Thirty Five
Ten's Messages
Ten:
Hi
Ten:
Jeongguk won't talk to me
Ten:
Has he spoken to you?
Woosung:
Hey
Woosung:
And no he hasn't
Ten:
Well...... He'll come around!
Ten:
Jeongguk doesn't hold grudges often, he's good soul
Woosung:
Honestly Ten I don't care
Woosung:
Not like this was ever going to be a thing either way
Ten:
...... What?
Ten:
But..... Last night-
Woosung:
We were drugged
Woosung:
I don't do dating Ten
Woosung:
If Bambi finally realizes that he's into guys then you should go for it
Woosung:
It's obvious that you're crushing on him, for me at least
Ten:
But..... I started to like you...
Woosung:
I'm sorry Ten but I'm not the dating type
Woosung:
I just mess around when they ask me to, never up for commitment
Woosung:
Don't raise your hopes up for me, it's not worth it
Ten:
Clearly.....
Ten:
You know last night was the first time I've ever done anything like that before right?
Ten:
You're seriously going to act like it didn't happen?
Woosung:
It was not suppose to happen
Woosung:
We fucked up
Woosung:
Johnny is pissed as it is for me getting involved with you two so please just.....
Woosung:
Whatever you thought was going to happen let it go
Ten:
Hm
Ten:
Fine whatever
Woosung:
Ten don't take this the wrong way
Woosung:
I'm just going to hurt you
Woosung;
It's better to stay away from me while you still have the chance to avoid being disappointed
Ten:
I get it
Ten:
I'm just go bye
Woosung:
Ten please
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Friends?
Taehyung:
Jeongguk
Taehyung:
You okay now?
Jeongguk:
I'll be better
Jimin:
Tell us what happened
Jimin:
You'll feel better
Jeongguk:
I don't know if I will.....
Taehyung:
You can count on us
Taehyung:
What's wrong?
Taehyung:
I know you barely know us but sometimes it feels better talking to a stranger
Jeongguk:
I guess you guys aren't entirely strangers now
Jeongguk:
But........ I don't know anymore
Taehyung:
What don't you know?
Jeongguk:
I...... I just don't know
Jimin:
Start from the beginning
Jeongguk:
The club yesterday
Jeongguk:
I accidentally drank a spiked drink
Jeongguk:
Ten and Woosung drank it too
Jeongguk:
We........ We did things
Taehyung:
Things.....?
Jeongguk:
Kissed, a lot
Jeongguk:
Ten........ He...... he had his mouth......
Jeongguk:
And Woosung just....... We were so drugged and did so many things that I've never done in my life
Jeongguk:
When I woke up...... I just saw them
Jeongguk:
I was so scared
Jeongguk:
I don't even know what to do anymore
Jeongguk:
And I spoke
Jimin:
You talked?!
Taehyung:
Huh?
Jeongguk:
My mutism is based on trauma, and.... I guess my mind was too fogged and I just spoke and now I can't even make noises
Jeongguk:
It hurts my throat
Jeongguk:
The worst part of this is that..... I like did like it
Jeongguk:
AND I SHOULDN'T
Jeongguk:
I'll be a disgrace to my family. They will disown me like they did to Lisa when they found out
Jeongguk:
God will hate me so much
Taehyung:
Hun no he won't
Taehyung:
God is love
Taehyung:
He loves you the way you are
Jeongguk:
But boys with boys like this is not okay!
Taehyung:
Did they teach you that or you learned it in on your own?
Jeongguk:
..........
Taehyung:
I've told you this before, I'm Christian
Taehyung:
And I have a boyfriend, five years together
Taehyung:
My perspective is that God loves us all equally
Taehyung:
And he just wants us to be happy
Taehyung:
Why is he going to want me to be unhappy being with someone I don't love? While being someone who I'm not?
Jeongguk:
I've been taught for so long that homosexuality isn't not okay
Jeongguk:
Or feeling any attractions to the same gender is not okay
Jeongguk:
I'm so confused and I feel like I'm losing sense of myself
Jimin:
With my little to no knowledge on this area of topic, isn't that phrase that they use against homosexuals about pedophilia?
Taehyung:
Leviticus 18:20
Taehyung:
Referring to pedophiles that's been molded to make it target against homosexuals
Taehyung:
Well that's how I see it and with the studies I've learned on my own
Taehyung:
The interpretation of the Bible can be up to your perspective
Taehyung:
But always remember one things Jeongguk
Taehyung:
God is love, he forgives and he saves
Taehyung:
And it's time for you to stop listening to others and start learning on your own about your faith
Jimin:
Okay pastor
Jeongguk:
Thank you Tae
Jeongguk:
I guess I'm have to do some studying huh?
Taehyung:
Look up these verses and then you let me know what you think about it
Taehyung:
Jeremiah 31:3
Ephesians 5:2
John 13:34
Romans 8:39
Psalms 46:2-3,7
Jimin:
Alright, none religious boy here, but here's one verse for you that I genuinely like
Jimin:
It keeps me hopeful I guess, even if I'm not religious
Jimin:
1 Corinthians 13: 4-8
Jimin:
Sometimes a reminder of your faith is all you need to heal spiritually
Jeongguk:
I appreciate this guys
Jeongguk:
Thank you
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Jimin's Messages
Jihyo:
Alright I'm here
Jimin:
Come to the computer room
Jimin:
I have everything set up
Jihyo:
Okay
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Taehyung's Messages
Taehyung:
It was sweet of you to send that message to Jeongguk
Jimin:
I mean it's no big deal
Taehyung:
You helped him even though you don't entirely believe in that stuff, yet you knew he does
Taehyung:
Speaks volumes
Jimin:
He needs it
Jimin:
Who am I to ruin his faith?
Taehyung:
That's still very sweet-
Taehyung:
Hm
Taehyung:
You know....... I always want to make sure you and Jeongguk are okay, right?
Taehyung:
It makes me upset knowing you're with Jihyo and she's making you go through a tough time
Jimin:
Leave that as my business
Taehyung:
I'm just looking out for you
Jimin:
And I don't need it
Taehyung:
Well I didn't ask
Taehyung:
You deserve better
Jimin:
Like who? You?
Taehyung:
Yes
Taehyung:
But I'm happily with Minho so not me
Taehyung:
Taemin seems nice
Jimin:
You don't know him
Taehyung:
I've seen enough
Jimin:
Right well I'm go off to see my girlfriend so talk later
Taehyung:
Not for long
Jimin:
What?
Taehyung:
Nothing
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A/N:
So......
Wow everyone is about to go through a tough time
Alrighty, drum roll for Jimin!
Let's go!
I PURPLE YOU! <33
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