It was another groggy annoying day, with the anniversary of Kims' approaching, the workload kept stacking up.

I haven't gotten a sliver of sleep in the past week. I pull myself away from my bed where I had been resting on my laptop

After a shower and an espresso throw on a grey pantsuit over a lace bodysuit of black, I'm about to meet a lady so I might as well dress like one

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"Omo, some milf here walking in the office thinking she's the CEO" Yieun is already hyping me up

A chortle escapes me by her comments

As I walk into the office, Namjoon's office door is agape as he steals a glance of me.

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"Good morning Jungkook" I say,

His eyes move to me but they stay there, for a hot minute as though his eyes are scrutinizing each of my movement, my attire, my expression.

"Good morning" he says back after the long pause of his movements

I loved seeing this expression of silent admiration, he likes my outfit.

I sit in front of my desk taking the coffee that was waiting for me

"You're schedule for today is meeting the woman who lives in the hut, after which you are to review the event plan for the Kims' anniversary...."

He's finally back staring at me, I shouldn't be this giddy about it. I shouldn't be giddy at all, I must avoid his feelings at any cost but here I am feeling like this.

If he would go on ignoring me for a week more, I wouldn't be shocked if I found myself begging for his attention

" Where are the files?"

"The event planner has left the files to the reception, I'll fetch them"

He says disappearing through the door.

Looking through all the projects, this month is almost coming to an end yet the work isn't. Even with the half year closing approaching, things should tone down but nope, it's the Kims' were talking about!

I feel something smoothe brush against my exposed ankles, I look down. The neon green comical snake slothers around my ankle as if climbing up my calf.

I know it's all in my head but I still kick the air trying to get rid of it, it's weird how I feel so much weight on my leg.

It's all in my head, I repeat like a mantra

The thing keeps trying tightening around my calf as if restricting all the blood flow, my leg starts to feel numb

Suddenly the door opens making me jolt, Jungkook always opens the door with a adequate amount of noise.

As soon as I look at my feet, I see the snake no more. But as I try to move my feet, I still feel the sensations watered down as though it still isn't fully recovered from the numbness. When I reach towards my feet mechanically freeing my feet from my shows, I realized that my feet is still cold against my finger.

Specifically that one feet or I could think my shoes were the issue.

"Here's the file" Jungkook says after clearing his throat for my attention.

I get up as per his words

"Thank, when are we leaving for the Baekchon project?"

"After lunch" he says

I guess I'm having lunch with him today.

As the day rolls forward, I find myself at a table with Jungkook with a smoked  chicken Caesar salad in front of ms. Jungkook ordered A bibimbap, jjapchae, bulgogi and gglabi that I see him emptying on his own, who knew he had such an appetite.

Wait, I knew.

12 year old Jungkook was behind everyone carrying the food basket with me, Taehyung and Jimin were ahead playing tag already

I had cooked plenty of food, with a risk of most of them getting wasted. I'd have to take all of it home and finish the leftovers

I spread the red picnic mat as Jungkook set our baskets.

After I snapped some pictures with my polaroid camera I called them

"Help yourself with the food, boys"

As the sound of the word 'Help yourself ', Jungkook I thought heard 'help everyone ' as he started stacking a plate with 3 sandwiches, 4 macarons, 6 mango tarts, 3 gimbaps, a handful  of cherry tomatoes and the list went on.

"Ggukie, you only serve your own food. Let them do their work" I said

"Okay, Noona" he says sitting by me with almost half the food.

And then I watch the boy empty the plates with eager eyes.

It wasn't a waste cooking so much after all!

I smile plays on my lips as I recall, guess this is something he couldn't change about himself. He shouldn't change, a voice in my head said

"You're not eating your food?" Jungkook says

I look over to find his plates clean and mine untouched

"Oh, I spaced out" I say

"Why do you work so much that you can't event eat without those thoughts?" He says with scrunched eyebrows

If only you knew!

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It started raining so bad as soon as we stepped out.

"I'll drive," Jungkook's eyes look bored

"I always drive, you don't have to do that for me" I say softly

"You're my boss, I can't let you drive" he says, stubborn but not as much as me

"You're not my driver, you will sit on the seat next to it" I say restraining sternly with a smile

By the looks of it, he just meekly gathered his tail and sat to the seat next to mine.

The rain kept getting worse to the point now the wipers couldn't handle

"I think we should stop, you can't drive in these conditions" he says

"Are you scared I might get us killed?" I smirk contagiously

"Noona, I'm not joking. It's a flood outside, how are you supposed to reach a 100 kilometers in this ?" He's actually scared

"We can't back down when we've sat sails, Ggukie" I say

The road is fairly empty so I accelerate the speed.

It was just afternoon but the sky looked as dark as a midnight one with navy blue shades biting into ash and the sun hiding it's true colors.

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A man standing in the middle of the road u didn't see all this time made me pull a harsh break. With a nasty thud we dodges an accident.

"Are you hurt?" I ask looking towards Jungkook who bumped his head on the roof of my car

"No, I'm okay but why did you break?" He asks

"Can't you see that son of a- I mean that brainless guy standing on the middle of the road?" I ask

"Noona, there is no guy anywhere" Jungkook says as chills drip down my spine