Abir :)

Days are passing in a blink of eyes, just few days left for bhai's marriage.. After doing pre-wedding photo shoot in Switzerland they both have returned. Sameer and I, both are managing everything and keeping bhai away from all the work. These pre-marriage days will never come back, bhai need to enjoy it.. That's why I am getting no time to even breath properly. Bhai's absence in our company made both of us realized how much work he do ..

It's around 11:30 in night, keeping all my work aside I went to terrace to get some fresh air.. I threw myself on the swing and took my phone out of my pocket.. I got so many notifications but choosed to ignore it.. Opening whatsapp the only message I saw was of Mishti's..

Abir Rajvansh, I know you are busy but it's been ten days , I haven't seen your face properly. What is the profit of living in the same lane when I don't get a chance to see you? If possible message me atleast, I am not getting a single call from you. You are a bad boyfriend!

A smile formed on my lips, but it got vanished when I checked the date, she had sent me this message two days back. Sighing deeply I kept my phone on the swing and looked up, at the sky.. She herself is busy.. It's just most of the time I spending in my workplace and whatever time I am getting, I am investing it in the wedding preparation.. It's already too late, I dropped the idea of calling her.. I too miss her ..

I gazed at the moon, so many things has been changed but the moon is still same. From watching the moon alone in her thoughts to watch the moon with her, life has become beautiful. Touchwood..

Nobody actually know how I met her.. Few months before dad's death, life was beautiful.. I was in 10th standard. A random busy day it was. School opening time. I was getting late for class, still running towards outside of the school to call Saanvi. I used to sit with her, Sameer was in different section. To be honest I used to get annoying vibes from my class girls, that's why I always stay with Saanvi..

And she was a badass girl, girls used to stay away from her. So I was running and running until I got hit with a girl. We both fell in opposite direction, my handkerchief fell from my hand when I fell down.. Cursing something to me the girl got up, as I was facing her back, so I noticed her bag.. She ran from there and went inside school campus.. I bent down and picked the handkerchief but it was not mine, she had taken mine accidentally .. I just kept it with me, so that when I will see her next time I will give it to her..

But I didn't see her, nor searched her.. After a week, I was playing football in our school playground with my friends.. After the game I went near the chair, where I had kept my bag, I saw that bag again.. One bluish - black bag, the same bag.. I kept staring at her till she turned her body towards me..

It was not like I hadn't seen a beautiful girl in my life, but when I saw her I just couldn't remove my eyes from her. She was pretty. Her innocency made me look at her for some more minutes.. Her hairs were tied in two ponytail, with that white shirt and knee length skirt, she was looking cute.. Small size hairs were falling on her face, covering her forehead.. A trending hairstyle of that time..

After seeing her I didn't feel like to return her handkerchief.. Yes! I just couldn't.. She left , and I just kept staring at her retreating figure.. I didn't have any hard feelings for her, but just a slight attraction.. I had no idea of her name, class anything..

After that I used to see her in school more often but never approached her from my side.. After 10th board exam and  dad 's suicide I lost myself completely, I was totally broken.. We then shifted to Ramesh uncle's apartment as we lost our Delhi mansion due to the loan things. But the good part was after the incident the bond between our siblings got strengthen.. It became strong because we all witnessed each other's breakdown phase for the first time..

I studied my 11th in the same school.. Till then I had no idea about her name and class.. It was our school picnic day.. Only 9th and 11th students were going, I had no interest, but Mom sent me forcefully, thinking it will distract me from Dad.. But Sameer could not go as he had fever and Saanvi went to her relatives marriage. I was not alone, I had guy friends with me.. It was a hill station.. I was just walking, completely lost in my thoughts, the loss was too big. I lost my dad and it was not something I will easily forget..

I just slipped, but before falling from the hill, I held a big stone.. When I looked down my heart thumped in fear... If I would have fallen down, no one would have gotten my dead body, it was that deep.. I wanted to live, but I could not hold that big stone anymore. Due to sweats in my palm, it was difficult.. Mom's face was constantly flashing in front of my eyes. She can't live without me..

