Abir :)

It's been 5 days to that day, first the thief things then Sahil, I yelled at her . After that day I went to Banglore for my outdoor work, and the thing is I didn't inform her anything. In this five days I didn't even call her neither send any message. When I went to Banglore, she was in college, already she was upset with me so I didn't feel like to inform her.

And atleast in this way she won't miss me, but I really missed her presence around me. She's hurt because I was angry but she couldn't see the reason behind it. I almost failed to breathe when one of the thief kept the knife around her neck, anything could have happened to her. And how could I not be angry after knowing she forgot to lock the door? Like it's 1:00 . How can be someone so careless?

And about Sahil thing, I was so frustrated, so I poured all the frustation on her , for which I am still feeling guilty. But she should have informed me about Sahil, he is really getting careless. Thank God, nothing happened to that girl, otherwise situation would have been worst.

Now I'm in my bedroom, lying over the bed. After 5 days of restless work, finally I slept for 6 hours without any disturbance. I glanced at watch, it's 6:40 in evening. Insertng my phone in my pant pocket I went to washroom.. After that I came out of my room, keeping my both hand in my hoodie pocket. I was feeling little lazy to go to downstairs.

I scanned the whole hall while coming down, only Mom and Chachi were there. Bhai and Sameer are still in office. Chacha went to village with Dadi and Bua.. It's 13th february, just after 2 days it's Valentine's day, which I don't celebrate, it's because I never had my valentine with me. But I am not much excited about the day..

As Mom and Chachi were busy in talking, without disturbing them I made my way towards drawing room, thinking to watch a movie. I want to go to Mishti, but first I have to make myself relax , I need to charge myself. She must be angry on me for not informing about me going to Banglore.. Now I am scared, what will I tell her.. She's already so stubborn, I don't think she will even look at me, talking is a far different thing..

I stopped near the door of drawing room when my gaze fell on her . My heart skipped a beat, she was playing some online games with Sahil and Sam. She was so engrossed in the game that she could not notice my presence.. I blinked my eyes as a satisfactory smile lingered over my lips because I just saw her after freaking 5 days..

Home actually feels like home around her. All of a sudden I started feeling energetic, no doubt she is my energy booster. I stood there leaning against the door. Throwing her head back she laughed as Sahil lost the game, they were playing some sort of car racing games. Kid! My heart was fluttering with an unknown waves of happiness seeing the bond between them. In such a short span of time, she bonded with everyone mainly with Sahil.

I didn't realize for how much time I was staring at her until my phone started vibrating in my pocket. I went away from the room and picked it..

Abir, as you said I tried. But as it's illegal so it will take time.

No worry! Take as much time as you require but I need every single thing related to that custody..

Okay! I will inform you..

Hmm, bye!

I cut the call.. He is Priyanshu, an advocate and my friend too. I really have a strong feeling that it's Mr Agarwal who won the custody. But I just need clearance. I won't tell anything to Mishti until I get to know the truth. Her heart will break if my thoughts will come true. Her brother loves her and no matter what in any condition a brother won't leave her sister like this.

There must be a solid reason which she is not aware of, but I need to find it.. She has already suffered so much in her life, but not more! Emotionally she's so disturbed because she has grown up in a disturbing environment which had affected her  so much. But still the way she has gathered herself, I am proud of her. It must be difficult for her to live without any siblings. It would have normal if she would have not any brother, but even having a brother, she was not with him and nothing is more painful than this..

Mishti :)

It's been five days since I haven't seen him, neither talked with him. I know I had faults but that doesn't mean he will not even talk to me. Like he went to banglore and didn't even feel like to inform me.

Not a single message from him in this past days. He was so unbothered otherwise would have called me atleast. But it's okay, I too didn't let anything affect me. Of course I missed him, but I didn't ruin my time. In fact I had some good times here, as my students celebrated my birthday in college, I cut a cake, I gave them a small treat. I was so overwhelmed with all the wishes.

My another room is filled with the gifts they have given me, I haven't opened half of them. They literally made my day.

