"So, does this mean we're dating again?" Lan Wangji kissed Wei Wuxian's spine starting from the top.

"Mm, I better hope so. I'm not in the market for a one night stand, unfortunately." Wei Wuxian sighed as he enjoyed the languid kisses.

"Mm, good, because now you're officially off the market." Lan Wangji turned Wei Wuxian around and started to kiss his mouth.

"We still need to talk about ground rules." Wei Wuxian softly moaned from the attack to all his senses when Lan Wangji sneaked his hand down to grab his half erection.

"No obsessive behavior, respect each other's space, no overprotective, jealous boyfriend type, in exchange for sex everyday. I can live with that." Lan Wangji nibbled Wei Wuxian's neck.

"You know, sometimes it's scary how accurate you can read my mind."

"Nah, I just know you very well."

"Good, then you should know what I'm going to do next."

"To me or to the Jiangs?" Lan Wangji started to move his hand faster, and it made Wei Wuxian blanked out for a minute until he came apart in Lan Wangji's hand.

"Damn, Lan Zhan, you literally just drove my soul out of my body." He spoke breathlessly as he touched his forehead ro Lan Wangji's shoulder.

"I'm not finished yet."

"I got the feeling that you might say that, but as much as I enjoy our… reconciliation, I need to think." Wei Wuxian pushed Lan Wangji away. "And I'm hungry. I'm gonna order food." 

He ordered enough food for an army, and after that, he called Shen Qingqiu to let him know that he would not go to his new apartment tonight. When Shen Qingqiu asked him his whereabouts, he only chuckled and ended the call.

The food arrived soon after and they opened it while putting it on the table. Wei Wuxian ordered a pork fest; crispy pork belly, char siu pork, fried pork with spicy chili sauce and preserved vegetables, asian style sticky pork ribs and white rice. He also ordered a dozen beers with them.

Lan Wangji whistled when he saw the feast on the table.

"That's a lot of food there." He sat beside Wei Wuxian and started to open the beer. "You should eat a lot, baby, you're too skinny." He pinched Wei Wuxian's waist fondly and put food on his plate. "Here, I know you like the cracklings and the ribs." Lan Wangji peeled off the cracklings off the crispy pork belly and put it on Wei Wuxian's plate.

"Stop it, you're like a mother duck." Wei Wuxian became shy, but he was happy. This was like when they were still together. It was like no time had passed at all.

Lan Wangji continued to force feed Wei Wuxian, while kissing him with every second bite, making him giggled and drunk in happiness… and from beer. 

After they ate and nibbled at each other, they quickly took off their clothes and started the next round of feast.

"Lan Zhan…" Wei Wuxian moaned while Lan Wangji pounded on him, "you're so insatiable…" not that he'd mind, since he was also starved from Lan Wangji's touch after two long years of separation.

Lan Wangji only mumbled incoherently as he lifted Wei Wuxian's legs to give him more access to thrust deeper. He was so intoxicated, and wondered how he could live without this man's taste for two years. 

With insanity, apparently.

They made love, ate, drank beer, and repeat, until the morning came and they dozed off, just like back when they were still at the first stage of dating. When Lan Wangji woke up with a sore all over his body–delicious sore–he noticed that Wei Wuxian was not by his side. Instead, he heard a guitar strumming slowly downstairs, followed by a hum and a pause, and another hum, and strum. 

Lan Wangji knew that Wei Wuxian must be in the middle of writing a new song, so he walked downstairs and made coffee for himself and for the love of his life. He then perched on the edge of the kitchen table while listening to Wei Wuxian mumble something.

He never knew that he was going to miss this view.

Back when they were still together, they were either fighting or fucking, and he never appreciated the quiet when Wei Wuxian was concentrating on making new song. Instead, he demanded attention and got angry when he was denied. He now knew that he was acting like a spoiled brat–a horny spoiled brat–while Wei Wuxian was the more mature one with his responsibility toward his music, his fucked up family, his life, and he even indulged him for so long. 

To think about it, the Insane song now made sense, now that he could see how he was driving him insane with his demands and his childlike behaviour. He couldn't imagine the pressure Wei Wuxian felt, and maybe he was relieved by him running away from him.

Lan Wangji was so deep in his thoughts when Wei Wuxian noticed him and smiled. His smile was so beautiful, it made Lan Wangji's heart clenched. He swore to himself that he would take better care of this exceptional man in front of him, instead of being the selfish prick like he used to be.

"Hey, you woke up already? You looked so tired, so I just left you to get more rest. How's your ankle, by the way…" Wei Wuxian could not finish his sentence when Lan Wangji hugged him tight. "Wh–are you okay, Lan Zhan? Does your leg hurt?" 

"I love you." Lan Wangji whispered those words into Wei Wuxian's hair. "I love you, and I'm sorry for being a dick to you all those times two years ago. I was a selfish prick who cared about my own self rather than you. I'm so so sorry, and I get why you wrote that song."

Wei Wuxian was rather surprised by the admission of guilt from this prideful man. 

He knew that Lan Wangji loved him very much, it's just that sometimes he could not restrain himself, or be an adult. He loved his playfulness, and how he always saw the world in brighter colors instead of the gloomy ones he always saw. He knew that the childishness was also the part of his charm, and even after all those flaws, Lan Wangji was the one who stood up for him and took care of him in his most fragile moment, and no matter how demanding he was, Wei Wuxian knew that he was just feeling left alone by the speed his career rocketed.

He understood. And he loved Lan Wangji the same.

"I love you too, Lan Zhan." He hugged the man back, feeling happy and giddy and overwhelmed at the same time. "It's always you, no matter how bad it seems, it's always you I return to. You're my home, my safe place. I love you, baby."