to see me after Aarav told her I am Vikroon's unknown wife .. and she was giving me good hopes too.. so definetely I need to see her.....
I was arranging my clothes to take bath when this striked me I can Understand how caring Aarav and Ahana is but what are they doing together now, this morning giggling every now and then as they were speaking to me...
Something is going on which I am completely unaware of...
With those crazy thoughts hitting my mind I went to do my morning regular activities...after brushing my teeth I really felt hungry so I thought I should go down inform Maa and grab something to eat and then get ready...
I opened my bed room door and started to climb down the stairs when I heard the barking of Bruno as he started bugging me around and pulling my kurthi... His love is unlimited
I brought guys my hands down and took him in my arms and he started licking my hand and neck...
I climbed down the steps completely as I strode towards the kitchen and Maa came rushing towards me...
"Beta ...you are fine na... I am extremely sorry on behalf of Vikroon beta... He is behaving like a arrogant ass nowadays" maa started scolding her son when I stopped her inbetween
" Maa... Calm down please... "
I said and she came down from being emotional when I started laughing
..
"Is this is the mother of Vikroon Kohli who is considered to be the most loving and affectionate mother only for him .."
I jovially laughed at her when she smirked at me...
" Whoever it is .. I don't like any man misbehaving with woman..." She said when I went near her and hugged...
" Maa.. it was completely accidental..." I said... When she said...
" It's a because of his carelessness...."
Maa was extremely angry and she was completely cursing him...
As she walked towards the table arranging the plate...
"First you eat ..." She said and made me sit and started inspecting my neck to see teh land scratched bruises....
"See these bruises.
. You say it's accidental... It because of this idiot man who don't know how to treat a woman...." She said as she kept the spoon on my mouth...
"Drink this soup.. and then have your breakfast" she said and fed me...
"Maa ... I don't know how I would have been survived without you... You are the great pillar of support after Vikroon here... I don't know how my life would have been after Vikroon memory loss ... I thought my life was over...." I said as I hugged her sideway encircling my hands around her hips...
" Thanks Maa" I said when she hugged back...
"It's my responsibility beta .. don't worry ...he will not give up on anything if he loves ... And that means he still love you and he will come for you..."
"It's good to heard some hypothetical answers Maa " I said when she spoke
"No beta... I know about Vikroon he will come back to you . I have a extremely good proof to prove that
.." she said
When I stopped feeding myself with spoon and looked at her
"What proof ma" I asked when she winked at me ...
"Maa please say na?" I asked when she said...
"Okay okay ..I will... It is...." She said
"It is?" I also asked confused
"It is... He Loves you even now"
She said when I blinked
And I let out a funny laugh
" Come on Maa.. nowadays you started imagining more about my marriage slide that's why you are speaking like this" I did as I started to eat from the spoon she raised...
" No beta... He still I have a proof for That..." She said I raised my eyebrows asking what when she said..
"Yesterday he worried for so much that he didn't even sleep well" she said when I saw her confused ...
First I was very sarcastic to what she was saying
" I know you won't believe me now later you will understand that l am correct now eat ."
She said when I spoke...
" Okay... "
I was eating when she again spoke...
" Vikroon is such an unlucky fellow... He can't even live with a precious love he got... "
She hissed when I spoke
" Don't curse my husband Maa.. he is the best ." ,
"Hahaha ... You keep your husband yourself... Pagal eat first" she said mocking me...which made me laugh too
But our moment was interrupted by a male voice
" Husband ?... Whose husband?" That was when Maa and myself turned to see none other than my husband himself.
" Amirtha are you married ?" He asked when I stood up in attention
" What ? Someone reply! Are you married Amritha?" He asked switch his face filled with emotions..
" Of course her husband?" Maa said when Vikroon and myself turned our faces in a unison towards Maa
When she looked at me and signalled me to look Vikroon
As I looked at him.. I was mesmerised by the unexpected and dejected look he gave...
Oh god...
He looks so adorable with a lost look I'm his face... Mainly when that is for me....

When he looked at me quickly I changed my action of adoring him....Oh god he looks so adorable.

He looked very handsome and I cant control myself from hugging him and running my fingers into his messed up hair.

"Is she Married? " he whispered this time his voice was full of disappointment.

"Yes her husband !?" she said again when Vikroon eyes started moving all around the house but completely avoiding Maa's and my eyes.