"What's happening with this idiotic device, it's not letting me win today, " Sahil groaned in anger, I laughed. It's the 8th round and he haven't won a single match. It's either me or Sam who's winning .

"One more! " Sahil requested, Sam shook her head, before he could request more she left. Sahil stared at me with hopeful eyes. I shook my head in disbelief, until he win a match he is not going to leave me.

"Okay fine! But it's last, " I muttered, nodding his head he again started the game. It was loading, my gaze was fixed on the screen until I felt someone's presence in the room. As the game started I didn't feel like to see who was it, rather I concentrated on the game. My heart skipped a beat when I saw Abir, when did he come back?

He took a seat in front of the sofa we both were sitting. Sahil's laptop, in which we both were playing game was on the teapoy. As I was watching the screen, I could feel his intense stare on me,  he was sitting just in front of me. It was so hard for me to not look at him, but I took a grip over my emotions and didn't stare at him..

But my whole mind was blank due to his stare, I could not concentrate on the game and Sahil won. Throwing the controller he started jumping saying "I won".. Only one time he won but the way he is jumping it felt like he won in every round.

" Hii.. " Abir mumbled looking at me, my breath hitched hearing his voice. I realized how much my ear was missing his voice. No matter how much angry I am right now, I won't deny the fact that I felt the emptiness when he was not with me. Keeping the device on the teapoy I left the room without replying him anything..

Sam was sitting on the hall, as  her gaze fell on me, she called me, I took a seat beside her. I could have easily went to my house, but I want him to talk with me from his side. After doing all this he can say a sorry atleast.. She was discussing some official news with me while both Abir and Sahil came to hall.. But I didn't take glance of him.

I behaved like he don't even exist. My heart started hammering against my rib cage when he sat just beside me , crossing his both leg, he kept his head on my shoulder. I stiffened due to his sudden act. It was only Sam and Sahil who were present and they both were grinning. I rolled my eyes in response..

I stood up hurriedly and his head got hit with the sofa. "I am going to my house, " saying I made my way towards door. He didn't come behind me, which made me more angry. Letting out a thick breath I wore my sandal and left the place.

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After making the dinner, Ramu Kaka left to his house.. It's around 7:30 , I was going to close the door when someone pushed it. My heart started beating fast when Abir came inside and locked the door. Before he come to me I went inside.

"What are you doing in my house? " I mumbled while keeping my files on the shelf, and cleaned my bed. I still haven't a eye contact with him, and my eyes were just dying to see him. He didn't say anything, but was just observing my every movements. As I kept the last file on the shelf, I was pulled by him. My back hit his muscular chest, his intoxicating cologne did some magic in my body..

Squeezing myself fully in his embrace, he pressed his cheek against my cheek still holding me from my belly. I too pressed my cheek against his, my heart was beating fast. "Do you know how much I missed you? " he whispered near my ears.. His just one touch and I already lost my control but his words made me come out of my daze. I am not going to talk with him so easily..

I removed his hand from my belly and went towards bed to remove my clothes from bed.But he came behind me and our leg collided with each other, I lost my balance and we both fell on my bed. I shut my eyes, his face got pressed against my bedsheet.. Before I could get up, he pressed his hand on my shoulder and came over me.

Waves of emotions crashed against my chest as my eyes met with his hazel eyes. My hand went to his shirt and clutched the thin piece of material. My heart started melting and my vision got blurry .. That's why I was avoiding any eye contact with him.. His eyes are my weakness.. His eyes have the power to melt me.

Unknowingly one tear dropped from my eyes, he was just staring at my face. I shut my eyes when he moved his face closer to mine, my heart fluttered when his lips brushed over my eye. I opened my eyelids slowly when I felt him staring at me again.. "I am sorry! " he muttered, my heart was just jumping against my chest.

"Why are you sorry? I should be sorry for touching your phone without your permission ! " I said and looked away. Pressing his fingers on my cheek, he again made me look at him. "And do you think you need my permission to touch my things? " his husky voice and those words made the butterflies in my stomach alive.

"You have all rights on me and my things, " he whispered, brushing his knuckles against my cheek. His words were just making my heart jump in some unknown emotions.. "But you don't have any rights on me, " I mumbled, he chuckled at my words which I was expecting. "And do you think I need a validation from you? " he asked, I gulped as his eyes darkened.