I tried to save myself but all went in vein. I lost all my hope, but that's when an angel came and held my hand.. Feeling someone's grip around my elbow I looked up, the same girl.. For a second I could not think anything.. She pulled me, I was a thin boy, it didn't take her much effort but still it was hard.. I took a sigh of relief and sat on the ground..

She started rebuking me and I just kept staring at her without blinking my eyes.. A stranger was worried for me. When she saw blood coming out of my elbow, she wrapped her handkerchief around my elbow and after giving a water bottle she left.. She just gave me one hour of lecture like my mom and I was smiling like a fool. I found it beautiful.. She reminded me of my Mom.. The way mom scolds me, she too scolded me..

The picnic was still not over, evening time it was.. I was waiting for my friends to come so that we will go inside the bus.. But I had forgotten my jacket and it was winter.. Sitting on a place, I was totally trembling.. I got startled when someone put a shawl around me.. I looked up but it was too late, she had already left.. When I saw the bag, I could not believe. It was again her.. Again I smiled brightly but soon it vanished when I looked at my side..

Three four beggars were sitting. Did she just think me a beggar and gave her shawl to me .. I was looking down, so definitely she hadn't seen me.. Whatever the reason was , I didn't think much and kept the shawl with me.. While returning to home, her shawl saved me from the cold. Two handkerchief , one shawl, her water bottle and some moment and some memories, that's all I had with myself related to her..

And that day I got to know, she was in 9th standard. Because the picnic was for only two classes and I knew all my classmates. So she was my junior..

Guess what? I still had no idea about her name.. Then the game continued, I used to see her but never approached her.. And she was a weird girl, even you will pass by her side, she won't glance at you.. So she never noticed me too..

I went to library to return a book and I found her again there. But she was not looking usual.. Her face was pale, her eyes were red. A book was on the desk but her eyes were not reading it.. Without thinking twice I went to her but stopped , listening her words..

Why am I so alone in this crowdy world? Don't I too deserve someone with whom I can talk about my day? About my worry, happy moments, sad moments? No one loves me..

Her voice was so painful that broke my heart. I dropped the idea of going to her. Because if I would have talked with her, she must have thought that I talked with her out of sympathy because once she had saved my life, which was not the truth.. I wanted to talk with her from my heart. But I didn't find the courage ..

I went to our school backyard and plugged a daffodil  flower and cutting a paper from my diary I wrote whatever line came to my mind.. I just wanted to say her that she's not alone. If she wanted to talk then she can do it with nature. Aren't we nature's child? They actually listen to us.. I ran to library and to my good luck she was there.. Keeping the note and flower I ran from there before she could see me. Hiding behind the wall, I looked at her through the window glass.. She looked here and there, then took the flower and paper..

I didn't miss the shine in her eyes when she read it.. I thought she will throw the flower but she kept it and left to home.. From the next day, I kept giving her letters, saying she's not undeserving. She too deserve happiness, she can make herself happy and for that she really don't need anyone. I always remind her how strong she is..

I still had no idea of her name ..

Just starting of my 12th class. It was holi time. Before holi day actually.. I was running and Saanvi was running behind me to get my diary.. The diary where I have written all these things. And I bumped with a girl and we both fell on the grassy floor .. My face got covered with colour because people had played holi and there were so many colour on the floor..

I got up, I was shocked to the core to find her there, but she could not recognize me due to the color and the picnic was 5 month before so I was not expecting her to remember my face..

"Mishti, come, " a lady shouted and she ran from there..

That's the day when I got to know her name. While running , her feet got twisted and she fell but again stood up and ran towards gate.. I found her earing and kept it with me..

Everything was going in flow till my 12th board exams. I knew after that I won't able to see her.. It was our farewell party, I had a little hope in me to see her one last time... In the evening at the same time, I went to library, but covering my face with a hanky.. I was true, she was there but what made me happy that she was waiting for another letter, but it made me sad that it will be the last letter..

