AN: I know I procrastinate way too much. But apparently the less things I need to do the less I feel like doing anything at all.

Harry's POV

Louis and I are going to a little trip today! Or well just to a neighboring town to see the play I got Louis tickets for.

I'm so excited and happy that he wanted me to come with him. This will be the first time we spend time together anywhere but our houses or school. Apart from the dates we've been on of course.

And it'd be great to get away from everything even if it's just for a day. Everything at home has just been really tense I guess.

I haven't talked to neither Zayn or Niall for the past week and a half. At the beginning they kept trying to apologize but they've given up.

It's not like I even see them much. Zayn spends most of the time at Niall and Louis' house and Louis is almost always at ours.

Louis and I have grown even closer. I love him more and more every passing day. I love it so much how he's taking care of me. He always makes me feel so treasured and loved.

Lately Louis has been the only person I'm in contact with since Liam went to his grandparents' house for winter break but I definitely don't mind. He's the only thing I need in life.

Sometimes I still can't believe how lucky I got. I'm so lucky to be able to call this amazing human being my boyfriend.

My thoughts got interrupted by Louis' voice sounding through the room. "Are you ready to go angel? We should leave soon if we want to make it."

"Yeah I'm ready." I answered. I took my bag and my coat and we headed downstairs. To my surprise Zayn was standing there by the door.

"Are you two leaving?" He asked.

"Yeah. We'll be back tomorrow." Louis answered for the both of us.

"Okay. Have fun. Not too much fun though. And Louis, take care of Harry, yeah?"

"Of course. Always." Louis said. Zayn sighed but didn't say anything.

"Bye." I mumbled quietly and walked out the door without waiting for a reply.

Once outside I just stood there for a moment and took a deep breath in. The cold winter air burned my nose.

Soon I felt familiar arms wrap around my waist and a head rest on my shoulder. "Are you okay Hazza?" Louis asked me.

"Yeah. I don't know. I think so. I just miss them." I whispered.

"I know baby, me too. How about we just sit down with them when we come back tomorrow and talk things through?" He suggested.

"I'd like that."

"Good, that's decided then. We really need to get going now."

"Of course. Sorry."

"Nothing to apologize for baby." He reassured me. I just nodded and we both got into his car to start our two hour long drive.

"You can connect your phone to the radio." Lou told me.

"Really? Okay." He's gonna regret that decision. I put on my Playlist with my favorite songs knowing very well I couldn't resist singing along.

The first song was Be alright by Dean Lewis. I love this song so much. I bit my lip to refrain from singing.

Louis seemed to notice it because he laughed. "You can sing if you want to baby, I don't mind." Oh thank God.

So that's what I did. I sang for the better part of the drive. I figured Louis would get really annoyed with me after like 5 minutes but that never happened. He had a fond smile on his face the entire time.

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"Hello! We have a reservation under Tomlinson." Louis said at the front desk at the hotel we're staying at for the night.

The guy working there looked up with a bored expression but that turned into a smirk as soon as he saw me. I immediately felt uncomfortable.

"Hi! Just let me check." He said and started typing on the computer. "Okay room number 128. Here are your keys." He handed them to Louis.

"By the way, is this cutie your brother?" He asked Louis and then winked at me.

"No." Louis said with a clenched jaw and turned to face me. He grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me into a kiss. I immediate melted into the kiss.

"Jeez I get it. Sorry." The guy muttered. Louis pulled away and looked at him with a smirk.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the elevator. His mind seemed to clear then.

"I'm so sorry baby." He apologize.

"It's all good. But you do know that you had no reason to get jealous, right? I'm yours." I told him.

"I know, I just couldn't help it. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable." He apologized again.

"Don't worry, you didn't." It was actually really hot and I got butterflies in my stomach. I would never say it out loud though.

The elevator stopped on our floor then so we got out and started looking for our room. We found it pretty quickly.

Louis opened the door and we stepped inside. The room looked nice. The first thing that I noticed was that it had a huge bed.

He placed our bags next to the bed and then sat on it. I gathered all my courage to do something I really wanted.

I sat on his lap, my legs on either side of him. He seemed surprised but still wrapped his arms around my waist.

"What are you doing baby?" He asked me. I decided to show him what I wanted rather than say it so I leaned down to kiss him.

He responded instantly. Our tongues fought for dominance for about 10 seconds before Louis won like always.

One of his arms moved up and wrapped into my curly hair, pulling on it lightly. It made a soft moan leave my mouth.

That seemed to push Lou even more over the edge because he immensely kissed me harder. Another moan left my mouth when he lightly bit my lip.

I reached my hand down to rub his cloth covered dick. That seemed to pull him back into reality.

He pushed my hand away and stopped our kiss.

"Harry no." He said, a bit out of breath from our previous activities.

"What? Why not?" I asked with a pout.

"I'm not doing anything like that with you until you're at least 16." He told me sternly.

"Why not? That's so unfair!" I whined. That's in so long.

"It's not unfair. You're 14 Harry! You're too young to even be in a relationship not to mention sexual acts!"

"No I'm not! I'm ready!" I said loudly. Louis' expression softened a bit.

"You might think so right now but I don't want you to regret it in the future."

"I'm not gonna regret it!" I exclaimed.

"You don't know that yet. And besides, it would be illegal anyway."

"But no one needs to know!"

"Harry I said no."

And that did it for me. I got up from the bed and ran into the bathroom before locking it.