"From head to toe, you are all MINE and I don't need anyone's validation , not even from you, " he whispered, my heart almost came to my throat, he had never sounded this much possessive.. I clutched his shirt tightly when his gaze fell on my lips.

For the first time, I wanted him to kiss me. And if he will come forward to kiss me, I don't think I am going to push him. This moment was something not under my control. So many emotions were crashing against each other in my heart. My chest was falling up and down due to the sexual tension between us.. The air became all cold. He was lying over me , his whole weight was on his left side arm and body, his right hand was on my belly..

Everything was pulling both us towards each other. He was just staring at my eyes, may be trying to figure out what I want. I am so bad in expressing things.. My one hand wrapped around his neck and another was still clutching his shirt tightly. I closed my eyes when he moved his lips closer to mine.

When I didn't feel his lips, I opened my eyes, he got up from me and sat on the bed. God know what happened to him, I too got up and sat beside him.. "I am sorry, " he muttered, I sighed.

Mishti, you are behaving too desperate..

I too feel we are still not ready for any further steps, it was just the moment which blew my mind. Neither he said anything nor I for some minutes.. He was sitting crossing his legs on the bed, my legs were hanging in the air. He was just playing with his fingers , staring at the carpet engrossed in his thoughts..

"Sit here! " he said pointing at his lap, it was more like a order. I stared at him blankly, he rolled his eyes and turned his body towards me. "Come! " he said holding my hand, I shifted my position and sat on his lap, wrapping his both hand around me he pulled me closer. His nose was pressed against my cheek.. My one hand was around his neck and one was on my lap..

"Why didn't you tell me before going? Am I not that important to you that you didn't even feel to inform me? So angry that you didn't bother to even send a message? " I mumbled, fixing my gaze on my lap..
He made me look at him.. My heart was beating like anything. He held my hand and kept it on his heart.. My blood became cold when I felt his rapid heartbeat. I looked away, "Look at me, " he ordered, I gulped and looked at him..

"Say again that You are not important to me! " he was sounding hurt, my breath became uneven. "What will I have to do which will convince you that how important you are to me? " he whispered, I again looked away as I couldn't match his intense eyes. His words made me feel guilty.. My intention was not to hurt him but my choices of words did...

"We are not perfect for each other, you deserve better! " I whispered with a heavy heart, his grip around me got loosened. My heart was hammering against my chest. I meant every single word I said. From the day he have come to my life, I keep hurting him, I don't know but I feel all the efforts are always from his side.

This relationship is working only because of him, I have no role in it. I was always alone, all this things are so new to me, and my mind was exploding with so many thoughts. I don't want to hurt him more, I was always this much messed when it comes to my emotions, but what can I do? My life situation had made me like this..

After coming this close to him, I am again pushing him away and this is the hardest thing for me to do. He deserves someone who will keep him happy unlike me who is already struggling with so many things..

"Tell me again! What did you just say? " he asked, I took a deep breath..

"You deserve someone better as your life partner.. We are not perfect for each other, " I said, he slipped his hands from my body and I sat on the bed still looking down.. He was just silent , but I could hear thousands of unspoken words, but ignoring everything I just sat there silently..

Without saying anything he left. I sat there for some minutes then went to lock the door. After keeping the food in freeze, I laid on my bed not before turning off the light. The pillow was getting wet due to my tears and reason is me and my insecurities..

Always it's him, who try to work on this relationship not me, it's always from his side. Even though I want, I am not able to do anything.. I want him to stay happy because he deserves it and staying with me won't make him happy. I don't want to pull him into the sea of darkness with myself..

I clutched my pillow tightly as my lungs ran out of breath .. I myself is the reason of my condition, but I have to deal with it..

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"Mishti! I say na you are going with me. My brothers have already reached there. It's Valentine's Day today and you know na you are my valentine, so better come with me wearing this, otherwise I too don't know what will I do, " Sam said handing me a bag.

