If u are able to, please read the above quote.

As I am writing this particular story I think I have to share it with you guys....

Sometimes I used to think the same, that..

What if I get some disease which will make me automatically slim ?

I looked at few people who used to get slim due to some disease and thought 'wow yaar.'

Then I realised...no this is wrong.

How much pain they must be going through?

But I literally disliked myself for thinking that and now reading this quote reminded me of that thinking of mine and I still dislike myself for thinking that.

But its okay...like I can still like myself while disliking some thoughts of me.

Many people equals beauty to being slim.

I mean being beautiful and being slim are two different things.

And dont think..I am doing it for some sympathy..

No...

I shared because the theme of my story is that and I believe if I voice out my negative traits...maybe other people will have the courage to share something they didnt share...not to me..but atleast to their closed ones.

Its okay to think negatively and then dislike yourself..but its not okay to stick to that thought..its about realizing the mistake and trying to change the thoughts.

P.s.I am not able to write next chapters as I have zero knowledge about drinks.

I hate it personally but Rayna wants to try so what can I do :(

The things I research for this story...if I die mom and dad will faint at my funeral seeing my google search history 🤦‍♀️

P.p.s.You all know how detailed I write a story.It should be perfect otherwise I will not post.(I also didnt know this side of myself till recently)

Stay safe and,

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL in any shape..and with every scars,acne,pimple,frekles,With everything STILL ALL OF MY READERS ARE BEAUTIFUL.

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