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Abir :)

The whole day she just stayed miles away from me, I was having my own enjoyment seeing her running away from me. She was not interested to go to pool, even I was just playing with her, I had no intention to push her. But she thought I will actually push her, and that kiss, I still could feel her soft lips against my cheek even though the kiss was less than of two seconds ..

It's been 10 minutes I am sitting near a lake which just little away from the farm house. Mishti and I both came here by walking. God know leaving me here where she left.. It's a fullmoon night.. The water flow was steady and calm.. I was seeing the refection of moon on the clean water, mesmerizing by the beauty of it..

I got surprised when flower petals started falling on me , I looked up and found Mishti showering petals on me. My eyes sparkled seeing her happy face.. Oh! From last ten minutes she was plugging these flowers.. She sat beside me and put her head on my shoulder. I was sitting, circling my both arms around my knees. It's 10:30 PM.. After dinner we both came here ..

"Can I know the reason of your acts? These petals ? " I asked, resting my head on her head . There was no one except both of us and it was so peaceful.. "Mmm.. Just felt like to do it, " she mumbled. I let out a deep breath.. Cold breeze was blowing giving me chills, even though I am wearing my jacket..

"Life is so unpredictable na! " she whispered, I stared at her, her gaze were fixed on the steady water.. Her smile was radiating calmness, my heart fluttered seeing her feature. She took a deep breath and stared at me.. I raised my brows at her , giving me a faint smile she looked down..

"There was a day, a time when I decided to end up my life and now it's so different, " she whispered, my heart dropped hearing those words, the smile from my face got faded.. "Umm.. What do you mean? " I asked, wrapping my one hand around her shoulder, pulling her close to me..

"I was in just 9th standard, I had no one by my side, I was still in the trauma of losing Bhai and Bua.. Everytime I used to go home, all used to stay busy, I had good friends but they were not that closed to me that I can share my feelings with them.. I was so tired of living," she mumbled, her eyes were on her lap.. I could feel her pain through her voice.. I wish I could have approached her that time..

"My school grades used to be so bad . My family used to do so much hard work for me and my outcomes were not upto their expectations. They never say anything but I could feel it.. I just go to class and stare at teachers, I don't even listen what they teach. I was just breathing, from inside I was dead, I was a lost child. I used to die everyday.. A body with a deadly soul. And one day I just thought to end my life, I know now it might sound stupid but only I know what I had gone through.. " she muttered, I took her palm in my hand and brushed my thumb on her knuckles..

"I was in my school library, sitting over a chair with a blank mind, heavy heart, struggling with my emotions .. That's when a random boy came and kept a letter with a flower on my desk, I could not see him as he left.. He just gave me a little hope, he just made me push all those negative thoughts.. As he said, after coming from school I went to rooftop and stared at the sky all night.. I don't know but my heart felt so light, I felt like those stars were shining for me, they were talking to me. After that day every night I feel sad, I used to look at sky and just talk, share what I feel.. " she concluded and smiled..

I was so shocked to even think anything, nodding at her I kept my gaze on the water.. When I kept the letter on the desk, I didn't know what she was going through inside.. I just felt she's going through some pain and I was right, but this much! If I would have not given that letter to her then... I shook my head hurriedly, even the thought of losing her scares me to death...

"That boy is so precious to me, in my life at least for once I want to meet him.. I still have those letters with me, " she muttered and kept her head on my chest, I tightened my grip around her.. "More precious than me? " I asked and she hit my stomach on her elbow..

"Don't ask something for which I don't have answers. You really hold a special place in my heart, " saying she looked up and our gaze met. I could see purity and honesty in those eyes, I just smiled at her, thinking what would be her exact reaction when she will get to know that these two precious person of her life are not different but one person..

Actually life is so unpredictable, who thought one day she will sit beside me and tell me my own story.. My train of thoughts broke when my phone started ringing in my pocket. She detached herself from me, I sat comfortably and took my phone out of my pocket.. I frowned seeing my PA's name flashing on my screen..

Yes!

Sir Congratulations! You did it.. The clients signed the deal, you got the project.. I just got the email..