From last 30 minutes she is arguing with me in this topic. Actually Abir's classmates have arranged a type of get together today, but they have invited everyone like friends,girlfriends,partner,siblings, cousins . As Sam is a part of his family, she will go but she want me to accompany her as her valentine. She too don't know anyone of his friends.

"Why don't you go on a date with Riyansh! " I said, she rolled her eyes at me.

"Because we celebrate everyday .. It's nothing special today, I said na get ready, " she shouted, I sighed and went to my room ... I got ready quickly and tied my hair in a messy bun..

After years I wore something like this, I don't wear revealing dress much..It was a sleeveless blouse, only one strap was covering my back. Even I tied my hairs in a bun. Keeping my phone in my purse I came out of the room. Sam's jaw dropped seeing me.

"Abir bhai is going to lose his breath after seeing you like this, " she said, with her eyes wide open. I gave her a faint smile, she have no idea about Abir and me. Her driver was waiting for us outside..

On the way to our destination, Sam applied minimal make up on my face . It just took us 20 minutes to reach there. The car stopped in front of a huge building, we both came out , adjusting my saree I made my way towards the venue with Sam. I started feeling conscious having so many eyes on me..

Now I feel regret to wear something like this, argh ! I am comfortable but those stares were making me little uncomfortable. Still I didn't let myself affected by all this. A smile appeared on my lips seeing Sahil near the entrance. Seeing both us he came running to us..

I waved my hand, his eyes widen as he scanned me from head to toe. "Girl! Are you planning to kill bhai today? You are looking bomb, " he uttered with shock, I rolled my eyes.

"See Mishti! I told you already, you took all the limelight, " Sam winked at me, these two siblings made me more conscious, did I just overdress? I glanced at my surrounding and realized all were wearing more revealing dress so I just sighed.. As I am wearing a backless blouse I started feeling cold due to the cold breeze..

My eyes snapped towards my back when I heard my most favorite voice, my heart skipped a beat when my gaze fell on Abir. As always he was looking dashing. Wrapping his hands around Sameer bhai's neck he was laughing as someone of them cracked a joke. Aadarsh bhai was there too with Saanvi di and some other friends. I turned my gaze away, as a wave of sadness rushed down my spine.

Without even saying anything he walked away, the next day we neither met nor talked.. I wanted him to stay away but it's not making me happy, which type of confused mind I have? But now he is looking so unbothered so unaffected which just made me little disturbed.. Argh!

I want him to smile to be happy, but I also want myself to be the reason of his happiness which is not possible, I always hurt him.. "Oh My God Mishti, I could not recognize you from  back, " Saanvi di said, coming to me. I just gave an awkward smile, am I looking that different today..

"Umm, I think Abir is going to have some hard time today, " she chuckled, my eyes widen at her words. "Guys we should go inside, come! " di called the brothers.. My heart started beating fast as I felt them coming towards us. I clutched my purse tightly in nervousness.

"Is it Mishti? " I heard Sameer bhai's hesitated voice from behind. "Of course it's her! " Saanvi di chuckled.. I turned myself towards them and my eyes directly met with Abir as he was standing in the middle.. His eyes just started scanning me from head to toe which made me more conscious.

Like I just wanted to ran from this whole situation. I looked down and took a deep breath. I could see shock in his eyes, "Abir, we should go inside now, or you are just going to stare at your girl the whole day? " Aadarsh bhai chuckled, my heart skipped hearing Your Girl. I felt my cheeks getting warm.

"You can take her somewhere if you want, after all it's Valentine's day . The day and she both are yours, " saying Sameer bhai laughed and all started laughing.

"Neither I am staring at someone nor I am dying to celebrate this day with someone " saying he walked away and went inside. My heart just dropped but whatever I did, I deserve this.. Everyone's face turned serious, they all looked at me with questioning looks .

"Guyssss! " I got startled as someone jumped on me, as I turned my head I found Siya, a smile crept on my face . I hugged her.. "Oh God! You came here again? " Sameer bhai mumbled, I chuckled.

"Atleast you could have pretended that you are happy seeing me, but leave! " Siya sighed, we all laughed. We all entered inside, near the entrance a guy stopped us and said us to write our name on 2 small paper. We did as he said and went inside.

