•Lucy's p.o.v•

What.....
Is this for real?

Am I really going to get married to this bastard......

I was in a never ending ocean of overthinking about this that I wasn't even aware anymore of what they are talking about.

Then I suddenly felt someone grabbing my arm and taking me somewhere. When I kinda came back to my senses I saw that it was Zeref.
I didn't dare to look back at Natsu. How could I?
It's all messed up now.
We are messed up now.

This isn't how it was suppose to happen. Right?

What we did wrong?

But maybe, just maybe it was done for good.

I could see both of them everyday. I could see Natsu everyday.....

That's more than I could ask for at the situation I am right.
I feel like a prostitute to even think about it, getting married to that sick old Fucktard just to see his face everyday. But it pays good... Right?

It's worth it right? Is it? IS IT!?

I again came out of the LA LA nightmare land when I felt Zeref take his hand away from me and punched it in a wall. The wall cracked up a bit, it looked hurtful but it was like he didn't felt anything as he was going for another one that's when I stopped him.

Lucy: "ZEREF STOP IT!"
I grabbed his hand so that I could prevent him from hurting him self anymore.

He snapped out of his angry sweat dripping like bullets and I saw a few tears in his eyes. He banged his head in the wall before I could stop him and slided all the way down on the floor with that same angered and feared expression.

Then Turned in my direction so now he was sit on the floor back sticked up to the wall behind him and his head sulked between knees. Refusing to meet my eyes.

Zeref: "I am sorry Lucy.....we are so sorry. We fucked up real bad. There is almost no way out of it. I am so sorry.... "
He whimpered it all. It was barely above a whisper

I took his head in between my hands making him forcefully to look at me even if he didn't want to.

Lucy: "What are you sorry about? It's gonna be fine. I will still get to see you guys everyday and that's more than I can ever ask for." I looked at him sympathetically just so he could stop these over flowing emotions he was feeling inside his head.
But he just..... Laughed? He laughed like a crazy man and then Suddenly it was back to crying.

Zeref: "You don't get it now do you?"
I looked at him with a questioning glance.

Lucy: "Get what Zeref? Get what?"
He scoffed at me. Almost like pitying me.

Zeref: "He is going to kill you." OK.. What? He looked in my eye dead seriously like no way in the hell it would be a joke but why? Why Would Acnologia kill me? Wasn't he trying to make me his legal sex doll? And honestly I was taken a back.

Lucy: "Why would he try to kill me if he wants to marry me?" Call me dumb or what I was honestly confused.

Zeref: "Lucy, do you Honestly think you are the only kidnapped girl he wanted to get married to?" he said it while arching his eyebrow.

I was lost at words.....
Dumbass me was going to die. FML.

Lucy: "How many times have he done this before?" I tried to use the much rational tone I can while trying to process that I am going to die soon with the hands of a guy who is gonna use me as his sex doll and I won't even be able to get one last session with my boyfriend. Great life can't get better from here. FML²

Zeref: "too much for me to keep a record that's sure."

So we in the endgame now...