Nervy has left WattPad and she won't say why. Many other people had also left who I was friends with. Now the real question is.....

Should I also leave?

I'm actually starting to have an anxiety attack right now. I mean, is WattPad becoming unpopular now? If I stay, will people bully me about it and call me a baby writing little kids' books? I'm so alone and lost. And no one will be there to save me from the darkness.

Everyone is ditching me. Why? Whatever I did I'm so sorry! Just don't punish me for it please! Why must I suffer? Why must I think that I'm stupid and a b*tch and someone who needs to get the f*ck off of WattPad and hang themselves?!?!?!

Maybe I am those things........

Maybe I really am the monster.