Mishti :)

It's around 5:00 am and everyone is awake.. The reason being Sahil and Simran, they both are leaving for Paris today.. Everyone was roaming here and there in the hall, I was sitting beside Simran.. Sahil hasn't come yet.. I dialled his number , he's taking too much time.. "His phone is with me! " Simran showed Sahil's phone, I sighed.. His phone wallpaper caught my attention and I took the phone from her.. Sahil has kept Simran's photo in the wallpaper.. I jumped in happiness..

"Don't tell me you guys are in a relationship? " I asked in excitement, she was scrolling through her phone.. Hearing me she titled her head towards me then noticed the wallpaper.. She gave me a dry smile, her response made me confused.. "No! We have become best friends, that's why he has kept my picture, " she replied.. I kept the phone on the table.. "Then why don't you confess your feelings? It's been so long since you both are together, you should tell what you feel for him, " I said.. But she shook her head negatively..

"You don't have to be in a romantic relationship when you love someone.. It's okay to be a friend sometimes.. Honestly I really don't want to break our friendship.. He doesn't love me in that way, so I don't want to make things awkward for us.. I am an orphan, I have no one.. But he came like a ray of hope, I don't want to lose him in any way, " she exclaimed.. I could see tears in her eyes but she's good at hiding it..

"It will hurt you to stay as a friend with him when you love him so much, " I mumbled, the tears which she was trying to hold back fell from her eyes.. But she wiped it quickly.. "It hurts a lot, but I can't take the risk.. I should not have come this close to him, I knew there were less possibilities between us, still I chose this path.. Now I don't want to regret it, so let's just not talk about us! " she said in a low tone, so I took her in a hug and patted her back..

"God has planned something really good for you, " I caressed her cheek, nodding her head at me, she got up and went upstairs to call Sahil.. I turned back and found a pair of brown eyes staring at me.. There was a mixture of emotions in Abir's eyes.. He had warned me before about Simran, but I thought things would work out.. But after listening to Simran it doesn't feel the same.. Disappointment was clearly visible in Abir's face, I pouted but he walked out.. I sighed..

Sahil came with his luggage , we all hugged him one by one .. All his brothers went to drop him.. "I am making tea for everyone, should I make one for you? " Siya asked me, "I am not in the mood, " I muttered and went to our room.. I laid on a couch and stared at the ceiling aimlessly..Somewhere I was feeling guilty.. Maybe I could have done something for her.. But now I can't take the risk to tell Sahil as well.. It will make the situation worse.. At the same time we can't force the other person to feel the same.. But somewhere I still feel that there is some chances between them.. What if Leher was just a chapter in Sahil's life but his partner will be Simran..

Nobody bumps into each other without any reason and I don't think friendship was the only thing for which they met with each other.. There was no chance of them meeting with each other.. There was no connection between them but still they met..

I am overthinking and nothing else..

Abir entered the room and closed the door.. Opening his upper two shirt buttons he threw himself on another sofa.. Keeping his eyes closed he laid there.. It felt like he was ignoring me.. I stood up and went to him... I sat on his lap comfortably and wrapped my arms around his neck, dragging him a little towards me.. He got annoyed.. "Don't disturb me, I am sleeping! " he mumbled.. "Today I am going home, bhai will come around 10:00 to pick me up for pag phera rasam, so better talk with me now, " I said strictly, he opened his eyes and sighed.. Sitting straight on the sofa, he kept his head on my shoulder..

"Things are so messed up between them and Sahil has no idea about it, " he mumbled.. "Han because no one has told him anything, " I replied sadly.. "Let's not talk about them now, my mood is already spoiled, "he said and lifted me in his arms.. " What are you doing? " I asked in shock, he put me on the bed and laid beside me..

"You will stay there for three days, I will miss being with you, " he started kissing my arm, I rolled my eyes and pushed him.. "Aren't you angry? " I asked, he burrowed his brows in confusion.. "About Sahil and Simran.. You warned me before but I didn't listen to you, " I added, he sighed.. "He is your brother as well.. You did something for him, you thought it might be a good decision for him but it didn't work out so what can we do.. And why will I be angry? " he exclaimed, I just kept staring at him..

