torn between a woman and nothing
torn between a man and love

let my voice shake
I don't want this
jacket like blankets
hide me in the warmth
hide me in the smell of you

lipstick and strawberry scents
strong but small
city streets and block windows

sea spray and sweet acid bite
stands tall but shattered inside
free and on the edge

I want to be on the edge like you
I want to be strong like her

but I'm just torn
torn between a life
and numbness