There's a storm

Peter doesn't know how to handle it.

A storm in my mind

Its big, and its uncontrollable.

As soon as I feel alright

Deep breathes Parker.

That storm is back in my mind

Peter grips his head.

When you say you care

Tony says it everyday.

Do you really mean it

Maybe he's lying?

When you say you love me

Tony says it everyday, arms around Peter.

Do you really mean it

But what if he's lying?

Cause I just can't believe it

Why would he lie?

This storm in my mind

These thoughts are uncontrollable.

It makes things up in my brain

Stupid, fuck up, thats all he is.

This storm in my mind

It won't go away.

Its takes the words you say

'You are wonderful'.

And twists them into this cruel reality

He's worthless.

When you say you care

Tony has said it a million times.

Do you really mean it

Why would he lie?

When you say you love me

Why, why does he lie?

Do you really mean it

Why, why, why?

Cause I just can't believe it

Why?

And I try

Tony wouldn't lie.

I try so hard

Tony said he would never lie to him.

But this storm in my mind

So why did he?

It takes the words you say

'You're the best thing to ever happen to me'.

And twists them into a cruel fantasy

He's worthless.

This storm in my mind

It won't leave him alone.

As soon as I feel alright

Why won't it go away?

Its back in my mind

Why won't it just leave him alone?

I want to feel alright

He's fine.

But this storm

Just smile.

This storm in my mind just won't let me

And everyone will believe you.

This storm

Tears.

This storm in my mind

The tears are flowing freely

It takes the words you say

He can't see.

And twists them every which way

His tears block his vision.

When you say you care

He grabs at his hair.

Do you really mean it

He lets out a choked sob.

When you say you love me

His hands, ripping at his scalp.

Do you really mean it

His body, racking with sobs.

Cause I just can't believe it

Tony lied.

This storm

He fucking lied.

This storm in my mind

He promised.

Just wont let me feel alright

He promise he wouldn't lie.

But when I'm with you

Arms, wrapped around his body. Safe arms, warm arms.

That storm calms down

"Its okay."

Until its barely a drizzle

"I got you."

This storm in my mind

Peter clutched to Tony, for dear life.

Is nothing against you and me

"I'm here."

Cause

"And I always will be."

This storm

"Never forget that."

This storm in my mind

"Because shit, kid."

Is only a fantasy

"I love you so much, it hurts."

Peter, will always be protected.

From the raging storm that is his mind.

As long as his dad is there.

;)

So, 2am thoughts are  g r e a t.

I came up with this out of nowhere.

I was just sitting beside my sister, in the dark.

Then I was like bam.

I gotta write a song.

I wrote this song in like ten minutes.

Is it a good song?

I hope you all liked it!

I'll see all you Cucumbers whenever I update again!

🥒 "oH mEh GoD, iTs A sAlTy CuCuMbEr"