Okay just wanted ya'll to know....yesterday something came up....and uhm....my past came back up because of it...So my PTSD came in to play....but first my teacher should have told us what it was and let me have a choice weather I can go or not...not just force me to go...the presentation was sex trafficking and uhm it triggered some memories...unfortunately...I had to sit there and squeeze my best friend miquah's hand and cry....they showed two gruesome videos and I cried the whole time....My past my dad did some things and so did my ex on here his name was Brayden....Lets just say I'm glad I'm out of my father's reacher and I'm glad I have a better boyfriend...I told him and he came over yesterday to calm me down and have fun.We took 2 walks with my brother and we read then he had to leave...but I hope on Saturday that I can go over.My mom agrees and also my boyfriend is driving me home today to help out my family and I think its sweet. Love you all but I love my bb the most.