Mild mature content ahead.

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Ok.

Ok.

I can do this.

I can do this.

Win reassured himself for nth time.

Well his plan execution was going wonderfully until he bumped into something.

Rather someone.

It would be a lie if somebody said that Win wasn't avoiding a certain someone.

Well, he wouldn't say he was avoiding the person just...umm... "maintaining his distance"....

Right now, in his current situation, he was hiding in one of the supply closets of the GMM building, nearest to him after he practically ran when he bumped into the someone.

He was thinking about all the events which made him land in his present predicament when his phone pinged.

P'Eed:
B1 has gone to the washroom. You can come out now so we can finally start.

Win:
Khrab Phi.

He sighed.

He was gonna have to face the other person even if he didn't want to.

More like didn't have the courage to.

He shook his head at himself and opened the door of the closet.

"So you are avoiding me."

"Shiaaa" Win yelled startled and put his hand on his chest.

"Is there a particular reasoning as to why you have been avoiding me?" A frustrated voice said.

"I-I was well- umm- busy." regretting life decisions, may he add.

"So busy that you couldn't reply to my texts and calls?" Bright countered putting emphasis on the word.

"Ye-yeah and I didn't know you-"

"Is it because of what happened on Friday night?" Bright interrupted him.

Friday night...

Win froze instantly, mind wandering back to what happened on the said day.

Flashback to Friday night....

Win doesn't know how it happened but he does know he's here because he was jealous and mostly because his drunk mind could only remember this place out of every single place he knew.

And yes.

Jealous.

He was well aware of the things he felt for his "best bro".

He knows he shouldn't feel them so he always avoided whatever he felt whenever.

Until he couldn't take it anymore.

He knew things would get hard for him after they would start taking up solo projects with other actresses and maybe other actors as well.

It is selfish of him but, Win doesn't want the latter option at all.

He knew he can't blame anyone nor Bright because of such a stupid thing.

After all, this is their source to lead such a luxurious life.

But, can you blame him either?

Stupid stupid feelings.

Today, for F4 Thailand, Bright and Tu had to shoot a scene where they were very close to each other.

They were too close for Win's liking but then again it's not like Bright belonged to him.

After all they were just "best bros".

And plus, it's a just a scene.

He sighed in frustration.

His hands found the bell and he pressed the switch, hearing a shrill sound echoing inside.

A bad decision to be here but who cares? It's already bad enough that he has fallen for his "bro".

"Win?"

His thoughts came to a halt, thankfully, when he saw the man always in his thoughts and dreams infront of him.

Messy hair.

Half closed sleepy eyes.

Confused expression.

Long Neck.

Adam's apple looking forever tempting for a bite.

Exposed collarbones.

White shirt.

Boxers.

Thi-

"Win?!" A loud concerned voice made him stop from venturing further. "Is everything ok? Why are you here suddenly at this time?"

He looked at the source of the loud concerned voice.

Bright was rubbing his eyes to get rid of his sleepiness. Cute.

"Yeah, yeah, everything's fine. I just-" and his eyes suddenly fell upon the older's sultry lips, always so inviting.

Before he could think much of his actions, he had already pushed Bright inside and against a wall, his lips pressing against the older's, the door closing sounding through the apartment.

And.....

The rest is history....

Just kidding ;)

Bright was still processing everything to react to what happened.

By the time realisation hit him, Win was already nibbling on his lower lip.

He tried pushing Win away to which the latter just grunted in annoyance.

Win's lips travelled to the skin behind Bright's ear and he started sucking on it, making Bright let out a gasp.

"W-Win, you're dr-runk. Take a shower and s-sleep. Y-yeah?" Bright stuttered out as Win's lips fluttered kisses all across his neck.

Win seemed to avoid what Bright said and continued his actions.

Bright let out a low moan when Win sucked and bit his Adam's apple.

"Always wanted to do this." Win muttered so softly that Bright nearly missed it.

This is wrong, Bright thought.

This is his nong and they shouldn't be in this position no matter how hot and attractive Win looks like right now.

But why doesn't it feel wrong? And why is he finding himself enjoying everything happening?

He felt something hard on his thigh and immediately froze.

Win slowly started grinding his crotch against the older's thigh.

Bright felt his boxers straining at the feeling.

Win's hands travelled under his shirt and lightly roamed them around his abs.

"P'Bright..." Win silently called out.

Bright let out a small hum unable to form words.

Blame the feeling he's getting or the internal turmoil in his head.

"Can I kiss you?" Win asked in an innocent tone looking up at Bright.

Bright made eye contact with him and seemed a little distracted.

