Louis' P.O.V

The whole dinner was quiet Fizzy didnt eat her food she just twirled her fork onto the plate not bothering on looking up nor speaking to mum. When mum excused us to leave the table I followed Fizzy up to her room, I wasnt done talking to her. There is alot of things she hasnt explained to me. When we got to the top Fizzy almost shut the door in my face but didnt when I put my foot. She rolled her eyes and walked to her bed sitting down. I closed the door behind me and took a deep breath before walking towards her.

"Fizzy speak to me" I quietly spoke. She nodded and grabbed a pillow and put it on her lap. I sat next to her and she moved away quickly. I put my hand on her thigh and she yelled.

"Stop please!" Her eyes filled with tears. She went to the corner of her bed and curled into a ball. I felt a gasp leave my lips, I didnt know what to say. Is she scared of me? What did I fo to her to be scared of me?

"Louis can you please leave?" She begged not looking at me at all.

"Fiz are you scared of me?" I asked wanting her to answer me. She stayed quiet just rocking her own body bacl and fourth. I felt a limp growing in my throat. I scare her. Is it my tattoos? My piercings? My personality? Questions were rushing through my mind. I got up and looked at her my eyes were watery I cant believe my own sister was scared of me. I wanted to say something but nothing left my mouth. I turned around and walked out her room towards my room. I sat down on my tiny bed and ran my hands through my messy hair.

Fizzy's P.O.V

"Fiz are you scared of me?" I heard my brother Louis say with sadness on his words. I didnt want to speak I was scared if the truth came out of my mouth, so I didnt respond. Im not scared of Louis it's just that...i dont know. Why did I yell why did I have to make things worse. Im so stupid! I heard him shut my door and I started sobbing. He's gonna think Im scared of him now! I hate my life im so worthless whats the whole point on living? I heard a soft knock on my dokr and I froze. Please dont be him Please! I begged my insides. The door opened revealing my mum. I let out a small relief sigh.

"Honey how you feeling?" My mum's soft voice filled my room.

"Im fine mum thanks" I wiped my eyes and sniffed beacuse of my running nose. I looked up at her and she gave me a weak small smile.

"Félicité honey why are you crying?" My mum walked towrdse and hugged me. I didnt want to break down in front of her it will make me look weak. I bit the inside of my cheek so it can stop me from crying. No ones likes you! No one cares about you they just pretend to care your just a worthless bitch! My mind kept telling me.

"Honey Im home!" I heard the familiar voice fill yhe whole house. I turned around to see what time it was and it read 9:57 P.M. My mum got up and walked out the room shutting the door behind her. I let out a heavy sigh as I remember tomorrow we have school. Never have I ever hated school so much. Everyone one called just because of a rumor that I liked girls. Ever since then I lost all my friends and things started happening at home when my father found out. I started to self- harm which sent me to wanting to end my life but the only reason im still here is beacuse of my little sisters. I love them even Lottie and Louis no matter how annoying and rude Lottie can be I still love her. I laid my back on the bed and closed my eyes. I turned off my light and drifted off to sleep.

Harry's P.O.V

I ran inside my house and heard laughter. I slowly walked up my room not wanting Damien nor my mum to see me. But I failed Damien saw me and called me over to the kitchen.

"Harry come on over" Damien had a big smile on his lips which made me confused. I walked into the kitchen and saw people I had no idea who they were.

"Harry these or my friends" Damien introduced them.

"H-Hi im Harry" I gave them a little wave and the flashed me a smile showing their teeth.

"Hello Harry im Joy nice meeting you" She extended her hand and I shook it. She hit the boy beside her and he laughed.

"Right sorry im Calum" The boy smiled. He looked like he was around my age. He had dark brown hair with a black botton up shirt and black pants. A man walked in to the kitchen and looked at me.

"Hello im David Hood and you are?" He put one hand on my shoulder and I flinched.

"H-Harry Styles" I stuttered. He laughed and moved his head side to side.

"Dont be scared I wont harm you" He playfully hit my back and walked towards the table sitting down next to the lady.

"Can I go upstairs? I have homework to do" I asked looking at my mum. She nodded and I turned around walking up to my room. I closed my door behind me and walked to my bed. I opened my bag and took out my text book. Minutes later I heard a knock on my door. He door slowly opened and I looked up. The boy that was downstairs was standing by my door frame.

"Hi can I come in?" Calum asked pointing to my room. I nodded and he smiled walking in closing the door behind him. He stood there looking around my room I twirled the pencil between my fingers and looked at him. He wasnt ugly at all he was cute but not as cute as Louis. What the heck!? Where did that come from!? He looked at me and frowned.

"Sorry im I disturbing you?" He asked backing away.

"What? No no" I shook my head.

"You sure if you want I can just leave and let you be" He pointed to the door.

"No its fine I dont know how to do this anyways" I shut my text book and put it on top of my drawer. He smiled and sat in the floor. His eyes landed on the other side of my room and they widen.

"You play guitar?" He asked pointing to the old guitar my dad gave me when I was 5.

"No, my dad gave it to me for my fifth birthday and I never got to learned how to play it" I honestly said looking at it.

"Do you play?" I heard myself ask. He looked at me and smiled. What is up with him and his smiling.

"Yeah I actually do play" He pretended to have a guitar in his hands and pretended playing it. I laughed looking down at my fingers.

"What school do you go to?" Calum asked playing with his shoes.

"Whithens High School you?" I asked.

"I actually dont live around here I live in Australia" My eyes widen. Australia!? What the heck is he doing here!?

"W-What! Why you here during school week?" I gasped and he laughed.

"My dad had a whole week off from his job so he decided to come and visit your dad" Calum pointed at me.

"He's not my dad" I mumbled.

"Oh" He looked down to his feet.

"England is very pretty comparing to Australia" Calum spoke up as the room fell into full silence.

"Really?" I sat on the floor far from him but in front of him.

"Yeah, so um tell me about yourself" Calum saod straightening his back.

"Uh...there really isnt anything interesting about me" I played with my curly hair.

"Im pretty sure you have alot of interesting things going on in your life" He smiled and I frowned he noticed and quickly said something.

"Sorry you dont have to tell me about yourself if you dont want to" He quickly said. I looked up and looked at his lips, his lips were big and soft. I looked away whrn I heard a knock.

"Come in" I whispered. Joy im guessing Calum's mum walked in.

"Cal hun we have to get going we will come back tomorrow" His mum announced. He groaned and stood up.

"Well Harry it was nice meeting you" He smiled and walked out my room closing it quietly. I stood up and walked to my bed sitting down. My mind back to when Josh kissed me. He didnt kiss bad or any of that, its just that he caught me off guard and that's why I didnt kiss back. His lips were rough on mine but sweet. I walked over to my closet and got some sweat pants. I opened my bottom drawer and found a sweater that wasnt mine. It had a really familiar smell but my mind wasnt functioning right, the smell made me smile. My mind quickly took me back to when I got out of Louis house panicking and he ran behind me. He gave me his sweater when he saw me shiver and it was the same day we were gonna kiss but his phone ringed and he answered which I left while he was on the phone. I put it back in my drawer and got out a white plain shirt out. I turned off my light and walked over to my bed. I charged my phone and laid on my bed looking up at my ceiling. I yawned making my eyes watery. I laid in my side and hugged a pillow closing my eyes.

Hello my beautiful human beans haha. I updated yay this chapter is shit im sorry i didnt write a better chapter. Anyways my teeth is really hurting beacuse I drinked Starbucks. You probably dont care but I dont know what else to say hah. Btw my baby Calum looks so hot in the picture Rawr haha. Thanks for all the love! Love You Byee xx

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