Janvi point of view:
After my conversation with Sarah Ma'am we had our lunch with others which means along with Aarav and Ahana. I think they have made up again from the way they react . Aarav passing glances while Ahana is feeling shy this reminds me of my married life where Vikroon and myself just loved for ourselves even before we confessed our love..
"Okay Janvi... What your plan today?" Aarav asked kicking my thoughts to the side ..
" No... Nothing ... Have to leave home" I said as kept on eating.
" So how about joining us?" I heard a familiar voice ...
I quickly turned back as I saw Smiley entering as she hugged me from back...
" You are here?" As she kissed my hair...
" Yes my better half.." she said and sat in the dinning chair near me .. as she wished Ma'am and gave her high five to Aarav and Ahana...
" Yeah lovely doves .. oh god they are always making me jealous .. " she said as she looked at me raising her eyebrows making it obvious she is talking about Ahana and Aarav
" What?" I asked laughing at her crazy look...
" Yes... See this couple always together having unlimited intimacy! " She said with a huge sigh....
When I laughed out aloud...
" As if you don't have a boyfriend?" I asked...
" Oh this woman... I think we need to be very careful and also we should be away from this bitch" Aarav said as Ahana nodded...
" Hey come on... I too have a cool and cute and handsome boyfriend... " She said and started exaggerating as always that gave a new afresh energetic surrounding again ..
Friends truly are great as always they always show another part of life and they make use happy at times when we need them the most...
" If you have a cool and handsome boyfriend why are you looking at us and being envious " Ahana asked smiling as she enclosed her hands with Aarav ..
" I am being envious because you can see your boyfriend anywhere, everywhere and anytime .. but I cannot" she said with a huge disappointment...when Ma'am replied...
" Whatever the circumstances or situations be... You know relationships are always not easy" Ma'am said with the hints of some hidden truth... We all agreed with her as we had our lunch together...
" So Janvi join us tonight!" Smiley said after our lunch when we gathered in the living room . Ma'am had left for some gathering outside so it's
Just us in our home.
" Actually I have to go home and I haven't said anything to Maa and he must worrying" I shrugged when Aarav spoke...
" Say the truth Janvi... It's not your mother-in-law or home...you have your reasons" he said...
" What does that mean... Nothing like that Aarav.." I said hiding but when I looked at his eyes it was just staring back at me searching the truth..I can't speak more.
I can't lie more...
" Sorry guys .. I am not in mood... I really don't know but nowadays I am not enjoying anything." I said ..
There was complete silence. Then Ahana spoke.
" You need change too... you can't just be like this. First have some peace left and than remember you are not just here by yourself gifting gives battles... Still if you feel uncomfortable to accompany us then leave" she said and sat in a calm posture. " Okay guys dont disturb her, let her do it her own way... we cant play her own role and live her life.' Ahana said.

I think they are right l am being a coward to show myself out. No l cant blame my life always and l should definitely consider my people who were always beside me .

"okay .." I said and stood up...

' Are you leaving?" Ahana asked ...
" Then are you guys going to go alone?" I asked when I see Ahana face lit up with shine...
" I am just happy for the decision you took today after a long period of time" Aarav said as he stood up taking his car key....
" Don't mind him !" Ahana said when I smiled...
I know why Aarav is behaving like this... And I totally agree what he expects from me is all the bold Janvi from before but what to do love cab make a person strong as well as weak. 
We four started our journey to our outing spot..
" So where are we going?"  Ahana asked...
" Arkinemesis " smiley replied...
" Wow...  I haven't been there... I want to dance" Ahana said with her eyes glistening..
" Don't even think of drinking and dancing with other guy... You are just going to hold in to my arms from our entry to exit" Aarav said when Ahana pinched his  shoulder...

" Ahhhh.... " Aarav squealed with pain as he was laughing....
" Is it a pub?" I asked when when replied with a big nod as he drove...
" Hey lady call your man too..." Aarav said as I found he was talking about Abhi...
" Yeah I have informed long ago... He would be on his way" she said flipping her hair back....
I smiled looking at their joy as we moved towards our current entertainment.
I haven't mostly went to places like cafes, restaurant or sometimes bar...  But mostly I won't go there as to be in my limits during my first year... Then after my incident when my drink was first spiked I gave up the idea to even enter it. And after marriage Vikroon never took me to such kind off places and I never wanted him too.
But today I am in such  a place where I even had a traumatic experience just to see what life awaits for me....
....
After we reached there everyone was enjoying first we just ordered mocktails... but then their need changed...
Aarav and others had some hot drinks excluding me as they know I won't drink... But still however close you be with your friend... But during these times even though they treat you well you may feel like you are left out....
Sometimes it just happens...
AS it was nearly 8 now I thought I should inform Maa now so I called her and informed that I would be late tonight.

Nearly half an hour passed... I was still in my first soft drink .But others are in their edge . Everyone started behaving weird too... Then I had my second...
It was then Abhi entered when smiley made a big fuss saying he is late and he started explaining....
They both are really cute couple though ..
After making up both of them went for a dance when Aarav came towards me with  a glass in another hand...
" Have this...!" He said ...
" No Aarav it's fine... I am feeling full" I said... yeah the first drink itself making me feel little dizzy...
"Are you kidding it's 9pm now...and we had our lunch by 2.30pm... don't even dare to lie to me and drink..." He said as I took the drink from his hand ...I am not a person whose is well known of drinks and their nature... It is Aarav who gives me these drinks and I only drink what he gives me.
Because he knows about me and my needs. But still l cant make them feel bad after coming here with them and disappointing them.After getting the drink from his hand .. I took a gentle sip.
So is this is how it will taste with a great doubt l cleared up my mind and started having the drink that was given by my friend. First it was little sour and sweet too. But after sips l really started to like it and had it.

