Abir :) 

It's been two days since we have returned from Delhi, from airport she directly went to Agarwal mansion as her family had returned from their village and I came here to my home.. I didn't actually think that we will have our first kiss in Delhi, the place where we met for the first time..

I can't say it a perfect kiss, as it's only me who kissed her, she didn't kiss me, but let me kiss her.. It was just the moment which pushed me to kiss her. And it was beautiful ..

"So what you guys have decided? " Mom asked to bhai and Saanvi.. We all are gathered here in our drawing room. Bhai's marriage date has been fixed, but not the place.. It's upon them. Both the family's eyes were on them and they both were just stealing glances of each other in nervousness..

"Uhm.. We want all the function to occur in our farm house, " Bhai said, I snapped at him in shock.. The house, where we all used to stay in our childhood, it holds so many memories with Dad, that's why all avoid going there, mainly Mom.. I stared at Mom, she was equally shocked. Her face went pale.. I was expecting them to say destination wedding but it's totally unexpected, from Saanvi atleast , she used to dream of a destination wedding in Switzerland and I wonder what made her change the decision..

"Actually Aunty, that is house, from where our friendship had started. I have a soft corner for that house. Even there we can feel uncle's presence and moreover my home is just 100 meter away from that house, it will be easy for us, " Saanvi said, trying to understand Mom, I kept blinking at her. She has some good points, but now the decision is upon Mom.. Taking a deep breath, she stared at me.. I looked away, what will I say on this matter ?

If it's there choice, we should do this..

"Okay! No problem. We will print the location on the card then, " Mom announced, everyone's smile brightened as well mine. Near the farm house we have our own hotels, so it won't be a problem for the staying arrangements for the guests.. The family got busy in their talks regarding the marriage, excusing myself from them I went to my room..

After a month it's their marriage. The invitation cards were already made, just the destination things were left, now it will be done in 2 days..
Full family, friends, all will be there.. For them it's a marriage and for us it's a whole get together. And Mishti will be with us too..Of course from groom's side. We will get some times to spend with each other.. Taking my phone out of my pocket, I dialled her number.. After some rings, she picked it..

Hello, Mr Rajvansh..

Hmm.. When are you planning to come here?

Not now, after 3,4 days..

What! Why?

What why? I have holidays, that's why..

Umm.. Ok. I want to meet you..

Mr Desperate Rajvansh, please have some patience..

Of course! What other choice I have even..

Haha. Okay bye..

So soon?

Because it's dinner time and Mom is calling me..

Okay.. Good night..

Have a Mishti dream. Bye..

She cut the call. I chuckled. I still haven't talked with her brother. Her Chachi just gave me a short description. I want to know the whole story and bhai's point of view regarding this.. Everyone just did things which won't make them feel guilty, but what about her? She was the only one who suffered and still suffering..

I don't have the guts to say her anything, and at this point I don't want too.. All have came a long way, moving on from everything, now it doesn't matter. But still she should know about it..

Just my ignorance made her so sad, if she will get to know I have hidden this truth from her, she will totally break from inside.. Other than her family and me, no one know the truth and other whoever know they won't tell her.... I just want to go to her and tell her everything patiently but it will make the situation worse. When her family is not ready to tell anything, then I should keep my mouth shut..

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3 days later :

Mishti :)

I sat on the big sofa, keeping my feet on the front table. Just some time before I was watching a series and I stopped it after a kiss scene. Nowadays only that moment is bursting in my head and the whole day I am smiling like a fool.. It's been 5 days, I haven't seen Abir, I so badly want to meet him, but he is busy so he said he can't come here.. I am going tomorrow, so the next meet of us will probably happen tomorrow..

"Do you love Abir ? "

I snapped at Chachi hearing her words, I stared at her in shock.. Grinning ear to ear , she sat beside me, I turned my gaze away and looked at my feet..

"I asked because I am seeing you smiling and of course it's not an usual smiling. Nowadays I noticed you being in your fantasy world and always in deep thinking, smiling like a stupid without having any reason and of course you are glowing than before, " she said being excited. I gulped and closed my eyes .. As soon as I closed my eyelids Abir's face flashed on it.. I opened it quickly and shook my head..

"It's umm.. May be just an attraction, " I muttered, taking some deep breaths..

"Isn't attraction is the first step towards love? " she said, my mouth fell agap..

And your daughter is definitely not on the first step, I have covered so many steps. This is not just an attraction what I feel for Abir. It's beyond everything, thinking about him makes me feel happy, I feel butterflies in my tummy. He have captured my whole heart, it just beat for him..

