Mishti :)

In morning after our cozy moments we couldn't talk properly as he got a call from Meera Aunty, aunty was sounding so angry because he hadn't returned to home last night, God know what explanation he must have given.

But before going he just told me that hiding feelings will not help anything but it will mess things more.. Before saying anything just ask yourself, ask your heart what you want. Always give priorities to your happiness, after that things might fall into place. And don't come to any conclusion so easily.

And one last thing he said to me, which not only blew my mind but made me nervous. 'Next time you will blabber something stupid, I will shut your mouth and I have my own way to shut your lips'. That was it! From next time I am going to think thousands of time before speaking because he is a man of words.

Now it's evening time, I called him to come to my place after that we both will visit a fair. It's been so many days I haven't gone to any fair, and I just want to go with him .. He was reluctant at first but then how can he say a no to me.. I grinned as he agreed.. He doesn't like crowded place .. But I know we will have fun there..

As it's little cold outside so I wore something which is covering me fully so that I can move freely without any jacket. And moreover Abir have left some mark in my neck that's why I have wore something like this. Taking my pursue I ran to outside hearing Abir's car horn.. Locking the door I went outside..

I got in his car and he started the engine. "You are looking too much excited today, " he mumbled while driving. Of course after ages I am feeling like I am a kid. I want to enjoy my life and he made it possible for me. Now I can say I have someone in my life with whom life feels better, world looks more beautiful and and everything just feels so excited and calm at the same time. He parked his car at the parking area and we both went inside the fair..

My heart fluttered seeing so many lights, bubbles and too many happy faces and those small small kids. Abir held my hand tightly and I looked up at him. "This is too crowd here so I might lose you, " he said, I chuckled. "I have my phone with me, don't worry! Come, " saying I dragged him with myself..

"Abir Momo, " I said shaking his shoulder, he denied shaking his head fast. "Not here, " he mumbled and tried to drag me from there but I am adamant too. "Only here! " I muttered making a puppy face. "Mishti yarr, " he sighed and came with me, I grinned being excited. Ordering one Momo I went to Abir, he was clicking some pictures. As he saw me he pulled me for a picture..

Due to our height difference we both could not come in one frame, but he being sweet bent down a little and we clicked a selfie of us. And it's our first selfie together. I had a selfie of us but I clicked it in my drunken state.. Paying the vendor I came to my place with my fried momo. Abir made a face seeing the red chutney..

"You always eat those richy foods, taste this today, " saying I forwarded one momo towards his mouth not before making it cool by blowing some air from my mouth.. He parted his lips and took a bite, his first reaction was good but as soon as the red chutney started its effect in his mouth he started jumping at his place, his eyes became watery..

I took my water bottle from my pursue and gave it to him, he drunk some water and sighed. I didn't force him after that as the chutney was too spicy , but it's tasty for me.. "One more, " my eyes widen hearing his words, I raised my brows. "It's spicy but taste is umm quite good, " he said pressing his teeth..

Nodding my head in a little shock I fed him, this time he didn't jump like before but he was enjoying the taste. Now I made a pout when he finished more than half plate, he grinned at me. But somewhere I was happy, these little things matter so much. Cleaning my hands we explored some shops, bought different things.

"Mishti we will sit there, " he said pointing at Ramdoli .. My eyes widen and I shook my head fast.

What if it will broke, what if we will fall, what if I can't breathe, what if I will panic.. Noo! No way I am going to do this. "You are going with me and it's final, " he ordered, I narrowed my eyes at him.

"I am scared of height, don't be so heartless, go alone, I will cheer for you by standing here, " I tried to make him understand who started behaving like a deaf, I groaned and he just smiled brightly. There was no way to run from there. Dragging me with him, he booked two tickets, we waited there for some time. My heart picked speed and I just held his hand tightly..

"Don't worry, nothing will happen, " he assured me, but my mind was too blank. I have never done this ride before, it's going to be my first time and I am hell scared.. As our turn came we both sat facing each other, he being carefree put his both arms on the headrest, I held one rod tightly shutting my eyes.

