A/N: SMUT WARNING!!

"I feel... Love."

Silence stirred between the two of them for a moment. Both of their hearts jumping out of their chests. Love was mutually shared. It was only a matter of seconds before Jade reached forward for him, tugging his face to her.

Their lips met in a ferocious kiss, Kylo now leaning forward onto her, easing her down gently to the floor. Passion circled around them as those feelings of guilt, anger, frustration, and hate evaporated into thin air. In that moment, all they needed was each other. As his lips were attacking hers over and over again, Jade gave into him. Melting at his touch.

His hands slowly inched their way down her sides, pulling her hips up to him as he situated himself between her legs. The air around them was thick with their heat. Leaning his head down, his lips traveled to her neck. His teeth nibbling on her sweet skin, sucking on it until it turned purple. Light moans escaped her, her hand tangling itself into his long black locks.

Lifting her up a bit with one arm, he lifted her shirt off and revealed her beautiful chest. Unclipping her bra, it fell to the side. Admiring her in his arms, he slowly looked up at her. Her eyes were soft but pleading for his touch. "You're so beautiful, my dove." His eyes lept back down to her breast, taking one in his big hand.

Rolling her nipple softly in between his fingers, her head tossed back in response. A small smirk arose on his face before dipping his head, his lips surrounding the nub. Tugging and sucking, he greedily worked her breast, smiling against her as he heard whimpers coming from her. He felt his length stir in his pants as he continued to pleasure her, moving his lips across her cleavage and onto her other breast.

Her small hands gripped tighter against his hair, the feeling being foreign to her. Something she had never experienced before. Pure lust, intoxication. Mindlessly, she pressed her hips up to meet his. She felt his hardened cock against her sex, sending a moan from him against her nipple. Her mind went blank as she suddenly was overtaken by blind passion, wanting only him. Her hips began to buck up to meet him, feeling him rock against her.

Slowing to a stop, his hands gripping her hips tightly, he looked up at her. "Where is the bedroom?" She laughed, remembering he hadn't been in their quarters yet. "Upstairs, first door." The second she answered him, he scooped her up in his arms, carrying her up the stairs. Every step of the way, his mouth was latched onto hers. Never wanting it to end.

Using his foot to open the door, he pushed his way through before placing her onto the bed. Before he even got onto the bed, she sat up, feverishly reaching for his pants to undo them. He hummed in response, looking down at her with a smirk. "Eager, are we?" Her soft, innocent eyes looked up at him again, only to smile back at him.

His hands reached down, swatting her away. "Not yet, dove," he said before taking off his robes and undershirt, revealing his chest. She gawked in awe at him, at his build. He was so deliciously muscular. Her hands moved suddenly, reaching up to touch his bare chest. Leaning on the edge of the bed, pressing herself against him, as her lips met his skin.

Sweet, feathery kisses spread across his chest to his shoulder. She stopped before she reached his wound, carefully avoiding it. Her teeth found his ear, nibbling at the lobe, a groan erupting from his throat. She chuckled softly, sending chills throughout his body at her breath tickling his ear. Her delicate fingers made their way to his pants, rubbing his swell with enough pressure to cause him to send out another groan.

She was stopped by his hand in her hair, pulling her head back slightly before their lips met again. Their tongues fought against each other as she pulled him down towards the bed. Once there, he reached down for her pants to undo them. Sliding them off slowly, he released her against the pillows.

Darkened eyes lifted to meet her sex covered by her panties. His fingers wrapped around either side, tugging them down until she was completely bare. With the last bit of modesty removed, she pressed her thighs together a bit. Her nerves radiated off of her, Kylo feeling it.

"You're nervous," he said before placing a hand on her naked thigh. His eyes full of concern. "If you don't want to-"

Sitting up on her elbows, she shook her head. "No, I do. It's just... I've never done it before."

A genuine, sweet smile rose onto Kylo's face as he leaned forward. He touched her face before kissing her lips gently. "Don't be nervous. I'll take care of you."

Hearing his words made her stomach do flips as he leaned back down. Soft kisses lined the inner part of her thighs before moving towards her center. His mouth hovered over her, barely touching but the feeling of his hot breath against her slit was enough to meld her into the mattress. Seeing her fall back onto the pillows stirred up his passion, starting to explore her with his tongue.

Her aching bundle of nerves was struck by the flick of his tongue, causing her back to arch up towards the ceiling. "Oh, Kylo..." She was breathless, hands gripping the sheets around her as he continued to drink her up. Greedily, he moved faster, his hand now reaching up to play with her clit. His tongue teasing her entrance, feeling her stiffen under him.

"Just breathe, Jade. I won't hurt you." Her dizzy eyes met his, nodding slowly. As he felt her breathing in his hands, he reached back down to her pussy. Sucking on his finger, he prepared her for his gentle hand. As softly as he could, he pushed his finger into her, his tongue back on her clit. Her breath replied back desperately, releasing a moan along with it as he started to pulse in and out of her.