The hall was decorated with red and white balloons with flower petals,it was giving romantic vibes. All the chairs were arranged in a way that there was space only in the middle. I sat on the second row with Sam, the brothers sat beside her one by one, my gaze was roaming around the hall until it fell on Abir.

It didn't take a second for me to turn my gaze away as he was coming towards us, talking with someone in his phone. He sat beside Siya, I sighed.. Everyone took their seat, two anchors came and stood in the middle.. They first said something about the event..

"What is love according to you? " he asked and gave the mic to some person, I was just listening everyone's perception towards love.. My whole attention shifted to Abir when the anchor gave the mic to Abir.

"Love is accepting someone with all her flaws, " he said and forwarded the mic. The anchor took the mic and went back to his previous place. I sighed in relief as the mic didn't come to me..

"Okay we have arranged a game for everyone. I will pick a paper from this bowl, whose name will come she/he have to come here and will pick a paper from another bowl where we have written some task. Then she/he will pick a paper from this bowl, with whom she/he will complete the task, " he concluded, I gulped down, Sam frowned.

There is so many people here and I don't even know anyone other than Rajvansh.

The game started, the task were simple but romantic. Like you have to sing a song looking at your partner, you have to propose someone, you have to do a couple dance, you have to kiss someone etc.. I was just praying to get a decent task..

"Abir! " the Anchor announced his name, I started feeling nervous for him.. His brothers wished him 'All the best' like he's going to a match. Abir went to middle and picked one paper from the bowl, I was just looking at his expression while he was reading what his task is..

"You have to propose someone with a song, " he said on the mic, I threw my head towards back. He picked a paper from another bowl, to whom he will propose. My heart was accelerating like anything, I was just praying to God, hoping my name won't come there. I don't want him to propose me due to this task that too in front of so many people.

"Sunaina! " he muttered! His class fellows started screaming in excitement, I burrowed my eyes in confusion. A girl came to middle, she was wearing a dress which was hardly covering anything but I liked her confidence and the way she was carrying the dress.

"You know! Sunaina was of same college as bhai and once she had proposed bhai, that's why his fellow friends are so excited, " Sam whispered near me, the smile on my face got faded. Now he is going to propose her that too with a song. Crossing my hand over my chest, I sat comfortably on my chair.

He held her hand gently and sat on his one knee , making my eyes widen. It was not written that you have to propose her like this!! His fellow friends again screamed ..

Tujhe dekha to ye jaana sanam
Pyaar hota hai diwaana sanam
Ab yahaan se kahaan jaaen ham
Teri baanhon men mar jaaen ham

He sang the first paragraph of this song and twirled her. The smile on the girl's face was not fading away , I turned my gaze away and kept my eyes on my mobile screen. I can see something in my phone better than this bullshit..

"Are you jealous? " Sam said hitting my shoulder, I rolled my eyes but didn't say anything. He came back to his place, then some others went to complete the task, I had already lost my interest in the game.

"Mishti! "

My phone fell from my hand hearing Anchor's voice. "It's your turn, " Sam whispered, I gulped .. Handing my phone to her, I went to the middle. With my trembling hand I picked one paper from it. My heart was almost ready to explode..

"You have to do couple dance with someone, " I mumbled. Mentally I cursed myself for coming here. If my dance partner will not be anyone from Rajvansh brother than I am not going to complete the task..

With a little hope I took another paper from another bowl. My breath became normal when I read the name.

"It's Sahil, " I said happily, hearing me Sahil jumped from his seat and screamed like he was waiting for this moment to come. For a second I got scared seeing his reaction, the three brothers palmed there face in embarrassment, I just chuckled at his antics..

Main Teri Aankhon Mein
Udaasi Kabhi Dekh Sakda Nahi
Tujhe Khush Main Rakhunga Sohneya

He started singing while coming towards me, we had to do a couple dance together but don't know why he started seeing. As he gestured the DJ boy played the song..