Should I or should I not?

A kiss then I'll send him to sleep.

One kiss shouldn't hurt right?

Fuck, but I shouldn't be doing this.

Bright's inner turmoil seemed to increase as Win was grinding his crotch so close yet so far from the place where it was needed.

FUCK IT!

He gave up and smashed his lips against Win's, making him moan.

He slowly pushed Win and started walking still with their lips connected.

Win felt the couch touching the back of his knees and Bright pushed him making him fall down with the older on top of him.

Bright slowly trailed his lips from from his jawline to his earlobe and down his neck.

He sucked and bit Win's collarbone.

"P-Phi.." Win whimpered.

Bright allowed his hands to roam under the younger's shirt feeling his abs.

Win pushed up his hips from the couch which caused it to touch Bright's growing bulge.

"A-Aaahh..." Bright gave out a slight moan resting his head on Win's shoulder.

Win taking this opportunity flipped them both.

He positioned himself in a way so that both their clothed bulges were against each other.

Win could slightly feel Bright's size and he could only wonder....

He slowly started moving his hips in a back and forth movement grinding against the older.

Bright's hands flew up to grip Win's waist tightly at the motion.

Win pressed down more against Bright causing the latter to groan out with his head thrown back.

"Fuck fuck fuck..." Bright cursed out.

Win kept on moving his hips in a slow rhythm moaning lowly.

Bright pushed up against Win and started moving his hips in sync.

"P-Phi-i..." Win moaned.

Win dipped his head down and kissed and licked around Bright's neck.

Bright grabbed Win's hair and pulled him into a hot kiss while thrusting upwards harder.

Win had never felt such euphoria in his whole life. He was wholly functioning on alcohol.

He somewhere knew this wouldn't be happening if he wasn't this drunk.

Win could feel his pre-cum dripping out wetting his boxers slightly.

"I-I'm cl-close... Aahhhh..." Win moaned out.

Their motions got faster as Bright's grip on Win's waist and hair grew tighter.

The room was filled with groans and moans and occasional gasps.

"Sh-shit Winnie... I'm gonna c-cum.." Bright panted.

Both the boys were on edge as they both desperately tried to reach their release.

"I'm c-cummi-ing..." Win moaned out loudly as he felt his cock spurting and emptying himself in his boxers.

Bright opened his closed eyes and couldn't help but be more turned on and mesmerized by the view.

Win had his head thrown back. Neck on full display with a few red marks forming here and there. His mouth open and eyes closed in ecstasy. His hips still grinding, guiding him through his high. Slow, low pants in form of the older's name coming from his plump lips.

The view being so erotic and Win calling out his name a plus, Bright came in his boxers with a loud groan.

Win's head slumped against Bright's neck as he finished.

Bright was still recovering from his high when he felt the body on top of him going slump and relaxing.

Bright was a little taken aback by it but then he let out a small laugh finding it amusing.

Cute.

Bright smiled as he slowly stroked Win's hair and hugged his waist.

His smile stilled.

Oh fuck.

He cursed himself as he felt his wet boxers sticking to his lower region.

Bright didn't know whether he should cry or not when he realised he had to clean up both of them.

Bright carefully lifted himself up with Win clinging onto him as he got up from the couch still carrying the younger.

He walked to his bedroom and laid Win down carefully not to wake him up.

He dragged his feet to the bathroom and wet a cloth and cleaned himself and changed his boxers.

He took out spare clothes from his cupboard and took the wet cloth with him to clean up the younger.

He did clean up the younger and changed his clothes with much difficulty.

And he might have stared at the younger longer than necessary while appreciating his beauty.

He sighed exhausted, too tired with such activities in the middle of the night.

He threw away the dirty clothes and the wet cloth he used to clean them both up in the laundry hamper.

He laid himself down beside Win and closed his eyes to sleep and to prepare himself to face consequences in the morning.

What happened in the morning?

Win had woken up earlier confused as to why he was wearing other clothes with a way too familiar scent and way too familiar surroundings when he noticed Bright beside him.

The night before's memory came crashing on him as he got up from the bed quickly and went back home before Bright could wake up while he was escaping.

He did take his dirty clothes with him though.

That's how he happened to avoid Bright. He didn't open the older's messages nor picked up his calls.

He was too humiliated and embarrassed to face Bright.

Coming back to the present...

"Is it because of what we did on Friday night, Metawin?" Bright asked again.

Win broke out of his trance and avoided Bright's eyes.

"N-No." Win stuttered out.

Bright looked at him unconvinced.

"I don't even remember clearly about anything happening." Win said.

