Mishti :)

I was constantly moving back and forth in my room.. My mind was blasting in so many thoughts.. It's already 9:00 pm.. Yesterday we both got stuck in forest.. I slept in his arms, I was expecting that everything will fall into place once we will talk.. I wanted to tell what I felt that day, how worse everything was for me.. But when I woke up I found myself in this dumbass room, I mean I was in my room.. He being the gentleman didn't bother to wake me up and took me here..

The girl with whom he went on a date, had told him to meet him today that too all alone.. I know Abir will do nothing but in first place why the hell will they even meet? I can't just go and ruin everything.. Wait! I am not the one who will ruin anything.. He is mine! I am not going to let him go.. I hit the pillow on the wall in anger.. I myself ruined everything so I can't even control anything.. In evening I went with Mom to one of our relatives house.. So I could not talk with him.. And now my family had planned a late night movie plan, after that they will go to Agarwal mansion.. It's been so long they haven't visited that house.. And the worst thing is they are dragging me with themselves.. But I don't want to go..

I am still in my saree, haven't changed after coming from my relatives house.. "You got ready? " Mom asked but then noticed me.. I was already looking tired and frustrated so I didn't need more effort to look sick.. "Actually, I don't know but my head is spinning.. I need some rest.. I don't think I can even watch a movie , " I said dramatically and sat on my bed holding my head..

"Okay then! I will stay with you, " Mom said in concern, I got up hurriedly.. "No way! " due to my loud voice she got startled.. "I mean no way you are going to miss all the fun because of me.. You are working all day, you don't even get the proper time to rest .. Don't worry I will go to the Agarwal mansion tomorrow, " I tried to make her understand.. She was constantly denying it, it took me more than half an hour to make her understand.. Everyone finally left .. I took a breath of relief.. Without wasting a second I locked the main door of my house and headed towards Rajvansh house.. In a hurry I forgot to bring my phone with me..

As always the guard let me go inside.. As it was nearly 10:00 , everyone was probably at home.. Without making any noise I headed towards the back house.. Who knew one day I will do this type of stunt? The door was open to my luck, otherwise it would have been difficult for me to go inside.. I closed the door, the hallway was empty..

Taking slow and silent steps I went to the first floor.. Only a single room's door was opened, I went near it.. I glanced at my watch , it's already 10:15 pm.. There was complete silence in the room, but a light was on.. I entered inside and found no one there so took a breath of relief.. I was about to go but seeing all the decorations I could not move.. My blood was boiling in anger.. Abir literally did all this for her? For a girl who he doesn't even know properly?

I entered inside.. Abir's phone was ringing which was on bed.. But when I reached near the bed, someone opened the bathroom door.. I turned around hurriedly and closed my eyes.. "Samriddhi ! You are too late girl, " Abir said, I squeezed my eyes in anger.. He is addressing her saying girl? Huh!

Wait just because I have wrapped a shawl around me that doesn't mean he won't recognize me... But hearing him it didn't feel like he recognized me.. Even we both are of same height and our hairs are almost similar.. Still it doesn't make sense that Abir Rajvansh didn't recognize His Mishti by seeing her back.. I swear I will kill him..

Hearing his footsteps my heartbeat became rapid.. I clutched my shawl tightly.. "You know I am waiting for you from last one hour, " he muttered placing his chin on my shoulder.. I titled my head to another side, he slowly removed the shawl and pressed my body against his, his one hand was wrapped around my body and another was around my chest.. Don't tell me he couldn't even sense my touch or cologne.. He could have moved on from me, but how can he forget me?

I fisted my palm when he placed a soft kiss on my neck.. How could he do all these things with an other girl? Because according to him it's not me, but Samriddhi.. He will look at someone the way  he looks at me, he will admire someone, he will talk with someone, he will touch someone, he will hug someone, he will share his pain with someone, he will show his childish side to someone, he will behave like a baby in front of someone, he will kiss someone and he will make love with someone the way he do with me or may more passionately..

I was already sad but these thoughts made my mind crowded and crazy.. It will be only me, I can't see him with anyone.. What did I think when I break this engagement?