"From when did you become so understanding? " I asked in surprise, in return he rolled his eyes .. "You want to sleep then sleep, let me go.. Siya and di are making the breakfast, I will help them, " I said, he was actually looking sleepy so went to other side and slept.. I adjusted my kurti then comb my hair.. Tying my hair in a bun, I went down stairs.. Saanvi di was sitting in the hall all alone holding a glass.. Nowadays she's looking sick.. Maybe because of heavy workload..

From tomorrow Siya and di will join our company.. And after five days I will join my college.. There is an important meeting as the collector will visit our college today, so Sam left for college early in the morning.. "Why don't you go to your room and take rest.. I will make the breakfast, " I said to Saanvi di, "Are you sure? " her voice was sounding low.. I nodded.. Giving me a dry smile she went to her room.. I headed towards the kitchen..

Siya was cutting the veggies.. I joined her.. So we have distributed our work.. We will make the breakfast, we don't have time to make lunch in our working days so either cook or maa and chachi will make lunch.. And the dinner will be prepared by the men.. Before going to office, I will make sure Abir will prepare the curry otherwise workload will be more on maa and chachi.. We all did breakfast together.. After cleaning the dishes I ran to upstairs, closing the room door I started wearing my saree..

Bhai must be on his way.. It's already 9:00 ..

I was setting my pleats, that's when someone entered in my room.. Quickly I grabbed my pallu and covered my chest.. I sighed in relief seeing Abir, I forgot to lock the door.. I used to stay alone so I am not habitual of locking the door.. "Next time lock the door, " he muttered, sounding possessive.. He locked the door and came to me, grabbing the pallu from my hand he pushed me to the bed and climbed on me making my heart fluttered.. "I will miss you, " he mumbled, I kept my palm on his jawline, "me too, but don't worry I will keep calling you, " I said, he chuckled.. "It's okay.. You are going home, make sure you spend most of your time with them and don't miss me.. And you can stay there as long as you want, " he said all this, because of me only.. Otherwise I know deep down he didn't want to leave me for a second even..

"Can I kiss you or it's getting late? " he asked tracing his finger on my cheek to my jawline.. "Bhai can wait, " I mumbled, he took no second to press his lips against mine, throwing my pallu to one side.. His hand reached my bare waist, he bit my lower lip making me moan in pleasure.. I wrapped my one hand around his neck and another around his back.. After kissing for some minutes he pressed his lips on my jawline.. I titled my head towards opposite side giving him more access.. He bit my collar bone , slowly he moved down and took my nipple between his mouth over the thin material of my blouse..  I arched my back feeling the sensation all over my body ...

Then he slowly moved up and stared at me.. I smiled at him then hugged him.. "I love you, " I whispered, he pressed his cheek against mine, his beards tickled me.. "I love you too , wifey, " he sucked my earlobe, my toes curled up.. I tightened my grip around him and buried my face in his neck.. We were in an intimate position until someone knocked the door..

"Aarav bhai has arrived , come soon Mishti, " Sam shouted from the other side, we both sighed and parted away.. "Let me help you, " he said taking the pleats in his hand.. After adjusting the pleats he put it in my waistband , the back of his palm pressed against my lower belly, giving me butterflies.. He sat on his knees and adjusted the lower part of the pleats.. Holding me from my waist he pulled me close... I shut my eyes as he kissed my navel and rolled his tongue around it, sending shivers down my spine.. It's hard for me to stand straight.. Because his touch against my skin was making me weak..

I took a deep breath to calm myself down, but my both palms were shaking, lol.. He then folded my pallu and put it on my left shoulder.. As he was draping the pallu above my chest, his fingers were brushing above my breasts.. He was doing it intentionally.. I gulped down a huge lump of saliva, I could feel heat radiating from both of our body.. The sexual tension between us raised.. "Abir, can you stop it? " I mumbled, he's making it hard for me to leave him.. "What am I doing? I am just helping you, " he said making an innocent face.. I sighed..

"Why? Is it affecting you? Or your hormones are going wild? " his lips twitched up, I rolled my eyes.. "Nothing like that, it's just I am getting late, " I mumbled, he hummed in response.. Holding the pallu near my shoulder, he walked to the dressing table, dragging me along to bring the safety-pin .. He stood dangerously close to me while trying to pin my pallu.. Our eyes were not moving from each other.. "Ouch! " I uttered feeling the sharp pin against my skin.. "I sm sorry, sorry! " he muttered leaving the pallu.. Pulling down the sleeve of my blouse he sucked my skin, I stood on my toes and placed my hands on his shoulder..