She was looking at other direction, like every other day I thought to keep the letter there , I did too.. I was about leave when she called me from my back, "Sunno! " it just gave me butterflies in my stomach.. As it was the last letter, I felt like to give it from my own hand, holding the folded paper, I turned around..

When our eyes met, everything around me stopped.. She just stared at me, I felt like she wanted to say something but words were not coming out of her mouth.. I too could not say anything.. I handed her the paper and left before my eyes became moist.. That day I realized that she had created a small space for her in my heart.

I moved to UP, for my bachelor degree.. It's not like her thought never crossed my mind, but I knew that she was just a stranger, a chapter of my book, which was closed .. I thought the chapter was closed until I saw her in the same University after two years . I don't know but when I saw her, I just felt so happy.. I was dancing internally. I could not believe my eyes..

She was not the same tiny cute girl anymore. As the university has no rules, so there was no uniform and no particular hairstyle. And most of the time she used to keep her hair open.. That's why every time I see Mishti, I untied her hair, it reminded me of our university days. Nothing has changed. She still looks like that..

But we were from different stream. Where I was a commerce student, she was a science student.. I used to go to science block just to see her and that's how Saanvi got to know that her best friend had a crush on a girl.. She was completely mad at me for not telling her anything. That day I took her with me to science block and showed her Mishti.. She scanned her from top to toe and guess what, she remembered her face from that holi night..

Then she became more angry. Best friend don't hide anything from each other, that's the rule.. I had to complete her assignments in term of punishment. She spreaded the news and everyone got to know along with my Mom.. She scolded me like anything.. But after somedays things became normal..

Everyday after class I used to go to science block and sometimes when I used to not see her, I used to get disappointed.. I had hundred percent attendance just because of her .. But after completing my bachelor degree Mom wanted me to complete my masters in Europe and she wanted me to get trained from Ramesh chacha..

During those last days , I never found her in university.. The day I was about to go to Paris, in morning I went to temple because Mom forced me to go , before starting a new journey you should take blessings from God..

After worshiping I came out of the temple, while I was wearing my shoes I saw Mishti .. My heart came to my throat. She was going to temple, without thinking twice, throwing my shoes I again went inside.. I kept staring at her while she was praying.. It can't be a coincidence.. When she was about to go, I wanted to stop her, but what would have I told her? I just couldn't and she left..

A tear rolled down from my eyes, for the first time I cried. I cried for a girl who doesn't know about my existence. And other than her name, I too knew nothing about her.. But I just felt connected.. That day I realized she's the one, my eyes wanted to see, my heart wanted to beat for and my soul wanted to give solace.. She was not just a chapter of my book but became a important character in my book and now she's the main character..

Leaving everything behind I left to Paris in a hope that destiny will bring us together again.. When I came back, Mom took me to her house and it was definitely a shock of my life..

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I realized I have a peaceful smile on my face while thinking about her. Only her thoughts and my lips curved into a smile. If it's not love, then what's it?

I want to take her to Delhi, to our school where everything was started. That's where I will tell her everything.. Everything about us! She will be happy knowing that she too is a princess and we have a fairytale..

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Next day!

The whole day was way too much hetric. God know where Sameer is! He is not picking my calls.. All the workload was on me.. I wanted to go to Mishti to meet her, but these never ending work didn't let me.. I dropped myself in my chair and closed my eyelids..

"Just cancel all the meetings, " I said to my PA, who was standing in front of me. It's nearly 3:00 pm, from morning I am attending meetings like it's some important classes..

"But sir do you really want to cancel the meeting with Mehta's company? " she reminded me and I sighed in frustation.. Bhai have worked hard on this project, I can't cancel it.. I glanced at my phone, 1% charge.. My eyes shined in happiness when Mishti's name flashed on my phone.. But before I could pick it, my phone went off.. Anger reached to the peak level, I threw the phone..

"Arrange the meeting, I am going, " I said to my PA. She left taking the files from my table.. It will be better if I will talk with Mishti face to face.. I went to the conference hall..