" Yes beta, just imagine, Her husband! Just think how husband would have reacted whe he sees his wife get injures because of you , if she is truely married ?" Maa said when I looked at Vikroon his constantly rotating eyes stopped moved and quickly looked at maa,

''What? imagine?" he asked Maa confused and he looked at me,
"What is going on here...?" He asked irritating when Maa said.
"Come on Vikroon don't raise your voice now , that to to your mother..
I don't want you too even speak to me... Is this is how you treat women?
Is this is what I taught you...?
I hate the man who is standing infront of me now.. " maa said in a one big blow. And I looked her and Vikroon simultaneously.
Literally Vikrron eyed started drooling with shame and of course I cant stand his hurt right,

''Maa , please..... '' I said when she spoke, '' you don't stop me beta, Its because of his carelessness you are here like this ...'' maa said looking at me and again winked at me, she is trying to make Vikroon think about me by creating sympathy... but l would say no for such emotions which triggers his feelings for me . l want him to feel for me but naturally , this kinda using sympathy is not a good way.

''Its fine Maa, please it was completely accidental, please don't blame him" l said when again maa spoke

''No beta, thank god it left with only bruises , what if you are really injured badly and think of what I need to answer to your parents who let you stay here in my responsibility , thinking of which if you are married by now, I am answerable to your husband too. Just think of my situation, l am coming to all kindof conclusions because of this cricket leader.

Maa spoke everything and left the room which left vikroon and myself in complete silence . I don't know what or how to react, when l looked at vikroon ji he was staring everywhere else dumbstruck after maa left the room .So l thought of instead of looking at him and make him feel more guilty... l thought to move away from him and l started walking past him.. l just crossed his presence and let out a huge sigh when suddenly a hand held my wrist l turned back to see Vikroon back a second and then he turned towards me ,when our eyes meet. He looked me for some minutes and opened his mouth and close it for twice...
I know what he is gonna speak or ask....so even before he said a word ... I spoke...
" I am fine Vikroon Ji... Now I feel much better" I said to which he stared back at me normal... And then he spoke ....
"Cool then... " He shrugged... l know he is not satisfied with my answer ., he is trying to express something so I didn't initiate anything, instead stood there waiting for him to speak, but he didn't even look at me , feeling nervous and awkward standing there still,
so again l moved but this time l heard him grasp.. l didn't mind anything and continued walking but the l heard him calling me , I turned again but again he stood still avoiding me,

"Do you wanna say something?" l asked to him when he saw me and nodded a big 'NO' in a big disappointment l again turned to leave the dining room and started walking , is he avoiding me and even supressing his thoughts to even speak up... ls this my Vikroon? , the man who loved me with all his life?

Wiping my tear that left my left eye .. l started walking towards the staircase when l was taken back with an arm on my right shoulder , l spinned suddenly and my body landed on a hard surface and the same familiar smell occupied me, and the same secureness consumed me, its my Vikroon chest, soon his hand encircled my waist and his head occupied my right shoulder, "l am extremely sorry, its my fault that l didn't notice your dupatta that struck my car.. sorry" he said .... l didn't wait another moment to hug him back.... and broke down....

"Hey.... shhhhhh ... is it paining..... shhhhh calm down.... l'll take you to the hospital....come on ..." he said when l hummed saying 'no' .... l hugged him tight and l found him rubbing by whole shoulder consoling me and asking me to calm down...

That's my Vikroon..... My Husband.......

I cried my heart but l don't know why l did it... after some time l released my self from his arms when he looked at me....

"Feeling better?" he asked and l nodded my head and distanc myself.... ..
"I am..." He started... When I stopped him.." apologies accepted.." I said before he completes that led him to laugh

"I know the mistake is mine....but..." He shrugged again...
"Oh oh .. come on Vikroon Ji... I am alright...stop blaming yourself and wasting your weekend and mine... I have plans... Go and eat first...
I said and he smiled....
I went up showered and got ready when my phone ...
That's Aarav .
"Hey..." ...
" Janu .. I am Waiting outside...
You ate?"
He asked.....
"Yupppp... I ate and I'll be out in 2 minutes"
I said searching a dupatta in the cupboard...when e spoke...
" Yes .. and inform your mother in law... That you will be little late today" he said
"Why ." I asked ..
" We are going out after meeting my aunt....! Maybe for a pub or party" he said....
I opened my mouth to say no when he again spoke." No buts and no's ...."...
"You are coming... And we are going...... Celebrate your like Janvi
Please .. Come artist for our sake" he said and I just hummed...
"I'll be out" I said and got down...
I got down and I met my mother-in-law and told her I am leaving.
She questioned me asking where I am leaving this morning and I told her I am going to meet my superior mam and going to meet with my friends she have please send me out and I bet goodbye and paced my way out not before requesting Maa to understand Vikroon and speak to him casually . I think I was wearing a red kurta and yellow stole on my top with blue jeggings I came out.....I turned smiled at him and he smiled at me.. l paced towards the gate but l can sense Vikroon looking at me... but still l walked towards the gate and opened it when l saw a red Audi car in the street .. Seeing me coming Aarav opend his side car and came towards and hugged me....