Are you serious?

Yes Sir! They had fixed a meeting day after tomorrow. You have to go to London.

Umm. Okay! Book my ticket ..

Sir your secretary have already booked your ticket as he had your passport.. But do you want to take any staff with you?

No, I will manage..

Okay sir!

I cut the call and sighed.. I have to return to my home tomorrow as I have my flight the day after tomorrow.. Mishti was staring at me raising her brows in confusion.. "Going somewhere? " she asked, I nodded.. "London for official works, " I muttered, she smiled brightly..

"What a life you have! I mean due to all these office meetings you have visited so many places, " she mumbled, I chuckled. Even I realized now, I have visited to so many places but due to work load I don't get enough time to explore those beauty ..

"I am going there for more than 7 days at least, " I said and her face went pale which I was expecting. Every time I used to get a chance to go on outdoor work, I used to be so excited but now it's not same.. It's not like I can't stay without her, but umm I am going to miss her.. And leaving her here alone itself giving me anxiety.

"Let's go, it's too night, " she muttered, I nodded and we both got up.. Wrapping my hand around her neck, I walked with her, towards the farm house..

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Mishti :)

On the way we stopped near a tea stall.. He have some pending works, which he have to finish before going to London, so he will stay awake tonight and for that he need a cup of tea.. Leaning against a three feet wall, he took out his phone.. I went to bought the tea for him..

Holding the cup carefully, I made my way towards him.. My breath stopped for a moment when my eyes fell on his beautiful feature, he was looking towards his left, talking with someone in a call.. My eyes glittered and heart fluttered seeing the beautiful sight in front of me..

As I went near to him, he cut the call and looked at me, I handed the cup to him.. Placing the cup on the wall, he pulled me, holding me from my waist. My lips curved into a smile, so many bubbles were crashing with each other in my stomach..

"Can you promise me something? " he asked in a low tone, I arched my brows in query, he was looking little afraid and concerned.. Letting out a deep breath, he parted his lips.. "I know life was harsh on you, we don't even know what future holds for us! But no matter what situation will come, you will never think to end your life, " he mumbled, pain was clearly visible in his words. Unknowingly my heart clenched in pain ..

"Maybe tonight is the darkest night of your life, but that doesn't mean sun will never rise for you. You just have to hold yourself, you just have to keep patience, you have to wait until you find a new hope, and I will always be there for you as your hope and strength, " he said, his eyes radiating hope and honesty. I blinked my eyes with a smile..

"I will never leave you, it is my promise.." I promised placing my palm on his heart. His rapid heartbeat became slow and a genuine smile appeared on his lips..

(Some promises are meant to be broken 🙆🏻‍♀️)

"Thank you, thank you for everything, " I whispered, inhaling the fresh air.

"Don't you think , I deserve something more than thank you? " he whispered pulling me close to him , I looked down knowing the meaning of his words.. It don't take him a second to turn into Romantic Rajvansh..

"Your tea is getting cold, " I mumbled, still looking down, trying very hard to control my idiotic smile.. "Then make it hot! " he said and lifted my chin up. Turning his head towards left, he pointed his finger at his cheek.. My cheeks heated up and my breath became uneven. Standing on my toe, I stretched myself a little up to reach upto his height..

My both the hands were on his shoulder, my lips were just some centimeter away from his skin.. I was about to kiss him when out of nowhere his siblings came.. "Ahem ahem, " I pulled myself back and he groaned in frustation .. He slipped his hands from my waist and I stood on my feet little away from me..

"What are you guys doing here? " he asked gritting his teeth..

"Why? Only you can roam around here at this hour? " Sameer bhai replied, I was just staring here and there as the girls were staring at me with a teasing smile including Sam.. God! Why?

"Bhai he wasn't roaming here..He was Romancing with his girl ! "

I shut my eyes hearing Sahil's words. They all burst out laughing.. A dark red hue appeared on my cheeks in embarrassment.. "Abir! Have you talked with your PA? You are going London, " Aadarsh bhai asked, nodding his head he went towards the tea stall, both the brothers followed him..

