~ mari ~

"Mari  come on. He isn't coming" Alya said with a sad tone.
I walk along the path towards the church; linking arms with my best friend. Despite the build up of hatred for each other and the misfortunate turn of events, I shred a tear. It's hard losing someone you know even if you weren't ever close. To be honest the tear could be a result from the heartache I've suffered from losing my fiancé. I never told my parents and I don't think I even will be able to. In my weeks of solitude I've had hallucinations of him. Everywhere I go.
I walk out of the bakery on a miserable Monday evening to go to the grocery's. "Adrien..." I walk onto the road and build speed. A flashing light brings me back to reality. "Mari!!!!" My mum runs and drags me back to the pavement . Mari ... why didn't you follow me. I'm waiting for you. When can be together. I can run away. Just cross the road- "NOo! Your not real! " I shout.
"Mari what's wrong" Alyas by my side rubbing my arm.  I stare blanking at the church doors, breathing heavily. This is going to be a long service.

The coffin gets carried through the neighbouring field and lowered into the ground. All of us lower our heads for respect whilst lia's family cry. When the coffin is covered in dirt we drop flowers and say our final prayers. I slowly walk away from the crowd and see something in the distance or is it someone? I can make out a tall person dressed in black as well as having a head of dark hair. Adrien- I can see his face from anywhere. He's my Adrien. I build up speed but before I can say his name "Adrien-" a man pulls him away and stares straight at me and fade into the distance . "Marinette" a hand touches my shoulder. I jump. "Uhh ooo sorry" I say, "oh lia's mum, I'm sorry for your loss, I didn't mean to walk away I just wanted some space"
"It's okay dear.. I too need some space" she says while relaxing. "It's okay marinette I know that you didn't do anything to hurt my Lia, she was troubled but I loved her and didn't want this for her. But don't be disheartened and feeling guilty"
"Thank you" I whisper.

I walk towards my Friends and get into the car to go towards the after reception. (Funeral party thing lol). "Girl have seen London's fashion magazine cover!?" desperately she pushes the phone to my face. Nino and Alya wait longingly for my reaction. The cover depicts a tall young man with dark dark hair with green eyes. "Adrien-" I whisper.
I grab the phone out of her hands and slide the phone to see the next pages. Adrien's really made a career from himself, considering the short period of time his had. There are multiple of pages of just him. My face softens and I relax and remember all the good memories I had shared with him. But I see one photo. A picture of him with a girl. "I guess he's moved on" I turn on the phone, give it back to Alya and stare blanking out of the window.

A couple of days have past since the funeral and no one really seems themselves except for Alya and Nino. I on the however hand sad as always, take a walk heading towards the Eiffel Tower. It's as if everywhere I go I see Adrien. As I walk by billboards and bus station advertisements I stare sadly at my Adrien's face. It's usually perfume or a high end London fashion lines but he looks so different yet so the same. A tear slides down my face every time. I walk along the bridge and see all the padlocks locked on the frames. A couple share laughs and kisses while throwing a key into the water. I lean over and close my eyes. I throw my left leg over the bars. Fear and sadness overwhelm me suddenly. But I know that this isn't the best option. I fall back onto the decking and roll into a ball. Rain began to fall heavily and make load sounds as they hit on the wooden bridge. I can't keep on living like this.

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