"HEY" he said and hugged ... Me and I hugged him back .. it's was that time.. when Aarav whispered in my ears that Vikroon is standing behind me....
I smiled and acknowledged it with a smile ....
After releasing me he checked my bruises in neck.....
"Shit...look at this" he indicated my neck and said.."I am okay" I did when he sighed at my back ...
"Don't blame Vikroon please...it's accidental" I said without turning back as I know Aarav is looking at Vikroon ...
"I really dunno why you love him this much" he asked...
"That's love, my  best friend it's the best feeling in the world because you don't know why you like the person who stands on your opposite side and you don't know why you fell in love with him or her it's like most wonderful relationship where even just seeing the other person smile is enough for you to love and live"....
"Oh God enough of your unrealistic and hypothetical love story... Look back your man is fuming in anger I know it's because of me .... Because of me who is talking to you and he is very jealous looking at me you know what I really feel happy to see him gritting his teeth just because I am touching and speaking with his wife who he doesn't even remember or know..
I really like playing this playing this game just stand still for another 10 minutes so that I can irritate him" he said...
I was controlling my laughter hearing his quarrels and hit him in the Chest and pushed him back .. he
Too laughed and as he turned his back walking toward his car... In a funny way .. as he opened the passenger door for me to get in...
It was the I turned to look at the way I walked and saw Vikroon standing in the main gate with his eyes fixed on me... Or the car... Or Aarav...
He didn't even moved or jerked a bit even after looking at us...
" Your man is eyeing you only" Aarav said as he walked towards his side of the car and climbed in .....
I know it's a childish thing but I really do like this ...

* Sarah Ma'am home...*
"Hey Janvi... Come in ..." Ma'am invited as Aarav and myself entered....
After giving us refreshments and asking us to sit... She said we'll have lunch first... That's when I see Ahana coming out from Ma'am's kitchen...
" I only dropped her here... Before picking you up... Aunt said she needs help..." Aarav said clearing my doubt.

After eating we spoke some general stuffs and then ma'am spoke....
" Come on Janvi, the wife of Indian cricket team captain.... Express" ma'am said . Making every one silent including me..
"Go Janvi...go and speak ..." Ahana said...
" Ma'am...I...." I shrugged when Ma'am spoke...
" Do you wanna have any one on one session .... "
"No Ma'am.. privacy is not the thing I am uncomfortable for... They are more than my friends" I said looking at them... When Ahana came beside me and hugged....
"Okay then it's your wish to express .."
Ma'am said
When I still shrugged ...
thats when she said
"You know generally o won't have sessions with my Interns
But today I do you know why...?...
First of all do you know what's the problem with your husband that made him visit yesterday?" She asked... making my dilemmatic state completely to her conscious and anxious state...
Before either responded to her she spoke..........
"Today you are here not just a minute Intern or as a niece's friend... You are here because you are my client's wife.." she said and I looked at her acknowledging when she further continued ...
" Yes you are here as my client's wife...
You know right as Psychologist I need
Look a client's all social , physiological and biological terms too .. " she asked when I nodded and this time im uncontrollable curiosity asked her...
" Ma'am... Is Vikroon hi alright... He is fine la?..." I asked and before answered I further started saying
" Ma'am... Why do you say all aspects of mind and body... Is he fine...... Please ma'am don't say anything negative please..." I said when she stood up and came near me as I was blabbering all my worries she sat beside me and touched my arm...and started
Calming me down...
" Yes Janvi he is fine.... " She said when I asked her.
Then why ?" Before I could continue she again asked. " Cool down... Will you... He is perfectly fine...don't ..panic."
She said and Ahana gave me water to drink...
" Oh Baba ... This girl ...do you love your man that much.." she asked...and I was still in daze..
" He is fine... But..." She shrugged...
" Ma'am please" my eyes started tearing up when she spoke..

" Come on Janvi... You are a brave woman ... He is perfectly fine by physically but mentally he is not.." she said...

"Janvi look... He came for the my session actually it was Dr Rajini who preferred him to me.. Mr Vikroon approached me for two things... First thing he wants to know what happened before the accident and the like he lived before... Secondly he came here for a treatment for his nightmares " she finished

"Nightmares" I asked confused .

That's when his blabberings on the day when he was even saying about his nightmares thing in half sleep came rushing to my mind .

....

