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Ch - 53

Sana is sitting numb, the uncontrollable tears are falling continuously... His words are running on her mind, never did she imagine that this could be his past,..never thought the reason behind all his actions is something so painful that one can't able to imagine in their life...

Her heart ached by heard the amount of pain he bear in his life, the pain that none never thinks to bear.... Only by heard all this, she feels like someone pierced thousands of needles continuously on her body, what would be wend on him... When he saw everything through his both eyes... Seeing your love ones in pain, is killing person from inside....

But when someone saw their love ones dying in pain in front of their eyes,..its tore them apart brutally, kill every inch of them. Fool she cursing him for bring darkness in her life, little did she know that he himself covered with the dark cloud of pain which she can never imagine... The pain she feels is nothing in front of the darkness, pain, nightmares he bear since years.

She was absolutely right about the things that not everyone are born monsters, time, life play or do something terrible with them which force the person to choose wrong ways.. Society forced him to be a devil, by killing the innocent soul who once dream to become an artist.. They snatched his everything from him...but still can't able to make him a complete monster...

The emotions, humanity is still somewhere left on him...the hope of live in brightness is still there,.... Today she promise herself that will do anything but bring the happiness again on his life, take him out from this darkness... Promise that those hands again hold the guitar, that voice again sing beautiful songs ....

Taking a breath she turns to him, her heart clenched by seeing those beautiful olive eyes turned red due to shedding continues tears of agony.. Biting lips she cupped his face from both hands, sucked those water from the corner of his eyes like she does suck the pain in his heart and says by kissing on his both eyes, "I love you sidharth..."

He tightened his grip on her waist and hide himself completely on her embrace, today again he cry after years by remembering that night.. Pulling her more tightly he says, "This is the reason i don't want you to come close, know that one day...definitely something will happen to you because of me..just like family...no one live peacefully by loving me.."

She bit her lips in order to control the wincing sound, as his nails literally digged inside her skin... Shaking head she pulled her head back and says, "No...never say like this...you are not at fault... Not a single percent... Everything happened is written on your fate, which you can't change ever.. Which none can change, no matter how much power they have..."

"You can't fight with the destiny." She cupped his face and says by pecking his forehead, "Trust me sidharth...its not your fault... If this is actually true than how could aadi be perfectly fine by leaving with you since childhood? Hun?... He also loves you a lot, why nothing happened with him?... Tell me do you have any illogical reasons for this?"

He just look down stairs without saying anything, she made him look towards her and says, "No, .. Your family definitely love you, right?.. Everyone's does.. Imagine how they feel from years by seeing you blaming himself for that incident... Its more painful for them to see their son like this... No parents want their child like this..."

"Fine..just think how will you feel if i blame myself for bringing your past again in front if you... I am reason of your these tears, because of me you again have to remember that day... If i not force you,.. Then everything will be fine... I shouldn't have done that... All are my fault... I am sorry sidharth...i.." Before she say more he put finger on her lips and says,

"No...nothing is your fault... I never feels so light in my whole life... Its feels like that something which stuck on my throat, get clear..like someone remove the heavy stone from my heart... I don't know what all this but...whatever it is...feels so good... And all happen because of you..." Wiping his tears she says, "You never share anything to anyone..."

"Aadi already know everything, so the situation never come... You know...if we keep things inside us for long time, specially the things which give us pain...it creates a baggage of burden inside us... Stop us from moving out of that incident... Before doing anything we start remembering that incident... Which affects us very badly.."

"We should always share things with someone, ... It could be anyone, known unknown no matter... And if you don't have anyone, than write that whole incident on a paper and threw it away from you... It helps you to forget that painful incident which nagging you every time.. . Today you does that..."

"You told your heart out, every thing which bother you since years,... The reason of those nightmares.., this is the reason you feels light... Now only one thing is left sidharth...remove the thing from your mind that you are the reason of everything.. Because it's not the truth...trust me.." Taking a breath she says, "Come with me."