From past one hour, I was discussing about the project with the clients.. They approved the deal, I was about sign on the paper when someone slammed the door. The audacity to slam the door, that too when Abir Rajvansh is inside. I looked up and my eyes widen seeing Mishti..

Her eyes scanned the room, she shut her eyes in embarrassment and left not before saying a sorry.. My assistant was with her.. If it would have any other person then he would have faced the worse of me, but it was her. Silently I signed on the paper, instructing my PA to deal with them I came out of the conference room and made my way to cabin anticipating Mishti to be there..

I was just preparing myself to face her anger. Taking a deep breath I pushed the door, she was just walking back and forth, I found her little scared. She must be thinking I would be angry on her.. She stopped walking sensing my presence.. Without blinking I went to her and took her into my embrace.. Wrapping my both arms around her, I squeezed her buried my face in the crook of her neck.. I felt her heart beat coming to normal..

After some second she hugged me back, I felt so calm.. Twelve days without her felt like twelve years.. I pressed her more tightening our hug.. I became worried feeling her tears in my neck, I tried to break the hug but she didn't let me.. I hate this sound the most, her sobs!

I don't like when she cry, I just hate those tears.. I tried to comfort her and rubbed her back.. When I felt like she was not crying I broke the hug and made her look at me by cupping her cheeks.. My heart broke seeing her red eyes..

"What happened? Anybody said something to you? " I asked in worry, she shook her head..

"I missed you, " she, said between her sobs. I blinked my eyes and just stared at her face.. A part of me was happy that just my absence made her feel so sad and one part of me was guilty for not able to give her time.. Tears were still flowing, I wiped it and again hugged her..

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Mishti :

Here, in front of him I am crying like a baby just because I was missing him.. Past days were hetric for me as well, farewell, silver jubilee and annual function in my college kept me busy but could not stop me from thinking about him. After getting so much love and care from him, his absence will of course made me miss him. And the fact that neither he called me nor replied to my message.

After coming from college, I did my lunch and called him.. But the audacity of him to cut my call.. I came here to check if he is even remember me or just forgot.. I was too angry so kicked the door of the conference hall, but realization hit me hard.. I left the room and came to his cabin.. I thought he would be angry for behaving like that but he was not angry..

When he hugged me, I just couldn't hold myself back and let those tears come out of my eyes, me being way too much sensitive.. Breaking the hug, I wiped my tears.. He was looking at me with an amusing smile. He was about to say something when Aadarsh bhai came inside..

I detached myself from him and wiped my tears.. Seeing me bhai directly came to me, pulling me in a side hug.. "Did Abir again hurt you? " he asked looking at me and them Abir. He rolled his eyes at bhai and I shook my head in a No. He can never hurt me..

"Then why are you crying? " he asked me breaking our hug, I licked my dried lips..

"Bhai! Don't worry about her, tell me what are you doing here? " Abir asked him, I took a breath of relief..

" Han! You can go home and take rest. Enough of work, now let me handle, you both did enough, I can't tolerate that much family drama, they just eat my head, " bhai said being annoyed, we both chuckled..

"And yes Mishti! You can go to home with Abir.. There is no one in home. So you both will get some time to spend with each other, " bhai said with a genuine smile. His words made me blush and confused at the same time..

"Actually Mom and Chacha chachi went to village , Sahil went with his friends, Sam went to Delhi to bring Aaru and Sameer went to Gujurat, because Siya met with an accident, " he added, my eyes widen at his last statement as well as Abir's..

"How is she right now? What happened? " Abir asked in concern..

"Relax! She is fine now. But God know how Sameer will meet her! " bhai chuckled, I sighed in relief..

"My best friend is too wild, I see, " Abir said to bhai with a teasing smile, I could not understand anything and looked at bhai. A red mark was there on his neck, bhai adjusted his collar and hid the hickey. I glared at Abir, at least don't tease him in front of me..

"Shameless, " bhai said hitting his shoulder, I felt little awkward. Shameless would be an understatement for him.. Aadarsh bhai being so sweet, don't tease us and here his brother is teasing him in front of me.. I just left the room without saying anything, with the help of elevator I went to downstairs and went outside...