"Mishti it has not even started yet, it's you who is making you more scared, " he scolded, I glared at him.. Taking a deep breath I sat normally, clapsing my both palm .. And slowly slowly the ride started making my breath stop..

All started screaming including Abir and me. But the thing is he was screaming in excitement and I was screaming in fear. I felt like the air was pushing me, my face became cold. I buried my face on his knees holding his seat tightly. "Mishti, it's so fun here, look up, " Abir shouted, I shook my head. "Enjoy ! who is stopping you, " I shouted back..

Holding me from my hand he pulled me, I got startled as he just made me sit on him when the ride is moving so fast. I clutched his shirt tightly and pressed my face on his neck.. He again made me look up but it's actually scary for me. I was running out of air.. My hair became whole messed jungle..

Still gathering all my courage, I just opened my eyes and tried to look. I placed my one hand on my chest trying to breath properly. Only when I started breathing normally Abir placed his lips on my cheek making my whole body freeze. Pulling me more closer, holding me from my waist, he lingered his lips on my cheeks, his lips got pasted on cheeks like there was some glue.. The dead scared butterflies started jumping in my tummy..

I felt my hormones going wild.

If he is going to kiss me like this just to distract me then I am going to sit in every ride with him..

His lips left my cheek after some moments which felt like a forever, I looked at his brown orbs and our gaze got fixed with each other.. My palm was above his heart, I could feel his rapid heartbeat.. The ride was still moving but my world has already stopped.. As the speed of the ride became slow, I detached myself from him and sat at my previous place carefully, all the time his hands were holding mine tightly..

We both got up and came from the ride.. I stood at one place trying to slow down my heart beat which just got increased because of his kiss not for the ride. He was looking happy like he just got a candy.. "Want to go on another ride? " his husky voice made my cheeks warm and red. Biting my lips nervously I shook my head.

I am still processing the previous moment and if he will keep kissing me in every ride then I will go to my house with a blank mind having no memories in it.. He chuckled and pulled me, I bumped on his chest. Did he just forget we are in a fair, full of crowd.

"I am just thinking what will happen to you if I will kiss you on your lips, " he said, fixing his gaze on my lips. Goosebumps erected on my body, pushing him a little I looked away as my cheeks became red. How could he just say something like this without any hesitation and here I started melting just by hearing it..

"Okay! Let's explore more, " saying he dragged me with himself. "We will do that, " he mumbled pointing at a ride, it's looking more dangerous than before. But saying no to him means nothing, in anyway he will drag me with himself..

As the ride stopped we both sat, he sat beside me, the workers tied some belt around us. He pressed his plam over mine trembling hand. "Here I can't kiss you, so just distract yourself by enjoying it, " he muttered, I bit my inner cheeks to control the stupid smile.. As the ride started moving slowly slowly, I tightened my grip around the armrod, he clutched his palm around me..

"Wohhhoooooo! " he screamed, I again shut my eyes, I felt like this ride will threw me in air. It was so fast that my eyes automatically went closed. But Abir's screams were forcing me to open my eyes and wondering how can someone enjoy this ride.. My chest tightened when I opened my eyes..

"Just scream and let your fear go, it might help, " he shouted, nodding my head I too screamed with him and it actually helped.. We both started laughing after sometimes seeing each other as our hairs became messed again, but who care when you are enjoying so much .. My breath became normal when the ride stopped..

"See it was so much fun, " he said , I rolled my eyes. "It's my idea to come here, you toh denied at first, " I muttered..

"Hello! It's my idea to go on this ride, don't take all the credits, " he complained, I narrowed my eyes at him..

"You took me to the ride because I brought you here, so more credits goes to me, " I said, he sighed and nodded.. We both went to another shop. My gaze fell on a circular blue battery light, I bought it. But when the vendor handed it to me, the lamp slipped from my hand and it fell on the ground.. Abir pulled me back, I pouted as it got broken..

