SRUTHI'S P. O. V.

          I entered the room and shut the door with a bang. I threw my flower garland on the bed and sat on the corner of the room and started to cry my heart out. Why? Why should it happen only to me? Am I looking like a use and throw bin that everyone could use so carelessly? I kneel down and covered my face with my hands preventing to allow anyone to see my vulnerable state even though there was none in my room. Why did it happen to only me? I didn't do anything right! What was my mistake in all this?

            Why are you so heartless Ani. Why didn't you think about me? Why was it only me to see everything? Why are you acting Mr. Anirudh? Why are you this selfish? I hate you. I hate you to the extreme core. But still I hope that whatever I saw was not true. I can't afford to loose you Ani. But I'm helpless. Had that incident not happened, I seriously wouldn't be in this State.

Flashback:

        I was listening to some romantic tunes on loop. The smile on my face was constant. Suddenly a chill breeze touched me so tenderly. I slowly opened my eyes to see the swaying of the trees and noisy traffic. But to my hard luck, I saw something which I want to be a nightmare. Why Anirudh? I saw Anirudh walking fiercely in the garden. His expressions made it evident that he was disturbed. I tried calling him, but he kept cutting my call. What's going on?

            That's when I saw someone running towards Anirudh. Nivetha? She's his Personal Assistant right? She directly went towards Ani and hugged him. My heart missed a beat. He reciprocated her and hugged her back tightly. My breath got hitched. He could have burnt me alive instead of doing this. I rubbed my eyes and pinched myself to make sure that this was my nightmare. Unfortunately, it was for real. I couldn't control the overflowing tears from my eyes. She slowly broke the hug and he seemed lost in her.

              More than the hug, that expression from him, killed me. Is this the award do I get for....for..... having feelings for him? She jumped a little to get to his height and kissed him on his cheek. I lost my balance but I regained it by holding the railing. That's it. I turned around and closed my mouth and cried my heart out. Thank you so very much for this Anirudh. Thank you.

             Tears started streaming down my cheeks without my knowledge. I just wiped them. But I couldn't control my feelings. Why did you do this to me? Why Anirudh? I hugged my knees close to my heart and buried my face in-between my knees and cried as much as my acrymal glands had the maximum capacity.

ANIRUDH'S P. O. V.

           I ignited my car alive and left the hall as soon as possible. I exceeded the speed limit, I know, But I couldn't help. I reached Albuquerque, went into the recording room and closed the door with a bang. I went directly to the couch and sat there with tears streaming down. I closed my eyes and only Sruthi came in front of me. Why Sruthi? Wasn't Nivi enough to mess me up that you have created this?

            My eyes fell on the piano. That brought all the memories with back again. I went near the mic and closed my eyes. Her smile, her eyes, her swaying hair everything was so beautiful. The memories of her singing came like a lightning. The went back to my computer and played that song which we recorded with her.

SRUTHI'S P. O. V.

          I took my phone and played the video which we shot for our film. The lyrics seemed so perfect for my situation now.

Mothal ondru Kadhal endru,
Maara kandene naanum indru.
Moolai sollum paathai sella,
Nenjam kekkama nindren indru.

          Oh God! Wait! This looks so similar to.....to.....my situation. The memories of our first meeting flashed in my mind. The moment when I bumped into him, the changes that happened inside me. The feelings and changes that's happening inside me has now got the answer. Love. I love him. I love Anirudh. But see my fate, I can't even express it. I just hate this. Hate everything.

Hope that this is just a nightmare!!!

                   Vanakkam makkals. I know I know, this is an very early update but all because of You-know-who. So hope you people enjoyed this chapter.

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Lots of love,
Sruthi ;)