" Hey can I have your cell phone I need to play a prank with Ahana and I am in need for your phone, if you have something personal you may not give." Aarav said..

"No ...nothing like that you may have mine". And he after making sure l am drinking the drink Aarav and Ahana started to walk away and they started dancing like Abhi and Smiley . I was in the corner near the stage sitting in the chair...

O'of the people here are really weird and they look extremely different , the person who is standing on the other side l mean the person who is accepting the drink orders and preparing it...even he is looking giving weird glances and he look very comical too with his hair dyed differently as well as wearing some teared up dress and jean....Hahaha he is funny not just him many guys including some girls have a different dressing style which makes them look like they belong to some worn out fashion walk..

oh my god what the hell am l thinking ? l usually don't give a fuck about how the others think or see... but today l am not in my right sense too... Is this drink is making me feel like this ? or maybe..But still I am already feeling like I am in need to sleep and my head spins a bit Definitely it cant be dur to this third drink... Is it due to low Blood pressure, l think it is due to that because l think my educated mind says l feel this due to the very hectic and emotional day l had today. Before l could further think about l end up pushing my handbag down from the bar table, when l bent down to pick the phone l see some other hand that bend down to pick the phone... I slowly came back to my original position and l was about to stand up straight but l don't know why suddenly my legs gave up and l slipped a little when a hand held my hip and made me stand stand straight... when l looked up l l can see some one is standing in front of me but l couldn't identify the man who is standing as my vision was little blurred . When l blinked my eyes twice l can see a young man who is a complete stranger to me is holding me , he was a good looking guy with a formal white shirt and denims. He was literally very tall, good physique and even had a very handsome face with beard . literally he was looking like whole set of amazing boyfriend type.... believe me my all these thoughts just occupied my mind a second or two as the next second l started to remove his hands from me by taking a step back but again l started stuttering my feet when the same hands that held me a minute ago held me again this time with the a strong pull against my waist. "Careful young lady?" he said.. oh my god even his voice was very peculiar....

oh what happened to me ...usually l don't think like this...

" yes... I...I...am al..right?" I said avoiding his eye contact but heard him let out a laughing sigh..

" Yeah... l can see you are alright... come on sit in the chair behind you?" he said and made me sit as l quickly recovered from his touch as if l touched some hot boiling water...

" Here have your bag!" he said and l saw his hand holding my handbag..

"Thank you..." I said as he nodded his head... l started to have some twisted vision time to time...

"Are you here alone?' he asked as he took up the place nearby my chair, basically the drinks sessions are in the opposite and there is a long table separating the customers with the bartenders. So practically that guy sat near me as he ordered some thing in an unrecognizable language that end in the sound of 'ish'

Here l go again thinking and analysing something that is not needed . But still l gave a unanswerable look towards his questioned and turned my neck without answering as l started drinking in the remaining drink offered by Aarav.

" did you not hear my question are you avoiding me?" he spoke again when l kept calm ..

" I think you should atleast have the courtesy to answer as l helped you not even five minutes ago?" he said and l think may be he really deserves that....

"NO l have my friends accompany me so l think l am not alone? " l said as l continued to take another sip.

" Are you a south Indian? Madarasi?" he asked with a smile in his face. When l blinked...

" Do my appearance look like that.?" I asked...

" No... your slang...you haven't uttered any single hindi word when you are in the great party centre and you didn't even cursed me when a stranger held you ?" he said laughing...

Is he really mocking me saying l should kick his ass or what?

"So you really want me to scold you that badly or hit you?" l asked...

Again he again smiled...' no no actually I am saying that because even l share the same slang of yours and maybe even the thought process too!" sighing l just nodded my head... smart!

" what about you?" l asked... I am stuttering so much oh my god....

"Oh yes... let me introduce myself... I am Adhithya Reddy, an Ophthalmologist also from south indian from Vizag, I am just resided here for a weeks conference and workshop.".... he said as he drank his drink and ordered the other... woah doctor

"So you?'' l feel like l can sense somethingis nearing me.. someone . No l shouldn't go afarrrr

" Should I?" I asked pouting..

" If you say so... maybe l thought l could have a good friend before l leave to the hometown... You know.. even we met very quickly and started conversing" he said as he smiled again... oh this guy as his own charm.

" Woah.. you have your way to get to know people .truelllyy speakking l really even like your approach.." I said giving him my first smile and he paid me back with another smile...

" Okay about Me I am Janvi Ko ...No..Nooo.. Don't I think that l am Vik." I said as I closed my mouth.." Sorrryyy.. I am not well I think... to be said simply I thin I am not married and , Actually I am from Chennai...I am an interning Psychologist. Ah you are a Doc.. Doctttor righttt So Greattt of you! And you seem to be like very handsome tooo...Actually I thought you were an actor or model !"

