Mishti :)

Due to crying continuously , I got a heavy headache.. It's my dream or actually Abir went to me at night.. It must be my dream.. But it's actually so weird that he didn't argue with me, didn't talk with me, he said nothing but just broke up.. His ten years of waiting was nothing to him? But what am I doing? At this point every shit thing affects me and I really can't do anything about it..

Holding a file I was going towards Rajvansh house for no reason.. Working on this file is just an excuse, I had called Sam before coming.. She said she is free and will help me.. I wanted to have a conversation with Abir anyhow.. It's not going to end like this.. The guard let me come inside..

Keeping my shoes aside, I stepped ahead, everyone were gathered in the hall.. I stopped in midway hearing what dadi said.. "Marriage will occur on the same day, if it's not Mishti then any other girl. But Abir will get married on the same day and it's final." I stared at her blankly, everyone were equally shocked as me..

"But ask him about his opinion, if he-"

"I am okay with dadi's decision. I will marry the girl she will choose for me, " Abit said calmly .. I looked at my surroundings ; have I come to a wrong place. Because it's not the Abir i knew.. He moved on so easily.. It's not bothering him at all .. I thought in anger he broke up with me, but I never knew he actually moved on from me so easily.. I took a deep breath trying to control my emotions.. His life, his decision.. It does not affect me.. I was guilty yesterday, but not anymore..

Promises and all are fake, he once told me no matter how critical situation will be, even I will leave him, he will never let me go... He will fight with everything and everyone.. Dadi left after declaring her final decision, elders too left one after other..

"Mishtiii! When did you come? " Sam approached me with a big smile, I smiled back.. No matter how much Abir and I fight with each other, his cousins never misbehaved with me.. They are always nice to me.. "I just came here, let's go to your room, " I mumbled.. She held my hand and we both headed towards her room.. Everyone's eyes were on me, but mine were stuck on him.. Even my presence didn't affect him.. I passed by him, but he pretended like he doesn't know me.. I was trying to control my emotions, but a tear dropped from my eyes.. I wiped it before anyone could notice..

As soon as I entered her room, she left for kitchen to bring some snacks for us.. I sat silently in a couch  totally numb.. My palms and legs started trembling in anxiety.. I wanted to scream so bad.. I wanted to fight against my own emotions, but he himself gave up on me.. So what's the need.. How even I thought that someone will stay with me in my worse time.. I patted my cheek and took a deep breath.. I don't want to cry in front of Sam, so I started my work.. I opened her laptop, as soon as I opened it our engagement pictures popped up.. It was enough to make me weak and shattered..

I closed the tab when Sam entered in my room.. It's hard for me to focus on work, Abir made it harder.. As his room was next to Sam's room and he was laughing like a devil ,it was clearly audible to me .. Which was irritating me more.. Idiot! My hands were completely trembling due to anxiety so I couldn't even write properly.. Sam understood my situation, so she did all the writing things.. All the time I was completely zoned out..

"Wait, my maasi is calling.. I am coming , till then you take rest here, " Sam said and left with her phone, to give it to Geeta aanty.. Without taking her phone she won't come and if it's her Maasi in the call then she is not coming here in next 2,3 hours that's for sure.. Her maasi could have called Geeta aanty na rather than calling Sam.. I sighed.. Everything is just annoying me more.. I stood up and streched my body..

I went out of her room and was just roaming silently.. There was complete silence, so I thought to go inside Abir's room which was supposed to be our room.. The room door was opened, I entered inside.. A dim light was lightening the dark room.. I glanced at the whole room, but Abir was not there.. I went near to his dressing table.. He had kept a photo frame , a picture from our engagement day.. I held it, he must have forgotten to remove it.. Making a pout I stared at us ,happy us..

"You need something? Ms Agarwal! "

My breath stuck in my throat, my heart beat became rapid... He had kept his both the hand on the drawer at my both sides, completely caging me between his arms.. My chest was falling up and down in nervousness.. I turned towards him and he leaned more towards me.. I leaned back a little, clutching my saree pallu tightly I stood there.. He was wearing his jeans only.. His muscular abs were driving me crazy.. Moreover his face was just some centimeter away from me..

"I asked you something! " he asked in his voice.. I gulped down a huge lump of saliva, my legs became weak.. I was just controlling myself, otherwise my hands would have been on his bare chest till now.. After breaking up with me, he is looking more fine and hot.. And here I am looking like a homeless girl. Huh! I looked up and my eyes met with his hazel brown eyes , my small little paradise.. I clutched my saree pallu tightly, a sudden urge to touch his face raised in me... I was in a completely messed up situation..

"Are you okay? " he asked and trailed his finger on my face and removed a hair strand.. My heartbeat became fast.. "Let me go, " I mumbled.. "Not so easily, " he whispered.. I slapped myself mentally for coming here.. Stupid me!! He took a step closer, my breath hitched.. I got relieved when his phone stared ringing.. It was on his bed, he went near the bed and picked his phone..