"Nightmares?" I asked confused .

That's when his blabberings on the day when he was even saying about his nightmares thing in half sleep came rushing to my mind .

....

"Yes nightmares... Vikroon consulted me for his nightmares." she said and l looked at her without even blinking.. '' H expressed how he used to get dreams where he would see a womanly figure and he himself talking, hugging and having good time with someone . At first after going through all his medical records l thought he was having some nightmares due to the trauma caused but after having conversation with him l came to have some clear thoughts where l found that Mr Vikroon is having nightmares of the incidents that was erased from his memory after the accident .. But the funny part here is even before l camr to the conclusion in words... Mr.Vikroon concluded his problems saying these words." she stopped in between when quickly l asked.

"What did he say?" l asked. When she smiled.

"He concluded saying... " Maam .. l think these are my memories that l lost after the accident and amnesia first even l about it after my discharge from the hospital.., but now l think this is not a nightmare but the rewind of my life ... l think l need to think seriously about it ..its my life and l feel like l forgot someone special in my life."she finished when l was extremely emotional  I really don't know how to react for the words which slept from my mentor's mouth.
I really don't know what to say mam I don't know what I am doing right now what I am going to do what I 6 to do today ... Till now what all I need is  just want to be with my man  at least by looking at him I can live my life but is nightmares and everything now it's really confusing me I really don't know what I have to do actually feel like crying."

Ahana came near me to convince me so as Ma'am, soon I heard a huge croaking sound followed by a loud voice...
"Just stop fucking crying for every day thing associated with that cricketer... Why the damn you cry for him that much ....where is the Janvi who use drive be so brave enough to pin point the mistakes made by the fucking bastard in the college by the name of senior's...?
Where is the Janvi who was so brave enough to fight back the psychos who tried to abuse her...?
Where is the Janvi who confidently took up the life when it was a completely accidental marriage and unexpected husband ? " A very harsh voice booked the while lounge and there stuffs Aarav with gritting teeth and red eyes.
I really don't know how to react because that was an unexpected sound and action which as taken back not only by me but also Ma'am and Ahana too..
Fort a minute , I can't really identify what was Reason behind it but soon when I came to know the reasons and anger behind his words is when I truely understood Aarav response  ...
The moment I came to know the presence of others here., My eyes diverted to Ahana but to my utter surprise even before i came to know the reaction of hers , she spoke
" Come on Janvi... First you sit down.. then we can speak " she said and smiled .
She quickly ran inside the kitchen and brought me a glass of water and mam consoled me to when I was about to drink water I saw Aarav reaction but what I found was his eyes filled with guilt I don't know how to manage the current situation for which he rolled out and how aahana looks at me filled with affection and love I really don't know what made Aarav roar at me now when his partner  is beside him but at the same time I was taken back by the words in let out because it's true that I am not the same Janvi who came many  miles away  from home just for  my career and that brave girl who once faced many difficulties and hard situations just to pursue her dream and how come she accepted the life that she never ever in her dream thought of.
"I think Aarav was right where is the brave Janvi I think only she can solve this problem we don't want a girl who always cries for everything shimmers doubt she is brave enough to fight back and she can do it come on Janvi you can this is your life you have to fight to gain at back I think I think it's time for me to leave so that you can have personal conversation with Ma'am. Go and let your stressed out and think positively okay"
Ahana said breaking my thoughts and she turned and looked at ma'am and bid good-bye  . She was about to get up when I got a hand
"where are you going?"
I asked when she blinked and looked down 
"I thought you are uncomfortable because of my presence here" she shrugged but her eyes were staring back at mine with full of emotions and dilemma...
" I don't feel so... I think I need you... But if you feel like to leave then may leave freely Ahana"
I said when she sat down and looked at me
And nodded
When I turned to look Aarav he was looking Ahana with his eyes fixed on her... And Ahana was looking only Ma'am and me....
I can sense how bad she felt  when he would have spoke...
"Okay Janvi let's take a break then... You please  call yourself " she said and stood up to leave and Ahana followed her .
As it's just Aarav and myself left alone .. I stood up and went bear him with the same glad of water which was given to me by Ahana .
"Here" I said when I stirred from his sitting position but still not looking at me...
I found a couch bag near me so I pushed it and sat opposite to him facing him directly
" Have this " I said when he raised his hands to get the glass and took a sip ..

"What happened?".. I asked ..
" I... I got.... I think ... I got carried .....fvck...." He hissed ...
" What ? Say Aarav .. ?"