Wait actually l cant completely omit it...l am justttt Janvi now...I thinkkkk sooo..." Is said and all my remaining energy just flashed out...like nothing and what all I heard at last was voices that called my name one was the person beside me and at the same time l felt a familiar touch on my shoulders but I gave up opening my eyes....

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Vikroon's pov ;

This girl.. Why is she occupying my mind always.. whatever l am doing or wherever l am she just pops up in my mind in some way or the other. Amirtha is the only women who was not excited about my status and treats me like a common man. I know it was my mistake that end taking the car without checking if she was safe or not.. But still after l managed to apologize she just took such an issue very cool and said its fine and started to act normally.

As I was unable sleep even a brink last night due to her wound. I checked her room door once a hour thinking if she is fine or not and Bruno was near me as I think even he is worrying about Amirtha.. It was during the dawn when l don't know how I fell into sleep. After waking up I realised it was nearly noon as L walked down. I heard that a conversation is going in the kitchen, When I peeped into the kitchen I saw it was Maa and Amirtha who was seriously engaged into the conversation. when I widened my ears to listen to them is when I heard Amirtha said.

" Don't curse my husband Maa.. he is the best ." ,

"Hahaha ... You keep your husband yourself... Pagal eat first" when both were laughing out of curiosity and aan unknown feeling inside l uttered those words without giving any thinking .

" Husband ?... Whose husband?" I asked as continued " Amirtha are you married ?"the moment she saw me she stood up from her chair," What ? Someone reply! Are you married Amritha?" I don't know what maked my voice my voice hoarse but it really did naturally." Of course her husband?" Maa said when l looked at her giving me a feeling of something which exclaims that I am going to miss something which never even in my hands, I never really know how to even exclaim my feeling.

"Is she Married? "

"Yes her husband !?" she said again when Vikroon eyes started moving all around the house but completely avoiding Maa's and my eyes.

" Yes beta, just imagine, Her husband! Just think how husband would have reacted whe he sees his wife get injures because of you , if she is truely married ?" Maa said when my unknown confusion come anger and the lasting anger burst out in me.

''What? imagine?" I asked with my voice full of hoarse.

"What is going on here...?" Is this some kid of a joke to them?

"Come on Vikroon don't raise your voice now , that to to your mother..I don't want you too even speak to me... Is this is how you treat women? Is this is what I taught you...? I hate the man who is standing infront of me now.. " maa said in a one big blow. It was during that time l really felt my mistake that I did yesterday. Againn that guilty feeling started to occupy me.

''Maa , please..... '' Amirtha started when Maa continued '' you don't stop me beta, Its because of his carelessness you are here like this ...'' Her words depict the regret my mother is having for my action as a son yesterday.

''Its fine Maa, please it was completely accidental, please don't blame him" But then When Amirtha uttered these words l cant control but feel like' how can a woman utter words like this ' ,If it was some other girl other than her I am damn sure she would have slapped me then and there.

''No beta, thank god it left with only bruises , what if you are really injured badly and think of what I need to answer to your parents who let you stay here in my responsibility , thinking of which if you are married by now, I am answerable to your husband too. Just think of my situation, l am coming to all kind of conclusions because of this cricket leader. "Maa concluded Aishhh husband my foot! First of all why will she be here when she has a husband. She is very young to get married too.

Maa spoke everything and left the room . Now it is completely silent and I am really in a very awkward situation that I don't or cant even see her the woman who is standing inn front of my eyes. We were standing facing each other, but not event uttering a word. I need to apologize to her properly. I think this is the good time. When I thought I should begin now., she started walking towards me.. is she really going to use this opportunity and slap me . I was waiting for the reaction for my previous action. But to my surprise she just walked past me. I don't know what came over me but I quickly held the hand that was swinging by her side. Due to my sudden touch she grasped a bit but then she turned and looked at me, those eyes said something that I can feel like it is giving me warmth and comfort., those pupils that always dilate seeing me not looking me straight in the eyes are now looking at me as if her own universe is in mine,when I felt the sudden move of her hand when I realised the reality and was searching words to start the words I need to but she spoke before mine.

" I am fine Vikroon Ji... Now I feel much better" As if sensing what I am going to ask. But still I wonder how does she do all these things as she knew what is going on in my mind."Cool then... " I just said as I don't know how to ask her out. When I was still searching for right words she started to move forward. This time I don't have any idea to stop her but again as if she heard my mind she turned and asked me "Do you wanna say something?" But in a instant response I nodded a big no.. regretting.

As I nodded she turned to walk away again . But I know I will regret more if I lose this opportunity , I cant make up if I lose this. Sip I quickly walked towards her as she walked out of the kitchen towards the staircase. I placed my hand on her shoulder and in one tight pull she spinned and fell on my shoulder. I tugged her quite tightly and a very familiar scent that I felt was making me feel more in need to stay like that but after a second or two when I heard the crying gasps from her , I learnt she is crying , "l am extremely sorry, its my fault that l didn't notice your dupatta that struck my car.. sorry" after uttering those words she started to hug back me more tightly as she started to cry more.

"Hey.... shhhhhh ... is it paining..... shhhhh calm down.... l'll take you to the hospital....come on ..." I said in guilt thinking she is crying due to the pain but she nodded in 'no' and she just took my tshirt more in her hands as her breath fanning my chest region. I held her in my arms and pattered my shoulders.