He licked and nibbled my skin giving me unknown pleasures.. "Abir! " I moaned pressing my face on his shoulder.. He moved his lips to my cheek then pulled my hair making me face his.. His brown eyes met mine, my heart beat quickened.. I grabbed his neck and smashed my lips on his.. He roamed his fingers on my waist, I sucked his lower lip biting it hard, he digged his fingers on my back.. He was holding my hair in a fist.. I clutched his shirt tightly as he entered his tongue in my mouth.. He nibbled my lower lip and broke the kiss.. We put our forehead against each other, breathing heavily..

"One more minute you will stay with me, I won't able to leave, " I whispered, he chuckled at my statement.. It's not funny, huh! He pressed my cheeks on his both palm and left the room... I quickly got ready and applied make up on my neck trying to hide the marks Abir had given.. Grabbing my purse I ran to the hall, bhai was sitting patiently.. Seeing me his lips turned into a bright smile.. I hugged him.. After taking elders blessing I hugged everyone.. Abir accompanied me till our car .. I got inside and pulled down the window glass, he leaned on the car making a pout..

I pulled his cheek and he smiled at me.. Bhai started the engine and we clasped our hands.. I know I will come back soon but it still hurts don't know why.. "Bye! " I muttered and we left each other's hands as the car proceed to go.. I stared at him through the side mirror, he was still standing there keeping his both hands on his pocket.. As our car took the left turn he went out of my vision.. I sighed and leaned back on the seat.. Bhai was staring at me, I raised my brows.. "My sister is madly in love! " he uttered and laughed.. I looked down and bit my lip.. All the moments we just shared flashed in front of my eyes.. I closed my eyes, bollywood romantic music was playing in the background.. Butterflies started jumping in my stomach..

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Three days passed in a blink of eyes.. According to rituals it's Abir who should visit my house and bring me to my in-laws but bhai and chacha had some work near Rajvansh house.. So they said they will drop me and invite Abir to our house some other day.. I totally enjoyed these three day.. No matter how much people love you, your own home will always remain your comfort place.. It's early 8:00 am.. I was sitting in the backseat.. My phone started ringing, flashing Abir's name on my screen..

Hlo..

How much time?

30 minutes more! Aren't you going office today?

Nope, I took a leave today.. Come soon..

Okay!

I cut the call.. After that I talked with chacha and bhai on random topics.. Bhai stopped the car in front of our house, I told them to go inside but they were getting late so they left... The guards opened the door, I walked towards the entrance.. Sam was in a rush so we bumped into each other.. "Thank God you came now , let's go to college.. The administrative officer will do a surprise visit to our college, everyone must be present there, " she said in one go.. I blinked my eyes not knowing what to do.. "Let's go, we have to stay there for two hours only, come! " she  dragged me along with her..

I messaged Abir about it.. As I went to college for the first time after my marriage , everyone congratulated me.. It was nearly 12:00 when the officer left.. "Mishti, " Sam called me, I hummed in response.. We both were in the car, on our way home.. "Both the bhabi went to the nearby mall, let's go na! It's been so long we haven't enjoyed together, " she requested, I twitched my lips in confusion.. "With bhai you go everywhere, we don't get time, " she pouted.. "Okay then let's go, " I said and she jumped in excitement..

I thought to message Abir about it, but my phone went off.. I decided to inform him once I reach there.. The sell was going on, we four bought a lot if things.. At 3:00 we did our lunch together.. It's really an amazing day.. We would have come back, but Siya said us to watch a movie.. I could not deny.. And due to all this it became night.. So we decided to do our dinner in a good restaurant.. In between all this excitement I forgot to inform Abir.. He will kill me.. Around 11:30 PM we reached home..

I pushed the door slightly and found the room dark.. Entering inside I kept all my stuffs on the sofa.. Abir was sleeping.. I freshened up quickly and changed my dress... Turning the light off I jumped on the bed, he was facing to the other side.. Climbing over him I pressed my lips on his cheek and muttered a sorry.. Most of the time he pulls me even in sleep, but today he didn't even move.. So I slept at my place..

I was hell tired..