"What happened baby? " he asked pressing his cheek against mine, I lost all my patience and pushed him back.. "Baby? Seriously Abir! " I shouted at him, he fell on the bed.. "Mishti you? What are-"

"How even you dare to do all this? " I started hitting him with a pillow, he was trying to save himself but I was way too furious.. "You are so heartless, for the last five days I have been crying like anything and here you are going on dates. "

"You toh... First stop hitting me.. Hello listen, " he tried to hold my hand, I was not even looking at anything because I was shedding tears, my eyes became completely red.. My heartbeat was rapid and I felt like a dead person.. "STOP! " he shouted and held my both hand.. He was breathing continuously.. "Angry kitten, " he sighed and sat on the bed, still holding my hands.. I jerked his hands away and sat silently but making a distance from him.. "I hate you, I really hate you, " I mumbled and wiped my tears, but I was sobbing very badly..

"What are you doing here at this hour? " he asked innocently, I stared at him blankly.. Here I am crying and he is asking about my existence in his house.. I wanted to shout again but my voice choked in my throat.. "Fine! Wait for your girl, " I mumbled and got up from the bed.. But before I could leave he pulled me and I landed up on his lap.. I tried to freed myself but his grip around me was too strong..

"Ablaa Naari pe Atyachar! " I mumbled and pushed him.. He started laughing throwing his head back and at that instant moment I stopped fighting and stared at him.. Seeing him laughing like this, I felt an unknown happiness that can't be described in words.. His one hand was around my belly and another hand was holding my arm.. "You are ablaa seriously? " he asked in between his laugh..

"Yes and you are a devil, " I pouted, he again laughed.. I hit his stomach and he tried to control his laugh.. After taking some deep breaths he finally came back to his normal condition.. I was already staring at him and he stared back.. A jolt of electry ran through my nerves.. I was about to look away when he again made me look at him holding my cheek..

"You know what? " he asked in a low tone, I raised my brows..

"You are the first person in this whole God damn world with whom I am  dealing with so much patience. And you know why? " he asked, I blinked my eyes, a lone tear dropped from my eyes.. "Because you love me, " I replied, he let out a deep breath.. "And it's not enough for you, isn't it? " he asked, his voice was shaking.. Pain was clearly visible in his face.. "It's not like that, " I mumbled slowly.. He grabbed my face in a jerk, our face was an inch away from each other.. I gulped in fear..

"Then tell me what is it? " he asked patiently.. He intertwined our hand and again stared at me.. It's not like I am scared of him, but this time it's me who was at wrong.. And I know he will ask me those questions for which I don't have an answer.. "Tell me! How can two women's words became important for you but not my love? How? " he asked again, tears were dropping from my eyes...

"It's not their words but it's my own thoughts which affected me.. It's not like your love isn't enough.. Don't even question your love for me.. It's hurting.. But I was too weak to deal with that moment.. At this moment you are the only person I am scared to lose.. I will die without you.. I can't survive.. When they said na every bad incident happens just because of me, I felt it.. For a girl like me whose childhood was destroyed, who was living a traumatic life, it's easy for people to hurt me.. I know I should not have taken a decision like this.. But I could not think about anything.. I was sad, hurt, angry.. If anything would have happened to you or anything will happen to you na, I will blame myself only.. I can't help it.. If I would have told you about my parents death, the situation would have been better.. See, there  are different prospectives to see someone's situation and that day I could see all the negative ways, "

"I knew I can't live without you, but if you are unsafe with me then I will distance myself from you.. It's what I thought at that time , you might won't find any logic but this is the truth.. I was in a completely messed up state.. " I concluded.. He ruffled his hairs and again intertwined our hands.

"Then why did you come back now? " he asked . .

"I can't see you with anyone else either.. But see! I thought you will shout at me, scold me but you really did something that I never thought in my wildest dream, " I muttered.. He chuckled.. I glared at him.. "You really want to move on? " I asked in a low tone.. He again laughed..

"Do you think these all are true? I mean please be serious! Abir Rajvansh can never move on from Mishti Agarwal and it's a fact.. I toh did it just to make you realize that the decision you took was the worst decision of your life, " he said, my mind became blank.. I narrowed my eyes and he nodded..

