Dallas pov

I just hit my little brother.what the hell! I stay staring at the spot he was just sanding. Me hitting. Him. Playing over and over again in my head.

"Maybe we should go look for him?" two-bit said. I nod my head not wanting to open my mouth incase I start bawling. Yup I Dallas Winston still cry once in a while. But if you tell anyone ill break your face. We sign out ponyboy and let him get dressed. I hope Johnny is okay.

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Johnny pov

I sit in the lot thinking about happened. I felt more tears roll down my face. I pull my blade out and look at it before putting it to my arm and sliding it across. It hurt like hell but at the same time it took all the pain away. I do the same thing to my other arm and to both my wrist and thighs. i felt light headed but didn't care who will miss me anyways. i close my eyes as i let the world around me go dark.
i love you ponyboy Michael curtis

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Johnny!!!! ahh.

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