i'm personally so depressed rn. A lot of horrible things are happening in my life, and I have to keep Lizzie happy.. I've grown to be sad whenever Lizzie's sad and happy when she is and it's hard to write another chapter being so horribly sad so I think i'm gonna take a break for a week or so.. i'm so sorry to let you all down but when i come back i'll be better than ever.. love you guys