I really hope nobody involved sees this rant, though I have a feeling one of them probably will knowing her. Well, time to scream about the other her and pretend that won't happen!

Just for good measure {and because my gut is saying I should} I'm censoring names and giving totally random names that mean nothing to me and I don't know anyone with the names.

I hate her!!!

I hate her!!!

I HATE HER!!!

Who the hell does she think she is, hurting my Amanda like that and then taking advantage of her forgiving nature to just apologize and act like they've been best friends since they were in preschool? I hate it, it's bullshit. She's hurt her how many times now? Just fucking ditch her already!

The even worse part is she called me her friend just because she made up with Amanda. Bitch, I am most certainly not and that is an insult to me! It's like she's trying to piss me off or something! Maybe she is, even if she doesn't consciously realize it herself. Took me a good 10 seconds to realize I hated her and was jealous and that's why I cared so much about Amanda not talking to her again, and I'm usually very in tune to my obvious emotions like those.

In my server, as a joke mostly I made a reaction role mainly for me to embarrass Amanda and get a few laughs. It was a role called 'Amanda Kinnie ;3' and just a few minutes ago when I saw she had assigned it to herself I wanted to at least punch her so badly, if not worse. Not even a week ago you would've said you hated her and she was your enemy, and suddenly like the flip of a switch that goes away? You don't deserve that role. Get lost.

My least favorite part out of all of this is I feel like she's taking advantage of Amanda. Apparently already several times their friendship has broken and then come back only to break again. It's not okay... she insulted Amanda so badly when they split, too. She basically called her a piece of shit and annoying in several ways and it broke my heart to see Amanda so hurt like that. Now she's basically been given the green light to let it happen again, and I know all the warnings in the world won't stop her. It might delay it at best, but that doesn't help things. If anything, delaying it makes it worse.

Plus, I honestly don't want them making up for good, but that's mainly out of plain selfish jealousy. I'd rather the two had never 'made up' since Amanda had at least seemed to have recovered from that and moved on. Personally I had basically forgotten she existed and I figured she was a thing of the past, but apparently she wasn't. I want her gone again.

I hate her...

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