After few seconds she started to move little away , "Feeling better?" I asked as she nodded and adjusted her self from me."I am..." I started to apologize when she said " apologies accepted.." That completely took me by surprise as it made me laugh but still I am in a position to explain myself.

"I know the mistake is mine....but..."

"Oh oh .. come on Vikroon Ji... I am alright...stop blaming yourself and wasting your weekend and mine... I have plans... Go and eat first..." she said and smiled. I thought of atleast taking her out but now I think she have some plans for today, actually even I have plans that I need to meet up with Miss Natasha , the daughter of the CEO whose brand had an agreement with me to be their product's ambassador . She asked me to have lunch with her but I was the who kept on post ponding and fixed today as I was free but after yesterday's incident I cant even sleep a bit and I really wanted to make up with Amirtha. With Amirtha I really felt I need to spend time with her but now she has plans . So I just left her as she pursue her plans . After that I showered and I had a small meeting with with Rohit Kumar my co cricketer as I am leaving out for lunch with Natasha after informing Maa I went out and was having a conversation with Shaurya when I saw Amirtha walking out I know she cant see me as I was standing in the lawn , she started to walk towards the gate and there she stopped as she talked with someone. She was talking to some guy first I cant see his face as Amiirtha 's back but when I see him leaning forward toward her I saw the clear picture of his face it was that Aarav , he was always beside her whenever she is out and whenever I see her. Today he was here to pick her up. As soon as they both saw each other , he paced towards her as he hugged.

"Hey man, there?" shaurya voice boomed on my ears..." Yes dhosth may I call you back after wards?" I said... "Looking like you are falling for something that steals your presence now" he said smirking as he cut of his call, Shaurya is my best friend who is currently in abroad for his business. After those words from him and the actions happening infront of me seem to be more in common. When my eyes are completely fixed on them I saw this guy leainng forward to touch Amirtha's neck . An unknown anger arised in me, the action of him touching her literally made me lose my temper. I know he is touching the bruises may be as a friend but still he is a man like me . I can see him speaking with her in anger checking the bruises but soon in some seconds his face changed to smirk and they both were laughing , this was something that's adding more fuel to whatever I am thinking now. Amirtha is just a person who is staying inn my home, she might have her own life and I should stay away from her to make sure I don't expect more.

Soon he opened his car door for her as they both got in. Despite all the inner conflicts I still looked only her expecting atleast she would turn and look at me. the moment I looked her and she looked back at me is when I felt this feeling to know more about her.

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After a short break and conversation with Rohit I was alerted by Abhi for my Lunch with Natsha . Actually as an act of thankfulness I made the lunch meet at my Nueva Restaurant. When I reached there I met my fellow works and the chef as I had more time for the lunch meet after checking the turn over and new introductions. I checked my phone when suddenly Amirtha came into my mind . Quickly My mind started debating whether I need to text her to ask about her pain and whereabouts. I have her number saved so without any dilemma I called her. After along struggle I called and inthea third ring she took my call as if she was very much desperately waiting. As she said

'' Hello" I walked towards a quiet place by the side and started to say " Hey this is..." I shrugged as it was difficult to say that the great celebrity is calling a woman to ask about her health but still having a inner curiousity to know about her whereabouts. But before I could complete she said

. "Vikroon ji "Her feminine voice boomed the receiver when she said Hello with my name with more respect as she adds up 'JI' at last. No one ever in my life called so respectfully because some will call with "Mr" or by my name , and her voice was so much made up to call my name like that.

" yeah its me... by the called you to ask you how you are feeling? are you fine Maa was very much worried about you?" I said Maa inbetween so that she wont mistake my words towards her

"I am good no actually I am fine you no need to worry .... take care of maa" she said when I happy at the same time confused to continue again..'shall I say her that ill pick her up after her meeting or? I was giving some idea when she asked

"Shall I ?" she asked as if she is in need to decline the call in a sudden urge I said

"Okay... Take care and come back home soon" in a fast tune " I don't want you to stress yourself.." I said

"I'll be home soon Vikroon ji..." she said when I just hummed as she declined the call.

I was feeling little awkward for my actions when Abhi came in to inform me that Natasha as arrived. I gave her a bouquet of pink roses. After welcoming her, I gave her a tour around the restaurant as I introduced to some people, then I took her near the arranged table and pulled the chair to make her sit.

"Oh Vikroon your restaurant is so damn good, this is my first time here actually i think I should visit here often with my friends." she said

"with pleasure , please do visit ,just let me know before so I can make something special for you and your friends" I said when she nodded after that we were having our lunch . We spoke many things and we seem to get many things in common.

"So you are a sports person too?" I asked as she was talking about her high school.

"Yes but actually I was an athelete, after that I gave up my sports so that I can completely concentrate on my career . My aim is to study business and take over my father's business and make it take the next step" she said. "great... you are a well matured and talented person. I quess you really reached the place you wanted to"

" So Vikroon how is your health? and your amnesia?" she asked.

" Yeah much better , regarding amnesia I think I am standing in the same situation, those two years are like a night mare, due to my intense obsession to know my past affects my body I am completely away from it now as I don't want to spoil my career . So now I am not forcing anything, let it come if it really means to me. otherwise I am just going to accept the reality." I said when she smiled at me and nodded.