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After crawling on the bed for some time I woke up, my eyes widened seeing the time.. It's already 8:30 .. I have to go to college too.. I ran to bathroom, freshened up, wearing my saree and after adjusting my hair , I went to downstairs... I thought Abir will be there, but Maa said he went to office early because he had some important work.. Siya had made sandwich, grabbing two sandwich I ran to outside.. Sam followed me, we both were late.. Thankfully the Principal didn't say much to us.. I had a heavy workload because I was on leave..

After coming home I made Abir's favourite dish for dinner.. But Maa said he will come late. He have work in office.. I became sure that he is upset with me.. Maa forced me to take my dinner, so I ate my food and went to my room.. I dialled his number several times but he didn't pick up.. So I decided to sleep.. I didn't have much patience, I was tired.. But before sleeping I set the alarm so that I will wake up early..

Around 5:30 my sleep got disturbed and to my surprise Abir was awake.. He was in the terrace, doing some work on his laptop.. I noticed his outfit, he was wearing formals all ready to go office.. Seriously! I went to washroom, after brushing my teeth and cleaning my face I came out of the bathroom..

"Abir stop! " I called out his name as he was going.. I locked the door and kept my both hand on his chest.. "I am getting late for office, " he mumbled ignoring eye contact with me.. I snatched the bag away and pushed him to the couch.. He tried to get up but I sat on his lap.. "What's this behavior ? " he snapped angrily, I glared at him.. "What's this behavior, seriously you are asking this? " I said, he had no reaction on his face.. "Why are you ignoring me? " I asked, he shrugged off...  "Abir, I know that day you must have waited for me, but I am sorry, I thought to message you but in excitement it slipped out of my mind, " I added cupping his check, he rolled his eyes and looked towards the other side..

"Now you don't even look at me? " I mumbled in a low tone but he stayed silent ..

"I am sorry na! I forgot to text you? " I muttered making a pout ..

"Mishti! It's not that you forgot about it.. I told you that I had taken a leave and that means I wanted spend the day with you.. I agree you had work then you went to college but then? You could have come here but no.. I waited the whole day.. Even at night I made myself understand it's okay, let her enjoy.. Then I made dinner for you as well but it went to dustbin! " he explained.. I sighed..

"What would have I done? Sam pleaded me to join her, I could not deny! " I said.. He gave a dry smile in response.. "Priorities! " he uttered drawing my attention.. "Abir seriously! From when you are behaving like this? I was stuck, please try to understand! " I said helplessly..

"No! I don't want to understand.. I will not understand.. I am not even in a mood to understand! What will you do? " he said annoyingly.. "So you wanted me to go nowhere and sit here with you? " I said angrily.. "Did I ever tell you like this? I myself told you to go to your home , even told you to stay as much as you want..  I am not even anyone to give you this permission.. You want to visit your home go, at any moment you want.. You can go anywhere without asking me.. I didn't disturb you in these day even though I was missing you.. I don't have problem with anything.. But at least you should have understood that I have taken a leave means it's for you.. I want to spend my day with you... If you were not in a mood to stay in home, we would have visited to anywhere you want.. Even you would have told me that you didn't want to spend the day with me, I would have not waited the whole day.. I had arranged a movie date for us, a candle light dinner.. I wanted to spend quality time with you, but you didn't have any interest! "

I stared at him blankly, gulping down a huge lump of saliva.. It's not a big deal, he didn't even make a issue out of it.. It's just that my man needed my attention and time which he didn't get.. He always freak out if I don't give him enough attention..

"I understand your point, but you can't say that I didn't have any interest , " it hurt me, how could he even say like that.. "I said what I felt! " he mumbled having no expression on his face.. Anger has totally hovered over him, that's why he doesn't even know what he's saying.. "I love youuuu, please forget it na! " I mumbled keeping his palm on my heart.. "But I hate you, " he said and placed me on the sofa.. Taking his office bag he left.. For the first time he said me I hate you.. I have told him several time but he can't say it to me.. The inner child in me started crying..

I am hypocrite but he can't say it..

I sat there making a pout, a tear rolled down my eyes.. Now I understand why people say small small things really matter.. He really hate to wait.. I could have messaged him at least.. Me being the dumbass and careless girl forgot it.. Argh.

No Mishti! He too need to be pampered and loved the way you are.. Everytime I get angry he do every possible things to melt me.. Remember in that cold night he stayed outside of your house just to talk with you.. I too love him and I have more patience than him.. Let's see till when he's going to run away from me..