"The things you touch are destined to broken! " I came out of my daze hearing a familiar voice, I snapped at my right and froze seeing Mr Agarwal. Saying those bitter words he left.. I just stood there numb until I felt Abir's palm around my elbow getting tight.

I looked at him, he was fuming in anger, clenching his jaw he was about to go behind him when I came in middle. "Abir please let him go, don't create a scene here, " I mumbled trying to push him back.. "Mishti please! I won't spare him today, who the hell is he to tell something like this to you, " he muttered, looking at Mr Agarwal's retreating figure..

Holding his arm I dragged him with myself and went outside, far from the crowd. We can't roam inside more, what if we will bump with him again and Abir will do something to him.. He jerked my hand angrily and went inside the car.. Opening another door I sat on passenger seat, he hit his hand on the steering. His eyes were blood red, I could not say anything..

He was trying his hard to control himself, but the anger was not getting away.. I licked my lips in fear.. God can't see my happiness. He furrowed his brows, being confused I followed his gaze. Me Agarwal's wife kept some bags inside their car and went inside. I got confused when Abir's lips twitched into a smirk, he is upto something..

All of a sudden he went outside and took out something from the trunk of the car. I was so confused until I saw a screw driver in his hand.. Silently he went near Mr Agarwal's car and started doing hole in the wheel. God! My heart started beating fast, what if anyone of them come.

My eyes widen when he punctured all the tyre and came back and got inside the car.. "Why did you do that? " I mumbled in shock, he was having a satisfactory smile on his face.. "I just poured my frustation, and he deserved it, " he said and started the engine.. I shook my head in disbelief, closing my eyes I kept my head on the headrest..

The ending was bad but I really enjoyed the evening. It was my first ride with him and I will remember it forever. He is like a sunshine in my dark life, his every act make my heart flutter in happiness.. I still can't believe I have him by my side, when I first saw him I didn't knew he have such a beautiful heart.

"We reached, "

Abruptly I opened my eyes hearing him, the guards opened the gate but he didn't enter his car inside my house boundary but parked outside. I realized he have to go to his home and only this single thought made me little sad. Around him it feels so good to live. We both came out of the car and went inside my home.

He laid on the sofa, I locked the door from inside and went to my room, taking my comfortable dress I went to washroom.. After freshened up I came out wearing my casual dress.. Abir was in my room, settling his hair in front of mirror. Decreasing the distance between us I stood beside him ..

When he realized my presence he turned towards me, but his gaze got fixed on my neck, must be seeing the bruises he had done in morning.. "You are so fragile, " he murmured, I rolled my eyes.. I opened the drawer and took an ointment out of it, but Abir snatched it from me..

Removing some stuffs from the dressing table, he made me sit over it.. Taking some ointment on his finger he started applying it on my neck. Shivers ran down my spine when his cold fingers touched my skin.. I closed my eyes when he blew some air out of his mouth giving me chills all over my body.. "Hmm done, " he whispered.. Even his touch affects me so much..

I stood on my legs and he went to washroom to clean his hands. Standing in front of the mirror I tied my hairs in a ponytail so that it won't fall on the ointment.. I inhaled deeply when Abir took me in his embrace, my back brushed with his muscular chest and his hands around my belly.. He nuzzled his face on my hair, he snuggled more into me . My heart was beating so fast but his heart beat was so calm and in a beautiful rhythm it was beating..

"I don't want to go home, " he muttered, placing his chin on my left shoulder. I made a pout. "Good night! " I muttered and he made a frown..

"Why don't you stay in my home, " he whispered near my ear, I rolled my eyes..
How will it feel to stay with him in his house, in his bedroom, sharing the same bed.. A red hue appeared on my cheeks just by imagining it. I was always scared of marriage, I am scared even now also, but he is making my heart melt, somewhere his acts were decreasing the fear..

"Okay bye! " saying he placed his lips on my hair, my face dropped, but I smiled. I feel so lonely here, it was not before but these days without him I feel lonely here. He pulled himself away from me and went to drawing room, I followed him. Taking his car keys he made his way towards outside and I just walked behind him..

