Harry's P.O.V

My eyes were wide open Calum patted my back not to hard as he heard me choke. I looked between my mum and Damien.

"G-Getting Ma-Married?" I stuttered not believing what came out of their mouth just moments ago.

"Yeah honey Damien and I are getting married, were are gonna be a happy family all over again." My mum faked smiled but giving me glares. I shook my head mu curly hair going everywhere. Im I listening right!?

"Happy? What do you mean happy! Your fucken joking right!" I snapped. They got to be kidding right. Im not trying to be selfish but no where in this relationship I see happiness.

"Harry!" My mum raised her voice. Standing up making the chair fall back.

"Anne just calm down" Joy grabbed my mum wrist trying to sit her down.

"You know it's true! Ever since he came into our lives you became more bitcher than you use to be!" I yelled pointing right at Damien. I cant belive im saying this to my own mother. Calum rubbed my back slowly trying to calm me down. I looked down at my plate and closed my eyes quickly regretting what I said.

"Im sorry" I said not looking up at her.

"Dont you dare say your sorry young man!" My mum slammed her her palm onto the table. Damien hasnt said a single word which surprised me. I got up from my chair and was ready to walk away.

"Where are you going!?" I flinched at her tone.

"Up to my room" I whispered.

"Sit your ass back down and finish your dinner!" I nodded and sat back down. Joy and David looked at me and gave me a small smile. Tears were ready to just run down my cheeks I squeeze my eyes shut not letting them fall. Once I was done with my food seen that my plate was empty I became sick. Harry your gonna get fatter than you are. You gain alot of weight! Your gonna get fatter and no one will ever like you, your gonna be alone your whole life! I quickly ran upstairs to my bathroom locking it behind me. I got on my knees in front of the toilet making myself pour out all the food I just ate. I heard a knock at my door.

"Harry, open this door" Calum tried opening it as I saw the knob moving. I sat there hearing Calum yelling for me to open the door. When I knew I was done puking all that food out I flished the toilet and got up I opened my cabinet and took out the small box that was in the very back and sat on the floor. I opened it smiling to myself as I saw the razor. It was begging for me to slice my wrists.

"Harry please open this door" Calum begged still trying to get inside.

"Just go away!" I yelled not letting myself break down.

"Im not going anywhere until you open this door Harry!" He raised is voice. I took the razor into my hands and laughed. I consider the razor as my best friend. Its the only thing that helps me escape from my problems. Its always there for me I takes the pain away.

"Harry!" Calum banged on the door. I groaned and grabbed a hand full of my hair. I put the razor back in the box and and shut the box. I'll be back. I put the box back in its place and walked towards the door. I unlocked it and opened it Calum rushed in and hugged me.

"Are you okay?" He asked putting his hands on my back.

"Yeah just felt a bit sick" I hugged him back putting my head on his shoulder.
"Harry dont ever do that again okay!" He whispered yelled. We walked out of the bathrooom and found Calums' mum standing by my bed.

"How you feeling Harry?" Her sweet soft voice asked.

"Good thanks" I whispered walking towards my bed. I let myself fall on it making me whimper.

"Calum we have to go" His mum looked at him worried written all over her face.

"But... Mum we cant let Harry her did you not see how his mum reacted? What would happen if he's alone" Calum sat on the corner of my bed.

"Honey its late and we have to hit the road" She ran a hand through his dark brown hair. He sigh and looked at me.
"Well you be okay?" He asked looking at me. I nodded and gived him a small smile. He got up and turned around. He went to my desk getting a paper and pencil. He wrote something quickly and dropped the pencil on the desk turning around smiling at me.

"There's my number okay if you need anything and I mean anything Harry just call me okay" He walked towards my door and walked behind his mum. He closed it leaving me alone in this empty room.

Louis' P.O.V

"What is going on here?" My dad walked in the kitchen dumbfounded.

"Nothing" I quickly answered before my mum did. He looked at my mum then at me.

"Why was Fizzy crying?" He took off his tie from his collar. I was thing for an excuse but my mum spoke up.

"She fell down the stairs, dont worry honey" My mum ran a hand on his shoulder. Giving me some kinda of glare I wasnt understanding. I walked upstairs and heard my phone ring. I rushed to my room looking for my phone. I threw my pillows on the floor. Nothing. I took off my bed sheets. Nothing. I stoped my movements and heard closely for my phone. I patted my front pockets from my pants and felt my phone. Oh. I quickly took it out and when I was gonna answer it stopped ringing as if they hanged up. I unlocked my phone and saw it was a miss call from Ed. I taped on the I.D calling him back. It rings two times and I hear Ed's voice.

"Louis" Ed said a bit to loud.

"What? You dont have to fucken yell Ed!" I raised my voice groaning.

"Sorry Louis, but I really need to talk to you" Ed asked he seem distracted.

"Okay i'll head over to your hotel right now" I hot my sweater and put it on.

"No..um..actually im not in Cheshire right now" Ed paused in almost every word.

"What? Where are you?" I asked picking up my pillows.

"Uh.. Doncaster" He said like nothing. My mouth opened. Doncaster? What is he doing there?

"Doncaster? What the fuck are you doing there? I mean I know you live there but you said you were gonna leave next week" I stood up not picking up my other pillow.

"Im in the hospital" Ed quietly said. I heard myself gasp. Hospital?

"Wha- are you okay what happened?" My worried tone came out.

"Oh no im fine its just that I came to see Emma" I heard whispers in the other line.

"Emma? Who is Emma?" I asked confused I heard Ed sigh.

"Louis really! The girl who is having your baby thats who Emma is!" Ed raised his voice.

"What? That is not my fucken kid god dammit!" I yelled.

"Wow Louis you are so fucken cruel!" Ed yelled.

"Curel me? What the fuck is wrong with you since when are you all goody goody Ed! Since when do you care about people especially people we just fuck with!" I yelled throwing my hand in the air.

"She had a fucken miscarriage Louis do you fucken know how hard that can be for someone! For once you should stop being some selfish prick and think about other people!" He hanged up. I yelled and threw my phone at my wall. A fucken miscarriage! A miscarriage? How? I groaned and ran my hands through my feathery hair. I opened my room door and ran downstairs getting my keys.

"Where you going?" I heard my mum say. I rolled my eyes and opened the front door.

"I'll be back in 3 days" I slammed the door behind me walking towards my car.

Hello! Okay so first of all can we talk about the new fucken One Direction Single! Drag Me Down! I seriously almost had a heart attack, Louis and Niall's solo's are fucken life! Love You Byee xx (Btw that video is so fucken cute! The way Harry and Louis look at the little boy!)

~Hugs&Kisses~