"Okay! Tomorrow at sunshine cafe.. Hmm at 3:00 pm, "

I was about to go, but stopped hearing him..

"If Dadi has choosed you, I really don't have any problem.. I am going on a date with you for the sake of dadi, otherwise I am ready for the wedding, "

My jaw dropped, dadi already choosed a girl for him? And he is going on a date tomorrow? I walked to him and stood beside him.. He was about to say something to the girl, when I snatched his phone away.. "Mishti, what's this behavior? " he shouted at me.

"Behavior? Oh seriously! Care to explain what are you doing? " I asked him, crossing my arms above my chest.. He took his phone away from me.. "It's my life, I will do whatever I want, " he said carelessly. I sighed and walked out of his room.. I was zoned out, so didn't see Siya coming, I bumped with her..

"I am sorry, " I muttered, she nodded her saying it's okay!

"It's been so long we all haven't spent time together.. Bhai had arranged a movie night, please join us na, " she pleaded..

"No Siya, it will be so awkward, "

"Mishti, please don't drag Abir everywhere.. You are our friend, just because you guys are not together that doesn't mean everything ends here.. You are still the old Mishti for us, so let's go.. I don't want to hear anything, "

She didn't even listen to me and dragged me with her.. I didn't protest more because I wanted to be with Abir.. Due to the accident he has lost his brain cells.. Argh! Sam was already waiting for me, I sat beside her.. Both the brothers waved their hands at me, I just smiled at them.. Sahil came and sat beside me, he ditched Simran for me.. Lol.. Simran sat with Saanvi di..

It's a romcom movie.. I could have enjoyed it but I was not in a mood to watch anything, but still I was just staring at the screen.. As always Sam left in the middle, sleep is her first priority.. Everyone left to their respective rooms, I was searching for my phone in the semi dark room.. It was under the sofa I was sitting on, taking it with myself when I turned around I found Abir lying comfortably on a sofa .. He had not slept, but chatting with someone on the phone..

I was about to go, but as it was dark, my leg slipped due to the carpet and I directly fell on him.. Carpet knows what I want, lol! .. "Ouch! " he mumbled and kept his phone aside.. My nose hit on his shoulder, I rubbed my nose on his shoulder.. He circled his arms around my waist and made me lay on the large size sofa.. He came over me making my eyes widen..

"It's just a coincidence or you are actually coming close to me again and again? " he asked removing some hair strands from my face.. I grabbed him by holding his vest, our face were an inch away from each other.. I was at the verge of breaking down.. "You are seriously going on a date with a girl? " I asked, he sighed and nodded..

"Does it affect you? " he whispered, a lone tear dropped from my eye but I gave a negative response..

"I always said that you deserve better, so of course I am happy for you, " I muttered, he chuckled a little bit then roamed his finger from my forehead to nose to my lips and then lifted my chin up.. "Late realization.. But it's okay better late than never, you know! " he gave me a cold reply.. The last piece of hope got broken.. His voice felt like a sharp knife.. I loosened my grip around his vest, but our eyes were still on each other..

"It's better if we let people go, who are not meant for us, " he said and got up.. I was still in same position.. He left with his phone.. Sam had told me to stay here tonight but I didn't feel like to stay here.. Even it's 2:00 am, I went out alone.. The street was empty and I was walking alone.. Neither I had any fear nor there was anyone to scare me.. After some minutes I reached my home.. I had a spare key, so I didn't have to wake up.. Mom was sleeping in my room, I slept beside her.. I was feeling too heavy, but too tired to think anything and cry.. So just after falling on the bed I slept..

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Just to check whether Abir actually planned a date or just fooling around me, I came here to sunshine cafe at 2:30 .. I took a corner seat and ordered a cold chocolate coffee.. To my shock he actually came at 3:00 pm.. I took the menu and held it in front of my face.. He didn't see me  ..To my bad luck he sat next to my table.. I was pretending like I was watching the menu.. He sat facing his back, I got relieved.. After some times a beautiful girl came wearing a saree... Wtf! She hugged him...

Seriously! Seriously! Seriously!

How the heck he let her hug him.. I held my coffee glass tightly to have a control on my anger.. Rather than sitting in front of him, he sat next to him.. The audacity of her to put her palm above his hand... I started biting my nails in irritation.. They just talked about each other, Abir literally told her about his personal life in detail.. I wanted to punch his face so hard.. Like what is happening? I felt like crying.. Wtf is wrong with him..

"Mam you want anything else? " the waiter asked me, I was not in a mood to eat but I had no other option.. I ordered one burger and spring roll.. I kept my voice as low as possible otherwise they would have heard it..