Wearing his shoes he stared at me, making a pout I slipped my hand around him and hugged him, I got addicted to him so much. I pressed my face on his chest, he pulled me more closer.. "You okay? " he asked, I broke our hug and nodded. Caressing my cheek he left ..

Locking the door I went to my room and slept, I was tired..

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We all took our position , I am in Rajvansh house, it's there lawn where we will play cricket as Abir demanded.. All are present here except Aadarsh bhai, he is in room completing some work. At night we all will go to Saanvi di's farm house for two days. Just a plan to relax ourselves. It's saturday tomorrow, I have taken a leave and sunday is already a holiday..

"Okay so if the ball will cross that line then it's 4 , and if it will cross the line in air then it's 6 and  there is no team. Only one person will do batting and one will do bowling. And other person will try to stop the ball that's it. Winner will be the one who will score more, " Abir declared, I blinked my eyes, which type of cricket rules is it?

"First I will do batting, " saying Sahil took the bat and stood on the batting spot.. Abir went for bowling.. I jumped as I caught the ball and he haven't even scored one.. "You are out! " Abir announced, he made a face..

"One chance please, " he begged but nobody listened. He narrowed his eyes at me, I chuckled. The next it was Abir who went for batting and Saanvi di was the bowler. The way he threw the ball it didn't even reach till Abir's bat, all started laughing. Stomping her foor she again threw the ball but it went towards a different direction. I sighed, she's a better bowler than me atleast..

"Saanvi, you can't do this, pass the ball to Sameer, " Abir said, di shook her head..

"One last, " saying she again threw the ball but thank God this time it went till his bat, Abir hit the ball, all shut their eyes as the ball break a glass window. I looked up and my eyes widen, it's of Aadarsh bhai's room window glass. I raised my brows when Abir handed me the bat and made me stood at his place..

"Who did this? " bhai shouted, looking at all of us from his window, I gulped and glared at Abir who was just acting innocent. All were trying to suppress their laugh, I flared my nose in anger..

"Mishti! You are not playing in a playground, please carefully, " he said softly and threw the ball towards us and again went inside. I sighed, Abir came to me and snatched the bat away from me. "I will kill you, " saying I went to my previous place. Sameer bhai took the ball from di and did bowling. Abir managed to gain some runs, but the way he was playing some other things were getting broken..

I shut my eyes again when the ball broke a trey plate which Geeta aunty was holding. Abir threw the bat at me, when aunty saw it's me, she didn't say anything and left. Abir came to me to took the bat but I glared at him and snatched the bat away from me..

"If you don't know playing then don't play. You are just putting all the blame on me, this is not fair, " I shouted.. "Now I will do batting, " saying I went for batting.. He took the ball from bhai and threw the ball towards me. I hit the ball in anger and it broke another glass window of bhai's room. Abir started laughing, bhai came to the window holding the ball.

Making a pout I stared at him.. "Mishti, what are you doing? " he said sternly and threw the ball towards us. All started laughing, I was breathing fast in anger seeing Abir's laugh. I threw the bat at him, " I am not going to play with him, " stomping my foot, I left the place and went inside his house. What do he think of me huh!

I went to kitchen to have some water as my throat was dried. No one was there in kitchen, filling a glass of water I drank it. As I turned around I got startled seeing Abir just in front of me. ''Now what? " I mumbled, furrowing my brows.

"Relax! It's just if they would have known that it's me who broke the things, I would have been out of my house right now, " he said, I squeezed my eyes together..

"So you will put all the blame on me? " I questioned and he nodded simply.. Seriously! Argh!

"They won't say you anything na that's why! " he grinned making me more irritated.. "Fine, " I muttered and was about to go when he blocked my way. I stiffened when he lifted me holding me from my waist and made me sit on the slab. "You know you look cute with this red nose, " he said and chuckled, pulling my small nose.

"Do you think saying this you will melt me, then you are wrong, I won't spare you, " I shouted, he palmed my mouth. "Don't shout! " he whispered and removed his hands from my lips..