Leaning against the wall, I stood there silently, Saanvi di , Siya, Sam and Sahil just stood beside me.. I sighed as they didn't jump on me, they all were busy in their conversation. My eyes were fixed on Abir, who was just busy in talking with his brothers.. I really don't open up myself with anyone but he! He is different.. I feel comfortable with him when it comes to sharing my feelings..

I shut my eyes hearing Sam's fake cough. These people won't let me breath.. "What are you doing Misssyyyyy, " Sahil teased, I rolled my eyes.. "Staring at your brother, because he is so handsome that I can't take my eyes off him , " I snapped, his jaw dropped hearing so straight forward answer from me..

I bit my inner cheeks when I realized I said it in a loud tone and the three brothers heard it, they were looking at me, trying to digest my words.

Mishti! Mishti! Mishti

Abir turned his gaze away and started shipping his tea... Lowering my gaze I made my way towards the farm house.. Sam followed me laughing.. Slapping my head I went inside the house and directly went to my room.. Without saying anything I laid on my bed, Sam turned off the light and laid beside me..

"It's so fun to tease you both, " she chuckled, I pouted, it's fun for them but I feel so embarrassed in front of those two elder brothers. "Nowadays bhai is glowing so much and it's so different.. It makes me so happy seeing him so happy nowadays, " she muttered, a smile crept on my lips..

All of a sudden someone turned the light on and we both snapped at the direction. My heart started beating seeing Abir standing there.. "You need something bhai? " Sam asked, he shook his head simply, his gaze were on me which made my cheeks red. "Good night, " saying he left not before turning the light off.

I am falling for him every moment, deeply!

"Ummm he came here to wish you a good night, " Sam muttered, I closed my eyes. "We both are here! It's for you too, " I said and wrapped the blanket around me.. "Don't you think you should too say him a good night? " she asked and I opened my eyelids.. It's not necessary, he is not going to sleep tonight due to his work..

"It's okay, you can go to him, I won't tease you, " she giggled, I let out a deep breath.. He will fly to London just day after tomorrow and it made me sad.. My mind won't sleep until I see him so I got up .. "You will return na? " Sam said from my behind, I rolled my eyes..

Abir's room door was closed, slightly pushing it I went inside. He was reading a file, standing near the window. As he realized my presence, he kept the file above a drawer, I went near to him and hugged him tightly, pressing my face on his chest.. He wrapped his hands around me and pulled me closer.. "Sleep soon , you can finish your work tomorrow too, " I mumbled, I closed my eyes feeling his lips above my head..

I broke the hug even though I didn't want to, but he have work.. He cupped my cheeks, " Don't make this face otherwise I can't go to London, " he muttered, I smiled a little.. "Good night, " saying I walked out of his room and went to my room..

I directly jumped on my bed and closed my eyes.. His thoughts were making me restless but after rolling and tossing I finally slept..

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We had planned to stay in the farm house for two days, but as he have to leave for London tomorrow so we returned.. Saanvi di and Siya stayed there as Siya have her flight to Gujarat tomorrow. Abir was busy the whole day, he was in office.. And it's evening, I was roaming in a mall waiting for him to come. He said he will buy some stuffs before going, so I came here to accompany him but he's nowhere to be seen..

I dialled his number as it's been 30 minutes, I am just roaming here..

Where are you?

Just behind you..

I cut the call and turned around and he was there.. "You made me wait so much, " I complained, he blinked his eyes saying a sorry. We both first went to shoe corner.. He picked a shoe in a second, I even liked it. Taking the shoe from his hand I glanced at the tag and the shoe fell from my hand.. The price of the shoe was 36000 .. I gulped, he picked it and raised his brows at me, I shook my head..

Isn't it too costly? I know he is rich but umm .. He picked another shoe, I didn't see the tag, I can't bear two heart attack in a single day.. Putting the two shoes in the trolley we went to Men's fashion corner.. My gaze fell on a white coat , it was of his size too. My breath stopped when I saw the price.. It was more than the shoe price.. Abir took it from my hand and kept it on the trolley..