Main Tere Hothon Pe
Khamoshi Kabhi Dekh Sakda Nahi
Saari Baatein Main Sununga Sohneya

Tere Dil Se Na Kabhi Khelunga
Saare Raaz Apne Main Tujhko De Doonga
Meri Jaan Toone Mujhko Paagal Hai Kiya
Mera Lagda Na Jiya Tere Bagair

He twirled me holding my hand, than placing his hand on my shoulder , we both danced in a synk. We both were laughing like an idiot while dancing because at first our steps were not matching, he was doing something, I was doing another thing.

We both came to our respective place as the song stopped. The game continued for some more time..
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All were doing couple dance , slow music was playing in the background. I was just getting restless seeing Abir so unaffected. Because from inside I was dying but he is just enjoying with his friends.

Abir was coming towards me, but stopped as Sunaina came in middle.. "Tonight, room no 39," saying she left, holding a wine bottle. My blood boiled when Abir smirked seeing her.. I just went and sat on a chair. Do whatever you want to do..

Abir :)

Neither I am angry nor disappoint on her. But I am just sad, sad for her. People and some situation in her life had made her feel like she can't be a reason for someone's happiness, when things are not like this..

I can't even blame her in this situation, her insecurities made her say that 'I deserve someone better' , but for me she is best. I didn't say anything to her and till now I am just avoiding her because sometimes words can't make someone understand the way distance and ignorance do..

I want her to take a stand for her, I want her to battle with her own feelings, I want her to come to me this time. Until she realize her worth, there is no point of making her understand.

I was just roaming in the corridor to find some network because my PA had called me but I could not receive it. That's when I got pushed by someone, before I could react someone pressed my body against the wall.. It happened all of a sudden that I couldn't protest.

I opened my eyes taking deep breaths and my heart skipped seeing Mishti. Today she was looking just so different, when I saw her I almost forgot how to breathe. Hot would be a less word to describe how breath taking she's looking today ..

I stared at her face, she was looking angry. I burrowed my eyes in confusion. "What are you doing here? " she asked, I gave a blank look. Her nose became red.

"Doing what? Nothing, " I muttered.. She narrowed her eyes at me.

"If you are doing all this to jealous me then just letting you know I will kill you. Stay away from that girl, " she shouted, raising my brows I just stared at her. Jealous Mishti looks more cute. I slipped my hands on her waist, she clutched my shirt in response, her breath became uneven as well as mine..

"Were not you the one who told me that I deserve someone better, so I was trying to find someone better, " I said, I could see flame coming out of her both ears, I was laughing internally but kept a straight face.

"You moved on so easily? " she said, helplessness was clearly visible on her face. A sudden urge to pulled her in my embrace raised in me but I somehow controlled myself.

"Yes! " I said and she left my shirt as tears formed on her eyes. I kept my hand in my pant pockets as her eyes remained on mine. It's so painful to see her in pain, but this time it will be her who have to fight for me, if she really wants me in her life ...

"Fine! All the best, keep finding, " saying she went. I sighed.

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It's almost 8:30 , all were busy with each other, some couples were jumping on each other as they were drunk. From last 30 minutes I haven't seen Mishti. I scanned the hall, my eyes widen when I found her in the drinking counter. God! Not again.

I ran to her but she gulped one bottle of alcohol before I could reach there. Taking the bottle from her, I held her tightly. She started hitting me on my chest trying to push me but I held her closer. Her eyes were red means she had enough drinks.

"What are you doing? Go and find your better person, " she complained, I chuckled. Informing bhai, I took her with me. She was completely drunk, even walking was not possible for her. I made her sit on the passenger seat and went to my seat. Starting the engine I drove towards her home.

She started singing some heart breaking songs breaking my ear drums. I realized singing isn't her thing, but it's cute to hear her voice.

It just took me 10 minutes to reach there. The guards opened the gate and I parked my car inside her house boundary. I took the keys from her pursue and opened the door.

Lifting her in my arm and I went inside and made her sit on a couch. Locking the door I went to kitchen and made lemon juice for her..

"Mishti drink it, " saying I forwarded the glass towards her, giving a full lipped smile she took the glass from me. I sighed when she threw the glass on the floor. "I didn't give it to you to break it, " I uttered, she got up , holding me from my shoulder she kept pushing me until my back hit the wall.. Today the role has got reversed.