''I was just.... I got just carried away !" he said when l asked

"l know you got carried away , wanna go and speak with Ahana ?" I asked but he stayed neutral and then looked at me;

"l think so..'' he said and hugged me .

l smiled wishing him luck as he went inside the way following Ahana .

l know how it feels like l feel very happy for these two; sometimes these two remind me of my marriage life which started from 'l don't know' and passed its way like 'l need you'...'ooh goodness isn't it silly yet it gives you the satisfaction of content life which exhibits the path of living heaven on earth.

l was unconsciously scrolling Vikroon and my pictures in my phone when a kissing photo of him and mine was flashed rushing my memories with them when l was having my time thinking about him , my phone rang and the name card flashed its title saying Vikroon ji , l was extremely glad thinking we share same thought process that made me forget to attend the call when l heard Maam voice,

''who is that Janvi?" she asked when l told her its Vikroon; as she gave me the cup of coffee she prepared ... One for me and she was having the other for herself.

'' not gonna attend it?" she asked when l smiled and nodded

As l received the call... Ma'am asked me to put the call on the speaker.. with loads of confusions I did what she said...
'' Hello" l said, when I heard the some sort of rustling sound at the back before l heard the clear manly voice.." Hey this is...' he said and stopped inbetween and shrugged that made me to complete.. "Vikroon ji "l completed.." yeah its me... by the called you to ask you how you are feeling? are you fine/ Maa was very much worried about you?"
He said... Taking time between each word ....
I am good so actually I am fine you no need to worry .... take care of maa" I said when he remained silent....
"Shall I ?" I and in a way to decline the call when I didn't hear any of his voice...
But then I heard him say...
"Okay... Take care and come back home soon" he said which directly meant like 'come back to me'...
I was smiling like a fool  ... Here.. when he continued
" I don't want you to stress yourself.."
"I'll be home soon Vikroon ji..." I said and he hummed as I deimed the call smiling...
"He cares for you .." she said and pattered my back...
As Aarav and Ahana were not there is thought I need to wait but asked me to continue when I took a deep breathe and spoke to her...
I explained how we got married and how the accident occurred everything...
We nearly had a time of half an hour saying this and that , even Ma'am was fully emersed in my story of  adventurous marriage and mystic love... As I was saying whenever she felt like she was not understanding a particular part or inneed of further information she would stop me in-between and get it clarified ..

"So it was Mr Vikroon who proposed you first?" She asked and I nodded...
" So was he the same from the day of your marriage , before proposing , after proposing and after your acceptance?" She agreed
" Yes maàm , he truely was... But Maa will often say that 'he is not patient at all..but  if he really needs he'll not give up ' I hope he ear like that with me." I said  and laughed in-between
"What happened?" She asked smiling
"Actually he was not completely patient with me too .. his way of romancing will be always stern, hard and dominant"
I said with shy when she too laughed at me face...
" Oh good look at that face ?... You are blushing Janvi!" She said  when I controlled my fluttering of heart and eyes.

"Oh oh.... Yes now that you spoke of romance .. lets analyse deep from the relationship you both shared ?"
At first I didn't get what she was about to ask!!...
I was in dilemma or completely confused ..
I raised my eyebrows in confusion when she spoke...
"I meant to ask about your marital life?" She said and continued...

"Being in love and romance is to good... But what about your marital life? How was the sexual attraction and satisfaction between you too... Will he initiate  it or is it  you?" She asked a bunch of questions ....that was definitely a very personal question which even my Mom or Maa have even asked me...
Sex? Initiating sex ? Me ? Him?
Satisfied?
How can I even answer that ? I haven't even experienced it... Oh god
I think Ma'am would have definitely caught my reaction for sure because I heard her calling my name... When my searching eyes found her .. She asked me
"What happened?" When I was dumbstruck to even start my conversation again ..
"What happened? are you okay?" She asked when I opened my mouth .. can I answer this question on marital satisfaction when I really don't know how that'll be ...
" I.... We .....I mean I haven't.... Haven't had...." I shrugged searching for words... When I took up the courage to say ..
"We haven't had sex ... ! " I said when there was complete silence between us ..
"You mean...?" Ma'am asked
"We haven't made a our marriage complete.... Yes we haven't started our marriage life yet.. still a Virgin!." I said when all she could utter was 'oh'....
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End of Janvi point of view
Next chapter will of Aarav point of view and his ways to bring back Vikroon memories... Can that happen?
Do comment and vote!
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Thank you friends for your patient waiting...
I was extremely caught up in the academic works and found no time to update ... But all I could promise is ... I will complete my book whatever the circumstances I am gonna face...
Let's fight together and let's do more

Promise that next update won't be so late...😋😋😊😉

With love.,
Myloveeiffel aka Janu