"You are such a sweetheart, " the girl said  , I started punching my thigh...

"Okay! So should I tell dadi that you are ready for the marriage? " he asked, my eyes went wide.. In one meet he decided that she is perfect for him.. What is wrong with him? I narrowed my eyes when the girl came close to him and held his collar seductively.. I will kill her.. Stay away from my boyfriend..

"Of course! But before that I want to meet you in a private place.. Where it would be only you and me and umm.. You are intelligent hope you understand! "

What? Seriously!

"Okay! Come to my house no one will disturb us.. Or it would be better to meet you at my back house.. No one go there, " he replied.. My jaw dropped, almost touched the ground.. He agreed to her conditions?!

"Okay! Then see you after two days, at 9:00 pm, " she said.. They both left after paying the bill.. I started hitting the spoon on the plate.. What these two will do privately.. So many thoughts were hitting my head and I was getting angry.. Angry would be an understatement to be honest.. But I don't have any control over anyone..

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Abir :)

The man who never went on a date, had to go on a date just for his girl.. I went on a date with Samridhi, she is one of my close friend and married lol.. She just did what I told her to do.. I was unsure about Mishti, I thought she won't come.. But she did.. It's around 5:30 PM, I headed towards our home garden.. Mishti's mom was waiting for me.. I mean Maa was waiting for me..

"Hello Maa, " I greeted her with a smile, she gestured me to take a seat beside her.. "So everything is going according to your plan? " she asked, I nodded silently..

"My good wishes are with you, " she muttered and opened her tab screen.. I became confused and raised my brows. "For what? " I asked..

"You are fooling her.. Today or tomorrow she will get to know about it. So just praying for you, because she can do anything to you, " she said calmly, I gulped and nodded. Yeah; when my girl becomes violent then it's over for everyone.. Abir Rajvansh, rest in peace!

"See, she wanted a grand wedding, so Jaipur is a good place.. In this particular palace her parents got married.. So I really want her to get married here and I don't think she will have any problem with it.. But your choice matters too, so please check, " she handed me her tab.. I went through all the information, the pictures, price and everything. Even for security it's a good place.. Rather than discussing these things with her, I am doing it with her mom..

"Done, but we will ask Mishti before booking, " I said , she nodded and took the tab from me..

"Your outfits for every function will be selected by us.. Don't worry we really have a good choice when it comes to clothing.. And about Mishti, I know that you know about her choice, still see all this designs.. It will help you , " she showed me some lehenga collections for all the functions.. I was going through it when Mishti came , so I closed all the tabs..

"What are you doing here? I am searching for you from last one hour, " she got angry at Maa.. Maa took the tab from me.. "Actually we were discussing about a deal, so just came here, " she lied..

"Is your deal more important than me? I came home from college.. No one is in home to ask me whether I ate or not? And you came here to fix a deal? " she shouted at her, we both stared at her blankly..

"I mean I was just umm -" Maa got scared too, I felt like laughing but controlled myself..

"You stay here with your clients, I don't need you anymore, " saying she went to my home.. I blinked my eyes and shook my head.. "I told you before, she will kill you for sure, " Maa reminded me again.. "Okay I need to go home, I should prepare some good dish for her, or else she will eat me up, " saying she left.. I too went to my house..

Mishti was sitting in the hall with Mom.. Mom had made sandwich for me, now she is eating all those.. I pouted and went near her.. "It's mine, " I said pointing at the sandwich which she was eating..

"Maa gave it to me, so now it's mine, " she said and continued eating..

"Maa? It's Aanty for you, " I corrected her, but as soon as her facial expressions changed I bit my tongue.. I was not supposed to be this much rude.. I took my fake character seriously.. She stopped eating and kept the plate on the table..

"Ohho! Why are you listening to him, he blabbers like this, please eat it, " Mom said giving her the plate, she shook her head.. I actually felt so bad for treating her like this..

"No aanty! I am sorry, " she walked out, I moved my eyes slowly towards my mom.. I could see fire coming through her both ears..

"You will not get your dinner today! " she shouted at me, I almost jumped on my place..

"I said too much nah? " I said biting my tongue.. She sighed in frustation.. "Don't make things more worse that you can't even solve it, " she warned me, I pouted and took the plate.. The sandwich was tasty..

"It's umm yumm! " I said closing my eyes.. Mom really cooks so well..

"Are you even serious? " she roared at me and hit me on a pillow..

"I am going to die soon in her hand, so let me enjoy now, " I said and continued to eat.. I can't even imagine my situation after she gets to know that I am just playing..

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Mishti :)

If it doesn't bother him, why will I suffer alone.. To lighten up my mood I took a leave from college and went out with Chacha.. We both watched a movie in theatre, we did shipping and ate a lot of food.. He enjoyed a lot as he got a break from his work holic life.. But due to some important meeting we both came to our company.. He told me that Mom will come home, so she will take me with her..

