Janvi's view,
            "Can you explain more Mrs Kohli?" He asked gritting his teeth...his cheeks turn red with anger and his eyes are giving me deathly glare...
"Please Vikroon ji don't be angry....?" I did catching his other hand
In a moment he catched my hand and swirled it to my back .. so that my left hand along with his right hand locked behind my back so our front was touching.." Say why the hell you didn't eat a whole day dammmnit"
he shouted...
"Wo ....wo,..I me...mean I prayed God that that.... I would  fast for 6... week on Fridays... " I said looking at his movements of his  Adams Apple as if he is controlling his anger. 
He didn't answer but his hands on
mine tightened more...
"Vi.. Vikroon ji ..it's paining"...I said as lonely tear slipped my cheek...
I gazed him and his eyes changed he quickly released my hand... I started rubbing my hand wrist. 
There is a bruise on my wrist and it's paining...
I was rubbing continuously when Vikroon took my bruised hand in his ..and he gently caressed it .... I was staring at him and he was at me. ..  we shared eye contact and suddenly Vikroon raised my left hand and brought it to his lips and he....he kissed my bruise he gave on ..,my hand . My eyes widened by this activity....
     

But Vikroon is stern...,he kept his hands now on my waist and pulled me into him as now we stood body,body touching...
"Why were you fasting....?"he asked closing his eyes and patiently...
"I...I... I...was  ...because I prayed that I'll do fasting for you if...if your health is good as you become physically fit the the world cup well..."I said little choking...
"What...the...?"....he left his hands from my waist and started running his fingers through his hair...
He walked pacing here and there and suddenly stopped and looked at me..
"Are you doing this nonsense from long back?"he asked frustrated...
"Ya ,I already finished my fasting  for 5 days only one is remaining...''
"Are you really mad, how can you still believe in this stuff and act like this.."
How dare he say me mad?

"Do  ...do you ever know how much I was worried when you fainted... I was not in my control... But you are casually saying now ,that you are fasting!!"
He smirked giving me angry look...
 
. "Vikroon ji please don't talk like that ... I believe in God... Even if you are not. And it's my duty to return my debt as what God gave what I asked before..." I said angrily....
"Oh the person should be angry is to be me... But here you are angry... leave ..let me make it clear you are not going to do that again...." he said and cursed something under his breath....
"Yes I am angry... How can you say my belief is mad. Let me make sure . ..
I don't like people who speak about someones beliefs are mad and indifferent.... In that case I hate you for ditching my belief and underestimating God..and be clear I will fast and do my rites perfectly and full-fledged."I said sternly ,his eyes showed something and I didn't wait for Vikroon and turned to leave to the car...
Thank god it was open...  I sat quietly
..
Not even a minute ago he kissed my bruised hand but now he makes me go crazy.....I heard the click sound of the car but I didn't turn to see him. "Wear your seatbelt" he said...
But I didn't make a move to do so... He thinks doing all these he have full rights on me ....
   
   He warned again but I didn't budge.   
Then I heard shifting sound of the seat and I found Vikroon's hand on the  seatbelt and I turned to see his face parallel to mine..
He slowly pulled the seat belt  and locked it not before stroking his beard with my cheek...
    
..   

Our ride to home was so calm .... I didn't even care to speak to him...As soon we reached I got down from car and opened the main door and walked as fast as I could and reached  our room .. I took my pants and loose kurthi top and went in to take bath after bath I changed to my night wear and came out to see the room still empty... But my phone rang.. I took my phone it's my partner in crime .. Suganthi...
"Hi Da..."
I said before I finish my room door opened and Vikroon entered with my duppatta still on his shoulder and some  bags in his hand... He came inside and kept it along the  bags which was already on the bed.. which I didn't notice before...oh god I forgot about the shopping bags and he brought everything up...I felt guilty one side and on other side I felt little happy as I made the famous cricketer carry my shopping bags..