I took a bath and wore a comfortable cloth.. Everyone was sleeping.. I made tea for everyone.. One by one all came to downstairs.. Maa called me, so taking two cup of tea I went to garden.. Feeling the soft ray of sun against my skin I felt so relieved.. "Abir went office so early.. Anything wrong? " she asked curiously, I bit my lips.. "It's okay! It's your personal matter, I don't want to interfere.. One thing I just want to tell that these days will not come again.. Of course your love will never fade away but it will increase day by day.. But the freshness in bond like now, you will never feel again..

Why are you even letting him to go office.. I am giving you both freedom.. Work can be done anytime.. But this time will never come.. Try to spend most of the time with each other, along with that do your work.. It's all about balance.. I hope you both understand.. The day before yesterday I was happy because Abir cancelled his business trip just for you.. But don't be happy with this bare minimum.. Woman sacrifice a lot of things for their husband, can't they just choose you over there work.. " saying she left..

I stared at her.. I need to read my horoscope today.. Abir said a lot to me and then maa.. The day itself stared in a bad note..

I too wanted to spend my day with him, but the girls said in such a way that I couldn't deny.. I almost forgot that he was on leave .. I went to the kitchen to make breakfast ..

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It's around 11:30 when I reached office.. Saanvi di accompanied me, she went to Aadarsh bhai and Sameer bhai's chamber taking their respective lunch box.. Abir's secretary didn't let me go.. "Do you know who I am? " I asked angrily, crossing my arms over my chest.. "I am sorry Mrs Rajvansh, but sir had strictly told me to not let anyone disturb him! " he said politely, I glared at him.. I was about to reply back when Saanvi di dragged me along with her to a room.. Abir's PA was present there..

"Listen, Abir is really very ziddi type person, he doesn't get annoyed easily but once the anger overpower him then it's done for everyone! " Saanvi di exclaimed, making a pout I sat on a couch.. "But I didn't do a huge mistake the way he is reacting! " I mumbled keeping the lunch box on the table.. "It's our fault, I told him sorry from my side as well but he didn't listen.. And moreover he is stressed nowadays due to work, so it's one more thing for which he is behaving like this, " she said..

"So what you want me to do? " I asked helplessly.. His PA handed me one bag, making me confused.. "Wear this. And take my id card as well.. Cover your face with your hair and don't forget to wear a spectacle .. Till then I am resting, finally got some time for myself, " she threw herself in the couch and closed her eyes.. Both Saanvi di and I stared at her blankly.. "So now I will do all these drama? " I said in disbelief.. "We will laugh in future remembering this, so yeah! Go for it! " saying she left.. Unbelievable.. I took out the clothes and accessories from the bag..

Abir Rajvansh, my time will come too, huh!

I pulled my hair in frustation.. Patting my cheek I took a deep breath.. After wearing the white shirt and short skirt I wore the spectacle and settled my hair in such a way that it hid my forehead and side face.. Putting her id card around my neck, I held the bunch of file and stepped out.. If I won't do anything right now, he will again go to house after dinner then again come here before breakfast.. Then Maa will take class of mine..

The secretary didn't even take a glance at me and let me go inside.. I pressed my lips together trying to not laugh.. Abir was sitting on his chair, his tie loosened, the upper two buttons were opened, small small hair falling on his forehead, a perfect sight for any woman to admire or to grow dirty thoughts inside her mind .. Does his PA always see him like this? I squeezed my eyes, couldn't he stay in a good manner.. He was scrolling through his phone, as his PA instructed I kept the file on his table.. "Come here! " he said roughly, my eyes widened.. Did he recognize me? What does even matter ? I came here to talk with him , anyway..

I stood beside him, my hands started shaking just because of the tense environment he created.. The AC is working then why am I feeling hot? He pushed his chair back and dragged me to the middle making me startled.. I shut my eyes, he was pressed against my body.. His fingers tucked my hair behind my ear and took out the spectacle.. I leaned back, his breath was fanning on my face.. The close proximity between us made my mind blank..

