I don't need to open my eyes to know who's running soft fingers on my head or whose chest I'm lying in. I hugged him tighter, snuggling into his neck as his sandalwood and vanilla cologne had now become my own

"Noona, it's noon" I hear the notes of smile in his voice, the morning grogginess has left letting me know he's awake for a long time and that he is only waking up now

I'm not sleepy anymore but I don't want to let him go,

"Aren't you hungry, Noona?" He asks

"Nope, I just want you."

"But I need to make you breakfast" he says

"You want to let me go that bad ?" I ask pecking his nose

"Oh, so that's how we're playing, hug me tight" he laughs, sitting up right

I hug him, tight as if my life depended on him. It did

He hugged me tighter as one of his hands went underneath my butt, he got up with me straddling him like a koala. He stands up

"What are you doing!"

"Don't you let go now, Noona, you can't be complaining" he chuckles

And then magically, hilariously and annoyingly he hand me held with one hand like a overgrown child as he cooked breakfast with the other hand

"I'm heavy"

"I workout "

"So you're agreeing that I'm heavy?" I snap jokingly

"I started working out to be able to lift you one-day Noona, quite frankly you've always been heavier than me" he giggles

And then we sit on his couch, he sits with me on his lap.

"Feed me," he says handing me the bowl with both his and my share of ramen. Literally could feed a whole family of five but oh well

"You heard me" he says bringing back to reality as he brushes his nose at the side of my neck, kissing my clavicle

"Aah" and then I fed him and me, can't really blame him for acting like a baby when I was clinging onto him the whole time

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"Ggukie?" I ask

"Hm?" He hums as his Adams apple bobs, there is a persistent pink mark I left yesterday

"Let's watch a movie" I suggest, he was almost done with washing dishes

"No" he said that straight to my face as my eyes grew wide

"Why" I mumbled

"Because I want to listen to you, what goes inside you head all the time, I wasn't to know it all. Your worries, you dream, your hopes and regrets. Tell me everything" he says smiling as he comes closer after drying his hands in his pants sweat, he wore those with a flimsy white tank that did the formality of keeping my thought in check in his eyes. Did they actually keep my thoughts in check? No

"It'll take a long time" I protest

He pecks lips

"We have all day" he says with his bunny grin

"It'll take longer," I say

He pecks again

"We have all life" he says scooping me up in his arms again

He kisses me softly as though I'm a scoop of soft serve he didn't want to bite too hard

"You used to draw, do you still have the markers?"

"I think I do, why do you want them?" He says, amused at my question

"While we talk, would you let me?"

"Oh, silly if your to think I would not" he says pecking my lips again

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"So, tell me Noona, what was like living in the states alone?"

"Lonely, too lonely when I used to have no one at home to come back to and certainly not my baby Boyfriend to cuddle all day with."

"Then cuddle all you want, you'll have  2 days of rest, waste it on me" he says grinning like a rabbit

I kiss his nose

"You'll get tired of me if I get too clingy so soon" I laugh at his eagerness

"Noona, if you want to cling onto me I'd wrap myself around you."  He says cupping his hand around my face

"If I say I want to hide from the world and only stay visible to you eyes?" I ask getting greedy of his response that keep filling my heart to the brim

"Then I'd tear my chest open to make room for you to hide from the world" he says putting his lips on mine

"Aah," I gasp, I stepped out of the outline of the lotus flower on his arm

A tear slips from my eye, he wipes it away

"So Jungkook, what was the first thing you like in me?"

"Your smile, it made me believe angels existed"

"And now you're making me believe too," I whisper

He stays silent, at that moment I feel I know what exactly he's thinking. He wants to ask the same thing but he still doesn't trust me enough to believe I love him, so he's staying quiet like he always does when he's scared

"You know Ggukie, when I first saw you, your eyes were so beautifully brilliant I could swear by that they put the whole galaxy in them" I said pressing my thumb on his cheeks

"What do you do when you're bored Noona?" He asks

I tried thinking, I really did. Nowadays when I get bored, I look for him but I never ever got bored before I realized how boring my life was without him. I was always engrossed with work, before that it was studies.

But after he came into my mundane life once again showing me love could be so- beautiful I now get so bored so quickly and miss him even if it's a split second

"Why are you thinking so hard?" He asks

"Oh, I- I feel bored without you and when I feel bored I miss you and I look for you" I want to hide in a cave, I sound like a teenager

"My Noona looks so cute when she is honest" he comes making me hide my face in the curve of his neck

Who knew life would be such a bliss,

"Jungkook, I'll sound selfish but can you always stay like this, with me, like this?" I say

I know it's stupid, no one stays and sometimes people don't want but still have to go apart. Yet I can't help but feel greedy, I don't think I'll ever be okay without him. He had unreplaceablely become a part of my heart, one that I'd have to cut away from me leaving myself hollow if I ever have to let him go.

"I'd rather die than let you go, Noona, you should know that by now"

"Juliette to your Romeo, how I heard you say,"

"I would never fall in love again till found you"

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