( EPIGRAPH! )

" The only way to get rid of a   t e m p t a t i o n  is to   y i e l d  to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself, with desire for what its monstrous laws have made monstrous and unlawful. "

the picture of dorian gray by oscar wilde

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( MIXTAPE! )

natural | imagine dragons

" Nothing ever comes without a consequence or cost, tell me
Will the stars align?
Will heaven step in? Will it save us from our sin? Will it? "

lonely is the night | billy squier

" Lonely is the night when you hear the voices call
Are you ready for a fight, do you wanna take it all? "

i love you | woodkid

" As we were dancing in the blue
I was synchronized with you
But now the sound of love is out of tune "

when i hear my name | the white stripes

" When I hear my name
I want to disappear"

simple man | lynyrd skynyrd

" Boy, don't you worry, you'll find yourself
Follow your heart and nothing else
And you can do this, oh baby, if you try
All that I want for you, my son, is to be satisfied "

never too late | three days grace

" Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late "

don't sit down 'cause i moved your chair | arctic monkeys

" Find a well-known hard man
And start a fight
Weigh your chances on bonfire night
Fill in a circular hole with a peg that's ben square "

love is blindness | jack white

" A little death
Without mourning
No call
And no warning
Baby, a dangerous idea
That almost makes sense "

laugh, i nearly diead | the rolling stones

" Living in a fantasy but it's way too far
But this kind of loneliness is way too hard
I've been wandering, feeling all alone
I lost my direction and I lost my home , well "

mighty fall| fall out boy

" But if you ask me two's a whole lot lonelier than one
Baby we should have left our love in the gutter where we found it "

thunderstruck | ac/dc

" Sound of the drums
Beating in my heart
The thunder of guns
Tore me apart "

knockin' on heaven's door | bob dylan

" That long black cloud is comin' down
I feel I'm knockin' on heaven's door "

every me every you | placebo

" i know i'm selfish, i'm unkind.
sucker love i always find,
someone to bruise and leave behind "

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( AUTHOR'S NOTE! )

i've never been more proud of a mixtape before. idk why i spent least two hours on this,,,, why do i do this to myself¿ (highkey inspired by peaky blinders, idk why)

i have many chapters prewritten but i dont want to post them too fast,,, maybe a chapter in every two days? we'll see!