I felt so embarrassed and rejected. I knew he obviously had good reasons to not do anything but I couldn't help it, my insecurities won.

Tears built up in my eyes before they started to fall one by one until they were pouring like rain.

I don't even know why I got so emotional about such a stupid thing.

Louis knocked on the door. "Harry, are you okay? Please come out. Let's talk about it, yeah? I'm sorry if I insulted you or something. I promise I didn't mean to." He apologized in a soft tone.

"Please come out of there, love." He asked again. I then realized I was acting like a child so I wiped my tears and opened the door.

Louis sighed when he saw me. "Oh angel, come here." He pulled me into a hug.

"What happened baby?" He asked me softly.

"I don't even know. I'm sorry."

"It's all good. Everyone gets a bit emotional sometimes."

"It's just that....do you not want me?" I asked so quietly it was almost a whisper.

"Oh baby. Of course I do, you have no clue how badly. It just wouldn't be right to do anything while you're still so young. As soon as you turn 16 we can do anything you want, promise."

I sighed and accepted my loss. "Okay."

"All good now?" He asked. I nodded as the answer.

"Good. We should probably start getting dressed now or we'll be late." I nodded again.

15 minutes later we were both ready. It was the first time in years I wore a suit.

"You look so pretty, angel." Louis complimented me.

"Thanks." I said with a blush. "So do you. I mean not pretty but handsome. I mean of course you're pretty too but-"

Louis cut off my rambling with a laugh. "Thank you, baby." I blushed even more and he laughed again.

After we both calmed down we headed outside. As we were passing the front desk Louis glared at the guy.

10 minutes later we arrived at the theater. Unsurprisingly not a lot of people were there.

After showing our tickets we headed to the hall our play was in. We still had 20 minutes so we just talked and jokes around.

A few times we laughed so loudly that some old women around us turned to glare at us. That of course only made us laugh even harder.

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The play we saw was actually surprisingly good. I figured I'd be really bored but it was actually really interesting.

"Did you like it?" I asked Lou.

"Yeah, I really did. Did you?"

"Surprisingly yes. We should definitely come here again soon." I said.

"I agree."

We were just about to walk out when someone stopped us.

"Louis?" A young girl, around Louis' age, asked.

"Yeah. Danielle?" Louis asked with surprise.

"Yes! Gosh it's been so long. I've missed you." She said and then pulled Louis into a hug.

I tried to ignore the jealousy I felt, she was probably just a friend of Louis. I looked down at the ground and awkwardly played with my fingers.

"I've missed you too. It's been what, five years?"

"I think so, yeah. How have you been?" She asked Lou.

"I've been great actually! What about you?"

"I've been good too. Missed everyone though."

"Yeah I can only imagine. So what are you doing here?"

"I'm moving back! Mum and I are just stopping here." She said with a grin.

"Really? That's amazing!" Louis said with a sunshine smile. That hurt a bit. I'm not used to him smiling at anyone else like that.

"Who's this?" Danielle finally asked, pointing to me.

"This is Harry, my boyfriend!" Louis said proudly. I was actually surprised. For some reason I figured he'd say that I was just his friend or something.

It made Danielle's grin falter for a second but it recovered almost immediately.

"Oh. So you're gay now?" She asked.

"I guess so, yeah." Louis answered.

"Okay. Whatever floats your boat I guess. Anyway, hi Harry! I'm Danielle!" She greeted me.

"Hi!" I said back quietly and hid more behind Louis. I know she was really polite to me but something seemed off. It almost seemed fake. I'm probably just imagining things.

"Are you coming to our school?" Louis asked her.

"Yes! I'll start after break. Wanted to graduate with my friends." She answered, the stupid grin never leaving her face.

"That's cool! We should definitely catch up soon." Lou said.

"We definitely should. Just call me when you're free. I hope you still have my number."

"Of course I do. I'd never delete it."

"Good. I guess I'll see you soon then."

"Yes, see you!" Louis said back and they hugged again.

"Bye Harry! It was nice to meet you."

"Yeah, you too." I mumbled. Thankfully she left. Once we got in the car I started asking Louis questions.

"So....who is she?" I asked.

"She used to be my best friend. Five years ago she had to move away though."

"Why did she move?"

"Her mum got a new job a few cities over. At first we used to call and text all the time but over time we just lost contact."

"Oh. She seems nice." 

"She is! The nicest girl ever. Everyone used to love her." Oh great.

"You seem close." I stated.

"We were. She knew me better than anyone else and vice versa."

"Cool." It was not cool at all. The jealousy and insecurity was eating me alive.

We reached the hotel and headed back to our room. The first thing we both did was get undressed. Suits look good but they definitely aren't comfortable.

"Do you want to watch a movie before going to sleep?" Louis asked me.

"No thank you. I'd just like to go to sleep." I answered. I actually wasn't that tired but I didn't want to be awake with Louis. He'd definitely notice something was wrong and I didn't know how to explain that I'm a jealous bitch.

"Oh. Okay then. Goodnight then." He said and kissed my forehead.

"Goodnight." I said back and went to bed. Louis had to brush his teeth and stuff before he came to bed as well.

He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me closer to him. Even if I was a bit upset I'd never say no to Lou's cuddles.

I really couldn't help but be insecure about the whole Danielle thing. She's absolutely gorgeous and obviously knows Louis really well.

So that means that there's no reason why Louis shouldn't choose her over me. That thought made me even more upset.

Louis wouldn't just replace me like that, right? I really hope he wouldn't.