"You know what I hate you, " she mumbled.

"I know! " I said, she shook her.

"You know nothing, you just know how to make me annoy, " she complained, I just kept staring at her. Coming little more closer, she held my collar. I held her from her waist so that she can stand properly..

"If all this affect you so much why you are pushing me? " I said helplessly..

"Because I want your happiness. From the day I came to your life, I feel like you are just putting all the efforts on me. You are a person who have a family, siblings, friends, you enjoy your life. But mine is not like yours. I don't want you to be sad for me. You have so much patience, which I don't have. You are so mature unlike me. You don't overthink, you don't take stress the way I do.. I am just so messed up, I feel like you are just wasting your time on me, " she sobbed, my heart clenched seeing the tears falling from her eyes.

I knew she's thinking all this. But it's not true.. But what she said next just make my breath stopped..

"I am falling for you everyday. You have captured my soul, heart, mind everything. It just hurt when I see you hurt because of me. Sometimes my words affect you so much but I don't realize it. I don't want to hurt you not even unknowingly, " saying she pressed her face on my chest.

I felt bad for leaving her alone while she's just struggling .. I thought if I will give her some time, she will figure it out but she did the opposite, she did more overthinking..

"We will talk later, just go and sleep, first change your clothes then go to your bed, " I said, detaching her from me. Nodding her head she went inside her room, I followed her. Opening the wardrobe she started throwing her dress on my face one by one.

"Mishti stop! " I groaned. She started laughing, I couldn't see her face as her dress was covering my face. I threw all the dress towards the wardrobe.

"Mishti! Pick one and sleep before turning your house into a mess, " I said, trying to find a suitable dress for her. But she again pulled me, I shut my eyes when my head hit against the wardrobe.. I opened my eyes and she was smiling mischievously. I raised my brows..

"I like this, " saying she started unbuttoning my shirt, but I held her hand. In drunken state she behaves totally different from her real self.

"No way you are going to wear this, " I protested, standing on her toes she brought her face near mine making my heart stopped beating abruptly.

"Why? Can't you control yourself seeing me in your shirt? " she mumbled, my jaw dropped hearing her. Letting out a deep breath, I made her stand properly before I actually lose my control. First she is already wearing such a revealing clothes and second my hormones go crazy seeing her so near me..

"When you have so many dresses why the hell you want to wear my dress? " I said, she flared her nose in anger..

"Fine! Then I am not going to sleep, " she said crossing her hands over her shoulder. God! She's so stubborn. Having no option I opened my shirt and handed it. Before she do more wild act I closed the bedroom door and let her change her dress.

I messaged bhai that I can't go home tonight. They all will tease the hell out of me tomorrow, but I just can't leave her in this state.. As she opened the door, my gaze shifted towards her. She was wearing my shirt and a thigh length short pant. My heart skipped so many beats.

I stood up and went to her, lifting her in my arm, I made her sleep on her bed and wrapped a blanket over her till her neck.. I was about to go when she held my hand.

"Where are you going? " she whispered, her eyes were half closed.

"Going to sleep outside, " I mumbled, she narrowed her eyes at me..

"Sleep with me on this bed, " she ordered, I shook my head.

"Of course! Go and sleep with that girl.... what was her name.. han Sunaina, " she shouted, I stared at her in disbelief. "Fine! I will sleep with you, " I said, she grinned happily. I turned all the lights off and laid beside her. She came to me, I pulled her closer wrapping my arm around her waist.. She snuggled his head against my chest.. I closed my eyes feeling tired..

Mishti :)

With a heavy headache, I opened my eyelids lazily. I felt like my head will burst anytime soon.. I glanced at the watch, it's 8:30 . I turn my head towards my left, I blinked my eyes as Abir was staring at me. Now I can even see him with opened eyes like not only in dreams.

Coming close to me, he brushed his nose on my cheeks, I wrapped my hand around his waist and shifted near him.. "Good morning princess, " he wished, my eyes widen. Is he for real? Wait!