Frowning he asks, "Where?"... " Don't ask, just come." Said sana and pulled him towards the balcony. She made h stand in front of the sky full of stars, looking upward she says, "I know you'll not believe me but look at the stars,... Its says that our love ones who leave us..always see us through those stars...."

"Your love ones are also there, see...that star in the left corner is seems like your mom.. who says, 'sidharth don't dare to blame yourself from next time, otherwise i will pulled your ear.'... Sidharth look at her for once than the star, with narrowing brows.. Sana smiles slightly at him and says by moving her jaw to the other side, "Now see that star on the right side, is your dad.."

"He is a little far from mom, because have fight with her... and your actions made him more Angry,.know what he saying, 'Oye..why you thinking nonsense all the time..give rest to your so called logical brain and listen what the beautiful girl besides you says..or else I'll come and slap you hard.'...

His lips titled from one side, "He never get angry on anything.. Had a calm mind.. My anger genes are came from mom..and already slap me twice." She frowns and says, "And I'll do more if you again behave like idiot.. Don't force me to give aadi's title to you.." He roll his eyes and look at the stars..

Sana hold his hand and point towards the middle, "See that your sister in the middle, slamming head because pissed between the fight..know what she feels to do with you.. 'Bro..one more time you blame yourself or i will throw stones from here on you..which directly hit on your head so that it can open your dumb brain...'

Sidharth sighs and pulled her into a tight hug, he crushed her on his arms and says, "She called me bhai.... And i promise...to mom, dad, riya.....you..everyone that will not blame myself for all that.. .. Thank you so much naaz for coming in my life by being an angel.. " He digged his face on the crook of her neck and says, "Help me naaz...to come out from all this.... I want you..."

She nodded and says by pulling back, "I will." Wiping his tears she forward her one hand towards him and says, "Give me your hand and...and come out from the wall you created around you..come.." He look at her hand, all this years he deliberately created that wall because never want to come out from his pain..

Because always blame himself, but somewhere a small part of him always wants someone who come and pulled him back from this darkness.. His hope raises more from the day his nightmares stop only by her touch... From that day he start hoping that maybe she also capable of healing his broken soul... But never want to accept the fact... Today she reminds of everything about his family..

Without knowing them she said the exact things which they will definitely said... From the first day she feed him , till today he always come find the blinks of his family members on her... The way she made him eat forcefully by showing those eyes.. reminds him to his mom, whom he love the most..

The way she agree for his some stubborn demands, easily reminds him dad... Who always fulfill his all wishes... Her love, her care for him, her getting anger on him, her fulfilling his childish wish, her slapping him.. All complete the things which he always wants but he missed on his life....he believe that by holding her hand, he definitely come out from the darkness...

Which he desperately wants now, because decided to live the life peacefully with her.. And for giving her happiness he also need to come in the brightness first.. Taking a long breath he move his hand and placed it on her.. Smiling brightly she hold it tightly and pulled him towards her, "See, now you are in our world, which is full of brightness, colours, happiness.."

"And i promise I'll met you with every thing... From today we will start living in our world.. together without any shadow of darkness.. Only happiness and blessing of family, see they also starts twinkling fast in agreement.." Smiling slightly he look upwards when child wind passes through there bodies by touching their souls..

Both move inside, she asked him to lay on the bed..till she will bring the dinner.. But he pulled her back and says, "No are not going anywhere today, i am calling jiya.. You just be with me..." Smiling she nodded and kiss on his cheeks.. Jiya send food after five minutes, she look at him and says, "Actually i talk with your mom.. And she gave me a duty to feed her son with my own hands.."

Shaking head he pulled her on his lap and says, "Her son also want to eat by your hand every day.." Biting lips she peck on his lips and start feeding him with all her love she has for him,.. Want to made him live every single thing he missed because of those demons.. From today it's her new challenge to give him everything he loose.. And filled his life with happiness...

He asks her to eat with him, post dinner she lay on the bed when she hide himself again on her embrace by wrapping both hands around her, putting his head above her heart., "i want to sleep like this today.." Smiling she kiss on his forehead and tracing hand on his hair slowly..
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