After our lunch I took her near her car and opened the door as I need be perfect gentleman but she closed back the door and hugged me suddenly.

"Thank you for the wonderful time , flowers and food Vikroon and I have something for you.." she said and took the bag from her car and gave it to me.

"This is for you and I want ask you one thing too . can we speak a moment"

" sure.. come this way" I said as I took her the lawn where no one was there.

"Yes miss natasha , anything regarding our agreement?" I asked

"No actually this is something personal..." she shrugged

"oh sure .. go ahead and take your time." I said when she spoke.

"So Vikroon , actually I don't like delaying things when I clearing know that I need to do it some day or the other so here I am going to say about my feelings " she said and took a deep breathe

first I cant get her but with her actions and nervousness I could sense what's going on as even I am a man with some sort of sense despite my amnesia.

"I think you need to think more before you act to look up for a reaction.. so take more time if it is such an important..." before I could complete it she spoke

"I gave a lot of thinking towards it so I think this is the right thing to do"... she said and now looked directly at me with some kind of glint in her eyes.

"WILL YOU MARRY ME VIKROON?" she asked that's where the need to express me more begin.

" Are you just going to smile like that and avoid to answer me " she asked when I realised I was smiling too.

"Actually I.. I don't know what to say either.. I am not completely but little flabbergasted " I said when I took two step back as I said." I think you know what kind of health issues I am going through.. I am not in a state to start up a relationship with someone when I don't know what kind of a person I was in my previous days and I don't even know whether I am a suitable match for you?"

" come on Vikroon , its you who said you are not going to get involved with your past .. then what is the problem. Even I don't consider people past when they are in my present and will be in my future."

she said

"Its right Miss Natasha but still.."

"Do you like someone else ?" I was completely shaken by this question... do I ?

"See I know you are currently not In any kind of man and woman relationship and now by your silence I don't even think that you like someone else too then what is the case?"

"Actually I think I need some time and I need to talk with my family" I said

' take your time let me know the answer as soon as possible' she said and I was nodded while staring the ground .

My mind was completely blank when I was again take off when a pair of lips touched mine.. before I could even react to push her away .. Natasha pecked my lips when I quickly held her hand before she do something more serious...

"Natasha . what are you doing?" I asked when she stammered abit and smiled...

"Sorry for that sudden action... I just felt I need to kiss you instantly and I did"she said.

"look let me take some time to consider then we can" I stopped as I know she can understand what does that mean.

"Sure ..meet you soon ." she said and went past me.

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I entered home by 7 after all my meeting with the staffs and having a small drink with them as I am in my leave from playing cricket... Little much of alcohol can be intaken.
When I reached home I went first to maa and tried to convince her for my behaviour yesterday and first she was very stubborn but later I managed to make her smile as she hit my shoulder ..
Then we were having my dinner together  as all my siblings live in their own life by themselves so it's just me and my Maa when I asked her where is Amirtha
" She is hanging out with her friends so she said she will be having her dinner out..." She said ..as I took my bite ..
" But it's nearly 9.30 shouldn't she be at home " I asked
" She is an adult Vikroon I can't blame her right ... It's fine let her have some fun...she is always restricted inside home , this generation people should have some fun right..."
" Yeah...." I shrugged...
" I hope she gets soon as possible... I am worried because she can't even speak properly to others due to language difficulties ... Thank god she has good set of friends... You know that fellow who came home... He is such a great kid. I really like him alot."
Maa said .. it's not even difficult to guess that she is talking about Aarav and Amirtha.

'You eat a lot! you are in leave now so eat well and don't be in diet eating only eating greens and peas"...I smiled hearing her lovely affection in the words of mother's love.

"I think I need to cook biriyani for you.. yes tomorrow I am going to prepare mutton biriyani and badam kheer for you.. " she said getting up from the dine.

"Maa please don't do that .! you know right I cant have those... I know I would eat it as soon as I come home after foreign matched but before I used to workout in order to reduce what I had gained but now I am even restricted to do some exercises as they say it increases body stress... " I said afraid of controlling my temptations tomorrow...

"you cant run away from me .."she said and winked at me

"Go to bed early and rest.. I think today you were very busy."

Suddenly Natasha Came to my  mind and what happened between us ....

Should I say Maa what happened...

" Maa... I " I started

But was confused of how to proceed...

" Yes Betta..." She said ..

When I looked at her my past flashed my eyes when Maa took care of everything in my life and accepted the concept change of mine as I became popular. She even didn't like of me dating Anupama but still she never ever spoke ill of her anytime because she knew I like her and so she was silent respecting my feelings.

But today I am in a position to say  Maa that one woman wants to Marry me . I just don't even know how to start... But then I think I shouldn't say this just like that because this is life and before I approach Maa I should think whether I am in need to do that or not...

" No Maa.. nothing I am giving it some thoughts let me get some  grip  first before I take it up you .." I said and she nodded

I went straight into my room its nearly 10 now as I got ready for my bed "How come she come so late to home? is she starting to adapt herself towards this night outs like today's generation?

Or is it me who is not getting used to this generation ? no impossible I may be a virgin boy but not a saint...! even I go out and even I kiss girls who I date so I should be broadminded too.