I detached myself and sat on the bed. I was in the party, when did I come here? I looked at my surrounding, it felt similar. Is it my room? I stared at Abir, who was just staring at me with an amusing expression. He was just wearing a vest.

I looked at myself, my eyes widen, I was wearing his shirt. My breath became uneven. "Why am I wearing your shirt? " I asked him, he smirked and pulled me. I fell back on the bed and he came over me making my heart stopped beating..

"Your question should be who changed your clothes? Or how you changed? You remember na you were drunk last night? " he put some sense in my head, nervousness raised in me. My chest started falling up and down. I know him, he won't do anything not even change my clothes without my permission..

He trailed his fingers on my cheek removing the hair strands from my face. It must be me who have changed my clothes but why the hell am I wearing his shirt?

"You know we had our first kiss last night! " he whispered, my mind went blank. I trust him, but the way he was sounding confident I forgot how to breath. "Don't lie, " I mumbled, he smirked making me more scarred..

"You don't want to believe then what can I say, " he muttered, I kept blinking my eyes.

"You know how breath taking you were looking yesterday, it was so hard for me to resist, so just it happened, " he said, my face became serious. I know he is lying , I trust him but the way he is saying, it's forcing me to believe..

"Why you didn't stop me? I didn't want oir first kiss to be like that.. I don't even remember anything.. I don't even know how does it feel when someone kiss you! " I mumbled, if I would have kissed someone in drunken state then till now I would have left this planet. But it is he. I still believe he hasn't done anything.

"So just let me kiss you now! You will get to know how does it feel? " he whispered, my throat became dry..

"Don't test my patience, tell me honestly, did we actually kiss? " I asked in a serious tone. His face expression changed as he remembered something..

"Wait! Do you remember your challenge? " he asked, my heart stopped hearing him. I thought he forgot, I gulped and shook my head.

"Don't be so innocent girl! " he whispered,I licked my lips as his fingers trailed down to my throat, it stopped just above the shirt botton.. "Can I complete my challenge? " he asked, my heart started beating fast. If I will deny he won't do anything but that is the problem, I can't deny. He was smirking knowing my situation very well..

"Why are you asking when you know my answer, " I mumbled, his smirk went wide. He must be feeling proud on himself knowing the effect he have on me.. My toes curled when he opened my one botton, then another and then another.. My breath became deep and fast.. I started feeling like I don't have any energy left..

I closed my eyes when he pressed his face in the crook of my neck. I held the blanket tightly when I felt his lips against my skin.. My another hand held his vest tightly.. Butterflies started dancing in my stomach.. "Abir! " I gasped when he bit my collar bun.

I threw my head back feeling the new sensation on my body. He nibbled my skin, raising my body hair. All of a sudden the room temperature became low and my body heated up.. He intertwined our one hand together and brushed his lips on my shoulder. It's difficult for me to breath ... Every time he touch me, it feels new..

I curled my toes when he kissed my throat, he pressed his face on my left side neck. Placing a soft kiss on my collar bone he tasted my skin. My lungs ran out of breath, my hand  automatically moved to his head and held his hairs in my plam, he soaked my skin . I closed my eyes more tightly when I felt his teeth deepening on my skin.. Brushing his lips against my skin , he brought his face near mine.

I turned my face away when he kissed my left cheek. My hormones were going wild. Moving his lips he bit my ear lobe. "Abir! " I whispered to stop him. He pressed his cheek against mine. I could feel his rapid heartbeat. My cheeks must be looking red.

Detaching himself from me he laid on his stomach, pressing his face against the pillow. "I am sorry, " he muttered, his face was still pressed against the pillow. A smile appeared on my lips seeing his cuteness.

Going near to him, I placed a kiss on his biceps and he groaned, I chuckled.

"We need to talk, " he murmured..

"Let's talk then! "

"Not now! " he replied..

"Why? Did I just turn you on? " I chuckled, he groaned in annoyance..

"Your mind is getting dirty, " he said and turned his face away.

"You are my influencer, " I replied back..

"Of course, put all the blame on me! " he said and I laughed.

How much I missed him.....

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