Warning: cringe smut ahead!

Chapter 33: Loving our imperfections and forming a whole

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     "Happy fucking birthday, dude!" the blond-haired boy comments, as his best friend just rolls his eyes, smiling. "How it feels to be twenty-four?" he asks after and the other one just shrugs. 

      "As I was at twenty-three, I guess." Taehyung replies, then moves his glance at his boyfriend, which look somehow lost. "Love, you are okay? Why are you so red, you have a fever or something?" he asks then and immediately after that he puts his hand on the younger one's forehead to check if he is okay.

     "Yes I'm good. It's ... just a little warm here." Jungkook says and then straightens his voice, taking another sip of the drink in front of him.

     Maybe you're wondering where all of them are? Well, to celebrate Taehyung's birthday, they came to a restaurant, although Jimin initially wanted to go to a bar. And even though they couldn't order so many drinks at the restaurant, they made sure it wasn't missing. And even though Taehyung should be extremely happy now, being with all his loved ones, he is a little worried about his boyfriend as well. 

     This morning he was suspiciously silent, and absent-minded a lot of hours. And even though he tried to smile, he certainly did it because he didn't want to ruin Taehyung's birthday. And it's not like the boy in the bandanna didn't try to find out what's going on with him, or what's bothering him. Jungkook kept assuring him that it was nothing.

      "What did your parents give you? I know they are damn rich, so I think the gift should be the at the next level as well. " Jin then comments, and those at the table look at the bandanna-boy more closely.

       "They said they bought a car from me, but they can not bring it to the those days because they are both busy. I think I'll come here with the car when we have a vacation in a week or so. " Taehyung replies and everyone at the table look at him in amazement, except Jungkook.

       "I think it's nice to have such parents. " Jimin says and then sighs. "I can not relate. My family bought me a pair of jeans for my birthday." he jokes later and everyone laughs except the new couple.

     Taehyung just looks at his boyfriend, while the tattooed boy just smiles weakly. Does Jimin complain that he received a pair of jeans from his parents on his last birthday? So what should Jungkook do, considering that on his last birthday, he only received a "This day is cursed, because I gave birth to you" from his mother? And also a look of contempt from his father? He should probably cry non-stop. But that's the difference between certain people. You can't often say what's going on in their life, being too absorbed in your own life.

       "I'm going outside to get some air, it's too hot here. " Jungkook says and then gets up, smiling at the same time. "I will be back in a few minutes." he says later and Taehyung gets up immediately after him.

        "I go with him." the bandanna-boy comments at his turn, and to his surprise, his boyfriend doesn't seem to retaliate at all.

       Jimin just rolls his eyes, then starts talking to Jackson and Jin, while Namjoon listens.

       "I know everyone has already given you the presents. I didn't want to give it to you because, to be honest, I felt a little stupid. I didn't took you anything really expensive. " the younger boy confesses as soon as they both leave the restaurant, and Taehyung looks at him somewhat hurt.

       "Jungkook, you know all too well that I don't care about the price of the gift, but the person who gives it to me. You could have taken nothing for me and given me a hug, and it would have meant more than anything to me. " Taehyung tells in a soft tone, while the other one smiles weakly, then lowers his backpack (Taehyung even wonders why he's been carrying him most of the day).

      "It's not expensive, it's not that sophisticated, but it's something I've done with a lot of love and work. I hope you like it, because otherwise ... all the nights I secretly spent and worked on will be useless. " Jungkook says and as soon as he takes the gift out of his backpack, Taehyung simply runs out of words.    

      Even if it's past eight o'clock in the evening, the light from the restaurant's lantern gives the boy with the bandanna the power to see the masterpiece in front of him, in all her splendor. What masterpiece do you ask? Well ... a picture painted in shades of black and blue. A painting in which two parts are divided, of two different faces.

     The right side is the blue part, the one with half of Taehyung's face, and the left side with the red part with this half of Jungkook's face. Everything is in detail, from the eyes, nose, lips, to the moles of each. But it's not the fact that they look like pictures, makes Taehyung extremely impressed, but the fact that the two faces seem to complement each other perfectly, as if they were a whole.

      "Jungkook, this is-"

       "You're the only one who manages to fight my temper, Tae. You are water, while I am fire. And even though we are so different, when we are together, we complement each other. " the younger one cuts off the older boy's line, then gives him the painting.

     And Taehyung takes the painting carefully, then approaches and kisses his boyfriend, smiling. After breaking the kiss, the older one looks him straight in the eye, trying to show him how much it means to him.

       "This is the most beautiful gift I have ever received, Kook. I will cherish him all my life, just as I will cherish you. "

      And somehow, that also feels like a promise.

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      "Jungkook, I... I think we should wait a little longer. " Taehyung says as he tries not to seem affected at all by what his boyfriend said just minutes ago.

       "Why? Don't you want to have sex with me? Or don't you consider me as hot as all the boys and girls you've had in bed so far? " Jungkook asks in a somewhat irritated tone, and the other one is forced to look at him.

