"Y/N! Y/N!" I said, having caught her just in time before her head hit the ground.

I seethed, angry with myself. Of course everything wasn't going to just be normal, she had her morals, and of course she didn't want to be with an idol.

Especially for her as a trainee, it could be bad.

But I didn't care. I wanted to be selfish sometimes, I work hard and I deserve to.

I placed her legs up on her chair, pulling my jacket off to place under her head, before moving back, and simply playing with her hair.

She began to stir slowly, as she looked at me.

"Beomgyu, I'm sorry. I can't.." she started, but I just placed a finger over my lips.

"Don't say anything, it's alright. Sit up once your head stops spinning." I replied, feeling my heart break in two.

I was an idiot.

She slowly sat up, as I helped her back in her chair.

I called for the waiter, ordering her a glass of water, and myself a stronger drink, and as it came she sipped at it slowly, and in silence.

"Y/N, please don't hate me." I said, her not even sparing a glance up at me.

"I don't hate you, I just can't do this, Beomgyu. The trainees already hate my guts for being close to you as is, if we were together..." Y/N said, sighing.

"How much do you want to be an idol, Y/N?" I asked, as she shrugged.

"I don't know, it just seems like the only thing I can do." She said, as I reached across and held her hand.

"If it stresses you out too much, there's nothing wrong in giving up. I'm here to support you. Y/N, I want to be with you forever, and I know you're worried, and you're scared, but I'll keep us hidden as best I can. Fuck the girls you train with, they're just jealous because of how amazing you are." I paused, locking eyes with her.
"You know, I was thinking of asking to create a co-ed trio instead, so I pick one male trainee and one female trainee to debut. It would save you having to practice alone." I explained, as I saw her eyes light up, if only for a moment, before shaking her head.

She laughed, a sad laugh. "Beomgyu, I idolise you. I love you, like any fan does. And over the time I thought you were this mystery person known as Jaegyu, I probably fell for you, or I suppose him. It's just, I can't, Beomgyu, because if I mess up, your career will be in ruins."

I shook my head, smiling. "I'd be happy to destroy my career if it meant being with you Y/N, so please, consider it. Treat me like you would, let's say Yeonjun. I'm just a normal guy, and you're a normal girl. Would you say yes then?"

"Yes."

"Alright, so give me that chance, starting tonight."