You like to stay  in my head
Like weeds in flower bed
Spreading your wiry  arms you rest
Conveniently  forgetting you're an uninvited guest.
Sneaking out Every single time
I decide to speak my mind
Gripping my shoulders you pull me back
Keeping inside fumbling emotions unpacked
Festering  them until the hemlock poison  spreads
Through the arms , through the legs
Making me unsure of my moves and steps.
Blurring reality with noxious  nightmares
Oh anxiety when will you leave me spare ?