I can't name it love until I realize it. Sometimes staying with people, spending time with them, we just get attached with them, they become our habit. I know even it's different, it's not what I feel for Abir, but still I don't want to pressurize my mind now. Isn't love a beautiful thing? I myself will know it, if it will happen with me..

When I spend some time with him, I realize he is the type of person I always wanted in my life, I always craved for a bond like what we share.. I can share everything with him, without any fear, he listen to me patiently.. He is just so perfect.. I still don't understand why he feels so deep for me.. What he found in me?

As Mom called her, she left to kitchen. Letting out a deep breath I smiled wholeheartedly.. It's for the first time, without having any proper reason I am happy.. All of a sudden I felt like dancing, don't we dance when we feel extremely contented, joyful..

Connecting my phone with a Bluetooth speakers, I started playing disco song in it.. Holding a broom, I stood on the sofa and played it like a guitar..

Kissi disco mein jayen
Kissi hotel mein khayen
Ho kissi disco mein jayen jayen
Kissi hotel mein khayen khayen
Koi dekh le na, hamen yahan,
Kahin ghoom ke aayen hum

As this song started playing, I threw the broom and danced on it's hook steps.. When the beats part of the music started, I jumped from one sofa to another like Mowgli from The jungle book .. Picking one sofa pillow, I threw it up in excitement .. I stopped dancing when the cotton started falling on me, that's when I realized, the pillow got cut by the fan blade.. Grinning ear to ear, I started throwing all the pillow towards the fan.. The cotton were falling on me like snowfall ...

Kissi disco mein jayen
Ho kissi hotel mein khayen
Ho kissi disco mein jayen jayen
Kissi hotel mein khayen khayen
Koi dekh le na, hamen yahan
Kahin ghoom ke aayen hum
Chalo ishq lardaaye
Chalo ishq lardaaye chalo
Ishq lardaaye sanam
Ho chalo ishq lardaaye
Ho chalo ishq lardaaye
Chalo ishq lardaaye sanam

I was dancing while standing on the big glass tea poy, someone stopped the music.. I turned my head, both my Mom and Chachi were staring at me in anger, can't I now dance in my own home?

"What? " I said being irritated.. Chachi gestured me to look towards the door, I turned my head. My whole world went upside down , I stood there like a statue, gulping a hard amount saliva..

"Mishti, I guess your show is over, now you can leave the stage, " Chachi said from my back, closing my eyes in embarrassment, I put my feet on the marvel and stood behind a sofa, silently.

Meera Aunty has come with Abir and Aadarsh bhai. And I was dancing like a monkey in front of them.. I stared at the door, my chacha and his chacha came.. I was just blinking my eyes seeing the room, everything was looking so mess due to the cotton and pillow cover.. Mom and Chachi were throwing daggers at me. I pressed my forehead..

They all sat on the sofa..

Embarrassment would be an understatement.. I am literally feeling like a joker.. And moreover I am in my home usual dress, which I don't wear in front of them..

Abir was just trying to suppress his laugh, idiot! Could not he inform me that they are coming here. I will kill him.. Bhabi placed a juice trey on the tea poy and gave it to them.. After collecting all the pillow cover, she stood beside me..

"Mishti, what is all this mess? Are you high or what? " she whispered, standing beside me..

"I was just, umh. Argh! " I muttered, under my breath.. Mom was going inside, but before that she called me to go with her, but I denied and didn't dare to look at her.. She didn't go and stopped.. I know she will not spare me after all this mess I have done .. Right now, I just want to run away from this house and jump from a cliff.. How am I supposed to face them, this is utterly embarrassing..

Wait! What made them come here?

Aunty forwarded a invitation card and a  box towards Mom, Mom took it from her. Oh my God ! It must be Aadarsh bhai's marriage invitation card.. "We will be blessed if you guys will come and shower your blessings on the bride and groom, " Aunty said with a smile..

"Of course! We will attend the marriage, " Mom said, Aadarsh bhai stared at me in nervousness.. I could not understand anything, but his stare definitely made me nervous.. I gulped. He was trying to say something but could not gather the courage.. Abir was constantly hitting his elbow, like pushing him to say it.. He took some breaths and relaxed himself.. I was just staring at both of them..

"Aunty actually uhm, Mishti is really close to us. I want her to attend all the other functions like sangeet , haldi and all. So if you have no problem then can she go with us before some days of marriage, " Bhai concluded, my eyes widen. What was the need to ask it? I would have definitely attended other functions without Mom's acknowledge.. Hearing his words Mom directly looked at me making me scared. My heart jumped in fear..