"Seriously! You were fooling me? " I asked and he nodded.. "Seriously? You know in which state I was ? How worse my condition was? I was crying since that day, I could not able to do anything;" I muttered angrily, he blinked his eyes.. And showed a tight lipped smile.. My anger reached peak level.. I grabbed his hand and bit it.. His grip around my waist got tightened, he pressed his nose on my shoulder.. I left a mark there.. "You are seriously too hard to deal with, " he said rubbing his hand, I removed his palm and rubbed where I bit.. "I am sorry! " I muttered, all my frustation and anger went away..

"I need a proper apology! " Abir muttered pulling me close to him...

"What do you mean? " I stammered in nervousness, his smirk went wide.. He laid on the bed pulling me with himself then switched our position .. "Just remember one thing ; if we are together we can deal with everything.. You are my everything, I can fight against the whole world if you are by my side.. I understand it hurt you to that level otherwise you would have never broken our relationship but atleast you could have waited for me.. I always say you that I am here for you, I will listen everything, you insecurities, your overthinking.. But please talk with me, don't take decisions on your own.. When it comes to us, our love, please be selfish.. You should do things which actually makes you happy , let them bark, let anyone gossip what they want.. It should not bother you, " he said, I nodded silently..

"I am sorry, " I apologized again.. He smiled and brought his face close to mine.. He was about to kiss when I moved my face towards other side .. His lips got placed on my cheek, I could clearly sense his frustation.. "Mishti, " he muttered gritting his teeth.. "Remember? In the forest we both were about to kiss but you moved away, " I said, he narrowed his eyes.. "So? " he asked annoyingly.. "So it hurt my ego! "

"Seriously? "

"Yes! First catch me, " I pushed him and ran away from there.. He hit his palm on the bed and got up.. "Don't test my patience, " he warned standing on the bed.. I showed him my tongue.. He ran behind me, I stood behind the sofa.. We almost took four round around the sofa.. I was constantly giggling while he was getting irritated.. I was about to run away from the room when he came in front of me and locked the door.. Leaning against the door he smirked and crossed his hands above his chest.. I held my saree pallu tightly and started taking back steps..

"Just a reminder that you are playing with Abir Rajvansh, " he said in a dangerous tone, my heartbeat became rapid.. He was taking steady steps towards me, my back hit the wall.. Before I could run he kept his both hands on the wall, completely caging me.. I smiled shyly, he placed his palm on my jawline and pulled me little closer.. Our lips were almost brushing with each other, his eyes were closed.. I bit my lips and pushed him..

"Lol! " I laughed showing my tongue, he sighed in frustation.. I stood on the bed.. "You are making things hard for yourself, " he warned me again, I rolled my eyes.. "Huh! First catch me you little human, " I said throwing my hair in air.. "Don't blame me later if anything happen between us, " he muttered while trying to breathe normally..

"First touch me, " I challenged him..

My eyes fell on the bathroom, I smirked internally.. I will get inside the bathroom and will lock it from inside. He won't break the door for a kiss, huh! I didn't realize when he reached near me.. But before he could hold me I ran towards bathroom, but to my bad luck he didn't let me close the door.. I tried to push it but he was stronger than me.. He pushed it towards me, I took a step back when he locked the door from inside..

I looked around myself , there was no way to run.. Mish wrong step! My inner voice screamed at me.. He started walking towards me, I was standing near the wall.. "I already told you, don't challenge me, " he mumbled, I bit my lips in nervousness.. He reached me in no seconds, he hasn't even touched me but I felt goosebumps all over my body.. All of a sudden water started dropping on me from shower, I started throwing my palms in air.. "Abir what is this, " I muttered, he also came under the shower and pulled me .. I was breathing heavily.. He slided his one hand around my bare waist and another around my neck..

