Dean

7:30PM

I eventually slid into our last class, trying to brush off everything that happened today.

I saw castiel slide into his seat next to his good friend. Ive meet her before, yesterday in fact, cas and i borrowed pillows from her. Her name was charlie i think, she was nice.

I made my way to the row above him, my normal seating next to an old friend. His name was Benny, and we where close, that is, until Cas came around. He slowly stopped talking to me after that, but he was a good guy.

I sat down and threw my bag onto the floor so i could lean over the row to see Cas. I could hear faint chatter from Charlie, but nothing from him; his head was face down into his hands on the desk.

"Don't get hung up about it castiel."
"So what?"
"He probably thought about it too you never know.."

Suddenly i was more worried about cas than ever before. Whats causing such a big problem? How long has this been going on? My mind filled with worry for my best friend and the fact that he wasn't looking so good.

A loud 'good evening' dragged me out of my thoughts as i looked further down to see my professor standing in the middle of the room, his arms behind his back. He pointed to the board and began the lesson with a monotone voice, starting the beginning of boredom.

Not even half an hour later, the professor noticed castiels position and called him out. "Novak sit up its not nap time!" He said slamming a textbook into his podium. Cas didn't flinch, but i could hear sniffling below me. Oh no.. I glanced down from my chair and saw him full on crying onto his desk as charlie rubbed his back calmly. "Cas?" I whispered more worried than ever as i saw him shift slightly, almost as if he was going to run.

Suddenly Cas bolted up with his bag in hand and sprinted out of the classroom, leaving me and charlie astonished. I stood up to follow him, wanting to be there so i could figure this whole thing out. "Winchester! If you leave this classroom you will be counted absent, and from your grades right now, you cant afford that."

I felt trapped. I stood still as i watched the door slowly close from castiels exit. I needed to be there for him, but i couldn't just leave class, i really cant afford being absent. I looked down to charlie and i saw her sigh, understanding how i felt, yet she forced herself to turn around to her work. I followed her lead, my eyes still fixed on the door as regret filled me ever so slowly as i sat down.

Im sorry cas.

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8:43PM

After class i immediately ran out of it, wanting to find cas as soon as possible. The sky was fading into a dark orange and i knew it was going to get dark.

I quickly ran to our large dorms, shoving past people as i ran into the main floor. I halted to a stop as i came in contact with the elevators and the stairs.

our dorm was on the 6th floor.

i mentally cursed myself as i passed the elevator sign, running up the stairs quickly instead. As i ran, images of my castiel crying on his bed broke my heart, making me want to get to him faster.

i soon made my way up to the 6th floor, out of breath and panting as i jogged down the halls and to our room. I took a sharp breath as i swung the door open. "Cas!"

the room was empty.

I groaned in defeat as i raised my hands on top of my head, feeling exhausted from the flight of stairs from before. I sighed, not bothering to shut the door as i made my way around the small room we called ours, glancing at his bag leaning against the wall.

his bag

I scurried over to the bag and franticly searched for his phone, which was in the smaller pocket in fount. I smiled slightly with another sigh as i unlocked it, remembering his code. (He knew mine)

I scrolled through his phone and eventually found messages from the user 'charles 👽'.  I opened it and saw where he was heading, a feeling of relief overwhelming me as i knew he was okay.

I shoved his phone into my pocket and threw my bag off of me, gathering my thoughts before sprinting to the local music shop, hoping he was still there.