      So here is the thing: When they returned from the restaurant, Taehyung had no idea why his boyfriend was starting to get more and more agitated on their way to the room. But once they arrived, he realized why. The tattooed boy took Taehyung's joke very seriously a few days ago when asked what he wanted for his birthday. So when Taehyung was asked after Jungkook had gathered all the courage he had in something like "Do you want to have sex?", he was surprised, it makes sense.

      "Baby, it's not about that. You're hotter than anyone else I know. " Taehyung says and the other tries not to blush again. "But I had sex with them, not love. That's the difference, Kook. " he explains after that, as the younger one bites his lower lips, knowing very well what he does.

      "Then let's make love. I am ready, if that's why you're holding back. Have you forgotten that I have already lost my virginity, and with you? " Jungkook asks in a damn confident tone, and the other doesn't understand what happened to him all of a sudden.

      "Kook, if that's because of the joke I told you a few days ago, you know that- "

       "Tae, it has absolutely nothing to do with that . " Jungkook interrupts him, then gets closer to him. "I realized that I love you more than I thought I could love anyone. And I want ... I want to be yours with my soul, my body and everything I have. I want us to know each other's weaknesses and imperfections, fears and strengths. I really want that, and I feel more than just ready. " Jungkook finishes and Taehyung feels his hands already sweaty, because of what is about to happen.

       "Are you sure you want this? Are you sure you're ready, love? " the older boy assures himself again, and as soon as the younger one nods, he no longer waits and takes off his sweatshirt, leaving his bust bare. "Then we should get rid of all these useless clothes. " he says and smirks when a scarlet scarlet slips on his boyfriend's cheeks as he takes off his sweatshirt as well.

       "You have the... condoms and the lubricant in your closet. I bought them yesterday. " Jungkook says and the other one starts chuckling briefly, then looks for the things mentioned.

       "Someone had been planning for some time this. " Taehyung says as he takes off his jeans. "But if you want to do that, you have to take off your pants and boxers, are you okay with that? " he asks later and Jungkook only smiles weakly.

       "Can we... can we do it in the dark, without light? I think will be... better for me this way." the tattooed boy says, and the older one approves instantly, then turns off the bedside lamp, making it dark in the room.

        "You have to take off all your clothes for me. I have to get you ready first. " Taehyung says as the other one takes off his jeans and boxers, already feeling the shyness get too close to him.

        "No- no need for that, I already prepared myself in the bathroom." the younger one admits more than just embarrassed, as the older one looks at him (even if it is dark in the room) with big eyes, surprised.

        "Were you really that impatient? " Taehyung asks and the younger one rolls his eyes, even though no one can see him.

         "Will you shut up and fuck me, Kim? Or I need to go to another guy for that?" Jungkook's more confident voice makes the older one to smirk again, as he puts aside the lubricant tube (which is useless now) and takes a condom in his hand.

        "You are just mine, Kook. Just mine." Taehyung possessive voice makes the younger boy to get even harder, while the bandanna boy also takes off his boxers, putting his condom on his dick. "I need you to stand on your knees, love, and spread your legs. " he says after, and Jungkook takes a deep breath, then he does exactly what he was told.

        "Be careful, though, Kim. I want to be able to go to training tomorrow. " Jungkook then says and the older one giggles weakly, sitting in the right position, behind his boyfriend. 

        "We both know that will not be possible." Taehyung comments, then he slowly touches Jungkook's thighs. "Love, it will hurt for awhile at first, but I promise the pain will go away soon. Trust me. If you want us to stop, you must say so. " Taehyung explains and the other one just refrains from rolling his eyes again.

     He is going to be fucked,  not need for all those information. It may not be as experienced as Taehyung, but there is something called the internet, you know?

        "Okay." Jungkook says and as soon as Taehyung starts kissing him on the back to distract him, the younger boy holds the sheet in his hands when he feels his boyfriend's dick enter.

      Okay, maybe it is more painful than he though at first, but now he doesn't want to give back. So he tries to stay focused on his boyfriend's soft kisses, ignoring the stinging pain. Hell, it's really big!

       "Beautiful." the older one praises him, and Jungkook opens his eyes, feeling how slowly the pain is replaced by a damn pleasant sensation. "You are doing great, love! You are so good, just for me!" the bandanna-boy continues. 

       "Fu- fuck! Ah, Tae!" Jungkook starts to moan, as the older one smirks at the sound. "Ah- hyu-hyung!" he continues after, in the same time as Taehyung begins to enter in him faster and faster.

       "Say that again. Call me again in that way." Taehyung demands, as the younger one feels more than just damn good. 

       "Hy-hyung, I... I wanna-"

        "Go then, love." Taehyung interrupts him, pulling out his dick, while the white liquid from both of them begins to soil the sheet.

        "It... it was amazing." Jungkook then says and the older one sits down next to him, then pulls him closer and places his head on his chest, kissing his forehead warmly.

        "I love you, baby. So fucking much." 

      It was definitely the best birthday he ever had. And that's just because of the angel who fell asleep in his arms right now.

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Yeah, the smut part was awful ik (but it is past midnight so I was more than just tired)

You can see that I really wanna finish this book as fast as possible:)))

I wait anyway for your opinions and see ya soonnnn

Sorry for this cringey chapterrrr