"Baby tomorrow.. I wanna see you..." I heard Suganthi's voice from my phone... interuppting my thoughts. 
"Ah yes.. sugan ...we can .. ??" I said seeing Vikroon  .. that moment I see him staring back...
"How about you come home tomorrow... Suganthi...I am free tomorrow ... It's Sunday so you try to come Na??" I said staring him....we both are Seeing each other without smiling or showing any emotion...
He crossed me and opened his cupboard as I continue to talk and watch his movements through the mirror in the dressing table opposite  to us...
  I was seeing him through mirror and observed all his actions... He removed  his tugged shirt from his pants and he started unbuttoning his shirt ... He clearly know that I am seeing him and he is doing this wantedly....as soon his second button popped open I know that he was bare behind his shirt and at the open of third button I am dumbstruck.. seeing his physical rock hard.   Oh god he is manly....
"..Janvi...Janvi... are you there..??"
I  quickly flinched coming back to reality....  "y..ya...sugan..."... I stuttered and there I see my husband winking and from that I understood that he noticed my stare on his body ....
"okay... Jaanu I'll be there by 11,in morning.."..she said and hung up. I was damn staring at my husband's physic   and he also watched me looking at him..
I turned back and continued to talk eventhough she hung up so   he would never think I am moving  a out of that place because I am embarassed ...
After reaching kitchen I kept my phone on the slit...and heaved a heavy sigh...
But still I am angry on him ... how can he say my beliefs like that....
I know he'll drink milk before going to bed...
I boiled a glass of milk...and took to my room to see him watching football match sitting in his side of bed..a(I take the side of bed near the dressing table and the side where cupboard and door to washroom is there and Vikroon towards the side of balcony door...)
I kept the glass on the bedside table and closed it using a small lid near him and turned to leave...
"I don't want anything..." I heard his voice ... I turned to see him playing with his remote Changing channel...
I know he is doing this willingly ... Which made me more angry...
Without arguing I took the glass and a book abnormal psychology (study book)and opened the glass door to balcony .
I settled myself on the couch outside and started reading g the book and sipping the milk...
As I was reading all my memories flashed....today was a big day with content,happy, car drive ,jealous , disappointment,kiss and now fight ..

Vikroon's view....
    I made best to use her sleeping after Maa left to download her favourite songs and present her that.

   I was very happy' that she searched  me  after she woke up taking medicines yesterday, ..but our conversation was interuppted by that bastard's call Aarav...I planned to take her shopping today and  to make her  day well...

  She is such a simple girl avoiding high class lifestyle... Not only her clothes but even her heart his pure...
In making her wear my Selected Dresses and taking pictures made my phone filled with her photos...
In all dresses she looked like an angel... Quickly I posted it on my Instagram.... Because it's time for the world to come familiar with a her face...
  I selected 8 chudithars for her... But rejected one because that was having a deep low neck in front... I can sense her discomfort when she came out after triying it in trial room itself..
After selecting the seven and talking with the salesgirl about the selected pieces .. I see the salesgirl literally smiling whenever I ask something to her... I was waiting for Janvi to save me...as she was changing to her dress... I turned accidentally this we her gazing a saree which the showdoll was wearing...I saw the wantedness in her eyes...I didn't think twice I turned back to that sales girl and told her to add that saree too...
She came back as the salesgirl left...I thought to tease her...asking how about shopping more...but she thought to divert making me love her more and more..
    When I leave to pay off money using card. .. I need to sign the receipt as I am using VVIP's card...the salesgirl car near me and asked that she wanted to take photo with me...before I could I saw back Janvi staring me back... I saw something like jealous in her eyes and that time a idea flashed my mind ..  I am possessive on her.... I know that well but I don't know how she thinks of me so I nodded but after taking photo with the salesgirl , someother salesgirls and some purchasers too asked me to pose for a photo...while I was doing so,I can see Janvi in the corner of my eyes as she was distance away from me standing parallel....I see her speaking to some nerdy guy... And I see her taking dresses from his hand and keeping it on her standing near  the mirror .  They both were laughing and talking to each other... I thought of making her jealous but now she is making me be jealous on her.... Damn.... Plan failed!
And it's by that I noticed she is standing without duppatta .. I love the way she present herself with dupatta and dressing modestly.  . But I don't want her to be out like this talking to other man..showing her curves to others.   Ooof.  Come on Vikroon... .  I know she dressed modestly okay be frank... I am jealous... Of her ...
If I say that she is not dressed properly then I have a problem .... Even though I have dated girls with short skirts and tank tops ,No even  I once loved a girl doing her modelling but that time I was not disturbed  by their dresses ,why not even I am man I too have eyes... But it didn't seem to be cool in Janvi's case.. I don't know why???but I hope it's because of the insecurity that she'll reject my love.....I asked the duppatta of Janvi's to the same salesgirl and went near her as she was staring the same doll wrapped in a different saree now ...it's because I made that packed for her and I pinned her dupatta ..