I leaned back when he put his both hands at my side and came forward.. "I have better way to melt you, " he whispered, my eyes softened at his words, I gulped. "What way, " I murmured, his lips twitched into a smirk making me nervous..

"If you are thinking, doing all this will help then you are wrong, " I stammered but he let out a devilish chuckled and rolled his tongue in his mouth. "Then let's just see if it works or not, " saying he leaned towards me.. I gulped a huge lump when his lips stopped just some centimeters away from mine lips..

I sighed when he moved his face towards my left . My hand automatically clutched his shirt when he brushed his lips on my left cheeks.. My nail were piercing his thin fabric of shirt. His feathery touch was giving me goosebumps. I curled my toes when he pressed his lips deeply on my cheek, holding my head on his palm.

I gasped when he bit my earlobe.. "Abir anyone will come, " I muttered, trying to breathe normally. He stared at me, when my eyes met with his dark orbs, butterflies started tickling me in my tummy... "Did it work? " he asked brushing his nose with mine.. I blinked my eyes and he smirked being satisfied.

Taking a glass of water he left the kitchen, I was still sitting over the slab, trying to control my heart beat..

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We reached in di's farm house at about 11:00 PM yesterday night. As we were tired we all slept, Siya was already staying here.. Sameer bhai and she took a room , Aadarsh bhai and Saanvi di took another room... Abir and Sahil took two separate rooms and Sam and I shared a room..

I came out of my room drying my hair, all were waiting in the dining for breakfast. "Can you please wake bhai up! " Sam said from downstair, nodding my head I made my way to his room.. He was sleeping peacefully, seeing his face an idea came to my mind. Standing in a safe distance I sprinkled some water from my hair , he made a frown but again slept..

Taking a bunch of hair in my hand I again sprinkled it, he groaned and opened his eyes.. "Good morning Abir Rajvansh, " I grinned, he made an annoying face and rubbed his eyes.. Going near to him I brushed my hairs on his face and ran away before he could catch me..

"Revenge will be taken soon, " he shouted from his room, I chuckled and went to dining.. I sat between Sam and Sahil.. My breakfast was already served.. As Abir came down after some time we all started eating.. He was still looking sleepy.. After having breakfast they all left except Saanvi di. I told her that I will clean all the dishes as she had made breakfast, how much work will she even do!

Siya helped me and we both cleaned the kitchen and washed the dishes. No one was there in the hall so we both went outside. I felt so relaxed under the sun.. We went backward from where the laughters were coming.. All were inside the swimming pool, but they were wearing decent clothes.. Siya got excited and jumped in...

Taking my phone out I clicked their pictures.. "You too come in," Sahil said but I shook my head.. "No I don't know swimming, you guys play I am fine here, " I mumbled, my eyes were searching for Abir..

"I will teach you swimming, " I got startled hearing Abir's voice from my back.. Hurriedly I turned around, a devilish smirk was plastered on his lips.. "No thanks! " I muttered, he took a step towards me and I took a step back...

"Abir Please, " I muttered but he didn't stop coming towards me, I stopped when I realized if I will take one more step back then I will fall in the pool..

"I just sprinkled little amount of water on your face, that doesn't mean you will push me in this swimming pool , " I said when he held my shoulders all set to push me.. "I will! " he muttered making me afraid.. When he pushed me a little, holding his shirt tightly I came close to him not wanting to go to water .. He rolled his tongue seeing me scared.. His siblings were cheering for him..

I placed my lips on his cheek, in a second his grip around me loosened. Taking it as a chance I pushed him hard and ran from there. He was just standing like a statue, I directly went to my room and locked the door from inside. I put my hand over my chest, my heart was beating fast. I just kissed him in front of his siblings..

I went to balcony to have a look at them.. Abir was sitting on a chair, his siblings were teasing the hell out of him but he was totally unaffected. I hid behind the curtains when he shifted his gaze from his phone to me, my breath became uneven.. Slowly slowly I moved my head and looked back but again came back to my place as his gaze was still towards me.. I went inside and laid on my bed, facing the ceiling..

You are gone Mish!
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