"Do you really think I am that fool that I can't recognize you? " he whispered, my eyes were still shut, I was standing clutching the edge of the table.. "I want to talk to you! " I murmured, opening my eyelids I stared at him.. He stepped back and again sat back on his chair and started scrolling through his phone.. I sat on the table making a pout.. "Can you please keep your phone aside and talk with me? " I said, he didn't give a damn to my words and continued his work.. It made me more furious.. I snatched his phone away and he stood up immediately..

"Mishti give it to me! " he shouted trying to take his phone back, I slid the phone inside my shirt and it fell above my belly.. "Now what? " I raised my brows, "Seriously! " he huffed in disbelief and I blinked my eyes.. "Since the morning I am saying sorry, I made a mistake, now can I go back and change anything? No.. I know you are busy nowadays but still you took a day off for me but I being careless destroyed everything, but now I can't rectify it na, " I said..

He kept both of his hands at my two sides on the table.. "What if the role was reversed? " he asked keeping a straight eye contact, I burrowed my eyes in confusion. "What do you mean? " I asked, " In case they were in my place and I was in their place then? You would have cancelled the plan with them and went with me? " he asked, I gulped down a huge lump of saliva.. "Ofc-", " Never! You would have never done that! " he snapped, his breath was uncontrollably rough.. I kept my palm on his chest and held his collar, seeing him talking so rudely with me already broke my little heart.. "Please calm down! " I muttered..

He took out a deep breath and stepped back.. "It's not happening for the first time, you always do that, " he complained like a baby, I was holding his shirt between my two fingers.. "Every time they plan a movie night, without any complaint you stay in Rajvansh house, but when I say you always cut me off.. They call you at any time you run to them but when it comes to me, you always run away from me! They are my siblings, I want you to spend time with them as well but you always take me for granted  .. Why is it me who has to plan out for us? Why can't you? " he said, I stared at him unbelievably..

"Abir it's not like that! I am sorry if you have felt something like that.. But it's not what you think.. They would have felt bad that day, they really wanted me to accompany them, " I muttered helplessly.. "That's the problem Mishti! You care about them but not me! " he snapped, I sighed.. "Okay fine! Now the damage is done, I can't change it.. It's been seven days we haven't talked properly, after I went to my home.. You are angry? Tell me what will I do which will erase your anger! " I mumbled, "I will do everything, " I added..

He snapped his head towards me, keeping his hand on my thigh he pulled me, my breath became rapid.. "Anything? " he whispered, a lump formed in my chest.. He opened one button of my shirt, my stomach churned.. His other hand moved inside my skirt and stopped on my lower thigh, my toes curled up.. "Anything? " he asked again in his husky voice, he opened another button, one by one he opened all the buttons of my shirt.. "I asked a question Mishti! " he whispered, his hot breath was fanning on lips.. I clutched the edge of the table tightly.. "What you want me to do? " I mumbled in my shaky tone, my chest fell up and down feeling his fingers on my belly.. I raised my eyelids when he took his phone.. "Do one thing! Don't disturb me.. I am already frustrated because of work, I don't want to pour all frustation on you! " he warned me, inserting his phone in his pocket.. So he did all this drama to take his phone from me..

"You can rest in the rest room! " saying he lifted me in his arms and took me to the adjacent room.. Placing me on the bed, he left the room.. I laid on my back, facing the ceiling.. Whatever he said was not wrong.. It's not his siblings mistake too.. From the very first day, they include me in every gathering so that I become comfortable with them as a new member.. I should learn to keep balance.. But that doesn't mean I don't prioritize him.. I should give him some space rather than annoying him more..

Wearing my shirt properly I came out of the room and then left his cabin.. "Mam, how did you go inside? " his secretary asked in shock, "Shut up! " I muttered and went to his PA's chamber.. Thankfully no one was there, I changed my clothes and went outside.. Something caught my attention, I moved close towards the sight where Abir was shouting at his PA.. I shook my head in disbelief, he had lost his mind.. Saanvi di was there , so I didn't feel like to go there.. I went to the ground floor and then left.. The car was waiting for me outside, I got inside and he started the engine...

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It's around 9:00 PM.. Thankfully Abir returned home in time, I was sitting on a chair.. Both Aadarsh bhai and Sameer bhai were serving food for everyone.. Abir came down stairs, he was wearing a black tee and his pyjama.. He ran his fingers through his wet messy hair and sat beside me.. Everyone was cracking joke with each other, but I ate silently.. Everyone noticed us but respecting our privacy didn't utter a word.. Keeping the dishes in the sink , I went to my room.