OH this girl is making me think to the extreme ends of the world!..
I was about to lie down with my phone as I was handling my social media account... When my cell phone rang it was flashing the name "Queen Quest!". That the queen who lives here in my house and who gives me a load of confusion and distractions in the name of guest. Yes it was Amirtha.

"Hello? where are you? Do you think you can enter the house however you can? don't you know that you are staying in the great celebrity?"

"Hello? " My voice was cut of by a man's voice behind the receiver

"Who is this?..." I asked.

"Actually I calling from FEEL FREAK bar.. I saw this phone lying on the table I thought someone left their phone here so I dialed the last received number" he said when I stood up in attention near by bed even before thinking.

"Oh.. oh I is Amirtha fine? is she safe?"

"Amirtha ..sorry sir I don't know whom you are referring to!" the other said

" sorry sir and thank you.. can I know where you send your current location to this number and ill be there in twenty minutes"

"Yes sir take your time and I'll send the address" The dialer said

as soon as he kept the call I first thought to call Abhishek to accompany me as it was also a personal issue I was about to call him when this thought striked my mind actually it was a weekend but still he was there for me accompanying from morning till evening just now few hours ago he was relieved from the day so I shouldn't disturb him . My phone binged with a new message with the address and along with the dialer's name 'Jagdhish'

I quickly grabbed my jerkin as well as my car keys as I crept out of the house without any noise...

I reached the place and in the compulsion to not to show up in public I wore my jerkin as I covered my head and took up the nerdy framed glasses to make up my face look different.

I went inside.. Oh god it looks like a huge party hall with all the young adults drinking and dancing.

After reaching there I called up the last received number and in the fourth ring he took up the call.

"Hello sir .. I am in the location you sharedWhere are you Sir?" I asked and he guided me to come near him after pushing some people while many people pushing me , I reached there when I saw a middle aged man who seems to be more short than a average person standing there and as soon as he saw me and found the voice he heard and lip moments sink he quickly shouted taking me to surprise...

"Vikroon Saab...."

I quickly went near him..."Shhhh. don't make it obvious please.. I am here for my personal issue and I don't want people to be aware of my presence here." I said and he quickly nodded but took my hands in him..

"Vikroon Saab Meh tumara bahudh bada fan hun. please Sir ek autograph !" he said making me smile...

"Sure how will I refuse.. but first phone" I said and he nodded giving me the phone but still looking at me stunned...

" where did you get this cell phone?" I asked when he said he saw it in the bartender's showtable when he was ordering for his drink and showed me the place...

"OKAY Jagdhish.. thank you for your help.." I said .. he was looking at me like I am alien and after a long stare he spoke...

" I cant even imagine that the Indian Cricket Team captain is here in front of me..'' he said when I hugged him... "Thank you for your help it really means a lot." I said and gave him my autograph and even took a photograph with him with my phone. It was really a fan moment for him but still he was having Amirtha I cant fully trust him until I see her...

After that I again went near the place where Jagdhish said he saw the phone and was silently searching her... it was nearly in the blurr of a moment I saw a familiar face in the right corner of my side... with another push and pull of people I slowly reached there as I saw Amirtha sitting in the show table where as I saw her speaking to the man near her, He was constantly smiling as she was blushing every now and then..

I paced near her .. as I was nearing them step by step I found something off it was her behaviour.

Even from me approaching from her back I found her shifting in her place every now and then and she was shrugging like a child infront him...

when I went near her and called out her name but soon she dozed off and laid flat on the table infront of her. when I called her again and went near her I found the other man who was beside her also call her name and we both held her both elbows as of me catching her right arm and he end up catching her left elbow . This time we again called a name but this time what I sensed was the different names we called "Amirtha" and "Janvi"

First I was confused but then I composed myself.. Is she on her date?

"If she is out for her date shouldn't she be careful about her belongings too how can she be so vulnerable infront of him" this was the first thing striked my mind but then I again gave up and asked him...

"Do you know her?"

"NO.. actually I just met her... but I think I know you.... Vikroon Kohli?" he felt Amirtha move in my arms... she leaned more on my chest as she was sitting and me standing. She looked up with her eyes half closed and she smiled a bit .. stuttering "Vikroon ji"...

"yeah.. its me.. Can you see me..?" I asked as o took her face in my hands when she nodded as she snuggled more into my chest hugging me through my waist .

" Have you been drinking?" I asked

"She was not stable for a long a time BY the way I am Adhidhya Reddy...a Doctor.. its a pleasure meeting you...!" he raised his hand when I welcomed his hand giving a handshake.

"Do you know Janvi? she said she was here with her friends.. are you her friend ?" he asked...

again... Janvi.. I Pushed his words aside...

"I think I need to leave " I said bluntly and he nodded.. he was so tall than me and he was looking good too. "No.. we need to leave"

"yes sir... Now that I know she knows you I can leave her up to you... " He said and he brushed Janvi's hair and he touched her cheek.. within a second I touched his hand that was touching her cheeks..

"I was checking her consciousness... " he said looking into my eyes when I nodded taking my hand off him giving him the permission to touch her..

"She just dozed off..I think her pulses are normal" he said looking at her eyes and hand.

"Thanks "

"Do you need my help? I think we need to carry her!"he said .. I was confused at first but then I again felt her moving.. She raised her head again and this time she left me and tried to stand on her own self as she held my arms..

"Vikroon Ji why... why arr.. youu...herrr?" she asked as she raised her hands touching my specs..