I went to Mom's cabin, but she was not there.. Her PA told me that she's in terrace, so I made my way towards it.. Some other people were present there too.. Ignoring everyone I went near Mom..

"Mom, let's go, " I said, Chacha had already informed her that she will drop me..

"Sorry beta, I have to be here tonight.. Why don't you go with him, " she said pointing towards her left, I shifted my gaze and found Abir there.. No way I am going with him..

"Mom, I will better book a cab for myself, " I replied opening my phone screen but she took it away.. "It's already 7:00 am, I can't let you go with any stranger, you are going with him and it's final, " she said, I stumped my foot in anger.. Mom went to him and said something.. He gazed at me then scanned me from top to toe and then nodded..

"Let's go! " he muttered and left.. Taking a deep breath I followed him.. Being a gentleman he opened the door of the car for me and I entered inside.. While driving he was looking all chilled and freshed.. I too pretended like nothing is bothering me at all.. NOTHING!!!!!

"What happened? " I asked him, he stopped the car in the middle of an empty road.. "Let me check, " saying he got out of the car, I too went to the front.. "It got damaged, " saying he closed the bonnet..

"Your car is just like you! " I muttered, he raised his brows in confusion..

"Both are useless! " I mumbled.

"Hello? Both are expensive.. Hard to get, huh! "

I rolled my eyes..

"Now what? " I asked , he gave me a carefree look.. "Book a cab or what! "

"Hello sir! From where will I get a network in this forest road? "

"Okay then! Let's stay in the forest tonight, tomorrow morning I will do something, " saying he took out a bag from his car and locked the door..

"Who told you to take this route? You could have taken the NH instead, " I shouted at him, he was going inside the dark forest.. "My heart, " he shouted back, I rolled my eyes and followed him.. Thank God before coming I went to washroom in our office.. Huh!

He fell upon a bunch of grasses after arranging a bonefire.. It felt like a picnic to him I guess.. He came here with all the  preparation.. Even the fire could not made me feel hot in the cold night.. My eyes fell on a beautiful flower, I got up and tried to pluck it.. But due to my height I couldn't reach it..

My breath chocked when I felt Abir's warm hand around my belly under my saree pallu.. I titled my head and he lifted me a little up.. I plucked the flower easily.. "I didn't ask for help, " I replied and at the instant moment he freed me , for which I fell on the rough ground.. "Ouch, " I cried holding my leg.. My feet twisted which gave a me a little pain..

"People are so ungrateful nowadays! " he muttered and sat on his previous position.. I pressed my feet to erase the pain and got up .. I took a step ahead and fell on the ground again.. I couldn't walk properly.. "Mummy! " I cried holding my feet, without wasting any time he came to me..

"You got hurt ? " he asked me , holding my feet, he was looking concerned.. I removed his hands from my feet.. "As if you don't like to hurt me, " I muttered under my breath.. Seeing his facial expressions it was clearly visible that my words made a serious impact.. But I ignored it.. "What are you doing? " I shouted as he lifted me in his arms and made me lay on a better place, where he was lying before sometimes.. "Ssshh! " before I could protest he kept his palm above my lips..

I was laying above the grasses, he sat near my feet .. He twisted my feet a little and I got up in a jerk. "It's hurting, " I whispered holding his hand, he showed me his palm .. He again twisted my feet and I hit his shoulder.. It gave me a serious pain.. Bringing his face near my feet he placed a kiss.. A jolt of electry ran down my spine.. He then slided up my saree a little and kissed my leg.. I was holding the grasses tightly.. Slowly slowly he came over me and I laid back.. I was holding his collar tightly, he nuzzled his nose in the crook of my neck..

"Abir, " I moaned in pleasure when he kissed my collar bone, my toes were tightly curled.. He then came a little up and sucked my ear lobe... I was playing with his shirt button, he played numerous kiss on my jaw line then pressed his lips on my cheek.. My fingers ran between his hairs, his another hand was on my belly.. Our lips were brushing with each other.. We were about to kiss but he moved back ..

"I am sorry, we should not do this, " he muttered looking here and there.. I sighed. He was about to get up when I grabbed him holding his collar, he stared at me confusely.. "It's too cold here, sleep with me.. I need sone warmth, " I muttered, I might sound stupid but I didn't want him to leave like this... I thought he will smirk but his facial expressions were normal..

"I can't sleep wearing this shirt, " he said.. "Then open it, " I muttered casually.. He gave me an surprised look, I started unbuttoning his shirt, he removed it and kept it aside .. Circling his one hand around my waist he pulled me close to him... I buried my face in the crook of his neck, he kept his one leg above mine.. We both were in such a intimate position but he was all calm..

He is mine and I will not let anyone touch him..

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