I clutched his shirt tightly.. He pressed my body against his in a jerk.. I had already accepted my defeat.. I wrapped my one hand around his neck and placed another hand on his shoulder.. He bent down a little and I stood on my toe.. He first bit my lips, I digged my nails on his shirt.. He loves to give me sweet torture.. I sucked his upper lips, he entered his tongue in my mouth and explored every inch of my mouth.. He was kissing me passionately, I could not able to match his energy level.. My knees became weak, all my energy went away just in one kiss.. He held me tightly, I ran my fingers in his hair.. After a soulful kiss he parted away..

I hugged him tightly, he buried his face in the crook of my neck.. He turned off the shower, his hot breath was fanning on my neck.. I was feeling butterflies in my stomach.. He distanced himself a little, I stared at him, his eyes were filled with desires.. I pushed him a little and opened the door.. I was about to leave when he held my pallu.. He pulled my pallu and my back bumped on his chest.. My toes curled around when he trailed his fingers on my belly.. "Not so soon, sweetheart! " he whispered in my ear.. A shiver ran down my spine.. He lifted me in his arms and placed me gently on the bed..

He turned off the light then hovered over me.. He trailed his lips on my cheek to my jawline.. He sucked the water droplets from my neck and placed numerous kiss there.. His phone started ringing, we both sighed in frustation.. He streched his arm up and took his phone.. It was from his PA.. He answered it..

"Okay I will be there in half an hour, " he said to her, I burrowed my eyes in confusion..

"Sorry, I have to go, "

"Now? " I asked in shock and he nodded his head positively.. He was about to get up when I pulled him grabbing his collar.. "I am leaving you today only ; otherwise I will kill you if you will ruin our moments just for your work that too at night, " I warned him, he blinked his eyes in shock.. He was not expecting such response from me.. His lips turned upward into a satisfactory smile, he nodded and kissed my forehead..

"Let's go to my room, we need to change our clothes! " he said.. We both got up and left the house.. I was feeling cold due to the wet clothes.. We entered in his house through the backdoor, thankfully no one was there.. We went to his room, first I took my clothes and changed in washroom.. He then freshened up, I laid on our bed and turned off the lamp.. He wore his formal wear, after applying his perfume he came to me and placed his lips on my lips.. "Good night, " he said, I nodded making a pout.. Taking his purse and phone he left.. I was feeling tired, so slept too..

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Today morning when I woke up, it's already 8:30 AM.. Seeing the other side of bed I realized Abir came back last night, but he woke up before me.. Abir's dadi and Maa came to our room with a saree and some accessories.. I apologized both of them, they were not angry but upset.. Dadi just adviced me to deal with every situation with patience.. After giving advice for an hour, they both left.. And told me to get ready and come down stairs.. To be honest whatever they said to me was good for me but everything went above my head because I had just woke up..

After taking shower I got ready and wore the saree and the jewellery.. I didn't have my phone, so I could not even call Abir.. I was a little nervous to face all the family members..

"Are you ready? " Siya asked, Saanvi di too came inside.. I nodded my head.. "You are looking so pretty, " Di hugged me and put her kajol behind my ears, I smiled shyly .. "Let's go down stairs! " she said.. "But what is happening? " I asked..

"Your engagement, our priest is waiting for you, let's go! " she dragged me with herself.. I thought we will simply exchange our rings but Maa has arranged a puja.. When I went down stairs, I was shocked seeing all my family there.. So they all were involved in Abir's plan.. Mom hugged me and made me sit behind Abir.. He was sitting near the havan kund.. Priest was chanting some manthra.. I smiled at Abir, he scanned me from top to toe and smiled back..

"How do you manage everything? " I asked in a low tone, he chuckled.. "Everything for you! " he muttered.. Mom glared at me and we both concentrated on puja.. We both exchanged our ring and took everyone's blessings.. It's our second engagement, lol.. Sahil had invited a photographer too.. We all clicked family picture and Abir and I both clicked pictures separately too..

After Abir's accident Ramesh uncle and Alisha both had left, so I was actually happy .. Otherwise her face is enough to ruin my day.. We all did our breakfast together and then elders got busy in their talks while his cousins were teasing both of us about last night.. They saw the mark on Abir's hand, so they were teasing us.. As always I was looking red in embarrassment and my to be husband was totally unbothered..

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