"You should ask her actually, if she doesn't have any problem then she can go.. I mean if her Principal will give her leaves , everything depends on her, " Mom said, now everyone's eyes shifted to me. Wtf! Why are they looking at me.. Abir was having his own fun time while staring at me. Am I a joke to you?

"Umm... Okay.. I will ask our Principal, if she doesn't have any problem then she can go, " I said, all raised their eyebrows. I shut my eyes at my own words.. Why me?

"I mean if my Principal will grant my leave then of course I will go, " I said in hesitation, nodding their head they all shifted their gaze from me.. I sighed.. Both the Chacha were in own land, of course talking about the business.. To avoid awkwardness Chachi started talking with Meera Aunty about the marriage..

"If you guys don't mind, Please do your lunch here, it's already noon, " Mom said, I was not expecting it from her.. They all agreed.. As all were busy in themselves, taking it an opportunity I went upstairs, to my room.. Closing the door I took a deep breath.. I took out a long pant from my closet and wore it, removing my shorts.. And then wore a decent top.. Adjusting my hair I went down stairs..

All went to dining hall, before Abir could go I stopped him, holding him from his hand..

"What are you doing here? " I said, gritting my teeth..

"What do you mean by it? Leaving my important meeting I came here just to meet you and you are asking me this? The audacity! " he muttered, I rolled my eyes..

"Could not you report me before coming here? " I said, crossing my hands over my chest..

"I would have miss your dance then, " he laughed throwing his head back.. My cheeks got red in embarrassment.. Now he will tease me everyday, reminding me of my crazy dance..

"And yes, you look cute with those dress, " saying he left. I sighed.. Due to cold I used to wear long , fully covered dress. But now it's over, so I preferred to wear short dress. But still in front of them, It felt so odd.. I was about to go after them, Chachi stopped me, I raised my brows..

"First clean the mess, " she ordered, I looked back and my eyes widen..

"How am I supposed to clean it, " I pouted, it will take so much time and labour..

"The way you messed it, " she taunted flaring her nose in anger, I blinked my eyes having no option..

"It's so embarrassing you know? What they must be thinking ? After all they are your future in law, " she said, I stared at her in disbelief.. Her world revolves around marriage topic only..

"It's okay Chachi, I will clean it, " bhabi said, taking a broom in her hand..

"No no, it's okay.. I will do it, " I said, trying to take the cleaner from her hand but she refused..

"You go, your boyfriend must be waiting for you, " she said in a teasing tone, my eyes automatically went big .. She started cleaning the room, I went to dining hall with Chachi.. They all have started eating their lunch.. I didn't miss the gleam in Abir's eyes, when he saw me.. His brown orbs always shine, when it meet mine.. I smiled at him, but hid it realizing Mom is their.. We three lady were just standing there silently while they were eating..

Abir and I were just stealing glances.. After finishing their food, they washed their hands and went to living room, leaving me alone there with Mom and Chachi.. Mom was about to say something to me, I ran from there.. After doing some chit-chat conversation they all stood up.. I waved my hand at Abir, he smiled at me..

They all left, I sighed.. Before I could go to my room, Mom stopped me.. I prepared myself to listen one hour of lecture.. She sat on a sofa and told me to sit beside her..

"When did you become so close with Rajvansh family? " she asked, I started feeling nervous.. I was expecting her to rebuke me for the mess, but she directly came to the point..

"I told you before na, Sam is my friend. So I go to their house more often, that's how! " I muttered, she was not looking convinced at my answer but nodded.. She very well know, her daughter don't get attached with anyone this soon.. But she decided to not ask me more and stood up.. I took a breath of relief..

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Yesterday I reached here in my rent house at about 8:30 in night.. I was tired so didn't inform Abir.. It's sunday so I didn't have college.. I spent the whole day by cleaning my house.. And it's now 7:30 PM, I am going to Rajvansh house, to meet him..

I was already wearing a good dress, as in evening I went to near shop to buy some households things.. Taking my phone with me , I locked the door from outside and left..

The guards opened the gate for me, giving them a warm smile, I was going inside when my gaze fell on the garage. Abir's car was not there , even other cars were not their, it means the brothers haven't returned from office. I sighed in disappointment .. Making a pout, I went inside.. Saanvi di's family were there too.. Meera Aunty and Geeta Aunty smiled at me.. Excusing myself from there I went upstairs, to Sam's room..

I hugged Sam, Saanvi di was trying different types of outfit. I got to know both Aadarsh bhai and Saanvi di will go to Switzerland tomorrow for pre-wedding photo shoot.. So she was just trying some dresses, I sat on the bed, Sam was helping her.. Every type of dress looks so beautiful on her, she has maintained her figure perfectly .. In bridal dress, she will look so beautiful, I can imagine it..

