Jasmine's POV

I think I was feeling better a few months have passed and I'm feeling like myself again.

The support I got from my family and friends made it easier.

When Nia called about her mom I was terrified, I think she needs closure I got ready and left to meet her.

The Detective is hot no doubt, but that's not what attracted me to him, I can't explain it he felt familiar like I've met him before and maybe forgot....or  I'm crazy .

After my fight with Nia, I felt bad and went to the park she likes and found her we had ice cream and spoke a bit more, the truth is I was scared Nia was right what if I want to use Landon?

How do you know you're ready?

I went back home and slept...when I woke up it was late.

My mom was busy with her garden and I went to see her...

I was smelling her roses and walking around checking her jasmine flowers she loved them and I'm falling Inlove with them too they just smell so amazing...

"Yes Jasmine"

"Why can't a daughter......"

She laughed...

"Mommy"

"Yes Jasmine"

"How did you know dad was the one?"

"Well I was engaged when I met your father and the guy I was with never really cared honestly we were engaged only because of our parents"

"So you cheated"

"Not really okay fine I did "

"Mom," I said laughing

"I was pregnant with you and I Think his parents found out and during our engagement party his mom told everyone and my parents disowned me because I brought shame to our family"

"oh wow that's  hectic"

"So, in short, your dad loved me and wasn't afraid to show it, after my parents disowned me we moved away, he made me feel safe and loved its that kind of love that you don't have to question....why do you want to know?

"I met someone his a detective or something and It felt weird like I've met him but I'm afraid that I'll never be able to fully heal from Tim"

"Firstly you don't remain the same you grow and that's normal and secondly go out with him and see if he's worth it"

"So I'm not rushing things"

"Only you know baby it's been months and I saw you built yourself up from the mess Tim left you in you deserve some love too"

"So who's this young man," she said smiling and I told her about him.

My phone rang while we were talking and I excused myself.

"Jasmine speaking "

"Hello it's Landon"

"Landon" I was shocked where and how did he get my numbers ...

"Oh yes"

"Can we meet for coffee uhm if you don't mind"

"I'd love that "

After we finished talking I went back to the house and was happy.

We met a few times for coffee and dessert he never tried to kiss me or anything, everything about him made me feel weird am I ready for a serious relationship?

I see Nia and Rob and honestly love what they have so there's nothing wrong with loving someone.

He took me to places I didn't know about and horse riding who would have thought I'd enjoy it.

That day when I nearly fell he caught me and kissed me, I'm losing my mind because the weird feeling that kiss gave me scared the shit out of me.

Later that day he gave me a cd...

Oh, my word he's so cheesy ...

After our date things went well we still haven't done the deed, I never took this long before I was intimate with someone it felt different, and the fact that he doesn't want to rush me terrified me the most.

I don't know if this weird feeling goes away but I will take things with him one day at a time...