I feel like I'm floating further and further away from myself and the world every day. I feel like I'm floating aimlessly through space ever so slowly, forever leading a meaningless life...

I feel hollow inside. I feel like a walking shell. My own blood doesn't even seem like my own to me anymore because I feel so empty. My own body feels like someone else's, it's like some foreign entity that I'm just commanding.

I feel sad and lonely. I feel like I've experienced a terrible heartbreak...

I feel like a burden. I feel like all my friends hate me and think I'm annoying because I'm always talking. I feel like they don't want to be friends with me anymore.

I feel like a failure. No matter what I've done that I logically know is an achievement, I still feel like a failure. I feel like all the things I've won were given to a stranger.

There's so many awful things I'm feeling, and I don't know why.

I just keep floating further and further away...