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I'm always the reason behind every ruined friendship. There's no one who'd believe I did not mean to screw it up. No one else's fault. Tired of myself now.
Guess I need to be formal with everyone, maybe I'm better off on my own, detached and desolated.
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I'm not meant to have friends,

I always wish to have people around who would understand me, bear up with the stupid me

But when I finally find them, who look like they'll stay,

Then I myself push them away.

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23-02-2016