After some minutes Abir too came, I hit his biceps and he rubbed it.. "What? "

"What what? Manner less, " I scolded, he rolled his eyes and pulled me..

"Don't act so innocent, " he said, his voice was so intimating that my heart jumped.. His hands were holding me from my waist and in another hand he was holding my palm.. I looked down not able to match his intense gaze..

"Why aren't you in a saree? " he said detaching me from him, I burrowed my eyes in confusion. I shook my head in disbelief realizing the meaning behind his words. In saree, he get a chance to touch my bare waist which is not possible when I am wearing a frock..

"Too much desperate! " I said to him, blushing so hard deep down but didn't show it to him.. Narrowing his eyes at me he got inside his car, I sat on the passenger seat..

"You remember what's today? " I asked to him, he was driving with full concentration but came out of his daze hearing me..

"Am I missing something? " he asked, I nodded..

"It's Adi's baby girl's naamkaran and he had invited both of us.. We both are going to his house at 7:00 , " I informed him.. I am excited to see his baby again..

"Have you bought gift for her? " Abir asked to me and I nodded..

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We both went to my home, he was already in his suit so didn't change.. I changed my dress and wore a yellow anarkali.. Taking the gift we both went to Adi's house.. They haven't invited much people, seeing Abir with me aunty and uncle asked me about him. I could have introduced him saying my boyfriend, but this news travels faster than bullet train. I don't want my Mom to know about this, not now atleast.. So I said that he is my friend, just friend..

Aaditya, Ayesha.. Merging their name they have kept their baby girl's name Disha. Di from adi and sha from ayesha.. She was so tiny, Abir didn't let me hold her.. I just stared at her from far.. After doing our dinner we both came back. I had brought extra two pairs of dress with myself , one I would wear tonight and another in tomorrow morning.. As I will stay with Abir in Rajvansh house..

The only thought of living with him in that huge mansion alone is making me nervous and happy at the same time.. Abir locked the door and made his way to upstairs..

"You go, I will come, " I said to him, nodding his head he left.. My throat was running dry, so I went to kitchen to have some water. After drinking water I too went upstairs. Before I could knock Abir's room door, he opened it..

"Change your cloth and come to rooftop, " he said, holding a blanket. I was about to ask , when he stopped me saying no more question.. Sighing I went to his room and he went to rooftop.. Removing my clothes, I wore my trouser.. But I didn't feel like to wear that top.. Something came to my mind and I went to Abir's closet... I took out a cotton white shirt of his and wore it, it's length was till my thigh..

I thought to keep my upper two bottons opened the way he do, but seducing Abir at this hour didn't feel right, atleast not when I am not ready for anything.. After using washroom I went to rooftop.. My eyes glistened seeing the surrounding.. There was no light, but a bonfire was enlightening everything. It was quite cold here.. Abir was adjusting the mattress where we both will sleep..

Hearing my footsteps he turned his head, his mouth fell agap seeing me in his shirt.. I smiled shyly and went to him.. He stood up quickly and decreased the distance between us.. Standing just in front of me, inserting his both hands in his pant pocket, he stared at me with pure adoration.. I could not help but blushed..

"You know this trouser isn't looking good with my shirt, " he mumbled, I narrowed my eyes.. "But to me it's looking good, " I said and pushed him.. He stumbled over his feet but got a balance over himself.. Abir had arranged the mattress far from bonfire, so neither I felt much warm nor cold.. We both laid on the mattress, I pulled the blanket till my neck..

"So what will we do? " I asked, then instantly regretted knowing what he will answer.

We can do so many things, Princess..

Yeah! He addressed me as Princess in this type of moments..

"We both will count the stars, " Abir said and I snapped towards him.. I was not expecting something straight and non-teasing reply from him. How and what happened to him? Licking my lips I gazed at the sky, cold wind was blowing still I was not feeling cold. How would I feel cold when I am sharing my blanket with the hottest man..