"Oh you don't?" Bright said as he stepped a little into Win's personal space.

Win's body shivered at the sudden close proximity and he stepped back slightly.

"Win..." Bright softly called out.

Win felt a little vulnerable at the way Bright said his name.

He couldn't decide whether he should just be honest or if he should avoid Bright again...

"You know you can tell me anything right? I don't like being avoided by you or seeing you thinking so hard whenever you're around me. Tell me what's bothering you..." Bright said in a very soft voice.

Win decided to risk it all.

He could just make all the bad decisions together and then regret them later.

"Just hear me out ok? I don't want to know your answer if you're going to have one after what I tell you nor do I want you to show me pity or sympathy regarding it. Promise me you won't interrupt while I'm speaking... Then I'll tell you everything." Win said.

"I promise." Bright replied.

"I don't know how you're going to take this or what's going to happen but I-" Win's voice cracked a little.

He cleared his throat and continued.

"But I just want to tell you that that I don't see you as my bro anymore. You're the best person I've ever come across phi. You have been there for me since day one. I can't imagine to be here without you. To be Tine without you being my Sarawat. I don't know when it happened but I've fallen for you phi... I have fallen in love with you. It hurts to know you might never reciprocate my feelings and I'm okay with it. Seeing your smile lights up my day. Seeing you everyday makes my days better. I don't know what it's like to be without you anymore. I become so lonely without seeing you. You might say that I maybe thinking that I've fallen for you because you've been there for me since the beginning and everything but it's not that phi. I have taken that possibility but it's not because of that. A little bit might be, yes. But I know what I feel. I have fallen in love with you P'Bright. What happened on Friday... I'm sorry for doing it to you. I was acting on alcohol and I didn't think much. A-And I'm so so s-sorry about it. I literally forced you i-into it and I did t-things you w-wouldn't l-like. I'm s-sorry phi. P-Please don't h-hate m-me-" Win couldn't finish as he started crying after being too overwhelmed by his own feelings.

He was pulled into a warm embrace and felt a hand stroking his hair.

"Shhhh... It's okay Winnie." Bright lightly hushed him.

Win hugged him back tightly, sobbing lightly into his shoulder.

Bright held him for a few more minutes and then spoke.

"Would you please listen to me now?"

Win nodded his headed and tried pulling back only for Bright to grip him more tighter.

"What you said Metawin... I don't think it's going to affect anything between us. We had already crossed our bro line on Friday. And you didn't force me into anything. I did kiss you back. You might have done everything with the courage from the alcohol but I was completely sober. You didn't force me. Not at all. So don't you dare apologize about it. About your feelings for me... I may not reciprocate it now but I do hope you'll give me the chance to reciprocate it someday... I may like you too more than as a friend or a bro. I know you're going to say I'm saying this because of all that you said. No, I know what I feel Winnie. It may not be as strong as yours but I do like you. Maybe what happened on Friday made me realise it. I didn't stop you. And thinking back, I don't think I would ever if ever given the chance. So, give me a chance yeah? And I'll give you a chance to invade my heart completely and rule it forever. What do you say Winnie?" Bright pulled back slightly to look at Win's face.

Win was avoiding his eyes.

"Well... I-I... Are you sure about it phi?" Win said a little unsure.

"More than I'll ever be and besides I trust you more than anyone else, well other than my mother, and it does get lonely for me too without seeing my favourite bunny smile." Bright said smiling.

Win couldn't help but smile as well as he made eye contact with Bright.

"Well... I guess... If you're giving me an open invitation to invade and rule your heart... I shouldn't waste it. And I'm more than willing to give you a chance P'Bright." Win said a with a little cockiness.

Bright pulled him for another hug and he couldn't stop feeling giddy after everything Win said.

"Thank you Winnie and... I think you should thank my mother though..." Bright said.

"For what?" Win replied a little confused.

"I think she deserves a thank you for staying over at my uncle's house with Ame and not witnessing horny and drunk Win Metawin invading her apartment and kissing her son and dry humping him on her precious couch." Bright whispered the last part in Win's ear.

"Ai'Jerk!" Win slightly hit him embarrassed to hear it aloud.

"Oh my god! Imagine Ame being there that night and witnessing her papa being dry humped by his Winnie." Bright said with a fake shocked expression teasing Win more.

"Stop it!" Win said hiding his red face in Bright's neck.

Bright just laughed and hugged him tighter with Win hugging him back the same and inhaling his scent.

Guess some bad decisions are meant to be made...

And Win couldn't be anymore happier with his.

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After much heavy editing we have the final version of the first chapter.

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