"Woah... you look more handsome wwearing theseee specsss" she said and she smiled looking at me,as her hands slide down my cheeks rubbing my stubble beard .. for once I was taken back by the clear look from her eyes and her touch. I was looking at her when I felt a sudden pain in my cheeks . That's when I find that she was pinching my cheeks very hardly...

"Aww.... what.... what are you..?" I said as I removed her hands from my face..

"Awww . cute" she stuttered leaving a laugh

"Janvi.. do you feel okay?" The Doctor Stranger asked

"Yeahhhhhhh.' she stuttered as she turned and held his hand smiling.."Thank you Mr....yourrr name...."' she stopped thinked when he let out a laugh..

"Adhidhya!" he completed when she smiled and took a step forward and hugged him...

"Thank you Mr Adhi... it was very nice meeting you?" she said when he smiled again but I held her hand took her by my side...before she end up hugging .

"its time to leave . " I said looking at her and then I looked at him.." Thank you Dr. Adhidhya now she is fine so I can manage to take her home..." I said when he nodded as I took her handbag from the table and she smile at him showing "BYE ..bye " actions....

"Take care Janvi... " he said and she nodded saying.."you too Tall man.. see youuu!" she said and pouted making a childish grin.

She was taking breaking steps that was altering and shaking so I held through her waist as she end p snuggling more on to my neck.

nearly half of her weight was on me when I managed to take her out of that noisy dark place. After Coming out I lifted her completely and was carrying her across the floor and made us enter the elevator as we reached down. when I came down I carried across the lounge and made my near the lawn that was inbetween the parking lot and bar. I just left just like that with her as I never even had a thought to find her friends and inform them because i was very angry on them for leaving her like that to a stranger . As she was quite chubby and due to my lack of exercise l made myself stop and made her sit in the nearby bench in the lawn. As it was late night l couldn't find anyone near the lawn as the park is little away from the bar and it was quite a huge area too. Suddenly I had some pain in my head and some unknown blurred picture of some guy carrying someone on his arms I constantly see some blurring image of something and when I tried to concentrate I again felt so much pain in my head. As I coudn't handle any more I made her sit in the chair.

As I held my head with the sudden pain , I felt a touch on my shoulder . It was Amirtha's hand as she was trying to sit properly as she is finding difficult to place her drowsy head on the chair. As it will hurt her neck more and it will pain more tomorrow I placed my hand on her cheek and tried to place it on my shoulder .

"why do you drink if you cant handle yourself?"

"Vikroon ji..." she stuttered again and again just saying name

"What are doing right now?" i asked smiling at her childishness... when suddenly again she spoke..

"You know what I Like you so very much " she stammered looking up the open air space the sky..

I smiled... she is acting cute...

"You know you are very very handsome and i like everything about you" she said smiling and let out a laugh..

" Okay thank you for your compliment" is aid and was about to stand up when she held my hand and pulled me back asking me to sit down

" Its... true.. Vikroon ji i truly like you"she said

'' okay .. then thank you for your true compliment" i said when the smile in her eyes washed away and she started to look me very deep in to me..

" You know you are the only hope and constant of my life... I just just want to be by your side always and all I need is to look at you everyday and everytime." she said just looking at my eyes as her eyes started watering...

"Hey....are...are you alright.. I mean.." my words was stopped when she kept her finger on my lips..

" Don't ask me anything... just just let me be where you are? who ever you are and whatever you do... I don't care.. whether youu get......our memories back or not.. i don't care but still don't ..don't avoid me" she said stammering very much that made me difficult to analyse her words mainly that word .. did she say 'your memories' or 'our memories'

"I just need to be here with you like this .." she said and placed her head on my shoulder. What is happening around..? Why cant I push her and avoid her? why do I feel like she is being cute and I am completely fine to be by her side?

"Amirtha what are you talking... I cant really understand what you are saying and first of all you are not in a stable state now I think we need to leave!" I said removing her fingers from my forearm but she insisted as she hold me tight..

"Just for some more minutes.. letmee bee in your side..." she said as her eyes closed as her head sank deep into my shoulder.

"Why the damn you drink this much if you cant handle?" I uttered through grit teeth ..

"What would have happened if you were in danger and I am not near you" I said out of frustration and in some worry thinking of her security... Like Maa said she is unmarried and she needs to take care of herself.. she cant just wander here and there..

And why do I care for her, like Maa said these are just what the young generation do and I am a completely a non judgemental person when it comes to woman.. But still I cant let her do these things and I feel like I should be the one beside her when she is in any kind danger and I should be the only one who sees her in all kind of vulnerable situations.. Fuck I don't even know her before but I feel like we have lived a life together. What are those flashing scenes that occupied my mind few seconds ago.. those where depicting some unexpecting stories but the damn thing is I cant get things straight. And more than this unexplainable feelings now I am wondering what does she mean to me.

Pushing all my stupid questions and aside I again bend my head near her face as I tapped her cheeks trying to wake her up so that we can leave.

"Amirtha wake up.. can you walk?" she again nodded with a big 'no' and she hugged me this time taking her right hand around my neck pushing herself more.... That when I saw her face that was shinning with cuteness and she was looking extremely beautiful under this moonlight...

I took my hands near her face as I catch those flying finches of hers so that I can clearly see her face..