I was watching them , until I heard some car horn sounds.. They both turned their gaze towards me with a teasing smile and cleared their throat.. I stood up, trying to hide my smile and left the room before they could tease me... I stood on the upper first stair, staring at the door..

The three brothers entered inside, talking something with each other.. My heart skipped so many beats seeing Abir.. He was in his formal, holding his coat in his hand, he came to the living room with his brothers.. He sat on the sofa and loosened his tie.. Aadarsh bhai sat with his in laws .. And Sameer bhai went towards dining hall..

After some time Sahil too came, he being my favorite, noticed me first. I waved my hand at him, he smiled brightly and sat beside Abir.. My chest tightened in nervousness, when Sahil whispered about my presence to Abir and Abir turned his gaze towards me.. I looked down, biting my lips, smiling ear to ear..

It didn't take him a second to put the water glass on the table and made his ways towards me... While climbing the stairs, his burning gaze was on me, it was so hard for me to not blush. Even he just stare at me simply, I end up blushing. Because his stare is not usual, it holds so many emotions.. He stood on the second last stair, just in front of me.. I clutched my hand around the metal railing...

He slided his one hand around my waist and pulled me, making me bumped on his chest.. Our face were one inch away from each other.. His hot breath was fanning on my lips.. I almost stopped breathing.. Lifting me from my waist he climbed the last stair, I wrapped my both hands around his neck..

Slowly he took me into his room and closed the door using his leg.. I buried my face in the crook of his neck, he twirled me in hugging position, pressing my body onto him..

"I missed you so much, " he whispered and tightened his hold around my waist.. Putting me on the floor, he broke our hug and locked the door from inside.. His room light was on, but he turned it off and turned a dim light.. I took some steps back, when he took some forward steps..

"First do freshen up then we will talk, " I muttered , he smirked slightly.. I was breathing deeply , when he just stopped in front of me..

"I have some other way to fresh myself, both physically and mentally, " he whispered in his husky voice, brushing his knuckles on my cheek.. Shiver ran down my spine, the whole environment became cold all of a sudden.. I was going to take a step back when he pulled me, holding me from my waist.. Letting out a deep breath, I put my both hands on his chest..

His gaze was constantly shifting from my lips to eyes and eyes to lips.. My heart started beating fast.. He cupped my one cheek and pulled my face little more closer.. I closed my eyes when he brushed his lips on my lips.. I parted my lips, letting him kiss me.. The kiss was not dominating or Wild, it was soft and smooth.. My knees became weak when he sucked my lower lip.. Electric current passed through my every vein.. My head started spinning..

He tightened his grip around me and sucked my upper lip.. I opened my eyes when he removed his lips from mine.. He was staring at me, his eyes full of desires.. "Kiss me, " he whispered, his voice was so intimating that stopped my heart.. I gulped.. Standing on my tip-toe I streched my body and brought my face near his.. I have never kissed someone, it's going to be my first time..

Removing his cheeks, he placed his hand on the back of my neck and pulled me.. I placed my lips on his and we both closed our eyes.. My toes curled when I took his lower lip between my lips.. While I sucked his lower lips, he sucked my upper lips.. My hand went to his back and clutched his hair when he deepened our kiss.. We both were kissing each other in a sync.. His lips taste so good but he broke the kiss..

I was breathing heavily, he made me stood on his toes and went near bed.. Pushing me on the bed, he came over me.. Before I could function he again slammed his lips on me.. In one hand I clutched his shirt, in another I was holding a handful of bedsheet..

He kissed me with more passion and he was dominating.. My breath hitched when he removed my churni and threw it while kissing me.. His one leg was above mine.. I pushed him a little when I felt I need air.. After some second ,kissing me whole heartily he stopped and detached his lips from mine..

I shut my eyes when he switched our position, now it's me over him and he is below me... I nuzzled my face on his neck, he unzipped my kurti and again switched our position.. I turned my head when he buried his face on the crook of neck and pulled my sleeves down.. I started feeling butterflies, he placed a soft kiss on my soft spot..

"Abir... " a moan came out of my mouth when he bit my collarbone.. He placed a wet kiss over there and nuzzled his nose on my throat.. Lifting his head, he fixed his gaze with me, I smiled at him.. He removed some hair strands from my face and tucked it behind my ear..

"You make me feel insane , " he whispered, I bit my inner cheeks to control my blush.. But it was so hard for me to look at him, so I closed my eyes and turned away.. He chuckled and placed a kiss on my cheek ..

