I watched time mock me

Too late to reverse this

Took so long to stop the bleeding

Neither was the recovery easy

Every step was a painful process

Even the scars still linger secretly

Yet secretly the desire never left

I had fallen in love with the pain

The cravings after breakup

The perpetual inconsistency

Not even the crowd could phantom the torture I became addicted to

Yet I was too scared to leave you

Darkness was never far away

The turbulence we succumbed to

All the fights I thought made us strong

The traumas we had to overcome

The hate and love

The feelings could never ignore

The perfection I chased for long

Till years felt like days

And our dreams went astray..