Atlast all were wrapped and set to leave but it was then I see Tom... And he started praising... When he nodded and started Invading my purchase...
As soon he exclaimed that I purchased more before and the mention of that damn Anupama... I became really angry... My past of me buying fancy modern dresses to Anupama invaded me... I see Janvi nervousness through the corner of my eyes ....she started to leave I gripped her hand but she started to wriggle herself from me... I think she don't know... That I won't leave her ...
I tugged her and made her stand by my side holding her possessively....and introduced to Tom stating that she is my wife and my life...
On the way I didn't speak with her because I felt guilty.. I know about how reserved Janvi is... I am totally opposite...
I took her to my restaurant and introduced her to them all ... I even took pictures ...I know what she'll order and ordered without asking her... She started her conversation... asking whether I am angry with her ..?? What the fuck... Why I am angry on her... I am angry on myself ...I made my Answer  hoarse so she didn't continue her talk...
After our food , We drove back home... But I see her switch on the music player...,and being so casual...again she initiated talking ... I again said I am not angry on her...But she insisted to prove that I am not angry on her by buying her a ice cream...I am confused of her sudden request... I saw her and then I can't control but laughed..
      I drove and saw a small shop as some boys where standing in the corner ,I don't want Janvi to go out.  I asked her dupatta and draped it around my face... And thats when my favourite scent hit me...
Woah even get dupatta is making me insane... We shared our icecream  where I stopped near a lake and we got out. .. after some talks and fights we finished our icecream... Suddenly she asked whether I like her modesty... To be frank I love her dressing sense..I think Tom speech made her think this way...
I convinced her and asked about my confusion... Yes how can she be without eating g a whole day... But her answer made me angry...
She fasted whole day that too because of me. .
Why ??why she is doing all these?
I was out if rage I scolded and said not to do it again...
When I first time saw Janvi getting angry ...
I was really dumbstruck of her speech and when she said I hate you... I felt my world stop.... I can't imagine my life without her now. .how dare she says that... I fisted my hand and made myself calm down..
I am happy one side knowing she did this for me ..and the next it hurts me to think of the position I saw her today morning....
We reached home,she went up quickly and slowly lifted bags for my wife but I loved it...
Now I neglected the milk and find her moving to balcony with book... I need to provide her,her space...
After seemed a hour too she didn't come inside.. I went out to see her sleeping with a open book laid on her chest and a half glass of milk remaining ..
I drank the remaining milk and carried her inside and laid on bed...
I stroked her cheek .
   
   . I had dated many girls...and moreover she is not my first girl in my life... I had kissed many girls...and Anupama tooo..... How can I make her to accept my past....??? I thought love is just this much  until I saw Janvi... Kissing! hugging! And production of children...
But Janvi made me realise what love is???
I am not a man of control .. but she controls me... My anger , my urge and all... She is my pain killer..
With that I switched off light and laid in my side.   today is one of the memorable day in my life....