She looked like a person whom I know for a long time... My left hand gradually went to her right cheek and my forefinger started tracing her cheek as she was lying on my right shoulder with her eyes closed. My fingers traced her chubby cheeks as she moved a face leaning more into my hands and lying more on my shoulder.. her simple action made me loose control and the more and more she leaned into my arms the more and more our touches and proximity increased....I already feeling like to kiss her as our close touches initiating some manly vibes in me when my eyes moved down to her lips.

She let out a small sigh though her lips as she uttered my name more softer like a whisper,

"Vikroon Ji"..as she licked her dry pink lips..

That's when my last level of patience and tolerance just vanished and I gave up all the dilemmas as my face bend down towards her face. I moved closer towards her face and just staring at her lips and as soon as her breathe touched my unshaven stubble is when I gave up the least left out insanity and placed my lips on hers. I sensed a sudden wave of long lost power as I started to lean more towards her lips as I pressed mine strongly towards her.. I can feel the small sigh sounds and still I can feel her lips responding to me... I continuously placed my lips on her as I held her face more rightly. When I need to deepen the kiss I started sucking those juicy lips more as if asking for permission. That was the moment when I felt a hand crawling up from the front side of my shirt to my right cheek as my right hand led her the permission to touch me as my hand travelled towards her waist as I held her hips and tugged it tightly pushing her self more into me when she let out a long sighing moan, taking that as my need right now I pushed my lips more into hers, I was sucking her lower lip when she was breathing hard just to tste me like I am doing with her. her lips tasted of strong vodka as she was tasting more stringer than that .. her fingers get knotted inside my hair as she held it more tightly, I couldn't control myself more when I pulled her lips more as my tongue was fighting for dominance , she let me take her as my wish when I bited her lips and sucked it taking my turns with her..We were nearly out of breathe but she was still obeying for all my actions..

I kissed her for all my need and when I had another flash of pictures as a hidden riddle where this I had a picture of some one kissing the other without their consent...My eyes wide opened when I found the reality infront of me with her lips still on me with her eyes closed. There was loud horn sound far away that made me understand where I am and what I am doing.. I abruptly moved away from her and before she opened her yes I stood up straight as I turned my back towards her. WHAT HAVE I DONE?

HOW CAN I KISS A WOMAN WHO IS DRUNKEN AND NOT EVEN IN A STABLE STATE.?

I cant even take a step to turn and look at her but still I need to apologize... I gathered all my strength and turned my self back only to see her lie flat on the bench dozed of..

My hands quickly moved to touch her but guiltiness washed over me... thinking of what I should do next I thought to run back to car and bring the waterbottle but I can't leave her just like that so instead of thinking I again picked her up as I walked towards the car passenger seat and placed her on the seat near the driving seat. I took the water and splittered it on her face ... as I gave some for her drink after making sure she is dizzy just due to the vodka and not because of the kiss is when I came very grateful as I drove back to my house.

I have dated many woman I cant even count, I have kissed some too. I had been in a relationship for about five years with just one woman too... But I haven't once intiated a kiss without their permission or consent. I acted like a pervert today kissing a woman who was completely dozed off due to alcohol.. I didn't even have the courage to look at her face even though she is not going to look back at me .Even when Natasha kissed me today I didn't gave myself.. for god sake I haven't been in a relation after Anupama so I am damn sure I haven't been kissed for the past two fucking years...then how can I control when Amirtha is just tempting ....And moreover the kiss was nit the same as I had with Natasha .. this was different and I really loved that moment..

LOVED THAT MOMENT? DO I ?

After reaching home, I went near her seat and opened the door, when she spoke with her closed eyes... but she was not speaking properly, she was just stammering something in her own language that's really difficult for me to understand, but then she opened her eyes and looked at me a second then she again closed as she opened again.. That second is when I thought of running ot somewhere far away from her but to my dismay she held my collar and made her self stand on her own... She said a slurring Thanks to me as she walked into the house.. she was walking very awkwardly but still she managed to get inside the House as I followed her with her hand bag in my hand.. When she was near the staircase she started climbing by taking a step on the first step, but quickly she fell on the front but I held her hand before that..

"wait"

"Nooooo.. I havveee le--legs...." she said and took another when she started shaking again

"Just listen to me...I don't want you to see your face with bruises..." I said and lifted her when she held be tightly as she pouted . I climbed upstairs and made her stand as I opened her room door and picked her up and laid her on the bed ... this time when I leaned back.. I couldn't do so because Amirtha has held my collar pulling me..

"Amirtha " I said as I tried to unclose her fingers but she called me..

"Vikroon ji.." I turned to look at her when her eyes was looking directly into me...

"I MISSED YOU" she said when a drop of tear slided side her eyes and the next second I was pulled which made me fall directly on her lips. She started kissing me pulling towards her ... after all even I am common man and I cant control more as I gave up enjoying the moment....

She released my lips as she moved her face up a bit and kissed my forehead...

I gently pushed her and stood up straight..I was about to move away when she she held my hand...

"Amirtha..." I pleaded her in a whispering tune in the state where I am blindly asking her take time and think... I never really have the decency to look at her but I heard a huge sigh and then a voice uttering..

" Janvi.."

I turned back to see her smiling at me...

"My Real Name Is JANVI...." she said and slowly she again dozed offffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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