Trigger Warning: reference to depression, pain, trauma. 

i think i could trap a whole lot of

whatever it is you put 

inside me

i can't remove it if i 

can't find it

it must've gotten 

lost 

with the

other things you put inside me

i hear someone laughing and i laugh

obnoxiously

yet my laugh is dissolved in this 

space you put inside me

i tried to be happy and sing, like they asked

but it faded into oblivion

i think they said i was pretty and smart or maybe did they said pretty smart?

but you took it away too

are you eating my 

happiness? my joys? 

leaving me with nothing but the

faeces of your thoughts

i can feel myself closing in,

I must be 

my own blackhole.

why didn't they come

 explore me?

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