After that I didn't choice anything, I was just pushing the trolley, walking behind him.. He was just adding new new things into it.. Finally after keeping everything we went to billing counter.. He swapped his card and the counter man handed us the bags and the bill.. Taking a deep breath I took a glance at the bill.

I felt like someone kept a big stone on my chest.. WTF? 3 lakh 56 thousands?? But we have only 4 bags in our hands. In this money I would have brought a train of stuffs.. Before I loose my breath I walked out of the mall, he followed me .. As soon as I came out I felt relaxed.. "Are you okay? " he asked raising his brows..

"Me? Of course! " I muttered..

"You wanted to buy something? " he asked, I shook my head fast.. If I will buy something from this shop, the next day I will find myself on the road with those stuffs only.. I will be a begar for sure.. "Okay let's go! " he said and got inside his car, I sat on the passenger seat.. How can someone behave so casual after spending so much money? It's giving me anxiety..

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Holding those bags he went inside his house, I followed him silently like a lost puppy.. Aunty was sitting on the sofa, seeing us she got up and her gaze fell on those bags.. "You again bought new stuffs? How many clothes you are going to buy? You need an extra wardrobe, " she rebuked him, but he being unaffected put the bags on the sofa and sat down..

Opening one of the bag Aunty took out the bill, seeing it her eyes went wide and she sat on the sofa..

Same aunty same! It was my exact reaction..

"What did you buy? " Aunty asked in shock, he looked up, " Nothing just two shoes and some clothes, " he replied casually.. Aunty checked the bill and rested her head on the headrest..

"Come, dinner is ready, " Geeta aunty said, nodding my head I went to dining hall not before cleaning my hands. Abir came after changing.. All did their dinner silently.. After that Abir dropped me in my house and left.. It's monday tomorrow and I need to complete my work before submitting it .. After doing my work I slept ..

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Just after some time , his flight will take off.. His siblings are outside airport and I am with him here in the airport , putting my head on the shoulder I was just staring at the ground.. We both stood hearing the announcement.. He turned towards me and a tear dropped from my eyes unknowingly. I know he is just going for seven days, but it's still making me sad, I am going to miss his embrace..

He pulled me in his embrace, I clutched his sleeve tightly.. "Don't go na! " I muttered in my trembling voice.. "You should have said me before, I would have cancelled everything, " he said and I chuckled.. "I will miss you, " he whispered and a placed a soft kiss on my head ..

"I won't miss you, after all there won't be anyone to annoy me, " I said and tears occupied my eyes. When will I get a control on these tears? He tightened his grip around me, I placed a kiss on his heart before breaking the hug..

"Have a safe journey! " I said with a smile, he wiped my tears.. "Take care! " saying he held his luggage bag.. As he took a step away from me, my heart became heavy.. Before vanishing from my sight, he looked back at me, waving his hand at me.. Biting my cheeks I waved my hand at him and looked down in a second not wanting him to see my tears..

When I looked up he had already left.. Wiping my tears I left the airport holding my purse.. Every step felt heavy.. All his siblings were talking with each other, seeing me they stopped talking.. "Girl! What about doing our dinner in some restaurant today? " Sahil asked, I nodded..

If I will go home, I won't eat anything. So it's better if I will eat outside. I have slept without having food before so many times, which is not good for my health.. Everyone were cracking jokes trying to lift my mood, but it was of no use.. It's not even an hour and I started missing him horribly..

We did our dinner and then they dropped me in my home.. Sam wanted me to go with them to Rajvansh house but I denied, because that house will make me remember him more.. Locking the door from inside I went to my room.. Even my room was making me miss him more..

Changing my dress I laid on my bed .. I was just feeling empty.. I should make myself habitual of it..

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It's been three days he left .. After reaching there he sent me a message that he landed safely. From three days neither we had a talk in call nor in message.. Now I am in a cafe, waiting for Rohan. God know why he called me. Just two days before I got to know that he have resigned .. After that day, when he proposed me, I haven't see him and today he just sent me a message, saying he want to meet me for the last time..

