drew charlotte bc she is the best 👌🏻👌🏻

(she's from an rpg game called hello charlotte)

these are like old drawings of her that i did

( ^ from december 24th last year ^ )

i still hecking adore this style,, especially the nose??? i might experiment with that type of nose in my spare time bc it has so much fucking opportunities for unique faces

but at the time,, i guess i thought my style was too "tumblr" and felt like a basic bitch, so i changed it up??

also i never even tried anything new with the nose!!! im!!! so!!! angry!!! at!!! my!!! past!!! self!!!!

i remember drawing one of my ocs (william) and i accidentally drew his nose too wide but!!!! he!!! looked!!! super!!! hecking!!! hot!!! with!!!! that!!! wide!!! nose!!!

and i wish i could've done more with the nose, but again, gonna experiment with it and see if i wanna add it to my current style or not

( ^ from january the 16th this year ^ )

but like,, i hate this art style bc at that time

i wasn't in my comfort zone yet, and yet still tried too many things when i just started out the style and had to get used to it

also i was in complete denial of things and kept convincing myself that my art is ""better than the last""

when i really loved the last style better than this one

but like,, one tip,, get used to a style before you try different shit like dynamic poses and stuff

like,, just get used to it because you're already out of your comfort zone when you start out a new style so pushing yourself too hard might make you have a lot of mistakes and might alter your style a whole lot

but like,,, idk

now im 95% comfortable with my style and would be okay to push myself out of the comfort zone but like

back then,, shit was happening to me so i wasn't confident in myself and tried too hard to be like "look!!! i make art!!! art makes me happy!!!" when i was only confident in my style,, like,, 20% of the time i spent drawing in that style

head shape were like the hardest shit at the time and i turned to the chibi/round heads instead :")

but like,,, BE! CONFIDENT! IN! YOURSELF! AND! YOUR! ART! BEFORE! YOU! PUSH! YOURSELF! TO! DO! DIFFERENT! THINGS!

arrrggghh,, i need to chill lmao