Insecurity
The two most rulling group in k pop world are BTS and Blackpink as we all know. But the unknown information was that they were also involved in love relationships between them... Many people was known to their little secret and supported it undeniably. The ships are Vsoo, Liskook, Rosemin, Yoonie. Among them the liskook couple was quiet bit confused with their relationship. Why? Lisa felt insecure, because she used to believe that being in a relationship with mighty Jeon Jungkook was quiet a bit unbelievable fact. She felt vert little infront of him though whenever she used to feel insecure he left no fault in confronting her in all ways. But she was stubborn as hell, and it was true no comments ne can deny that.
Oneday the situation worsened. Worsened means really worsened. Lisa was not sure that her other three members called the boys over their dorm. Lisa locked herself in her room and did not want to face them anytime soon after reading the hate comments posted against her. Though her supporters never left her side and confronted the haters but she denied to find the good in it. After reading them she stepped on the floor and stood infront of the mirror. She was rambling," Lalisa Manoban you doesn't have anything attractive in yourself, you deserve all this hate... Jennie unnie can rap well, Jisoo unnie is so beautiful, Rose's voice is so amgelic and speaking about you, what the fucking fuck do you have. You have such a skinny, pale, unattractive body. How the hell Jungkook fell in love with you?maybe he is just adjusting with me. Yes that's the thing. Or otherwise why would he will date a looser like you."
Meanwhile the boys arrived at their dorm, the girls except Lisa greeted their respective boyfriends. Jungkook got pretty upset on not being able to see Lisa. So he asked,"noona where is Lisa?"
In answer Jisoo and Rose only sighed in defeat when Jennie answered,"she successful locked herself inside her room since she came to know about those hate comments. We tried like hundred times to make her come out but all in vain. You know, kook the way she suffers through her insecurity problem. She is not letting any of us to enter her room.
Jungkook after listening started to panic about learning every thing. Fear got the best of him thinking about the last time she tried t o hurt herself. So wasting no time he rushed to her room and started to bang the door crazily..."Lisa if you don't open the fucking door I swear I'll break it, open the door Lisa." The door did not opened yet and others started to panic specially Jisoo who clutched her boyfriend's shirt tightly and whispered, "Tae please do something, she is not opening the door if...if...she..do something." Taehyang started to comfort her by whispering soothing words in her ear. Jimin and Yoongi did the same with their respective girlfriends...but nothing ses to work. Jungkook after few bangings and shoutings lost his patience and decided to break the damn door. He actually broke the door and first thing they saw the droplets you of blood on the floor. Then their eyes followed Lisa who was standing right infront of the mirror and cutting herself. Jungkook tiptoed and stood right behind her and swiftfully took the blade from Lisa's grip and threw it away from her sight.
Jungkook faced Lisa and saw the cuts on her skin, the hurt in her eyes,she turned pale, her lips were trembling, her cheeks were stained with dry tears, her neckhas few cuts also her right wrist was bleeding. She was looking emotionlessly at Jungkook. Every one decided to leave them alone...
"Baby what happened why do you don't trust yourself? Why do you give priority to those shits? Why?" Jungkook asked her after cleaning all her wounds and settling her on the bed.
"Cause Jungkook they are worth it... I am not perfect in any way...sometimes I wonder why are you dating me...you deserve a better girl than me."
Sighing deeply Jungkook stated," please Lisa will you stop saying those nonsenses for a while. You are beautiful... beautiful in a way that a person can never describe with words...and if you ask about talent the you are a great dancer no scratch that you are the main dancer of the group. Lisa just love your haters cause they think more about you than you do to yourself. Take those as challenges to improve yourself in a more better way. Lisa trust yourself, learn to love yourself the way you are, stop blaming and complaining yourself for each and every thing. And about me loving you then listen sometimes I wonder what have I done in my past life to deserve a beautiful girl like you...trust me when I say I love you and I mean each and every word about it. Maybe their are many girls better than you but trust me i am also not perfect but you accepted me the way I am... So thank you and let's enjoy the present."
Lisa was mesmerized by the person who was sitting infront of her... Once again she fell in love with him. She hugged him tightly like never letting him go. Jungkook returned the hug with same pace. Lisa grabbed a fistful of his shirt and pulled him closer while her other hand caressed his soft hair.
"Thank you jungkook. You helped me a lot today. This means a lot to me. I love you too forever and ever. And believe me from today I promise I won't take any silly step that will hurt you or ou bandmates. I will love myself but I love yo more." She giggled and a satisfying smile plastered in Jungkook's face
"Now baby you have a lot of explanations to do downstairs they are pretty off."
"Yes I know, lets go."
After that Lisa apologize to everyone for this unhealthy act and foolishness. They lectured her and after that they all shared a group hug...
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A/N Hey whatsup guuuuyyss. Hope you will like this chapter though it is a lame one but please go through it.
Once again English is not my main language so please consider my mistakes and give it a chance.
Love you all😍. Good day or night...
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