A few moments of pure pleasure, her head dipping further back into the mattress, he added a second finger. The feeling was overwhelming, the way his fingers hooked inside of her slightly. "Kylo... Oh, Gods!" She squealed at his touch, crumbling at his tongue flicking incessantly against her sensitive nub. The pressure was building inside of her, she could feel herself about to collide into a wall when suddenly it stopped.

She whined as his hands pulled away from her, his mouth detached as well. It was only until she looked up did she see he was unbuckling and pulling down his pants and briefs. Her mouth went dry at his length springing into view. Breath hitching in her throat as she stared at him. She felt her ears get hot as she then looked up into his eyes, which were looking right into hers.

His knees connected with the bed as he hovered over her. "It's okay, I'll be gentle. Tell me if it's too much." She nodded, trust in her eyes. Taking the back of her thighs into his hands, he parted her and situated himself in between them. Teasing her folds, sliding himself up and down against her, she bit down on her bottom lip, whimpering.

Slowly, he pushed his tip into her entrance, inching himself into her. As he dipped inside, she hissed out a breath as he stretched her open. A sound of relief came from him as his length was fully inside of her. Checking to see if she was okay, seeing a trace of a smile, he continued. Sinking into her, feeling her tightness around him, his breath started to twitch.

Her hands reached behind her head, gripping on the pillows around her as he set a pace, slipping in and out of her. Her beautiful face filled with complete bliss. "Fuck, you feel so good," he groaned out, his head slightly tipping back. His hand snaked it's way towards her sweet spot again, rubbing her passionately.

His pace quickened, snapping his hips as his movements became animalistic. Pushing her thighs up more, them touching her stomach, his head dipped down to look at her. "Pretty little thing," he said breathlessly, watching her eyes roll back into her head at his words.

The pressure was building again inside of her, feeling him bury himself within her pussy. Suddenly she felt everything and nothing at the same time, feeling her needy release getting closer. Her moans became more desperate, crying out his name once more. "P-Please I'm about... I'm going to..." Her mind was fuzzy, a blur as he pumped into her.

Sinking his hand back down in between her thighs, he applied pressure onto her clit. "Come for me, sweet girl." His words, his hands, his cock slamming into her. It all became too much. She released, feeling herself convulsing around him as she came hard. Feeling himself coming close as well, he quickened his pace even more, grunting into the air. Her sweet tightness milking him as he sunk in deeper to her, riding out her orgasm as his own spilled out inside of her. Filling her completely, his staggered breath made his chest shake. "Oh, dove... that's my girl." He shakily slowed his pace to a stop before pulling out of her.

He stared down at her perfect body, his hands mindlessly reaching up to caress her sides. Tracing circles around her hips with his thumbs, watching her come down from her high. She lazily smiled up at him, her eyes hooded by exhaustion. "Lay down with me." Her small hand reached up for him but he shook his head, pulling her up towards him instead.

Swiftly, he threw her over his shoulder, causing her to squeal and laugh slightly. "What are you doing!" He walked into the bathroom attached to their room. "Getting you cleaned up."

A hot bath was drawn for her as she sat on the rug beneath the tub. He helped her in before disappearing down the stairs, to the kitchen. She leaned back in the tub, a satisfied smile plastered across her face. After the day they had, she didn't think this would ever happen, but she was so happy it did. Stupidly happy.

Kylo reappeared with a glass of water for her. "Drink," he said as he handed it to her before turning on the shower. Once the shower got warmed up, he hopped in, starting to clean himself off. Gods, he's so hot. She hadn't even noticed she drank the whole glass of water as she gawked at him through the glass.

Once done cleaning themselves up, they headed in for bed. Jade opened the closet and found a nightgown that was similar to the ones she had back on the previous station. She smiled at it before slipping it on, the cool silk covering her skin in tiny bumps. Kylo had tossed on a pair of black pajama pants before sliding himself into bed. Jade followed suit, laying next to him.

Within a second, he had his arms wrapped around her, his bare chest pressed against her back. They both hummed in contentment, feeling the world around them slowing as their breath caught up with them. Jade's eyes couldn't close, though. Something was keeping her awake in the back of her mind. "Kylo?"

"Hm?" he replied tiredly, eyes already closed and face buried in the crook of her neck.

"Did you mean what you said before?"

Shifting so he was looking down at her, leaning on his elbow, his eyes met hers with concern. "Mean what?"

Turning to face him as well, she sheepishly looked into his eyes. "How you feel about me. What you feel. Did you mean that?" Her heart thudded against her chest.

His face softened, cupping hers with his large hand. "Every word."

A sigh escaped her as she nodded, smiling gingerly up at him, pressing her lips against his. "I feel the same." He smiled into her lips before kissing her again.

The two melted together and fell into sleep, Kylo's arms never leaving her small frame all night.

A/N:

AH! My first time writing smut! I hope it was okay. :x

Let me know in a comment, if you'd like. I appreciate all of you!