I woke up and left for work again. I feel so giddy thinking about the new hotel project, it's like my baby. It would be a big popular five star hotel one day and people from all around the world would see it, stay there.

°°°
"Another meeting was called for the Daechon beach Hotel Project" Namjoon Oppa says

"What now, I thought we were ready to start ?" I ask

"You'll know in the meeting" he says

That didn't sound very nice. I entered my office with that,

°°°
At the meeting

"The obstacle deriving from our Daechon project isn't something we expected" Namjoon Oppa says

"Obstacles are never part of our expectations," my father interrupts

"Just get to the damn point " I insert, I want a clear answer

"There is a woman, she has a shabby hut that her children sold the position of but she is refusing to evacuate " Jina says

Jungkook looks at me as if he wants to say something, I nod giving permission

"Have you tried offering her a place to live?" Jungkook asks in my place

"All of that, even offered money but she refuses everything. She says to either let you, Kim Taeri talk to her or forget about it" Namjoon Oppa says, ignoring Jungkook completely

"If that's what she wants, I'll meet her" I say, I know I have fans everywhere

"It's not the safest decision, what if it's a threat to your life? We can't let you do that" Namjoon Oppa asks

"I am accountable to no one about the safety of my life " say while exiting

"The discussion is over" My mother says while walking out by my side

°°°°

*Nock, nock*

I hear two nock on the door,

"Come in" I say seated in my place

Namjoon Oppa walks in, as soon as his eyes land on Jungkook, sheer disgust flashes in them

"Can we talk," he says

"Sure" I reply

"I need some privacy, not in front of him" he says

I can't afford to be alone with him in a room, it may cause me my emotional wellbeing. Jungkook should belong here with me as my secretary

"As my secretary, nothing should be hidden from him"

"Taeri, it's getting very irritating now. Are you doing this to get back at me?" Namjoon's expressions look threatening

"What is, I can't understand"

"Your intelligent was the sexiest thing that attracted me to you but seeing you play dumb is really disgusting" he says

"Get to the damn point, why do you always get irritated by Jungkook?" I ask, my voice raises on its own

"Well, this Jungkook of yours was the reason of our break up Taeri, mind I remind you? " He screams back

"You don't raise your voice at her" Jungkook gets up, getting between us

"Oppa, Jungkook wasn't the reason for our breakup. Your lack of faith in me was, you always kept suspecting him with me. If you have trust issues so deep, you could even label me as a cheater when I go out of your reach in USA. That's why we broke up" I say

"But look at you proving my suspicions right, he's here in front of you in your room 24/7. You're the reason he turned out this way Taeri, he's been attracted to you and you always lead him on even when you were with me" Namjoon Oppa says, his voice low and sharp this time as if he's trying to get me agitated

"You're lying, I never let him on. I never saw him like that" I say, posing a hand at my chest defensively

"Can you look at me in the eye and say you don't see him as a man, Taeri?" Namjoon Oppa says, he's desperate for my affirmation

But I stare at Jungkook, his eyes that always trace my slightest expressions, his lips that have set fire to my hand, his whole body that didn't leave me even dream in peace.

I look at Namjoon Oppa just like he said, hold his gaze but my lips don't word out what he wanted to hear. What he was dying to hear, no matter how much I try I can't make myself say it

No, I can't say that. Maybe I do see you as a man. I can't lie

" I don't need to give you an explanation, we are over. I'm over you, you should best try to get over me" I say softly looking him in the eye

"You're not over me, Taeri. You only say that to yourself, you didn't want to break up if it wasn't for him" Namjoon Oppa persists

"Well, that's enough. You should be keeping you professional and personal life separate, you need to get out now " Jungkook says completely pushing Namjoon Oppa away from me

"You don't get to order me around " Namjoon Oppa says back, pushing Jungkook much strongly that his back hist the bookshelf behind him with the books falling

"BUT I DO, GET OUT. I'M THE CEO AND DON'T COME HERE LEST IT'S BUSINESS" I scream without realizing

Namjoon Oppa doesn't say anything but leaves

I lock the door behind him.

"Jungkook, are you okay " I go behind me to see if he hurt his back

"I'm fine" he says "but you're not, do you want a drink?"

"Can you bring me some vodka" I ask

He goes out and in quick steps he's back,

"Here" he hands me the bottle and before he hands me the glass I open the bottle and clasp my lips around

"You shouldn't drink it like that, it gonna burn your throat " I hear his say, my lips tug upwards

You're always worrying about me, Jungkook. I wish I could do the same

My world spins as I hold my head, the alcohol had always ran races in my bloodstream

And then I throw the empty bottle at the trash

"Jungkook, did you like me?" I ask inching closer to him

"What's the point of asking now" he says, not looking my way

"You still do?" Ask again

This time he stares at me,

"You're drunk already, you should go home" he says

"I'm not going home Jungkook, answer me, do you like me?" I ask, my hand cups his face as I let my thumb caress the scar of his cheek

"Don't test me Noona,"

"What do you like so much in me" I as going further his way as my thumb brushes over his full bottom lip feeling them softness unde my thumb

"Jungkook what are you doing?" I ask when he suddenly starts moving towards me

"I know you want it, if you don't, feel free to slap me "

Captivated by his gaze I don't realize what is happening when his large inked hand wraps around my nape and his lips come closer and closer to me. Slap is the last thing in my brain, it stops functioning when I close my eyes and move forward instead of waiting for his lips to make impact.

It as though I fell under a spell, his lips are softer than they look. If I bite too hard, they may bleed. They don't taste sweet but the faint flavor of his strawberry vape is still there.

I push him onto the couch, just like that dream as I feel the hunger consume my whole being. My finger shake as they tug his shirt down, my lips on his neck and I suck it as if it's my life stock.

His ample skin takes a peachy hue of flash when I leave bruises on his, he bites on his lip ring to suppress his moans

"Hold this" I say tugging on his shirt down

"Uhm- Noona" he says breathily as his hands wrap around my his "Noona ughm- you're not in your senses"

He's right, I'm not

Oh no, I stare at him, vulnerable under me.

What am I doing? What was I thinking?

I'm straddling him, when did I do that?

"Sorry, Jungkook. I wasn't thinking" I sigh,

"I'm sorry, oh gosh. I- what's gotten into me. I didn't think I'd- I didn't want to lead you on. You like me and now I'm like one of those trashes" I as getting up my hands find my face about to slap myself

He pulls me by my hands, I land on his lap again

"Shush, don't think right now. It's a dream, you'll forget it when you're sober" he brings my hands to his lips, kissing them softly

No lust, pure, purest love.

No, I am not right for him, I'm not good for him

"Why do you love me Jungkook, I'm making you suffer. You should be terrified of me, I had been the worst person to you even after knowing you have feelings for me" I say

"I know I should run, I should be terrified that you'll hate me if I get too obsessive." He says kissing my forehead

"But I guess I've never imagined my life without loving you" he says

"I might never love you" I sigh

"And I can bare that as long as I can stay by you" he says bringing my hands to his lips again, kissing them again as the soft lips brush, the cold metal sends trevors through me

"you'll forget everything when you wake up, Noona, you're drunk. None of this is your fault"