I came out of my daze when I got a notification in my phone.. I laughed seeing Abir's message, he had just sent me three emojis..

Are you free now? I asked him in message, a big no came in response. He is in a meeting and is getting bored so messaged me..

What are you doing by the way?

He asked that's when Rohan came inside the cafe. I took a picture of him while he was coming towards me , but he didn't get to know about me clicking his pics. I sent that picture to Abir and wrote " On a date 💅🏻" .. I was laughing internally..

WTF???????
What is he doing?
He is still alive?
Enjoy..
Bye!

I shook my head at his messages.. I kept my phone on the table as Rohan took a seat in front of me.. We both exchanged an awkward smile to each other.. "Umm.. I am going back to Delhi tomorrow, " he finally broke the silence, I stared at him for some seconds.. He came here for me only and going back again.

"And may be this is our last meet. You were my first love, I know I have done so many mistakes.. But my love for you was pure, may be I could not express it in a proper way.. But I guess I should move on.. Saying it is easy but I know I am going to have tough time, " he said in a sad tone, somewhere in my heart I felt sad for him..

"My mom have fixed my marriage, it's just after 6 months. I am sorry but I can't invite you. I can't marry someone in front of you, " he said looking down, I was just dumbfounded hearing his words. "I hope you will accept the girl with all your heart and all the best for your new journey, I am really happy for you, " I said with a smile.. My heart was breaking because he's my friend once. And our bond isn't same anymore..

He stood up, I raised my brows at him.. "I just came here to say this only, I just wanted to see you one last time, " he mumbled, I too stood up.. He came to me and hugged me. I patted his back, gulping a huge lump..

"Can I take a selfie with you? " I asked and he smiled brightly. I didn't want him to start something new with a heavy heart.. I took out my phone and he clicked a selfie of us. "Bye! " he said handing me my phone. I let out a deep breath and nodded my head. A chapter of my life just ended here.. He was so close to me as a friend and now he's going away.. So many things have changed between us. Our equation isn't same anymore..

Turning his body he left, I could see him wiping his tears. I sat down and kept my phone on the table.. Love is so harmful, it can destroy people and some bond. It have good impacts too but still..

I opened my phone seeing a notification flashing on my screen..

I laughed seeing the emojis, he have gone mad.. A smile appeared on my face seeing his call, I picked it quickly..

Hello Mr Rajvansh!

Hello! Ms Agarwal.. Your date over?

Of course! Wait I am sending you something..

I sent him mine and Rohan's selfie..

Good! Even I am going to a party tonight.. I will send you pictures too..

Oh! I am waiting then!

It's just three days and you already forgot me..

So soon na? Feeling sad for you..

Mishtiiiiiii

Abirrrrrrr

Shut up..

Okay!

Leave all this.. Tell me how are you?

I am so fine without you..

Same.. Me too..

So we are not going to have a proper conversation today?

You are saying like we are having conversation everyday.. I called you so many times but he just cut it and send a message that you are busy..

I am actually busy, what can I do.. And due to the difference in time I can't call you..

Hmm.. Did you talk with your family? Aunty was missing you..

Yah I will call them now..

Okay..

Only Mom is missing me?

Of course your siblings too..

And?

And your PA may be..

Mishtiiii!

Yes!

Fine! I am cutting the call then..

Bye.. Have a -

He cut the call before I could even complete my sentence.. It's he who always annoy me, so I thought to annoy him today. First toh he doesn't call nor send a message .. Huh!

I ordered some snacks for myself.. After filling my stomach and paying the bill, I booked a cab and went to my home.. Nowadays I too have so many works to do, which is better for me, atleast it's keeping me busy.. And one more thing I have started learning cooking. Ramu Kaka won't cook for me forever and it's not good to be dependant on someone for this..

One and other day I had to cook for myself so I am just learning.. Once Abir come I will make him eat my handmade food and he will get to know how terrible cook I am! Of course it's just my beginning and sometimes I forget to add salt, sometimes I add too much, sometimes I burn it. Only I know how I eat these food..

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