Wrapping my both hand around him, I hugged him, lifting my body up.. He zipped my chain and pressed his face in the crook of neck.. We were side hugging each other, I was feeling his heart beat.. Our peace got broken when someone knocked the door.. He groaned in frustation and got up, I too stood on my feet... Giving me my churni, he turned the light on and opened the door..

Aadarsh bhai came inside, I looked down when he noticed me.. "Uhm, I am sorry, I will come later, " he said and turned away, but Abir stopped him.. He is the only one who don't tease me or make fun of us. If it would have been Sahil or Sam or someone they would have teased the hell out of us. But Aadarsh bhai is so different from all..

His personality always amazes .. He actually give a vibe of elder brother..

"Let's go to your room, " Abir said and dragged him with himself.. Before going he gave me a bright smile.. I sighed.. I felt my cheeks getting warm..

Standing in front of the mirror, I wiped my lips with a tissue paper and applied a lip balm on it.. I got startled when both Saanvi di and Sam came inside.. I looked at me with an innocent face..

"What are you doing here? " Sam asked, raising her brows at me.. I shut my eyes, trying to find a better answer..

"Get out of my room, "

I opened my eyes quickly hearing Abir's voice.. They both rolled their eyes at him. "Keep rolling your eyes, you might find your lost braincells, " he said to both of them while coming inside, I chuckled. He have a great sense of humor..

"Let's go Sam! Who are we even," Saanvi di mocked, Abir pulled her, wrapping his hand around my neck.. I smiled at them..

"You know sometimes you get on my nerves, " he said to her and she hit him on  his stomach and they both laughed.. "Now out! " Abir said keeping a straight face.. Giving teasing smiles towards me, they both left and Abir locked the door..

"Till I change , you read this, " he said forwarding me a magazine.. Taking it from him, I sat on a couch and he went inside.. On the first page, it was Abir's big photo, I smiled and felt proud.. A interview of him was printed on it about his success, I was reading it when he came out of the washroom just wearing a white towel..

I gulped seeing his perfect chest but looked down as he was looking at me.. I could see him standing in front of the mirror.. He shook his head, water droplets fell on my face.. He was distracting me from reading the magazine. But I still kept my gaze on thd magazine, he wore his clothes being unbothered, too much comfortable in front of me, I could have never done this..

Adjusting his hair, he opened the terrace door and came to me.. I stood up as he said, he sat on my place and made me sit on his lap .. I put the magazine on the floor, taking his phone from near table he opened it.. I took it from him, he tried to snatch it but could not...

"I will just see your gallery, " I said to him, first he looked at me for some seconds then nodded..

There were so many apps, after scrolling I finally found his gallery.. I went to folder section.. I burrowed my eyes in confusion seeing a folder name 'Her'.. Before I could tap it, he snatched it from me..

"Let me see it, " I mumbled..

"Can I know the reason behind your investigation? " he asked, I shook my head. "No investigation, I just want to see your pictures, " I said, stretching my hand, he gave up and handed it to me.. I grinned and opened that folder.. I was deeply shocked to find my pictures, I have never seen him capturing me.. There were 509 photos of me..

I felt so bad when I saw my pictures from the trip, because I totally ruined the trip by not talking with him and here he have captured so many beautiful picture of me .. I put my head on his shoulder, while he was holding me from my belly..

My fingers stopped when I found pictures from Soha's wedding. Oh My God.....! It was a surprised to me, I never got to know about it..

"I never thought you notice me, " I said to him, he shifted the gaze from the screen to me.

"I always notice you only, " he whispered, brushing his nose on my cheek.

"You liked me from that time?" I asked, why will he take my pictures?

"May be! Or may be the photographer inside me found a model in you, " he said, an amusing smile crept on my lips..

"I look beautiful to you? " I finally asked, he raised his brows at my stupid question..

"I mean you are so devastatingly hot, handsome, you look so dashing.. You have such a high standard so why me? I mean there are so many hot girls around you then why you choosed me? What you found on me? " I asked, closing his phone.

"So eager to hear your own praises, " he said, I rolled my eyes.. "Tell me na! " I muttered, he let out a deep breath..

"It's always not about getting attracted towards someone's look.. I love everything about you, the way you talk, the way you smile, the way you become nervous when I look at you.. The innocence on your face when I talk something dirty and moreover what made you think that you are not beautiful or hot? I find you the most beautiful girl in the world, at least for me, " he said, pulling me close to him..

His words took my breath away, I just kept blinking.. It's not like no one has praised me before but the way he do, it just melt my heart.. I placed a kiss on his cheek..

God has gifted me someone whom I will cherish forever!

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