I am feeling completely drained, tired, frustrated.. Abir was standing in the middle of the room, talking on his phone with someone.. I reached him and hugged him tightly pressing my face on his chest.. "It's enough of fighting , I am tired, " I whispered, but instead of hugging me , he pulled himself back.. "Wait for a second, I am coming! " he said to the other person in call.. I stood there for a moment until tears started forming in my eyes.. I laid on the sofa and closed my eyes letting the tears come out of my eyes..

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Abir:)

It took me more than fifteen minutes to sign all the papers, it's related to our company management.. I handed the papers to my client, in one hour he has a flight to Delhi, he will submit it in the head office.. The guard locked the gate and I headed to my house.. My head was blasting in anger, I told Mishti to not talk me, but no! She's adamant.. I always say her to stay away from me when I am in a frustrated mood, I just need space.. I blabber whatever comes to my mind.. The whole day she tried to pacify me , but all I did something I shouldn't do..

The never ending regrets..

I locked the door from inside, Mishti was sleeping on the sofa.. I sat on my knees and stared at her.. I traced my finger on her cheek and then on the mattress of the sofa.. She's crying..

I took her gently in my arms and then placed her on her side of the bed.. Turning the light off I laid beside her.. Sleep was far away, I was feeling restless.. Her low sobbs drew my attention, I shifted a little to her.. Placing my hand on her belly I kept my chin on her shoulder.. She buried her face on the pillow, I pulled her to me.. "Please don't cry! " I murmured , trying to make her look at me but she threw my hand away..

"It will never happen again, no matter how angry I will be, I won't let it affect our relation, I swear! " she started crying more.. "Mishti, please, " I called her but she didn't responded.. The whole day she kept saying sorry to me and now I will spend the night saying sorry to her.. She dragged the blanket and covered herself fully.. I hit my head on the pillow.. After sometime she stopped crying and fell into slumber.. I made her face towards me, her cheeks and nose were red..

This is how you are taking care of your wife?

My inner voice mocked me, I placed my lips on her cheek.. Tomorrow we have a small party in our company, the employees want treat for our marriage.. I hope she attend it, but there is less chance of it.. I closed my eyes and slept hugging her ..

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It's early morning, I was getting ready to go office.. I was on leave for almost a month due to which the workload has been doubled.. Tonight we have a small party..I kept a black saree in front of her, she shifted her eyes to it.. "Tonight we have a party in our company  , so... " she didn't listen to me and just left the room.. Keeping the saree on the bed, I followed her.. She sat on a chair in the dining , everyone was present there so I didn't make an issue out of it.. I silently did my breakfast.. "You both are hosting the party, don't be late, " Aadarsh bhai reminded us , "I am not going anywhere, " she pushed the plate and walked off.. "Things got reversed in one day? " Saanvi uttered in disbelief.. I sighed..

"I will talk with her, but can't force her, " Mom said, I nodded.. I have planned a vacation for both of us, away from everyone.. Only she and me.. But for that I need madam's permission.. I left for the office.. No way she will listen to me right now.. After the work and party things, I will have a proper conversation with her.. Till then let her curse me whatever she wants..

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It's around 6:30 , I was in the hall of my office waiting for my family members to come here... Bhai and Sameer are on the rooftop, I held my breath seeing everyone in my family coming towards me.. One by one everyone passed by me,  I held Saanvi's hand.. "Where is my wife? " I asked her, "She won't attend the party, " she said and left.. Without her this party is not going to happen too.. I made up my mind to bring her here, but then my eyes snapped towards the entrance.. Here she is! She's wearing the same black saree I had bought, flipping her hair to the back she entered inside.. I kept my palm on my chest to feel my rapid heartbeat..

Anger was clearly visible on her face, which was making her look hotter.. I stopped her by standing in front of her.. "I thought you won't come here, " I mumbled , "only because of maa and bhai! " she muttered, completely avoiding me.. I nodded and forwarded my hand, but she walked away.. "Relax Abir! It's just a trailer, " I muttered under my breath.. I followed her, to my surprise she was standing near the elevator, even though it was open.. Ah! I remember, she doesn't like to meet these professional people, she becomes nervous.. "Let's go! " I held her hand and pulled her to the elevator..