I was just looking at the sky, but Abir's eyes were on me.. Turning my head I again looked at him.. "What do you want? " I asked, taking a deep breath.. If this time he will not say me any double meaning things then I am definitely going to take him to the hospital.

My breath hitched when he came close to me and laid down putting his weight on his elbow.. I closed my eyes when he trailed his cold fingers on my cheek.. Slowly he pulled his hand down , holding me from my waist he pulled me close to him.. I held his vest strap in one hand and wrapped another hand around his neck.. He looks extra addictive in this white vest..

"You know what I want right now? " he asked in his husky tone, opening three lower buttons of my shirt he kept his palm on my belly..

"Wh.. What? " I stammered, his eyes turned dark, my toes curled feeling his cold fingers around my navel.. I breathed hard when he put his index finger in my navel.. The knot in my stomach got tightened.. I moved more close to him and almost lost my sense.. The sexual tension between us has increased ten fold by now..

"Right now, I want to rip your clothes off and want to kiss every inch of your body and will make you beg me to make you mine, completely, " he whispered. My breath tightened, I raised my both knees.. I was expecting him to say something like this, but he really took it to another level.. I just kept staring at him without a blink and with my mouth wide open.. There was no hesitation in his voice, I gulped hard...

He trailed his palm on my bare belly and made his way up.. Leaving his vest strap, I held his hand above my ribcage.. My chest was falling up and down in nervousness.. I shook my head , "Please stop, " I said, holding his palm.. His lips twitched into a smirk and he jerked my hand away, making me more nervous..

He again started trailing his palm, our eyes were fixed with each other, I inhaled deeply when he stopped his palm below my bossom.. Even though I was wear my undergarments, it still gave me anxiety. I trust him but the look he was giving to me, made me little scary.. I closed my eyes when he brought his face near mine, I was expecting him to kiss me on my lips but he gave me a forehead kiss.. I finally got relaxed and looked at him..

"But you know what pulls me back? You. What I feel for you is just beyond all this. I want to cherish your heart, your soul not just your body, " he said with a genuine smile and took his hand off my ribcage.. Adjusting the shirt, he placed it on my side waist.. My heart melted due to his words.

I fell head over heel for him ..

"Oh so then just let me take a test! " I said, wrapping my both arms around his neck and turning to his side, he burrowed his brows in confusion..

"Stay with me without kissing me, or making love to me, let's see how many days you can do this , " I said with a slight smirk in my lips, he listened to me patiently and chuckled which I was of course not expecting.. In a jerk he pulled me close to him..

"I won't kiss you until you ask me for that, " he said in a such a confidence tone that I could just see my defeat..

"Challenge? " I asked, he nodded his head.. He was really looking confident, like he had lived decade without kissing me but just staring at me from far.. We will see who win the challenge..

"But just have a control on yourself, I hope you will able to resist yourself from kissing me, if you will kiss me first then I will win, " he stated, I nodded my head in agreement.. Pulling my nose he got back to his position and gazed at the sky.. I too turned my body and slept flat on my back.. I felt his fingers moving on my fingers and soon he intertwined our hand and kept it above his abdomen..

His palm was enough to give me warmth, I closed my eyes feeling my rapid heartbeat against my chest..

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It's been more than one hour, but I could not get sleep. My eyes were closed that's when I felt some movements beside me.. I got startled when Abir lifted me in air, may be it started getting cold, so he took me inside. After some time, he placed me on a soft mattress and the fragrance made me realize it was his bed, his bedroom.. Pulling the blanket till my chest, he laid beside me..

His one hand was around my belly, he pulled me close to him. His nose was brushing on my shoulder.. I turned my body and wrapped my hand around his waist.. He kept his palm on my back, I felt protected in his embrace. I didn't let him know that I was awake.. He started caressing my hair, my face was pressed against his chest and I started feeling sleepy..

I see why I could not sleep there because he was with me but I was not in his embrace.. I got addicted to him in every way possible..It didn't take me a minute to fall in deep slumber..

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