Janvi's view,
        I woke up to see myself in bed... obviously I know who brought me here...
Suganthi came to my home .. Vikroon welcomed her but we didn't speak after our fight yesterday....
He didn't start and me too...
    Our week passed ignoring each other...and I started missing his voice and scoldings and his voice...
But he was still cautious about my safety...
Daily Abhishek will drop and pick me up....
  It was Friday , the last day to do my fasting...I showered and came out where I got hit on a rock hard chest...
I raise to see teh blueberry eyes...he catched my shoulder....and we shared Arte contact for a minute...
"Are you gonna to your fasting today..?" He asked with blank face...
"Yeah..." I said..he left my shoulder and walked past me and inside the washroom...
    I quickly dressed and went to kitchen to prepare a glass of milk for me as I was arranging my records and books..I see Vikroon perfectly dressed in his formals coming down the stairs...
Usually he will be in his gym but I see him getting ready...to go somewhere...
I made coffee and muffins and gave him through Gowri Maa...
I had my milk and on the way to reach the front door..." Take care...." I heard a voice behind and I know it's Vikroon but nodded before leaving...
**** After my college and a long practical class I came home tired went to room... Slept for a hour and woke up dressed..
I came down with my wallet. ..yes I am going to Mandir (temple) to finish my fasting....I was shocked to see Vikroon on the living room watching TV in his t-shirt and sweat pants...he saw me and again turned back watching TV... I went inside Pooja room... And took some of Pooja products and placed in a bag...
I prepared lemon tea for h what he usually drinks in evening and placed in front of him...and continued by process of picking the flowers,camphor,ghee all those stuffs I am nearing g the door when I heard his voice..."where are you going?". 
I turned to see him standing and walking towards me...
"Temple...."....I see him knitting his eyebrows as asking questions...
"Yeah ... I have to finish my fasting by the blessing of God. So I am going to temple..." I said and turned to leave ...
"Wait.... Wait for ten minutes I'll call Abhishek to drop you!" I heard gun saying....
"No need " was my answer. 
"Just listen ...it's for your safety .." he said..
"I don't want someother man for my safety... If your really concerned about my safety.... Then you accompany me..." I said folding my arms under my chest ..
I know he is very cautious but really I don't want someother man to be my side... When my husband can do that for me...
"Me???" He asked confused..
"If not leave ... I'll take a cab" I said and turned to leave. 
"You stubborn woman...." He said with a sigh....
"Wait I will change and come..." He continued and climbed the staircase...
I love this man ... He is my all and all...I smiled myself..
   We went to temple... He was stubborn to come inside but he came and after puja...the Prasad was given ... we sat down near the mandap... Before I could sit Vikroon ask Vikroon fed me. ." Are you hungry..?" He asked ..."a bit..." I said.. he took me to his house Kohli mansion...I think he already told Maa because the time we went I see Maa prepared food... I really ate very well as I washed my hands after eating Maa stopped me...
"Did you notice my son's eyes were only on you when you were eating... It's because he noticed you fasted today and he wants you to eat well.... You know he is falling for you"she said making me blush ..
We drove back home...and we spoke very casually as before... neither of them talked about our fight . 

I can sense my locality by the silence .. I am living in This locality for three months but I didn't even know my neighbours name too...
  Before we enter our neighborhood I thought of giving this day more memories...I saw the Panipuri vendor,a small boy with the small table standing there and waiting for customers.... on my side through car window glass... standing opposite side of road...
 
" Vikroon ji stop the car... " I said literally shouting and the car stopped the next minute...
"What happened...?" Vikroon asked concernly shaking shoulder...
" I am fine... I want Panipuri" I said staring at the temporary located Panipuri shop...
I turned to see him as there was no response from him ...he started the car again and parked to the corner of the road
He stopped the car and turned to continue his stare on me...
He was staring me As if I said a bad word. 
"What??" I asked see him seeing his weird reaction...
"You want to eat that?..." he asked as his tattooed hands extending to show the Panipuri shop...
I nodded and asked him keeping my puppy dog face..."please Vikroon...."
His reaction changed and he nodded.
.
"Okay .. I am going... " I said...and removed my  seatbelt  clutched the door to open... Before I could open it I felt Vikroon's hand gripped my shoulder... I turned and asked him...
"What Vikroon ji??" I asked
" What you mean you'll go .. I'll too accompany you..." He said removing his seatbelt...
"But... public...." I said turning and seeing about people...
"No one will be here at this time... This is VVIP area.. mostly no one can see me or identify me.." he said and got down and I too opened and got out...
It was a wide road and the shop was opposite to my  side and Vikroon had to lock the  a car door and come around to get my side... but without waiting for  a him I ran out  without seeing  any vehicle passing the road..leaving Vikroon behind... I paused hearing a loud horn and in next moment I am in my secured home... It's Vikroon's arms.. before even realising I  safe now..he pushed me back forcily...
"You mad  .. can't you wait a second... You grown up didn't even know how to cross the fucking road..what cold have happened if something happened to you ." He shouted literally making me flinch and my eyes shined with tears... There were no one in the road but how could he speak to a girl in the middle of the road like this???...
"Please d...on't us.. e th.those words!" I said choking on my words... I Saw him staring at me  ...."please don't use harsh words infront of me..." I said As tears started flowing through my cheeks... We were silent for a while of two minutes... After that I walked across Vikroon to open the car door... I lost my mood to eat anything...but it was locked...
I turned to see Vikroon standing still in the same position...
"Open the car door..." I whispered..  he slowly moved around...
And came near me..."come first you eat... then we'll  leave..." He said catching my wrist... I removed my hand from him ... "No ... I want to go home..." I turned again .. and I heard his voice...
"No ...I won't until you eat " he said stubbornly.. I am not in the mood to talk to him...so I continued standing there... It took time and ten I turned to walk in the direction of our house...

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