We both walked out of the elevator, holding each other's hands.. I introduced her to everyone and we welcomed everyone.. Throughout the party she's totally calm.. I didn't enjoy it even a little bit because she's upset and she attended the party just because of Maa.. Around 11:30 we left for home..

After giving medicines to Mom, I headed towards my room.. I entered the semi dark room, Mishti hasn't changed her clothes yet.. Standing near the window she's gazing at the sky.. I stood beside her, wrapping my hands around her belly I kept my chin on her shoulder.. "You are still upset with me? " I asked the dumbest question, she freed my hand from her belly and turned back to leave but I caged her between my arms.. "Let me go! " she struggled to get rid of my strong grip but I didn't allow her to go.. "Without having a proper conversation, we are not going to sleep, " I uttered, she sighed in frustration..

"I am tired, let me go! "

"I am tired of fighting, "

"We haven't talked for so many days, please listen to me, " I added.. She raised her head up, her eyes spitting on fire.. "Yesterday I told you the same, but did you listen? " she asked calmly.. "I was angry, I told you to give me some space.. I didn't want to say those words to you but I just blabbered anything and I am sorry for -"

"Keep your sorry to yourself.. I am not someone that you will yell at me even in anger, " she huffed.. Her chest was falling up and down in anger.. She stepped ahead and showed her index finger to me.. "Don't You Ever Dare To Talk Me In That way! " she said pressing every her word, her eyes staring straight at me.. I like it.. Holding her finger , I kept her hand on her back and pulled her into my chest.. "You know in anger you look like a hungry lioness, " I mumbled, she tried to free herself.. "Let me go - "

I cut her off in the middle by pressing my lips on her.. She was stunned due to my sudden move, even though she was angry, her body was reacting to my touch.. I dug my fingers on the flesh of her waist leaving her hand.. She didn't protest but kissed me back.. Her hands wrapped around my neck, I held her possessively.. She bit my lower lip, making my hormones go wild.. I held her jawline and pulled her closer.. She poured all her anger in the kiss, our tongue fighting against each other.. In sort of oxygen, we parted away .. She pushed me back and headed towards the bed.. "If you think a kiss can melt me, then you are wrong Mr Rajvansh! " she shouted before going to bathroom..

"A long drive in my bike? " I asked, "right now , " I added.. She didn't say anything.. I sat in a couch, after sometime she came out wearing a shirt and a loose pant.. "But I  will drive! " she said, making my eyes wide open .. "Are you mad? " I uttered.. "I can drive your Royal Enfield, " she mumbled and took out the key from the drawer.. "No way! " I held her hand, she glared at me.. "If anything will happen to you? " I asked in concern, "It will happen to you as well, don't worry! " she replied, unbelievable..

Saying her anything at this point will lead me nowhere.. I silently followed her, she started the bike.. Before sitting behind her I hugged her and placed my lips on her cheek.. "You know na I love you, " I whispered, she gave me a death glare.. "You will sit or I will go alone? " she asked, I took a deep breath and sat behind her.. "Are you sure about it? " I asked her, but she didn't say anything and started the ride.. I wrapped my hands around her belly and kept my chin on her shoulder.. At first her speed was slow then she drove in a moderate speed.. The road was empty and she can drive actually..

I felt like sleeping due to the cold wind brushing against my skin..
She stopped the bike far away from the city land, a place where the city was clearly visible and I felt peaceful.. We both got off the bike and I kept the bike on two stands.. "It's so beautiful na! " Mishti said looking at the view , I hummed in response.. I sat on my bike putting both legs on both sides.. Mishti did the same but she sat facing me.. I pulled her both legs and she came closer.. I  stared at her, she was looking calm and happy.. She wrapped her hands around my neck and smiled at me..

I captured her lips, completely pasting her upper body with mine.. I kissed her gently, I could feel her heart pounding against her chest.. She pressed her palm on my jawline, we parted away after a soulful kiss.. She trailed her lips from my jawline to neck.. Her every kiss was driving me crazy.. I dug my fingers on her waist when she rolled her tongue on my throat and sucked my adam apple.. I grabbed her chin and again slammed my lips on her.. Holding her from her waist, I made her sit on my lap.. I dominated the kiss, she ran her fingers in my hair..

We parted away, she nuzzled her face in the crook of my neck and hugged me tightly.. I hugged her back..

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